When the Day Arrives

And when the day arrives I’ll become the sky and I’ll become the sea and the sea will come to kiss me for I am going home. Nothing can stop me now. Trent Reznor

boardwalk

wearing:
hair:  MINA – Carol (*new* @ C88)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: [Glam Affair] Maze Applier [ Catwa ] 007 (*new* @ C88)
piercings: –SU!– Piercing Set 07 Septum & Nose Studs
tattoo: Young Wolf – Black Tattoo [CAROL G]  (*new* @ Vanity Event)
[Z O O M] Cardion Glasses (*new* @ Vanity Event)
.::Nanika::.Arrow Necklace (*new* @ Vanity Event)
CULT : His Princess Rings/Silver (*new* @ Kinky)
Ascendant – Blacks Bento Nails Fatpack – Maitreya (*new* @ The Darkness)
outfit: #LANA // The Lisa Set (*new* @ Vanity Event)
pose: STUN – Pose Pack Collection Bento ‘Samira’ #47 (*new* @ Vanity Event)
location: Baja Bay
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We Watch The Day Go By

Just a song that’s been on my mind…

Birdy – Wings

Sunlight comes creeping in
Illuminates our skin
We watch the day go by
Stories of all we did
It made me think of you
It made me think of you
Under a trillion stars
We danced on top of cars
Took pictures of the stage
So far from where we are
They made me think of you
They made me think of you
Oh, lights go down
In the moment we’re lost and found
And I just wanna be by your side
If these wings could fly
For the rest of our lives
I’m in a foreign state
My thoughts, they slip away
My words are leaving me
They caught an aeroplane
Because I thought of you
Just from the thought of you
Oh, lights go down
In the moment we’re lost and found
And I just wanna be by your side
If these wings could fly
Oh, damn these walls
In the moment we’re ten feet tall
And how you told me after it all
We’d remember tonight
For the rest of our lives
Ah-ah-ah-ah
Ah-ah-ah-ah
Ah-ah-ah-ah
Ah-ah-ah-ah
Ah-ah-ah-ah
If these wings could fly
Oh, lights go down
In the moment we’re lost and found
And I just wanna be by your side
If these wings could fly
Oh, damn these walls
In the moment we’re ten feet tall
And how you told me after it all
We’d remember tonight
For the rest of our lives

sunshine in a bag

wearing:
hair:   TRUTH / Livia (*new* @ Uber)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: DeeTaleZ *Appliers* CATWA Head “Myra”
tattoo: [White~Widow] Soorma (*new* @ Dubai Event)
[Z O O M] Scar Glasses
BUENO-Swimsuit (*new* @ Uber)
pose: FOXCITY. Legs for Days Bento Pose Set
scene:
DaD “Beverly House” (*new* @ Uber)
N4RS Spa Towels
tres blah– Jolie – Lotions
Vagabond – Sandy’s Towel Tote
Sway’s [Agwe] Moon Chair . tropical
Ariskea [ Porcelain] Tropical Plant 2

Smile

I know there’s a certain irony in calling this post smile when I’m not smiling at all. It could have been called Resting Bitch Face and perhaps made a bit more sense. Then again, I’m not really writing about smiling, that just happens to be the name of the song I attached below the credits. I’m not posting the lyrics this time, because they don’t fully speak for me like they often do. My mind is pretty scattered today, actually. I went to the doctor yesterday and I was prescribed two more meds to take along with the others. One of them is a muscle relaxer and I swear I feel down right loopy. So, I’m just leave you with this…hold your head up no matter what’s going on and if you’re too weak to hold your head up, lean on a friend, because there’s a reason to smile waiting around the corner. And if this all sounds like nonsense, then I blame the meds. 😉

pure
We’re trying so hard to get it all right
But only feel lonely at the end of the night
I wanna be somewhere away from this place
Yeah, somewhere just a little closer to grace

wearing:
hair: [RA] Romy Hair
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: Glam Affair –  Rayna (*new* @ C88)

[Avenge] Pearls earrings (*new* @ TCF)
Nov-Argentina Choker Diamond
[Z O O M] Deep Diamond Glasses
BUENO-Vixen Dress (*new* @ FaMESHed)

pose: GingerFish Poses – Poison set (*new* @ ebento)

Let’s Take Another Selfie!

I have to say that while the duck faces and bathroom mirror selfies are really amusing and tacky. I am grateful for the fact that our smart phones have helped us perfect those self portrait photos. I remember holding cameras up to take pics with friends and hoping for the best, only to find us headless when the photos were finally developed. I remember waiting a week for photos to get developed. It’s amazing how such a simple thing has changed our lives so dramatically. Just think, there are people alive today that know nothing about having to rewind film and dropping it off to have it developed into 4×6 prints…doubles if you were willing to pay extra! Now not only can we take accurate selfies, but we can take pictures of ourselves taking selfies! *giggles*

Vacation Selfies

wearing:
hair: #Besom~Flower child (*new* @ C88)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: Glam Affair – Mindy
[Z O O M] Clymena Glasses
EF: Siren Bento Rings (*new* @ FaMESHed)
ChicModa // Debbie Swimsuit (*new* @ Spring Flair)

pose: FOXCITY. Selfie VOL3 Bento Pose Set (*new* @ Kustom9)
location: Pandora Resort ~ Namaste

Therapy Session

So, I don’t write about everything I’m going through, but I do write about a fair bit. Some things are too personal…yes, even I have boundaries. *laughs* I draw my inspiration for words, photos, layouts….from a variety of places. Often it is just a violent mixture of the madness swirling about in my mind, but when my fingers meet the keys and I’m staring at this blank page…somehow I usually find a way to let something out. You see, blogging isn’t a JOB for me. Its a way of life. I’m honored that you’re interested enough to read any of it ever, but I really don’t write for YOU….I write for ME….and I am very well known for having full on arguments out loud with myself.
If all of my sponsors pulled away from me and I was suddenly dismissed from all of my blog manager jobs….none of that would stop me. Actually, my photos would probably take a seriously artistic turn around the corner. I was recently told that I need to be more professional in Second Life. Fuck that. I’m not here to be fake. This is the one place I can be completely free to be me….on every level. I don’t care for your judgement.  I was told not to be friends with my bloggers. I’ve been told I’m too mean. I’m too picky. I’m too soft. I’m too nice. I try too hard. I don’t try hard enough. Here’s the thing though…I’m not here to please anyone but me. Call it selfish, fuck you….what are YOU here for? You here to help humanity? No, you’re not. You might do some good while you’re here, but lets face it…we all found our way to broken toys and those of us that actually live here? We know.
So, if you don’t like me, that’s ok…I don’t always like me either. You think I got issues? No, Baby, I got motherfucking subscriptions and my father owns the publication. *gasps* Yeah, I said it….this is MY therapy session and if you don’t like it….uhm….part of me wants to apologize, but how can I be sorry for being me. I got enough people that love me to know, I’m not that bad…but hey, s’ok…I don’t gotta make you happy. That’s your job, isn’t it? I’ll be over here taking care of mine…maybe our worlds will collide…maybe they’ll mingle and make music. For now, this is the end of this therapy session.

rain brings truth
I mean, I think sometimes people they confuse what I’m doing
I write about life, I write about things that I’m actually dealing with
Something that I’m actually experiencing, this is real for me
Like this is something that personally helps me as well

wearing:
hair: pr!tty – Bellena (*new* @ Enchantment)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: Glam Affair –- MaryJane – Catwa Mesh Head Applier
[Z O O M] Clymena Glasses (*new* @ FaMESHed)
(Yummy) Bohemia Ring Set
[Cynful] Lioness 2in1 Top (*new* @ FaMESHed)
Legal Insanity  – Myra flared black pants

pose: FOXCITY. Breather VOL2 Animated Pose Set (*new* @ Kustom9)

Freeze Frame

It’s 1am and I’m awake doing a blog post. I hope you don’t expect too much from me at this hour. However, I will give you this…
Before there was Vogue by Madonna, there was Freeze Frame by J. Geils Band and we “struck a pose” and “freezed framed” to this song quite a bit. Mind you, I was a kid when this song came out, but it was definitely a catchy tune. Enjoy♥

J. Geils Band – Freeze Frame

Freeze-frame

I could see it was a rough-cut Tuesday
Slow-motion weekdays stare me down
Her lipstick reflex got me wound
There were no defects to be found
Snapshot image froze without a sound

Thursday mornin’ was a hot flash-factor
Her face still focused in my mind
Test-strip proof-sheet love is hard to find
Friday night, we’ll dance the spotlight grind
Stop-time heart for me if she’s not mine

Freeze-frame! (Freeze-frame!) [x3]
Freeze-frame! Now Freeze!

Now I’m lookin’ at a flashback Sunday
Zoom lens feelings just won’t disappear
Close-up darkroom sweet-talk in my ear
Her hot-spot love for me is strong
This freeze-frame moment can’t be wrong

Freeze-frame! (Freeze-frame!) [x3]
Freeze-frame! Now Freeze!

Freeze-frame! (Freeze-frame!) [x3]
Freeze-frame! Now Freeze!

Freeze-frame, freeze-frame, freeze-frame
Freeze-frame, start to freeze, freeze, freeze

Start to freeze, freeze
Freeze-frame, freeze-frame, freeze-frame

the public eye

wearing:
hair:  .Olive. the Lorelai Hair (*new* @ REWIND)
head: CATWA HEAD Tala
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
[Z O O M] Eilla Glasses
//Naberius// The Manticore Collar
..S9..: Ribbed Fur – Printed
UC_Blenda_dress (*new* @ District 20)

pose by Foxcity
Astralia – Paparazzi (corner)

Random Run

She was out for a run like any other day. She stopped at the corner market for her bottle of water and a rest when the adorable little puppy wandered up, tongue and tail wagging. She poured some of her water on the ground for the pup and he lapped up before passing out at her feet. He had no tags and he was too cute to leave abandoned in a parking lot. She sighed and rolled her eyes at herself, I don’t have time for a puppy. She carried the pup into the store and asked the clerk if she knew anything about it. The clerk mentioned that the pup had been hanging around for a few days but no one had claimed it or came looking for it. Sady sighed again, left her number with the clerk just in case anyone came looking for the sweet puppy and took it home.
That was six years ago, the Random and Sady have been inseparable ever since.

rest stop

wearing:
hair/Wasabi Pills/ Deanna (*new* @ FaMESHed)
headCATWA HEAD Kathy
skin: DeeTaleZ *Appliers* CATWA Head “Face Miriam”
bodyMaitreya Mesh Body – Lara
tattoo: [White~Widow] Coco – Black (*new* @ Uber)

[Z O O M] Jinks Glasses (*new* @ FaMESHed)
Scandalize. Annie TOP. Maitreya (*new* @ MBA Fair)
Scandalize. ANNIE Sweatshirt. Maitreya (*new* @ MBA Fair)
Scandalize. ANNIE Leggins. Maitreya (*new* @ MBA Fair)
REIGN.– JUNE SNEAKERS
JIAN Lively Labs :: Black Companion Pup
{Imeka} Cutie water bottle {5}

Scene:
7 – Ice Machine II PG (pose included, edited with AnyPose)
RAMA – #selfie_RAMA Sclater Street

Soaking Up The Sun

Summer is almost here and that means bikini season! This makes me so freaking happy, because I just love drinking margaritas by the pool and hanging out with friends…half naked friends. Rebel Hope has made some of my favorite bikinis to date and her offering at the Fifth Anniversary of FaMESHed is no exception. Its a fatpack must have! Fortunately, Trompe Loeil also has an amazing pool/patio combo so I don’t have to go far to lounge around in my new bikini!
Of course, these are just more things that I can only do in a virtual world. In the real world, my skin is so fair its translucent. Seriously, you can see my veins. If I spend more than ten minutes in the sun, I’m well on my way to a sunburn. On a rare occasion that sunburn it totally worth it…even if after the burn is gone, I feel like a snake shedding its skin for the following month.

catching some sun

wearing:
hairTableau Vivant \\ Angy + (*new* @ TMD)
head: CATWA HEAD Kathy
bodyMaitreya Mesh Body – Lara

[Z O O M] Eilla Glasses (*new* @ FaMESHed)
Astralia – Lunar ascendant Rings (*new* @ FaMESHed)

Rebel Hope – Megan Bikini (*new* @ FaMESHed)
Phedora ~ Kennedy heels (*new* @ Chapter Four)

pose: Bauhaus Movement – F*ck The Mainstream 12 (some editing done using AnyPose)
Trompe Loeil – Geonna Patio + Pool (*new* @ FaMESHed)

 

Ride

My friend, Kobie, recently blogged his girlfriend and one of my best friends, Grace Sixpence. I loved the idea so much that I’ve decided to do the same. Today, I’m blogging Tracy Redangel.  You see, she’s had a tremendous impact on my life and despite the way I pick at her on Facebook…she is priceless to me. She had no idea what I was writing about when I asked her to pose with me for these pictures. I’m sneaky that way and if she actually reads this post, she’s probably starting to sniffle, because despite her fiery red headed reputation…she does have a soul and it is as deep as any ocean you can imagine.

ride

She and I had a bit of a rocky start, but one late night Skype conversation altered the paths of our Second Lives forever and I couldn’t be more grateful. This woman aggravates me, supports me, loves me, and makes me laugh way too hard. (yes, when she makes me laugh so hard I can’t breathe, that’s too hard) She truly is my late night partner in crime and encourages trouble at every turn. I ♥ Tracy! She’s really amazing and lets my torment roll off her back like water on a duck, because she’s been through enough in her life to know when to take someone seriously and when to shrug it off. Yeah, I envy that about her, too. She’s as beautiful inside as she is outside and to make matter worse? That’s true in BOTH worlds! I’ll give you a minute to hate her, but then you’ve got to come back and lover her as much as I do. ♥

ride-2

As Tracy and I became closer, we decided to put each other in our profiles. We didn’t talk about it. We just did it and happened to notice that we both did it around the same time. When I saw what she wrote and the song she chose for me…I cried for over an hour. She knows me and gets me like no one ever has. I should hope that you all have a friend this amazing someday, if not now. (I’ve added the song to the bottom of the post.) From beginning to end, it fits me pretty damn well…just like Tracy. Never let it be said that true bonds aren’t built in a virtual world, because this is one person I intend to keep in my life forever. I am blessed with a multitude of incredible friends, but Tracy is one of my absolute best friends which makes her extra special. Yes, in the short bus, hockey helmet way, but in other ways, too. *winks*

ride-3

So, you’re looking at a lot of stuff in these pictures. Let me start with the scene, because while I didn’t use the pose included, I did use the backdrop provided with the Riders pose set from Come Soon. Its one of the things I love about their poses. You get these incredible scenes that you can use repeatedly with other poses. The bikes are from Optmus Race and come with an endless array of couple’s poses. Yes, you can also drive them!  Now, as most people know, my friends and I are shopaholics. Tracy are those hud humpers that must get into an event as soon as humanly possible. So, all the deets for our ensembles are below and if they’re currently at an event, the link is there for that, too. Happy Shopping! ♥

Tracy is wearing:
hair: #Foxy – Drogon. (*new* @ Hairology)
CATWA HEAD Annie
[Z O O M] Aviator Classic – Petroleum
MG – Earrings – Vallari Hoops
body: Belleza– Isis
**RE** Brooke Suede Jacket – Isis – Black
Blueberry / Tink / Knee High Sizes
REIGN.- Mishi Thigh High Boots

Sady is wearing:
[monso] My Hair – Jihyo (*new* @ Kustom9)
CATWA HEAD Gwen
-SU!- Sytpal Eyes SILVER
Glam Affair – Barbara Applier ( Catwa  ) Europa 02 (*new* @ Kustom9)
.4 [ kunst ] – Septum Keeper (left)
earrings: [CX] Bound Gears
[NikotiN] Rainbow_Black RARE
Amala – The Kylie Choker – Thick
Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
Letis Tattoo :: Hamal :: MM16023 :: (*new* @ ULTRA)
//Ascend// Gitana Fringed Top / Black (*new* @ Mesh Body Addicts)
gloves: [CX] Soul Grips
rings & nails:**RE** Precious Set
Blueberry – Luxe Box – November Skirt (Nov Luxe Box)
[VALE KOER] BELLA SUEDE BOOTS (*new* @ Kustom9)

scene:
Tracy’s bike (red one): OR R900 YZR-M1 EXECUTOR HASS
Sady’s bike (black one): OR R900 YZR-M1 EXECUTOR DARKYN
*CS* Riders – Full Scene
poses by Tracy Redangel

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