Posted in Catwa, Events, Exploration, Glam Affair, Maitreya, Second Life, shopping

Shall I set her free?

Well, my favorite month of the year is right around the corner and I am super stoked.  As I’m sure some have noticed, I’ve been tapping into my dark side a lot more lately and I’m loving the results. As October sneaks up on us  like a ghost in the night, I’m so excited to have even more reasons to tap into that darkness within me. It’s funny, I feel more alive when I tap into that darkness. It’s almost as if trying to tap into that sunshine feeling that so many of my photos have done….makes me more depressed. Perhaps I’m just denying the real me by trying to be sunshine and lollipops. My name is Sadystika, afterall….there’s clearly a very dark, ominous side to me. Shall I set her free?

cx ww

.Shi Hair : Medusozoa
CATWA HEAD Catya v3.2
[Glam Affair] Maria Applier
Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
Wicca’s Originals – Eagleden Arms @ Engine Room
2. [CX] + .TeaBunny. NGW – Lynx – Metal/M
[CX] Disciplinarian – White Leather @ Engine Room

pose by DelMay
location: Elysion

Posted in Catwa, Events, Exploration, Fashion, Maitreya, Second Life

Collected the Pieces

“I’ve tasted blood and it is sweet
I’ve had the rug pulled beneath my feet
I’ve trusted lies and trusted men
Broke down and put myself back together again
Stared in the mirror and punched it to shatters
Collected the pieces and picked out a dagger
I’ve pinched my skin in between my two fingers
And wished I could cut some parts off with some scissors”
~ Halsey – Nightmare


hair: =DeLa*= Mesh Hair “Malin”  @ Salon52
head: CATWA HEAD Denice
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: #PUMEC – Sophia

Wicca’s Originals @ Cyber Punk Fair
-Wicca’s Originals – Specter Eyepatch
-Wicca’s Originals – Nyx (Arms)
-Wicca’s Originals – Nyx (Hands)
-Wicca’s Originals – Nyx (Bodysuit)
-Wicca’s Originals – Nyx (Boots)

pose: Diversion – On The Edge Poses
location: Insilico – Blue Ant

Posted in Catwa, Cynful, Events, Fashion, Lamb, Maitreya, Second Life

You Can Pretend

“Everybody knows
You and I are suicidal stolen art
Pretty moments sews
Stitches into all your bitches broken hearts
You can pretend you don’t miss me
You can pretend you don’t care
All you wanna do is kiss me
Oh what a shame I’m not there
Somebody new
Is gonna comfort you
Like you want me to
Somebody new
Is gonna comfort me
Like you never do
Every now and then it hits me
That I’m the one that got away
But I guess being lonely fits me
And you were made for begging, stay”
bitches broken hearts
hair: Lamb. Boyish
head: CATWA HEAD Denice
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: #PUMEC – Sophia
< IDEALIA > ONIX Necklace @ Unik
Wicca’s Wardrobe – Nemesis Arms
Cynful Unapologetic Denim Dress @ FaMESHed
pose: Imitation – Lilith poses
taikou / 2AM backdrop
Posted in Catwa, Events, Fashion, Gingerfish Poses, Maitreya, Second Life, Shiny Shabby, shopping

I Warned You

“You knew what this was
I don’t want you anymore
I warned you before
Warned you before
Well I, I coulda sworn I told you I was mean”
~ Elle King – I Told You I Was Mean


hair: TRUTH HAIR Debra
head: CATWA HEAD Denice
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: #PUMEC – Sophia

[ rD ] Arrivo Necklace
Ascendant – Chamber of Secrets Nails (*new* @ ShinyShabby)
Meva Becky Bracelets (*new* @ ShinyShabby)
Wicca’s Originals – Shena (*new* @ Dubai)

GingerFish Poses – Invigorate

location is my friend Tracy’s private property

Posted in Catwa, Collabor88, Events, Fashion, Foxcity, Maitreya, Second Life, The Liaison Collaborative

Fuck the System

*giggles* If you don’t like rock n roll or loud fast beats, then don’t listen to this song, but there was no way in hell or high water that I could post a picture using this background and not accompany it with a song by one of my all time favorite bands. System Of a Down’s Fuck the System is one of those songs that people think is either just the band having a bit of fun or one of those songs that people will spend hours debating the hidden meanings. I personally feel as though the title says it all and if you listen to SOAD, then you should probably know that when they have something to say, they fucking say it. They don’t hide what they mean in cryptic poetic lyrics. They say what they mean so simply that it confuses the over thinkers. That’s my opinion and I’m standing by it. *laughs*

fuck the system

hair: Foxy – Sanya Hair (*new* @ C88)
head: CATWA HEAD Denice
#Besom Lashes~ Sweetheart Lash
{S0NG} :: Lempi Eyes (*new* @ Belle)
IDTTY Faces – Spicy Lipstick (*new* @ TLC)
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: #PUMEC – Sophia

EVIE – Plush Me Warm Fur Jacket (*new* @ C88)
Wicca’s Originals – Felicity

pose: FOXCITY. Surface Set
FOXCITY. Rude Gacha – 7 – The System (*new* @ Arcade)

Posted in Catwa, Eudora3D, Events, FaMESHed, Lamb, Maitreya, Second Life, Uber SL


“I never really wanted you to see
The screwed-up side of me
That I keep locked inside of me so deep,
It always seems to get to me
I never really wanted you to go
So many things you should have known
I guess for me there’s just no hope;
I never meant to be so cold”
~ Crossfade – Cold


hair: Lamb. Jimi (*new* @ FaMESHed)
head: CATWA HEAD Denice
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara

Wicca’s Originals – Shannon (*new* @ Whore Couture)
Eudora3D Dakota Boots (*new* @ Uber)

pose: :: Focus Poses Sexy Pouf ::
MINIMAL – Futuristic Backdrop


Posted in Catwa, Collabor88, Events, Fashion, Foxcity, Maitreya, Mina Hair, Second Life, shopping

Lady Licorice

The moment I saw this corset, I knew it was a must have simply for the shape and details. Then I got the hud and was able to play with the details even more. As I played with the color options, I came up with this color combination and immediately thought of these Good & Plenty candies that I always wanted as a kid. Problem was, I only wanted them cuz they looked so pretty. You see, they were actually licorice and I hate licorice! So, I’d get them, put one in my mouth, then spit and spew like a little maniac. Don’t worry, Tracy, the candy didn’t go to waste. My father loved licorice. *laughs* Oddly enough, I kinda feel like that candy in Second Life. The occasional man will approach me, but when they find out that I’m not just going to spread my legs for them…they keep on truckin. Which is fine. I’m clearly an acquired taste, just like Lady Licorice here. *winks*

Lady Licorice

hair: MINA – Kayla (*new* @ Sultry)
head: CATWA HEAD Denice
ears: .:[PUMEC] :. – / Mesh Ears\ – Worm
SU!– Piercing Set 07 Septum & Nose Studs
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: #PUMEC – Sophia

(Yummy) Art Deco Rings (*new* @ C88)
Wicca’s Originals – Dita Corset (*new* @ FrouFrou)

pose: FOXCITY. Lolita Bento Pose Set**
****includes Hearty Spanker prop
FOXCITY. Photo Booth – Blank Minds