Best Part

I’m not a huge fan of Valentine’s Day, but I will say that the very best part is the day after Valentine’s day when all the candy goes on sale! Mmmm, discounted chocolate! This year is going to be extra special, not only will there be a sale on chocolate but there’s a documentary coming out on Amazon Prime titled: Lorena. I’ll just let that sit with you all…*grins*…I just know that this year, I’m looking forward to February 15th. I’ll be curled up in my bed with a box of chocolate, a bottle of wine, and the remote….I can hardly wait!

best part of valentine's

wearing:
hair: TRUTH VIP Kaijah
head: CATWA HEAD Denice
SU!– Osanna Eyes (new @ LEVEL)
SU!– Piercing Set 07 Septum & Nose Studs
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: #PUMEC – Sophia (*new* @ Cupid Inc)

JUMO Originals – Amanda Earrings (*new* @ Unik)
DISORDERLY. / Rose Au Chocolat / Petits Box

Blueberry – Demi – Fur Stole & Dress Set

pose: GingerFish Poses – Candy is Dandy Set (*new* @ Pose Fair)
*****includes piece of chocolate in left hand
*****also comes with a heart shape box of chocolates not shown here

scene:
FOXCITY. Photo Booth – XO
FOXCITY. Optional Prop – Heart Clusters

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Setting Goals!

I had just been telling a friend of mine, “I’ve been tip toeing through broken glass for so goddamn long that I’ve forgotten what it feels like to wear my combat boots and fight back.” He shrugged it off like some crazy shit that only a high chick would say, but I think he just didn’t get it. Oddly enough, I was listening to Digital Daggers and one of my favorite songs of their started playing. While I’m not fond of the redundant name of the song, the lyrics connect to me in ways the author couldn’t have possibly imagined, and the melody is one of those hauntingly cool songs that only come along every so often. It all just got me thinking and looking back, which I do a lot.
I had gotten so tired of fighting that I just threw my hands up and surrendered. I tiptoed around certain friends, avoided some altogether…simply because I didn’t want to upset them and for whatever reason, my presence upsets them. There are people that hate me for reasons I have yet to understand and those people practically monitor my every move, another thing I have yet to understand. I didn’t have any fight in me. I was too emotionally tired to deal with SL drama, which is all it is…stuff that wouldn’t happen in RL, that’s for sure.
I genuinely stopped giving a fuck. Whatever happened…happened. While this attitude was rather liberating and freaking great at first, it got very dark rather quickly. I realized that I had not just lost the ability to give a fuck, but I had also lost hope. I was merely waiting to die. I was impossible to be around, my friends must have been watching from afar…some of them. I know they love me, but I’m sure they were like…nuh huh, she full on craycray, right now! They were right.
Due to so much time alone, I was able to take long horrid looks in the mirror, figuratively and literally. The emptiness in my eyes, no glow in my cheeks, even my lips seem pale. At least I have good make up, maybe I’ll start wearing some of it…not that anyone will see it, unless someone sends me a webcam..lol. I’ve got pink hair dye that I’ve been too chicken to apply..
It’s time to start living again and living for ME! As for all that broken glass? Hmm! Bitches better get out of my way, cuz Momma has a broom, Baby! My existence hurts your feelings? Block me and stop obsessing, stop pretending you like me, stop pretending to my friend…how about you find a new hobby or scape goat this year?
I’m putting my combat boots on, world. Ready or not, I’m not ready to just roll over and die like a little bitch. Enough is enough. I have a lot of changes to make, but there’s nothing like a new year to motivate me to make those changes. Am I making resolutions? No. I’m setting goals. *wink*

river song

wearing:
hair:  TRUTH VIP Joy
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [theSkinnery] Paola

VINYL – Yuletide Crop
Dead Dollz – Mayerling Skirt (*new* @ UBER)

Starlight and Saucepans

So, my good friend, Deva Westland, finally answered my Challenge to Challenge post and she challenged me to starlight and saucepans. I only had to think about this for a brief moment, before I realized that describes almost every camping trip I went on as a kid. We camped a lot when I was little, because my father raced motorcycles (dirt bikes). We would go all over Europe for these races and as most people did back then, we camped. It was often a temporary weekend community. You would see the same people again and again. There were parties and bonfires. All sorts of cooking over the fire pits and little camp fires. Naturally that meant doing dishes and most of us kids really thought it was pretty cool to wash dishes the old fashioned way. So, starlight and saucepans, well, just takes me back. So, thanks for the flashback of pleasant memories, Deva. You always know the right thing to say. ♥

cotton candy

wearing:
hair: TRUTH Mitzi
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: –Belleza– Freya
skin: [theSkinnery] Paola

.LeLutka Woolly Mammoth
-SU!- Piercing Set 07
MIWAS / Never jacket (*new* @ Equal10)
BUENO-NYC Dress (*new* @ Kustom9)

**pose mostly from the cotton candy, just a candid capture

 

Crazy Weather

My friend, Adalynne, responded to my Challenge to Challenge post. She suggested snowflakes and rainbows. My first response was, “You hate me!” I haven’t been into rainbows since I was a child and they are generally associated with unicorns. I’ve never liked unicorns…ever. I thought about it for a moment then I realized she was merely referring to the weather in Alabama. You see, she lives about 30 minutes away from me and we experience the same weather. If the weather man so much as suggests snow, the stores are evacuated of all their bread, milk, and eggs. For the life of me, I can’t figure out why everyone wants to make french toast when they think there’s a snowstorm coming, but that’s what happens. What’s even funnier is that it rarely does snow and when it does it melts by noon…that’s when we get the rainbow. Thus, snowflakes and rainbows is a perfect way to describe Alabama weather. In your face, AdyCakes! *giggles*

RK Poses. Beautiful love

Sady is wearing:
hair:  TRUTH VIP Teila
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [theSkinnery] Paola

EarthStones Diamond Kitty Necklace (*new* @ TLC)
Ascendant – Merry Bento Nails (*new* @ Tannenbaum)
(Yummy) Winter Solstice Ring Set
ChicModa // Joanna Sweater Dress (*new* @ FaMESHed)

pose: RK Poses. Beautiful love *edited with AnyPose*
MINIMAL – Soho Build (*new* @ Collabor88)

A special thank you to Ulf Winterwolf for posing with me. ♥

But First…

I’m well known for chasing shinies and squirrels. I readily admit to a lack of focus and it has cost me more than one romantic relationship, along the way. However, let me explain that this is generally what happens to me on a day I’m trying to be productive. In fact, let me just give you examples from real life and second life.

Just this morning, I decided to set up a drawer under my new printer that is just for paper, envelopes, and ink, but first I have to empty the drawer and find a place for everything that was in it. I unload the drawer, take most of the items to my bedside table, where I plan to rehome them. I see my pill pot, so naturally I need to take my pills, but I can’t take them with coffee…so I need to get some ice tea, but first let me finish my coffee. So, I sit back down at my desk with my coffee and a cigarette. I begin checking my email, but first lets see what’s going on in Facebook land. I see a gorgeous photo that takes me to flickr, fav it, then notice I have notifications. I check my notifications, see how my last few photos have been doing, thank people for awards and comments. Then decide I should get my blog post published. So, I start doing that, but first let me say good morning to my friend on discord. (Getting the idea?) Oh, I need to do that blog post, but first let me check to make sure I’m posting the one that needs to be done next. I get that done, now checking Facebook one more time before I share the links over there. OMG, that’s hilarious, let me share that real quick. I finally get my blog published and posted, never did check my email. I finish my coffee, grab my cup, look around the room for any other dirty dishes, grab them and head for the kitchen. I get some tea to take my pills with, but first is there anything quick to eat for breakfast? Nothing quick, I’ll have to make something, but first let me go take my pills. I go to get my pills and realize there’s no bag in my trash can…so off I go in search of the trash bags. I find them, pull one out, lay it on the bed, because now I’ve got the genius idea to make this drawer my cleaning supplies. So, now I’m looking for cleaning supplies scattered about the house….this goes on and on throughout my day. It’s a wonder I get anything done at all, but somehow I do manage, despite all the “But first…” moments.

but first

wearing:
hair: TRUTH Beatrix
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [theSkinnery] Paola

BONDI . The Warrior Sunglasses  (*new* @ ManCave)
.:villena:. – Crushed Velvet Puffer
Vinyl – Otherside Mini Dress & Choker (*new* @ Access)

pose: [KoKoLoReS] Coffee Break pose pack
***includes texture change coffee cup

location: 6 Republic (sorry, its closed now)

***If you are reading this on any site that suggests this post was originally published anywhere but SadyStyle by anyone other than Sadystika Sabretooth, you are reading a stolen post.

 

Found another way to heal

“You know how to make me feel all alone
But when I’m underneath your teeth it feels just like home
You said we shouldn’t make love and just fucking
Found another way to heal
You know you drain me of myself till I can’t see straight
Been thinking ’bout your body in the worst way
Wish that I could remove you from my veins
Cause I’m sick of feeling so betrayed”
~ Echos – Guest Room

Found another way

wearing:
hair:  TRUTH VIP Ciara
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [theSkinnery] Amber

Dead Dollz – Madicken Outfit (*new* @ FaMESHed)

pose: FOXCITY. City Life Bento Pose Set (*new* @ Uber)

 

Do I Wanna Know?

“Do you ever get the feeling that you can’t shift the tide
That sticks around like something’s in your teeth
And some aces up your sleeve
I had no idea that you’re in deep
I dreamt about you near me every night this week
How many secrets can you keep’
‘Cause there’s this tune I found that makes me think of you somehow
When I play it on repeat
Until I fall asleep”
~ Arctic Monkeys – Do I Wanna Know?

Do I Wanna Know

wearing:
hair:  TRUTH Aislin
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [theSkinnery] Amber
LYBRA . SIRIA SET (*new* @ X by FaMESHed)
JIAN Beagle Pup (Companion – Add me!)

pose: FOXCITY. Rain Bento Pose Set

scene created on the patio of  DaD DESIGN “Woodpecker Cottage”
ChicModa // Fresno Bench (*new* @ Cosmopolitan)
LISP – Mesh – Newspaper and Coffee – Peach with steam
Fancy Decor: Rain Boots
{what next} Greenwich Rug
{what next} Floor Jar Lantern (stars)
{what next} Snake Plant
{what next} Pothos Plant (trailing)
{what next} Swiss Cheese Plant
{what next} Hanging Heart Decor – Love Grows Here

***If you are reading this on any site that suggests this post was originally published anywhere but SadyStyle by anyone other than Sadystika Sabretooth, you are reading a stolen post.

Hunger Hurts

“Hunger hurts, and I want him so bad, oh it kills
Cause I know I’m a mess he don’t wanna clean up
I got to fold cause these hands are too shaky to hold
Hunger hurts, but starving works, when it costs too much to love”
~ Fiona Apple – Paper Bag

Bondi candydoll

wearing:
hair:  TRUTH VIP Batty
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [Glam Affair] Alice Applier

BONDI . VOODOO QUEEN CROWN (*new* @ Salem)
_CandyDoll_ Cara Dress (*new* @ Uber)

pose: FOXCITY. The Journey Bento Set
[Bad Unicorn] No Way Out Backdrop ‘Cute Meets Evil Set’ (*new* @ Arcade)

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