His Angel

Chris calls me an angel, which is funny in a way, cuz I think the only other people that’s called me that were my mom and my grandmother….when I was a baby. In fact, they called me precious little angel. Anyway, that’s a story for another time. I did this picture for Chris in honor of him calling me his angel…I mean, naughty angels are a thing, right? I mean, I assume he calls me that cuz I took him to heaven a time or two or six…*grins*

Sady is wearing:
hair: DOUX – Shamiya hairstyle
head: LeLUTKA Lake Head 1.1
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara V5.0
skin: [theSkinnery] Signe

#29 Blueberry – Angelberry -Common- Halo – Pure
#6 Blueberry – Lillith – Wings – RARE – White *M*
[The Forge] – Ocullas Arms Rare, Lootbox
3. [CX] Industrial Valkyrie – Top // M // White Out @ Epiphany
9. [CX] Industrial Valkyrie – Skirt // M // White Out @ Epiphany
23. [CX] Industrial Valkyrie – Boots // M // White Out @ Epiphany

Drive

I’ll hold you up
And drive you all night
I’ll hold you up
And drive you, baby, till you feel the daylight
~ Melissa Ferrick – Drive

hair: #Foxy – Tamed Hair
head: Genus Head – Baby Face
HIATUS – Glamourish #2 HD Lipstick [genus] @ Belle
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.1)
skin:  [Glam Affair] Amelie Applier [ Genus ] @ Kustom9
Tattoo “Maneki Neko”_by GoK

[ kunst ] – Alexandra collar
(Yummy) Heirloom Ring Set @ Collabor88
Ascendant – Chanel Golden Nails @ Belle
[The Forge] Noami @ FaMESHed
[The Forge] Hecate Boots

pose: :LW: Bento Poses – Faking It @ Belle

Shelly – Cobra 1.1

Parking BZRP *RARE* – Watching You – The Bearded Guy @ ManCave

Ciao for now

She knew it was time for her to go. She knew what she was walking away from and she knew what she was walking towards. On her way down the long corridor, she stopped and looked back. She knew it wasn’t a good idea to look back, but she couldn’t go without hoping they would follow her. Alas, she stood alone, just as she had stood alone in her decision.

hair:  Sintiklia – Hair Fiona @ FaMESHed
head: Genus Head – Baby Face
[CX] Osseous Species Eyes
skin: L’Etre – Lana Skin
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara V4.1

[The Forge] Empusa Horns @ Uber
[CX] Osseous Species Collar
[The Forge] Natalie @ FaMESHed X
AsteroidBox. Hyla Heels

pose: FOXCITY. Show Off Pose Set
[CX] Crucifix Corridor

The greatest punishment

“To burn with desire and keep quiet about it is the greatest punishment we can bring on ourselves.”
― Federico García Lorca, Blood Wedding and Yerma

hair:  Tableau Vivant // Kematian hair @ Collabor88
head: CATWA HEAD Catya v4.0
skin: [Glam Affair]  Mizumi Catwa @ ACCESS
body:  Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara V4.1

[ kunst ] – Slim Cigarette
–SU!– Piercing Set 04
amias – NADIA gloves 2
(Yummy) Dark Magic Ring Set
Ascendant – Brighten Stars nails

[The Forge] Hecate Horns  RARE  @ Epiphany
[The Forge] Hecate Bodice  RARE @ Epiphany
[The Forge] Hecate Boots @ Epiphany

FOXCITY. Beach Bunny Bento Set
Punished – After Sex Backdrops – The Bearded Guy

Just for one day

I can remember
And the guns shot above our heads
And we kissed as though nothing could fall
And the shame was on the other side

Oh we can beat them, for ever and ever
Then we could be Heroes, just for one day
~ David Bowie – Heroes

hair: Lamb. Lark @ FaMESHed
head: CATWA HEAD Catya v3.2
skin: [Glam Affair] Maria Applier
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
arms: [The Forge] – Ocullas Arms Rare

[CX] Bento Piercing Labret Ring
[CX] Bento Piercing Snakebites

–SECRETS– Danita Nipple Chain
[The Forge] Raven, Oil, Rare @ Lootbox
-[The Forge] Raven Bra, Oil
-[The Forge] Raven Corset, Oil
-[The Forge] Raven Panties, Oil

pose: FOXCITY. Surface Set

The Best of Yourself

“Be careful when you cast out your demons that you don’t throw away the best of yourself.”
― Friedrich Nietzsche

eXxEsS Mesh Hair : ALESIA
CATWA HEAD Catya v3.2
[Glam Affair] Maria Applier
Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
DAPPA – Devour Tattoo.
[The Forge] Cathy @ Belle
1. [CX] Necronomic Mother – Horns
[CX] Mucronate Mask – Black @ Kustom9
[CX] Soul Grips
15. [CX] Wild Hazard Leg Harness – Black (A) // Maitreya
22. [CX] Wild Hazard Leg Harness – Silver (B) // Maitreya
[CX] Bone Tail Black
[CX] Chine’s Constraint
[CX] Conjuration Set – Silver
[CX] Heretic Nails
[CX] Kunai Anklet

FOXCITY. Rain Bento Pose Set

Taking that leap

The other day I wrote about protecting my heart and staying guarded. At the same time, I know if that if I don’t take the leap once in a while, I’m doomed to feel lonely. Fortunately, after all this time, I have found someone that does understand my limitations. I know there are no guarantees in life, especially when it comes to love. So, I have thrown myself into the space and have decided to conquer this fear of mine. I’m going to trust the process. I’m going to trust a man…as much as I can. Time will tell, but I have a good feeling about this.

Tableau Vivant // Clarisse hair @ Kustom9
GENUS Project – Genus Head – Baby Face
[Glam Affair] Edyta Applier [ Genus ] @ Anthem
[The Forge] Oni Bodysuit, RARE C @ Arcade
[The Forge] Nicole Boots, @ FaMESHed

pose: Le Poppycock-Escape Key (includes Axe) @ The Liaison Collaborative
location: Luane’s Magical World

Garden of Ku

You won’t see me talking about tattoos too often. Mostly because I have a tendency to change tattoos so often…hell most times I forget to even credit them. However, I have got to say that when I found out that Garden of Ku was back on the grid, I literally squealed! No, I’m not blogging for them, though I would love to. They were one of my favorite tattoo stores back in the day. So, if you love virtual ink and you’re looking for something new…go have a look. I really want them to stick around and you’re bound to see more of them in upcoming posts.

head: GENUS Project – Baby Face
–SU!– Piercing Set 01
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [Glam Affair] Abby @ Belle
Tattoo “Hokusai Dream(Anastasis)”_by GoK
HIATUS – Miu eyelashes // [genus] @ Belle
HIATUS – Keep It Red // HD Lipstick @ Belle

DOUX – Artemis hairstyle
[CX] Conjuration – Silver / Rings
[n.i] metal.as.f*ck.set 5 (no longer available)
[The Forge] Isla @ FaMESHed

Diversion – Chair Poses @ Flourish

I won’t settle

Reading the red flags and taking notes is not something I’ve excelled at over the years. I’m figuring out things about myself while be paralyzed by pain. How can I ignore that he’s got someone in his life that cannot know about me? How do I know that he’s not still with her? How can I ignore that I’m a secret? I can’t. Yes, he ticks a lot of the right boxes, but there’s so much more. It’s no secret that I have trust issues. Hell, I’ve got subscriptions. How can I trust a man that isn’t honest with and about his current situation? I won’t deny there’s an attraction. That attraction is stronger than I could have anticipated, but how can I respect myself or him if I continue with this dance on the edge of wrong. Oh sure, we can justify it six ways from Sunday. Have we done anything wrong? I suppose we haven’t. Not technically, but what I do know is that I would not be comfortable with my man having these conversations behind my back.
I am not a rebound. I am not a fall back plan. I am not a replacement. I am not a substitute. I’m sure as hell not some dirty little secret. If I’m going to open myself up to something beyond friendship again…and that’s just NOT likely, I will not settle. Like I recently told a friend, I don’t know if I deserve better, but I sure as hell won’t settle for less.

head: GENUS Project – Baby Face
–SU!– Piercing Set 01
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: ItGirls – Luccia @ Uber

DOUX – Selena hairstyle @ Uber
[The Forge] Rose @ FaMESHed X

pose: ::WetCat:: ‘Restrain’ Cuffs Set
[Merak] – Peacock Bed White @ Uber

It can control you

It’s a thief in the night
To come and grab you
It can creep up inside you
And consume you
A disease of the mind
It can control you
It’s too close for comfort

Throw on your break lights
We’re in the city of wonder
Ain’t gonna play nice
Watch out, you might just go under
Better think twice
Your train of thought will be altered
So if you must falter be wise
Your mind is in Disturbia
It’s like the darkness is the light
Disturbia
Am I scaring you tonight
Your mind is in Disturbia
Ain’t used to what you like
Disturbia
Disturbia

~ Rihanna – Disturbia

Basics:
head: CATWA HEAD Catya
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [Glam Affair] Carla @ Collabor88
tattoo: DAPPA – Devour Tattoo.

**CC** – Beautiful Bokeh
**CC** – Glamour Glitter
KUNI – Camii @ Access
[The Forge] Aurora Top @ The Epiphany
[The Forge] Aurora Pants @ The Epiphany

[Dollmart]Empress Chair
:moon amore: Liquid Soul/ Fluids Halo @ The Epiphany