I Want You

Ever had a crush on someone that you really hardly know, but there’s just something about them that continues to pull you in? Or worse yet, develop feelings for someone that is forever off limits to you? Or the absolute worst, you genuinely love someone that used to love you, but doesn’t love you the way they used to? I’ll let the lyrics of this song do the rest…

Lotte Kestner ~ I Want You

My baby baby
I want you so it scares me to death
I can’t say anymore than “I love you”
Everything else is a waste of breath

I want you
You’ve had your fun you don’t get well no more
I want you
Your fingernails go dragging down the wall
I want you
I woke up and one of us was crying
I want you
You said “little girl I do believe you’re dying”
I want you
If you need a second opinion as you seem to do these days
You can look in my eyes and you can count the ways
I want you
I want you
Did you mean to tell me but seem to forget
I want you
Since when were you so generously inarticulate
I want you
It’s the stupid details that my heart is breaking for
It’s the way your shoulders shake and what they’re shaking for
It’s knowing that she knows you now after only guessing
It’s the thought of her undressing you or you undressing
She tossed some tattered compliment your way
I want you
And you were fool enough to love it when she said
“I want you”
“I want you”

I want you
The truth can’t hurt you it’s just like the dark
It scares you witless
But in time you see things clear and stark
I want you
Go on and hurt me then we’ll let it drop
I want you
I’m afraid I won’t know where to stop
I’m not ashamed to say I cried for you
I want you

I want you
I might as well be useless for all it means to you
I want you
You’ve had your fun you don’t get well no more
I want you
No-one else wants you could want you more
I want you
Every night when I go off to bed
And when I wake up
I want you

I want you
I’m going to say it once again ’til I instill it
I know I’m going to feel this way until you kill it

uc lamb

wearing:
hair: Lamb. Star (*new* @ FaMESHed)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: Glam Affair – Mindy

**RE** Cora Arms Harness
(Yummy) True Rebel Ring Set (*new* @ Uber)

UC_Simona_Bra_and_Panty (*new* @ FaMESHed)
UC_Simona_harness (*new* @ FaMESHed)
Eudora3D Eden Pumps&Stockings (*new* @ FaMESHed)

pose: FOXCITY. Souffle Bento Pose Set

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Love & Laughter

I know some of my readers are on Facebook and some of you may have even received a birthday message from me (when FB reminds me). I have a tendency to say, “Happy Birthday! I hope this year bring all the love & laughter you deserve.” Or something along those lines. I always wish the love & laughter thing, because to me there are no two greater gifts we could receive. To have people truly love you and to laugh at the world around you. Without those two things, I just don’t think life would be nearly as tolerable.
Life is hard sometimes, but those moments filled with love and/or laughter? Those are the moments worth remembering. Those are the moments we should cherish the most. So, whether you’re having a birthday or not, I wish you love & laughter today and all the days that follow.

Cupcakes

wearing:
hair: Beusy: Cream Hairstyle
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: Glam Affair – Mindy – Catwa Mesh Head Applier – Jamaica (*new* @ Kinky)

hairbase: Just Magnetized – Special Hairbase set 05
lipstick: –SU!- Agatha Lipstick Nudes

SU!- Bento Piercing Set 03
ChicModa // Plastic Heart Earrings and Necklace Set (*new* @ The DollHouse)
Bel Aire Plt Womens WeddingBand by Chop Zuey
::SG:: RingQueen Mesh Nails

UC_Pure_shirt (*new* @ FaMESHed)

pose: FOXCITY. Birthday Suit Bento Pose *includes cupcakes* (*new* @ Pose Fair)
location: Black Kite

A Little Wicked

Since my friends thought that my sweet and innocent post was too far of a stretch for me…assholes…I thought I’d show them what they really want to see. I mean who doesn’t love to see a woman on her knees, bare breasted, right?  Well, they seem to prefer me a little wicked. It’s a good thing, cuz that’s my comfort zone, isn’t it? Just nod and smile, you know I just waked and baked. *blows smoke* I’m feeling a little wicked this morning, so I’m going to cut this short and go find some trouble. *grins*

on my knees
A little wicked,” that’s what he calls me
Cause that’s what I am, that’s what I am

wearing:
hair: Tableau Vivant  \\ Silvana hair
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: [theSkinnery]  Iris (Catwa Applier) toffee (*new* @ C88)
[Atomic] Kitten Collar
LYBRA . LACY DRESS RARE (*new* @ Whore Couture)
LYBRA . LACY PANTIES WHITE (*new* @ Whore Couture)
UC_Luna_high_heel (*new* @ Kustom9)

**no pose or background information available, as this was a candid shot, using random ground sit in my personalized ao**

Hey There, Wanna Talk About Skin Fair?

So, I’m blogging for the Skin Fair put on by Pale Girl Productions. I have to admit, I’m a bit nervous, because as a rule I’ve not really blogged skins before. I will list the skin that I’m wearing, but aside from that….its not something I’ve really done. PGP specifically asked that we blog the skins a certain way and this, too, is something I don’t usually do. So this is my first attempt. I will say this, it doesn’t seem to matter which body or head you have, even if you’re still fully system (please update yourself!), there’s something for everyone at the Skin Fair….cosmetics, eyelashes, eyes, skins, shapes, heads, and even tattoos!

I wore my own shape, as I’m very particular about my shape and rarely ever buy them. My current shape was a compilation of ideas between my friend Sora and I. I’ve told her she should make shapes, but I’m not sure she really has the time. So, scroll on down and have a looksie at all the goodies I have to show you.♥

Hi There, Wanna Talk About the Skin Fair

wearing above:
hair:  Magika – Marble Machine
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: Aurealis. Deidra skin (*new* @ SKIN FAIR)
::SG:: Sophia stileto BENTO MESH NAILS (*new* @ SKIN FAIR)
[POUT!] Pretty Lashes – CATWA applier (*new* @ SKIN FAIR)
UC_April_Harness_and_vest (*new* @ Whore Couture)

all poses by Foxcity (none were edited, I just forgot which ones I used, sorry)

wearing below:
hair in face pics: .Entwined. Kira
hair in body pics: tram H0219 hair  (*new* @ Uber)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: Aurealis. Deidra skin (*new* @ SKIN FAIR)
[VALE KOER] WAIST PANTIES
Aurealis Catwa
Aurealis Body

Only Love

You can find a link to the song at the bottom of the page. I’m still playing catch up from when I had the flu, so just hang in there with me. Not all of my posts can be as entertaining as one that awaits around the corner.

Only Love Can Hurt Like This – Paloma Faith

I tell myself you don’t mean a thing,
And what we got, got no hold on me
But when you’re not there I just crumble
I tell myself I don’t care that much,
But I feel like I die ’til I feel your touch,

Only love, only love can hurt like this,
Only love can hurt like this
Must have been a deadly kiss
Only love can hurt like this

Say I wouldn’t care if you walked away,
But every time you’re there I’m begging you to stay,
When you come close I just tremble
And every time, every time you go,
It’s like a knife that cuts right through my soul

Only love, only love can hurt like this
Only love can hurt like this,
Must have been a deadly kiss,
Only love can hurt like this,
Only love can hurt like this

Your kisses burn into my skin,
Only love can hurt like this
But it’s the sweetest pain,
Burning hot through my veins,
Love is torture makes me more sure
Only love can hurt like this

Only love can hurt like this,
Only love can hurt like this,
Must have been a deadly kiss,
Only love can hurt like this,

Only love can hurt like this,
Your kisses burn into my skin,
Only love can hurt like this,
Only love can hurt like this,
Save me, save me,
Only love, only love,
‘Cause only love can hurt like this
And it must have been a deadly kiss

once upon a grid

wearing:
hair:  Doe: Crinkle Fries
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: [theSkinnery] Saska (Catwa Applier) honey
Astralia – Scorpion rings (*new* @ N21)
UC Doom_top
UC Doom_shorts (FaMESHed until the 27th)

pose: GingerFish Poses – Bad at Love set

 

How Bad

I recently saw a meme that read, “Show me how bad you want it” and I thought to myself. Exactly how do you show how bad you want IT. Shouldn’t a grope be sufficient? The P.O.T.U.S. has stated that its ok to just grab a woman by her pussy. Now surely in doing that, he’s performing some sort of mating ritual. I assume, he’s not greeting Rosie O’Donnell or someone’s 90yr old grandmother like that. So, clearly the grabbing of one’s pussy is a signal of some sort. Probably something crass like, “I want some of that!” However, surely if a girl walks up to a man and cups his balls over his pants he is almost certain at that moment that she wants it. Should she drop to her knees in the middle of the lobby, open her mouth and beg to suck his dick in front of the entire world to show how BAD she wants it? Or should she just conveniently forget to wear panties with that very short skirt…that for some reason whenever she wears it, people drop things at her feet constantly? How does one express that they feel like a cat in heat and just want to fuck? Why is that so bad anyway?  I tell you what….I’ll show you how bad I want it when you show me how bad I need it.

rainbows

wearing:
hair:  RAMA.SALON – Jennie Hair (*new* @ REWIND)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: [theSkinnery] Saska (Catwa Applier) honey (*new* @ REWIND)
=Zenith=Leather Belt Gloves
.:E.A.Studio:.Obsess Claw
UC_Nina_panties (*new* @ FetishFair)
UC_Nina_skirt (*new* @ FetishFair)

pose: FOXCITY. Beach Bunny Bento Set

 

Black Widow

“Love me ‘till you’re dead, you will not forget
You’ll still love me, dead or alive”
~InThis Moment – Black Widow

So, I just woke up after a real strange night and as I sometimes do, I shared the photo with a few friends and asked for suggestions on what to write. Well, Grace said, “You look like some sort of cyber black widow.” Well, that took me straight to one of my favorite bands. So, I’ve paired the photo with some In This Moment and I’ll leave you with that.

I’ll wake and bake for the next post. *grins* That should prove interesting, right?

REWIND5
Yes, the dangerous black widow is to be approached with caution, as the black widow’s bite can cause death
The black widow is easily recognized by her coal black body and red hourglass marking
She encases her victims with silk, and then kills with poison from her fangs

 

wearing:
hair: Doe: Crinkle Fries (*new* @ REWIND)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: Glam Affair – Karina – Catwa Mesh Head Applier – Asia (*new* @ Kustom9)
eyeshadow: Veechi – Moon Shadow (*new* @ REWIND)
lipstick: Wednesday[+] ~ Juliet Lip INK-(*new* @ REWIND)
CODEX_SKULLY NECKLACE -(*new* @ REWIND)
UC_Agony_vest (*new* @ TLC)
//Naberius// The Manticore Nipple Piercings (Black) Maitreya
[CX] Sentinel Tentacles (*new* @ REWIND)
Vinyl – Kito True-Booty Shorts Pak Black

pose: FOXCITY. Me Time Bento Pose Set

scene:
FOXCITY. Photo Booth – Linear (Limited) (*new* @ Limit8)
uK – Vintage Truck Bar Red

 

Gravity

Yes, its another music post, because its easier for me to express myself this way sometimes. I get too real, too raw, too emotional for my own comfort sometimes.

A Perfect Circle – Gravity

Lost again
Broken and weary
Unable to find my way
Tail in hand
Dizzy and clearly unable to
Just let this go
I am surrendering to the gravity and the unknown
Catch me, heal me, lift me back up to the sun
I choose to live
I fell again
Like a baby unable to stand on my own
Tail in hand
Dizzy and clearly unable to just let this go
High and surrendering to the gravity and the unknown
Catch me, heal me, lift me back up to the sun
I choose to live, I choose to live, I choose to live
Catch me, heal me, lift me back up to the sun
Help me survive the bottom
Calm these hands before they
Snare another pill and
Drive another nail down another needy hole
Please release me
I am surrendering to the gravity and the unknown
Catch me, heal me, lift me back up to the sun
I choose to live,
I choose to live

gravity

wearing:
horns: DOUX – Demon hairstyle
hair: DOUX – Astra hairstyle
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: Glam Affair –  Catwa Applier – Clara – America 02
UC_Glory_gloves (*new* @ Uber)
UC_Glory_top (*new* @ Uber)
UC_Mimi_panties
UC_Mimi_boots

pose by Bauhaus Movement
MINIMAL – Illuminate Backdrop #7 (*new* @ Epiphany)

Waterfalls

When I was taking this picture the song Waterfalls by TLC got stuck in my head. So, off I went in search of a cover. I found quite a few, but none that I like quite as much as this one. This is one of those timeless songs that we’ll just never get tired of like Time After Time by Cyndi Lauper. Anyway, the link and lyrics are below. If you’re not familiar with what the song is really about, please read over those lyrics first. Absorb them, understand them. There’s truly a beautiful lesson there. ♥

Waterfalls by TLC (Cover by ortoPilot)

A lonely mother gazing out of her window
Staring at a son that she just can’t touch
If at any time he’s in a jam she’ll be by his side
But he doesn’t realize he hurts her so much
But all the praying just ain’t helping at all
‘Cause he can’t seem to keep his self out of trouble
So, he goes out and he makes his money the best way he know how
Another body laying cold in the gutter
Listen to me
Don’t go chasing waterfalls
Please stick to the rivers and the lakes that you’re used to
I know that you’re gonna have it your way or nothing at all
But I think you’re moving too fast
Little precious has a natural obsession for temptation
But he just can’t see
She give him loving that his body can’t handle
But all he can say is, “Baby, it’s good to me”
One day he goes and takes a glimpse in the mirror
But he doesn’t recognize his own face
His health is fading and he doesn’t know why
Three letters took him to his final resting place
Y’all don’t hear me
Don’t go chasing waterfalls
Please stick to the rivers and the lakes that you’re used to
I know that you’re gonna have it your way or nothing at all
But I think you’re moving too fast
I seen rainbow yesterday
But too many storms have come and gone
Leavin’ a trace of not on God-given ray
Is it because my life is ten shades of gray
I pray all ten fade away
Seldom praise Him for the sunny days
And like his promise is true
Only my faith can undo
The many chances I blew
To bring my life to anew
Clear blue and unconditional skies
Have dried the tears from my eyes
No more lonely cries
My only bleedin’ hope
Is for the folk who can’t cope
Wit such an endurin’ pain
That it keeps ’em in the pourin’ rain
Who’s to blame
For tootin’ caine in your own vein
What a shame
You shoot and aim for someone else’s brain
You claim the insane
And name this day in time
For fallin prey to crime
I say the system got you victim to your own mind
Dreams are hopeless aspirations
In hopes of comin’ true
Believe in yourself
The rest is up to me and you
Don’t go chasing waterfalls
Please stick to the rivers and the lakes that you’re used to
I know that you’re gonna have it your way or nothing at all
But I think you’re moving too fast
Don’t go chasing waterfalls
Please stick to the rivers and the lakes that you’re used to
I know that you’re gonna have it your way or nothing at all
But I think you’re moving too fast

waterworks

Sady is wearing:
hair:  *ARGRACE* MAYU – Light Browns
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: Glam Affair –  Catwa Applier – Clara – America 02
[Cynful] Coax Necklace – Groupgift March 2017
UC_Angel_wedding_dress (*new* @ Sense)

pose: FOXCITY. Melancholy Bento Pose Set (*new* @ N21)
FOXCITY. Photo Booth – Desolation (*new* @ N21)

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