Hurts Like Hell

Fleurie – Hurts Like Hell

How can I say this without breaking
How can I say this without taking over
How can I put it down into words
When it’s almost too much for my soul alone

I loved and I loved and I lost you
I loved and I loved and I lost you
I loved and I loved and I lost you
And it hurts like hell
Yeah it hurts like hell

I don’t want them to know the secrets
I don’t want them to know the way I loved you
I don’t think they’d understand it, no
I don’t think they would accept me, no

I loved and I loved and I lost you
I loved and I loved and I lost you
I loved and I loved and I lost you
And it hurts like hell
Yeah it hurts like hell

Dreams fight with machines
Inside my head like adversaries
Come wrestle me free
Clean from the war
Your heart fits like a key
Into the lock on the wall
I turn it over, I turn it over
But I can’t escape
I turn it over, I turn it over

I loved and I loved and I lost you
I loved and I loved and I lost you
I loved and I loved and I lost you
And it hurts like hell

Hurts Like Hell

wearing:
Izzie’s – Mesh Earmuffs
hair:  :::Phoenix::: Madeline Hair (*new* @ Hairology)
head: CATWA HEAD Lilly
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
UC_X_winter_top (*new* @ Winter Trend)
Blueberry – Poppy Leggings
N-core BIANCA (*new* @ Winter Trend)

pose: Foxcity Solitude Set
location: de*cid*u*ous

 

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This is the Time

I am hurting so much right now and I’m not ready to write about. I’m not sure I ever will, but until I can write my own words…I give you the words and music of those that I relate to. ♥ Blog credits are below the picture, as always. Thank you in advance for you patience and understanding.

Nothing More – This Is The Time

When did we become these sinking stones?
When did we build this broken home?
Holding each other like ransom notes
Dropping our hearts to grip our brother’s throat
You can’t see because you don’t know
You’re caught below, beneath your own shadow
Stuck inside, half alive
Do you ever stop to ask yourself why?
Close your mind, identify
Do you feel, do you feel?
Do you call this a life?
All you waited for
Drowning just to keep score
We always start with good intentions
But lose ourselves along the way
This is the time that we let it go
These are the words that will take us home
Singing the song that’s inside us all
If we don’t open our eyes we’re walking blind
Anchored in anger, we exile ourselves
Bitter blood builds our prison cell
Darker water now fills our lungs
The depths of our heart have blacked the sun
You can’t see because you don’t know
You’re caught below, beneath your own shadow
Stuck inside, half alive
Do you ever stop to ask yourself why?
Close your mind, identify
Do you feel, do you feel?
Do you call this a life?
All you waited for
Drowning just to keep score
We always start with good intentions
But lose ourselves along the way
This is the time that we let it go
These are the words that will take us home
Singing the song that’s inside us all
If we don’t open our eyes we’re walking blind
Naked we come, naked we leave
Fools we are, to hold tightly
We are the jail, we are the key
We are free, we are free
This is the time that we let it go
These are the words that will take us home
Singing the song that’s inside us all
If we just open our eyes
This is the time that we let it go
This is the pain we are forced to know
Singing the song that’s inside
Inside us all, inside us all
Walking Blind

dreaming of dragons

wearing:
hair:  Tableau Vivant \\ Cindy
horns: Decoy – Dragon Temptress Gacha: #14 Horns Polar
head: CATWA HEAD Lilly
eyebrows: Bossie. alice eyebrows [catwa]
eyes: –SU!- Ekrabetha Eyes Fatpack
tears: CURELESS [+] Dragon Tears (v.1)
nose jewelry: AZOURY – Ange Earring Nose White
ears: ^^Swallow^^ Ears Elf
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: DeeTaleZ *Appliers* CATWA Head “Merrylu” Nordic (*new* @ Uber)
=Zenith=Leather Belt Gloves
LYBRA . XL STILETTO NAILS
UC_Sicrets_outfit (*new* @ FaMESHed)
#1 Dragon Brothers + texture hud {egosumaii} RARE

pose created using AnyPose

location: Winter Moon

Naughty Girl

I tried to avoid this topic, because Kess Crystal is a cunt! *laughs* When I wrote the blog, “Dangerous Proposition,” I knew that I was taking a big risk by promising to make a post about every topic or question posted on the blog, FB, or sent to me inworld. My darling, bestie Kess went dark and dirty on me. *shakes her head & laughs* Soooo, Kess said, “I would like you to talk about the 3 worst things you have done on Tequila!” I could write a post for each of them if I were to give a lot of details, but I’m not going to do that. I’m going to keep it short-ish.

  1. I was 19 and drank an entire bottle of tequila at a bonfire. I was there with a date, but it was a massive party and I left with some friends to go to another party. At the 2nd party, I apparently had a very long conversation with a tree. We finally make it back to the bonfire party. Everyone has left except my date and some of his friends. I was so drunk I couldn’t walk. I should probably mention that he had gotten a brand new car earlier that day. Yeah, I made a huge mess of his brand new car….inside and out. *hangs her head*
  2. Last year I was drinking tequila on skype with Kess and I’m pretty sure this is why she asked this damn question. I had turned on my camera to show HER my new black bra, but as I did her RL walked by…so he got a great shot of my tits in my new black bra. I’ve been told I was showing other people my bra later that night. I do not remember doing that.
  3. The last time I drank tequila, I was on skype with a handful of people. At one point I got very sick. I didn’t want them to hear me throwing up, but I didn’t have time to mute. I threw my cordless headset in the sink and in between hurling I would yell, “I’m ok!” and “I’m soo sorry.”

So, there ya have it. Tequila makes Sady a very naughty girl. Of course, I can get plenty naughty without alcohol, too. *winks at Josh*

playtime

Josh is wearing:
hair: Barber Shop / David
head: CATWA HEAD Daniel
body: [SIGNATURE] Gianni – Mesh Body
::GB:: Black three-pieces / Stripe Vr.02
::GB::Bai color WT / Black

Josh sitting in Dutchie maledom chair 2.0

Sady is wearing:
hair:  MINA – Eden (*new* @ Kinky)
head: CATWA HEAD Lilly
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: DeeTaleZ *Appliers* CATWA Head “Merrylu” Nordic (*new* @ Uber)
tattoo: Oz Design : MoonWolf Tattoo
UC_I_dare_outfit (*new* @ Kinky)
Phedora ~Elvin the unicorn (*new* @ Kinky)

*~M`n B~* Handcuffs
[Fetch] Spanking Paddle – Cunt

Sady’s pose: Foxcity Balance Set

scene:
Paparazzi BACKDROP – The Room With A View (with raindrops)
Quasi – Playtime – Neon Sign (Red)
Quasi – Kink Toy Shelf
Qausi – Pleasure Box
David Heather-Kneel Table/Wood2
Plethora – Kink Tray (For Her)

Picture Ideas

I absolutely adore that at least three people offered up questions/topic in response to my post, “Dangerous Proposition.”  This is my final question from Troy, at least for now, and he’s asked, “Where do you get your picture ideas from?”
My ideas come from all sorts of places. Sometimes the clothing inspires me, other times it’s the furniture, or the pose. Nowadays there are backgrounds all over the place and those inspire me, too. There are times, though, that I really struggle for ideas. One thing I find myself doing it perusing the internet for ideas or watching videos on YouTube. Often times, I’m driving down the road or lying in bed half asleep and I’ll get some crazy idea. If I can, I’ll jot it down and try to bring my ideas to life later on. There are often ideas that simply sit around for months as I wait for the right outfit, hair, accessories, or scene to come along. So, to sum up the answer….I get my ideas from squirrels, okay?

stepping up

wearing:
hair:  tram G1117 hair (*new* @ Uber)
head: CATWA HEAD Tala
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
UC_2sexyfyou (*new* @ Hipster)
Phedora ~ Sterla boots ~ rare (*new* @ The Arcade)

pose: Foxcity Stairs Set
MINIMAL – VIBE Backdrop *6*

Crazy Cat Lady

One of the many aspects of Second Life that I adore is that you can be an animal hoarder and not be judged. You can have as many cats, dogs, cows, horses, pigs, hamsters, birds, whatever as you want and your house doesn’t stink. They don’t make a mess and no one reports you to the authorities for running a puppy mill! See? It’s perfectly fine for me to be a crazy cat lady in SL and still be hot as hell!

crazy cat lady

wearing:
hair: =DeLa*= Mesh Hair “Adelia” (*new* @ Uber)
head: CATWA HEAD Tala
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
[White~Widow] Invictus II – Cat (*new* @ Uber)
LYBRA . COZY HEADPHONES (November PocketGacha)
UC_innocence_dress (*new* @ Uber)
LYBRA . COZYCATS TIGHTS (November PocketGacha)
LYBRA . COZYCATS HEELS  (November PocketGacha)

pose: Foxcity. Dance Set

scene:
FOXCITY. Lucid Dreaming – Black
+Half-Deer+ Catface Rug
LYBRA . Cozy Couch Black (November PocketGacha)
tres blah– Eclectic Collection – Cat Face Pillow
JIAN Kitten Collection :: *FaMESHED Bonus* Sitting Kitten
JIAN Curious Kitties :: Gacha Garden Birthday Present
JIAN Curious Kitties :: Snail Plant RARE
JIAN Kitten Scratching Post

Dangerous Proposition

Alright, so its been happening to me a lot lately, that I’m hitting a wall when it comes to something to write about. I know, that may come as quite a shock to some of my friends as I’m usually quite chatty with them, but for some reasons I’ve really struggled with things to say lately. I’d hate to turn my blog into nothing but pictures and songs. However, at the rate I’m going these days I fear that may soon become the case. So, for those of you that actually read my blog, I am asking you to submit some questions or topics for me to write about. No matter how silly or insane, I will make it a point to write SOMETHING about whatever is suggested. So, toss me a comment below or on my Facebook page and I will give it my best shot! I fear this is a dangerous proposition, because some of you might give me something insane, but I’m going to do it…so there’s the challenge!

danger

wearing:
hair:  MINA – Angel (*new* @ Remnant)
hair base: MINA hairbase HUD – Angel tattoo – Catwa (*new* @ Remnant)
head: CATWA HEAD Tala
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
UC_b2uk_scarf (*new* @ TresChic)

pose: Foxcity Cute but Psycho Set (Includes knife)
DRD – Abandoned Truck – Shelter (*new* @ Remnant)

Freeze Frame

It’s 1am and I’m awake doing a blog post. I hope you don’t expect too much from me at this hour. However, I will give you this…
Before there was Vogue by Madonna, there was Freeze Frame by J. Geils Band and we “struck a pose” and “freezed framed” to this song quite a bit. Mind you, I was a kid when this song came out, but it was definitely a catchy tune. Enjoy♥

J. Geils Band – Freeze Frame

Freeze-frame

I could see it was a rough-cut Tuesday
Slow-motion weekdays stare me down
Her lipstick reflex got me wound
There were no defects to be found
Snapshot image froze without a sound

Thursday mornin’ was a hot flash-factor
Her face still focused in my mind
Test-strip proof-sheet love is hard to find
Friday night, we’ll dance the spotlight grind
Stop-time heart for me if she’s not mine

Freeze-frame! (Freeze-frame!) [x3]
Freeze-frame! Now Freeze!

Now I’m lookin’ at a flashback Sunday
Zoom lens feelings just won’t disappear
Close-up darkroom sweet-talk in my ear
Her hot-spot love for me is strong
This freeze-frame moment can’t be wrong

Freeze-frame! (Freeze-frame!) [x3]
Freeze-frame! Now Freeze!

Freeze-frame! (Freeze-frame!) [x3]
Freeze-frame! Now Freeze!

Freeze-frame, freeze-frame, freeze-frame
Freeze-frame, start to freeze, freeze, freeze

Start to freeze, freeze
Freeze-frame, freeze-frame, freeze-frame

the public eye

wearing:
hair:  .Olive. the Lorelai Hair (*new* @ REWIND)
head: CATWA HEAD Tala
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
[Z O O M] Eilla Glasses
//Naberius// The Manticore Collar
..S9..: Ribbed Fur – Printed
UC_Blenda_dress (*new* @ District 20)

pose by Foxcity
Astralia – Paparazzi (corner)

Breaking Free

I wrote the other day about wanting to do something different and well, here it is. *laughs* This me trying to think outside the box? I honestly have no idea what to say about this, except that I think sometimes when we feel caged, its our own fault. Sometimes we lose sight of what we want in the effort to please others. Sometimes we stifle our creativity by trying to control it. So, this is me breaking free in a way. I actually really like how this turned out, but its hard for me to explain the way it makes me feel. Words are hard sometimes, okay?

break free

wearing:
UC_Imortal_mask
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
LYBRA . LACY BLOGGERS (*new* @ Kinky)
LYBRA . WITCH GLOVES
LYBRA . XL STILETTO NAILS

pose by Bauhaus Movement
RAMA – #selfie_RAMA Neon Grid#2 (*new* @ 6 Republic)

The Spider and the Fly

“Will you walk into my parlour?” said the Spider to the Fly,
‘Tis the prettiest little parlour that ever you did spy;
The way into my parlour is up a winding stair,
And I’ve a many curious things to show when you are there.”

“Oh no, no,” said the little Fly, “to ask me is in vain,
For who goes up your winding stair can never come down again.
“I’m sure you must be weary, dear, with soaring up so high;
Will you rest upon my little bed?” said the Spider to the Fly.
“There are pretty curtains drawn around; the sheets are fine and thin,
And if you like to rest awhile, I’ll snugly tuck you in!”

“Oh no, no,” said the little Fly,  “for I’ve often heard it said,
They never, never wake again, who sleep upon your bed!

Said the cunning Spider to the Fly,  “Dear friend what can I do,
To prove the warm affection I ‘ve always felt for you?
I have within my pantry, good store of all that’s nice;
I’m sure you’re very welcome — will you please to take a slice?”

“Oh no, no,” said the little Fly,  “kind Sir, that cannot be,
I’ve heard what’s in your pantry, and I do not wish to see!”

“Sweet creature!” said the Spider,  “you’re witty and you’re wise,
How handsome are your gauzy wings, how brilliant are your eyes!
I’ve a little looking-glass upon my parlour shelf,
If you’ll step in one moment, dear, you shall behold yourself.”

“I thank you, gentle sir,” she said,  “for what you’re pleased to say,
And bidding you good morning now, I’ll call another day.”

The Spider turned him round about, and went into his den,
For well he knew the silly Fly would soon come back again:
So he wove a subtle web, in a little corner sly,
And set his table ready, to dine upon the Fly.

Then he came out to his door again, and merrily did sing,
“Come hither, hither, pretty Fly, with the pearl and silver wing;
Your robes are green and purple — there’s a crest upon your head;
Your eyes are like the diamond bright, but mine are dull as lead!”

Alas, alas! how very soon this silly little Fly,
Hearing his wily, flattering words, came slowly flitting by;
With buzzing wings she hung aloft, then near and nearer drew,
Thinking only of her brilliant eyes, and green and purple hue —
Thinking only of her crested head — poor foolish thing!
At last,
Up jumped the cunning Spider, and fiercely held her fast.
He dragged her up his winding stair, into his dismal den,
Within his little parlour — but she ne’er came out again!

And now dear little children, who may this story read,
To idle, silly flattering words, I pray you ne’er give heed:
Unto an evil counsellor, close heart and ear and eye,
And take a lesson from this tale, of the Spider and the Fly.

~By Mary Howitt1829

 

spider to the fly

wearing:
hair: #Foxy – High Key Hair (*new* @ Kustom9)
head: CATWA HEAD Tala
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
Amala – The Sibley Spider Choker
UC_Spider_net_dress (*new* @ Kustom9)
Phedora ~ Draney Boots (*new* @ Kustom9)

pose: FOXCITY. On Point Bento Pose Set
+Half-Deer+ Starlit Spiderwebs [Set of 5]

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