In My Head

So, if you relate the first bit of lyrics below, click the link and you can sing along, read along, or just listen to the rest of the song. I’m not much in the mood to talk about my feelings at the moment, but the song is a clue for those that care. I don’t really expect anyone to…so its another post with lyrics. It’s 4am and this is where I am in my head.

“I know it’s not the same
But I feel it any way
Tell me if that’s okay
No, I’ll be on my way
Should’ve known, now I feel insane
Am I insane?
I’ve waited way too long
Yeah, I know you’ve changed
You have a different face to me
I guess that I was wrong
I’m the one to blame
And that’s a shame, you see
Uhh-uh-uh, you’re in my head
And I keep on forgettin’
Uhh-uh-uh, you’re here instead
And it seems never ending
Uhh-uh-uh-uhh, I know, I know you’ve changed
You don’t feel the same
Uhh-uh-uh, you’re in my head…”
~Peter Manos – In My Head

thinking it over

wearing:
hair:  Magika  – Chapters
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [theSkinnery] Paola

[  kunst  ] – Old Cigarette Holder (left)
[Aleutia] Denali Top (*new* @ The Liaison Collaborative)
[Aleutia] Denali Pants (*new* @ The Liaison Collaborative)

pose: GingerFish Poses – Moth set
***modified using AnyPose

scene:
Loft & Aria – Ashcroft Bed
Loft & Aria – Ashcroft Side Table
Loft & Aria – Ashcroft Table Lamp

[Commoner] Break-Up Survival Kit / Zanax RARE

[ kunst ] – Ashtray v3 / Marble #2

.peaches. Bae’s Journal – Lover

[Bad Unicorn x Birch] Mary Janes ‘Noel’s Cookies’

04 CODEX_DELUXE TOY 4

Ariskea [Ophelia] Big Plant

 

***If you are reading this on any site that suggests this post was originally published anywhere but SadyStyle by anyone other than Sadystika Sabretooth, you are reading a stolen post.

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Cold as November

“Oh I say you’re as cold as November
You left when I was crying
And I was crying every time you left
Oh but ain’t it kind of funny how you weren’t laughing when I left
So who’s the real king of pain?”
~ Devil Doll – Queen of Pain

I had to have some fun with this look. I just love the fun, versatility of this dress. Accessories and shoes will determine how it is interpreted. Standing in the abandoned warehouse backdrop…well, I had to do something a little twisted. Afterall, these poses were named after me.

queen of pain

wearing:
hair:   Doe: Bones – Monotone (*new* @ C88)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [theSkinnery] Amber (*new* @ C88)
LYBRA . LANA (*new* @ TLC)
=Zenith=Victoria lace gloves
: CULT : Dark Side Rings

GingerFish Poses – Sadystika set (*new* @ Pose Fair)
Salacity – Abandoned Warehouse Photo Background (*new* @ Pose Fair)

Hidden Treasure

Have you ever played one of those hidden clue games? There’s several on Facebook, plenty of apps for phones, etc. You find the hidden objects and progress through the story. The picture with the hidden objects usually reflect that particular part of the story. Well, when I initially started setting up this scene….I ended up chasing squirrels all over the internet. What started out as a squirrel’s Halloween party quickly turned into a hidden object picture. Except, you don’t have to find them, they are all listed below with slurls so that you can go grab your own fun Halloween and Autumn decor! Happy shopping!♥

hidden halloween

wearing:
hair:  #Besom~Pesha
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [Glam Affair] Alice Applier

!APHORISM! Ariana Hoody (*new* @ FaMESHed)
Addams // Millie Wool Socks // N*30

FOXCITY. Legs for Days Bento Pose Set

scene: 
*alirium* DwarfForest [OldGold]
*alirium* DwarfForest [Ember]

[ keke ] tree with mattress . all seasons (*new* @ FaMESHed)
[ keke ] willow leaves for ground – maxi

NOMAD // Scattered Leaves

Apple Fall Pinecones & Hazelnuts

JIAN Red Squirrel Collection (*new* @ FaMESHed)
-JIAN Red Squirrel Feeder Tree
-JIAN Red Squirrel (Wanderer)

[Bad Unicorn] ‘Cute Meets Evil Set’ (*new* @ Arcade)
-[Bad Unicorn] Ghost Stand ‘Cute Meets Evil Set’
-[Bad Unicorn] Game Over Backpack ‘Cute Meets Evil Set’
-[Bad Unicorn] Tricked Treats Pumpkin (Arcade Exclusive)
-[Bad Unicorn] Dinosaur Mask ‘Cute Meets Evil Set’ RARE
-[Bad Unicorn] GRRReen Hands

crate Jack O’Lantern Decor ~ Ironwood Hills Gift
crate Nightshade Cloak Rack

.BIRCH Pentagram Torches (*new* @ TLC)

{what next} Fall Harvest Wheelbarrow
{what next} Autumn Bicycle Decor

Dahlia – Newport – Distressed Trinket Box  (*new* @ FaMESHed)
Dahlia – Baby Robert – Antique Lamp – Copper ~ Ironwood Hills Gift

floorplan. vintage crate

hive // extra crates [dark]

SAYO – Vizcaya Garden Party Set – Candles & Leaves

Let the Stories Unfold

“A room should never allow the eye to settle in one place. It should smile at you and create fantasy,” – Juan Montoya.

In honor of the quote and all the designers that have pieces in this setting, I leave you to explore, as there are many stories to be told, if you simply open your mind and let the stories unfold.

classic

Fancy Decor: Faline set (*new* @ C88)
-Fancy Decor: Faline Sofa – Tapestry
-Fancy Decor: Faline Wall Panel (gold)
-Fancy Decor: Faline End Table (gold & white)
-Fancy Decor: Faline Handled Bowl
-Fancy Decor: Faline Coffee Table (gold & white)
-Fancy Decor: Faline Candlestick
-Fancy Decor: Faline Armchair – Tapestry

Fancy Decor: Bonham Rug

16 Fancy Decor: Van Gogh Sketch

Quasi – Lovers 3D Art Piece

uK – Gothic Mannequin (B) (*neew* @ TFC)

Mutresse-Shortie Cats (*new* @ Arcade)

Dahlia – Joanna’s – Macaroon Box (*new* @ AuLovely)
Dahlia – Joanna’s – Macaroons – Set 2 D
Dahlia – Joanna’s – Metal Serving Tray – Gold

Dahlia – Concetta – RoseTea Tin – White (*new* @ TLC)
Dahlia – Concetta – Closed – Tea Tin – Gold

Dahlia – Piper’s Handbag – RARE .01
Dahlia – Piper’s Handbag Gacha – Sunglasses & Candy .04
Dahlia – Piper’s Handbag Gacha – Lipstick, mascara & Cream .05
Dahlia – Piper’s Handbag Gacha – Perfume & Lipgloss .06
Dahlia – Piper’s Handbag Gacha – Compacts & Foundation .07

Dahlia – Curious – Sparkle Bottle – Blue
Dahlia – Curious – Sparkle Bottle – Teal
Dahlia – Curious – Sparkle Bottle – Red

Dahlia – Mayza – Clutch

REIGN.- PLANNER- GIRL BOSS (DECOR)- #17

Can’t Even — Golden Vase with Twigs

tres blah– Jolie – Golden Hand
-tb- Bon Voyage – Books
-tres blah- Pampered – Bouquet
-tres blah- Jolie – Train Case

Apt B // Hello Billy – Hatboxes

[ zerkalo ] Hidden Gems – Square Box

Scarlet Creative The Arcade Sep 15 – Greenwich Telephone

8f8 – Mange Destin 06 – Rich chocolate truffles

BUENO-Wallet-Cream

DIGS – Hand-Rolled Smoking Decor

*YS&YS* Holborn Hanging Ivy

[Schultz Bros.] 13. Chandelier

hive // macrame hanging plant . white

15.erratic / coc – dragonfly jar

PILOT – Hanging Planter [White]

striped mocha – hanging lotuses – gold

Roses and Me

I think I have a strangle love/hate relationship with roses. I’ve never been a big fan of them, because I found them quite commercial and too cliche’. My mother has always loved them and whenever she’s been able to have a garden, she has had rose bushes of various types over the years. I don’t particularly like the smell, nor am I all that fascinated with any type of botany, much less roses. My favorite flower has always been the Gerber daisy, they’re hard to grow (at least for me) and they don’t last too long in a vase either. Fake ones are never mistaken for real ones and I find them to be much more special and alluring. However, with all of that said, the older my mom and I get, the more I appreciate the things she loves…like roses. I don’t want to wait until she’s gone to appreciate something she loves. So, more and more, I’ve found myself smiling upon the sight if roses.

Though you can’t see them super well in the photo below, Dahlia did these amazing tins with roses on top for the Sept round of TLC. I was so excited by them, that I had to include them in this post. You can bet you will see them again and again, as they are the perfect touch for every room in the house.

roses again

scene created in =EliBaily= Bachelor Loft_Light
=EliBaily= Ivy 01

Fancy Decor: Jones Collection (*new* @ Arcade)
01 Fancy Decor: Jones Sofa RARE
02 Fancy Decor: Jones Armchair RARE
03 Fancy Decor: Jones Coffee Table
04 Fancy Decor: Jones Side Table
05 Fancy Decor: Jones Ottoman
06 Fancy Decor: Jones Lamp
07 Fancy Decor: Jones Tapestry
08 Fancy Decor: Jones Wall Panel
09 Fancy Decor: Jones Rug
10 Fancy Decor: Jones Tray
11 Fancy Decor: Jones Stacked Books A
12 Fancy Decor: Jones Stacked Books B
13 Fancy Decor: Jones Candle
14 Fancy Decor: Jones Pillow B
15 Fancy Decor: Jones Pillow A
16 Fancy Decor: Jones Round Box
17 Fancy Decor: Jones Aloe Plant

Fancy Decor: Tartt Lounger
03 Fancy Decor: Miles Side Table

[Commoner] Framed Art / “Stop & Smell the Roses”

ChicModa Decor // Accent Pillow // Hello Gorgeous (White)

JIAN Pupper Love Mug (Group Gift)

RSD Baroque Daybed (*new* @ FaMESHed)
RSD Classic Console

.Birch Weighted Chandelier – Bronze (*new* @ TLC)

Dahlia – Concetta – RoseTea Tin – Green (*new* @ TLC)
Dahlia – Concetta – RoseTea Tin – Grey (*new* @ TLC)
Dahlia – Concetta – Closed – Tea Tin – Silver (*new* @ TLC)

The Loft – Lotus Holder
The Loft – Andreas Gold Tree
The Loft – Yoga Tray
[ARIA] Torino potted double stemed Orchid A

*LODE* Decor – Snapdragon Vase Big [dark violet]

(Yummy) Dying Roses

SAYO – Glitz Collection – Garden Roses

Apple Fall Roses Box (Champagne)
Apple Fall ‘Elvira’ Rose Tea
Apple Fall Rosemary Pot

*{( konpeitou )}* beauty and the book w/rose (down

Ariskea[Birdy] Little Bee Vase [Green]

[ zerkalo ] Pile of books 1

22769 – Snake Plant – COMMON

dust bunny . fiddle leaf tree

Let Me Go

This says everything I have to say and more…

Avril Lavigne – Let Me Go ft. Chad Kroeger

Love that once hung on the wall
Used to mean something, but now it means nothing
The echoes are gone in the hall
But I still remember, the pain of December

Oh, there isn’t one thing left you could say
I’m sorry it’s too late

I’m breaking free from these memories
Gotta let it go, just let it go
I’ve said goodbye
Set it all on fire
Gotta let it go, just let it go

You came back to find I was gone
And that place is empty,
Like the hole that was left in me
Like we were nothing at all
It’s not what you meant to me
Thought we were meant to be

Oh, there isn’t one thing left you could say
I’m sorry it’s too late

I’m breaking free from these memories
Gotta let it go, just let it go
I’ve said goodbye
Set it all on fire
Gotta let it go, just let it go

I let it go and now I know
A brand new life is down this road
And when it’s right, you always know
So this time I won’t let go

There’s only one thing left here to say
Love’s never too late

I’ve broken free from those memories
I’ve let it go, I’ve let it go
And two goodbyes led to this new life
Don’t let me go, don’t let me go

Don’t let me go, don’t let me go, don’t let me go, don’t let me go

Won’t let you go, don’t let me go

lybra and gos

wearing:
hair:  Tableau Vivant // Dakota hair
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [Glam Affair] Loly

shanghai – Acalia Black Necklace (*new* @ Vanity Event)
LYBRA . MISHA  (*new* @ Kinky)
[Gos] Rockstud T-strap Pumps (*new* @ FaMESHed)

pose: GingerFish Poses Neon Burn stand (*new* @ TLC)
All The Way *RARE* – Jacked Backdrops – The Bearded Guy (*new* @ Vanity Event)

Retail Therapy

After doing some minimal research on the Googlenets, I discovered that the average cost of one therapy session can range between $75-$200. That’s one hour to tell my problems to a stranger that’s going to turn around and ask me how does that make me feel? Nah, I’ll take my $200 for some shopping, because nothing makes me feel better than some retail therapy. I’ll tell my problems to the beautician, the nail girl, or the bartender like a normal person. *giggles*

Time to Shop

wearing:
hair:  [RA] Audrey Hair (*new* @ FaMESHed)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [Glam Affair] Loly
tattoo: Mystic TaTToo Applier – Henna [CAROL G] (*new* @ Vanity Event)

**RE** Aurora Bracelets BG
#187# Summer Bag ~ Marine
_CandyDoll_ Bamzii Jump
Eudora3D Sierra Boots (*new* @ FaMESHed)

pose: Bauhaus Movement – Aesthetic Perfection set (*new* @ TLC)

scene:
.Florix. The color wall – Blue (*new* @ Blush)

crate Salvador Set (*new* @ TLC)
-crate Salvador Set ~ Rug
-crate Salvador Set ~ Chair PG
-crate Salvador Set ~ Plant
-crate Salvador Set ~ Side Table

22769 – Hermes Clock Painted Steel

Toro. Zombie Emergency Box

Frogstar – Salvaged Wood Welcome Sign

Do You Believe In Magic?

When I was in the 4th or 5th grade, around 8 or 9 yrs old, I had a huge crush on Shawn Cassidy. For one thing, he was one of The Hardy Boys. If you don’t know who that is, I want you to go to google right this minute and educate yourself, because they were all the rage, along with Nancy Drew and the Bobbsey Twins. Why am I bringing this up? Well, around that same time, Shawn Cassidy had taken on a music career. Naturally, I had to have that album. One of his most popular songs was his rendition of “Do You Believe in Magice” originally by The Lovin’ Spoonful. When I was creating this photo, that song kept going through my mind and I was reminded of this baby blue silver jacket I had with Shawn’s face on the back. His face plastered all over my walls. I adored him. Finally, I can answer the question…NO, I do not believe in magic. *laughs*

do you believe in magic

wearing:
hair:   #9 {Limerence} Sandy hair with hat-B&W (*new* @ Imaginarium)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
eyes: LOTUS. Balance Eyes 02 (Catwa) (*new* @ Vanity Event)
eyeliner/tattoo: YKON – 3 Satanic Girl (*new* @ Vanity Event)
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [Glam Affair] Loly

.Inkhole. Vani Necklace Set ( Black Metal ) (*new* @ Vanity Event)
Mowie. – “Harlow” Clutch (*new* @ Vanity Event)
ChicModa // Summer Dress (*new* @ TLC)
Narcisse– Sassy Strappy Heels (*new* @ TLC)

pose: SEmotion Female Bento Modeling poses Set 33  (*new* @ Vanity Event)

E.V.E Cyber Flowers CLOUD & MURAL (*new* @ TLC)

 

Beyond Her Mask

“A charm invests a face
Imperfectly beheld,—
The lady dare not lift her veil
For fear it be dispelled.

But peers beyond her mesh,
And wishes, and denies,—
Lest interview annul a want
That image satisfies.”
― Emily Dickinson, The Complete Poems of Emily Dickinson

Behind the Mask

wearing:
hair:  Beusy: Olivia Hairstyle
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [Glam Affair] Loly

Cae :: Pluma :: Earrings (*new* @ FaMESHed)
Cae :: Pluma :: Necklace (*new* @ FaMESHed)
[Cynful]  Stripper Body Dust
Scandalize.SEDUCTION.Mask Black (*new* @ Arcade)
Scandalize.SEDUCTION.Body Black. RARE. (*new* @ Arcade)
Scandalize.SEDUCTION.Outfit Black.SKIRT (*new* @ Arcade)

pose: Bauhaus Movement – Aesthetic Perfection set (*new* @ TLC)
location: Elysion

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