This is the Time

I am hurting so much right now and I’m not ready to write about. I’m not sure I ever will, but until I can write my own words…I give you the words and music of those that I relate to. ♥ Blog credits are below the picture, as always. Thank you in advance for you patience and understanding.

Nothing More – This Is The Time

When did we become these sinking stones?
When did we build this broken home?
Holding each other like ransom notes
Dropping our hearts to grip our brother’s throat
You can’t see because you don’t know
You’re caught below, beneath your own shadow
Stuck inside, half alive
Do you ever stop to ask yourself why?
Close your mind, identify
Do you feel, do you feel?
Do you call this a life?
All you waited for
Drowning just to keep score
We always start with good intentions
But lose ourselves along the way
This is the time that we let it go
These are the words that will take us home
Singing the song that’s inside us all
If we don’t open our eyes we’re walking blind
Anchored in anger, we exile ourselves
Bitter blood builds our prison cell
Darker water now fills our lungs
The depths of our heart have blacked the sun
You can’t see because you don’t know
You’re caught below, beneath your own shadow
Stuck inside, half alive
Do you ever stop to ask yourself why?
Close your mind, identify
Do you feel, do you feel?
Do you call this a life?
All you waited for
Drowning just to keep score
We always start with good intentions
But lose ourselves along the way
This is the time that we let it go
These are the words that will take us home
Singing the song that’s inside us all
If we don’t open our eyes we’re walking blind
Naked we come, naked we leave
Fools we are, to hold tightly
We are the jail, we are the key
We are free, we are free
This is the time that we let it go
These are the words that will take us home
Singing the song that’s inside us all
If we just open our eyes
This is the time that we let it go
This is the pain we are forced to know
Singing the song that’s inside
Inside us all, inside us all
Walking Blind

dreaming of dragons

wearing:
hair:  Tableau Vivant \\ Cindy
horns: Decoy – Dragon Temptress Gacha: #14 Horns Polar
head: CATWA HEAD Lilly
eyebrows: Bossie. alice eyebrows [catwa]
eyes: –SU!- Ekrabetha Eyes Fatpack
tears: CURELESS [+] Dragon Tears (v.1)
nose jewelry: AZOURY – Ange Earring Nose White
ears: ^^Swallow^^ Ears Elf
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: DeeTaleZ *Appliers* CATWA Head “Merrylu” Nordic (*new* @ Uber)
=Zenith=Leather Belt Gloves
LYBRA . XL STILETTO NAILS
UC_Sicrets_outfit (*new* @ FaMESHed)
#1 Dragon Brothers + texture hud {egosumaii} RARE

pose created using AnyPose

location: Winter Moon

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Invisible

I was expecting some silly questions when I did the post, “Dangerous Proposition.” I figured a few of my close friends would ask me something insane. I did not expect Josh to ask, “The squirrels that distract you – are they red or grey – or even both?” *laughs*
Well, the squirrels actually represent my trains of thought. They run in all directions, then freeze for no reason. Just imagine a park full of squirrels running in every direction. That’s kinda how my mind works. So, Josh, the answer is…they’re invisible.

Tequila Pt 2

wearing:
hair:  Wasabi // Foxy Mesh Hair (*new* @ FaMESHed)
antlers: [NANI] Lovely.Forest ~ Deer.Antlers_(unrig) RARE
head: CATWA HEAD Lilly
eyes: –SU!– Ekrabetha Eyes Fatpack
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: DeeTaleZ *Appliers* CATWA Head “Merrylu” Nordic (*new* @ Uber)
tattoo: [White~Widow] Charade – Henna – RARE
The Annex – Aria Dress (*new* @ We ❤ Role-Play)

JIAN Fallow Deer Fawn (*new* @ Tannenbaum)

pose: Foxcity Sweet Tooth set (edited with AnyPose)
location: Hazardous

The World Is Mine

The words “The world is mine” are written on my arm as part of the tattoo. So, between that and the look of the photo, I couldn’t help but share the song this makes me think of and naturally, I’ll give you the lyrics, too. *smiles*

David Guetta – The World is Mine

I believe in the wonder,
I believe this new life took in,
Like a God that I’m under,
There’s drugs running through my veins,
I believe in the wonder,
I believe I can touch the flame,
There’s a spell that I’m under,
Got to fly, I don’t feel no shame,
The world is mine,
The world is mine,
The world is mine,
The world is mine,
Take a look what you’ve started,
In the world flashing from your eyes,
And you know that you’ve got it,
From the thunder you feel inside,
I believe in a feeling,
Of the pain that you left to die,
I believe in the livin’
In life that you give to try,
The world is mine,
The world is mine,
The world is mine,
The world is mine,
Mine,
Mine,
The world is mine,
I’ve lost my fear to what appears,
I do my best,
The world is mine,
You take the price and realize,
That’s in your eyes,
The world is mine,
I’ve lost my fear to what appears,
I do my best,
The world is mine,
You take the price and realize,
That’s in your eyes,
The world is mine,
The world is mine,
The world is mine

the world is mine

wearing:
hair: .:EMO-tions.. *STARS*
head: CATWA HEAD Tala
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
eye shadow: –SU!- Laney Eyeshadow
^^Swallow^^ Darkness Ears
Razor /// Surgical Nurse Mask
The Annex – Aeon Dress – Green (*new* @ We ❤ Role-Play)

pose by Foxcity
anxiety %rotten (*new* @ C88)

Google & Me- #SecondLifeChallenge

Alright, Strawberry has another challenge for us and her’s the instructions:
Google your Second Life avatar name inside quotation marks and then answer the following questions.

  1. Google your Second Life name in “quotations” and share your results. About 7,440 results
  2. What are the first 5 links that come up? My flickr, my playlist on YouTube, my SL blog, my short story blog that I don’t use, and my Google+.
  3. Click on the “Images” tab and tell us where the first 5 images are from. All of them are on Flickr and from my blogs.
  4. Click on the “Videos” tab and share your results, if any. The first one is a video I was in for MadPea a while back, the rest are songs I liked or commented on.
  5. Click on the “News” tab and share your results, if any. The only result was do I mean Sadystik Sabretooth, which got no results. No news is good news, right?
  6. Did any of the results surprise you? I was surprised there were so many results. Apparently, I’ve been tagged in a lot blogs and stuff that I didn’t know about.
  7. Are you satisfied with your results or wish they were different in any way? I can’t say I’d want to see them differently or that I was dissatisfied. I never even thought to do this before, but it was fun and now I’m sort of obsessed with seeing what all these results are AND I’ve found myself creating a Pinterest account…what the hell is happening to me???

Envy

wearing:
hair: RAMA.SALON – Kendall Hair (*new* @ FaMESHed)
head: CATWA HEAD Tala
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
nose piercing: –SU!– Piercing Set 05 Bridge (Catwa Tala)
lip piercing: –SU!– Piercing Set 05 Snakebites (Catwa Tala)
[Cynful] Angelina’s Leather Set  (*new* @ C88)

pose by Foxcity
RAMA – #selfie_RAMA Neon Hangar (*new* @ 6 Republic)

I Can Not Find the Words

It’s funny. I have a few friends that say to me, “I don’t know how you always come up with ideas for pictures and something to write about on your blog.” The pictures are no problem. I’m a very visual person, but the words fail me often and I think its obvious. I do so many posts that are barely anything written or simply a song link with lyrics. Today is one of those days, that I simply cannot find the words. However, since the picture makes me look like I’m seeking something off in the distance, being unable to find the words actually kinda fits. *laughs* So, there ya have it….I can not find the words.

on the lookout

hair: pr!tty – Bella  (*new* @ Gacha Gardens)
head: CATWA HEAD Tala
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: DeeTalez
nose piercing: –SU!– Piercing Set 05 Bridge (Catwa Tala)
lip piercing: –SU!– Piercing Set 05 Snakebites (Catwa Tala)
tattoo: .Identity. Body Shop – Deep Within
Dahlia – Natalie – Necklace (*new* @ FaMESHed)
:::NOIR::: Infinite Bracelets
(Yummy) Nightmare Ring Set
{le fil casse} Laetitia Bra Top Maitreya Black (*new* @ N21)
{le fil casse} Laetitia Skirt Maitreya RARE (*new* @ N21)
Phedora ~ Harley Boots ~ 28 C. (*new* @ Kinky Monthly)

pose: FOXCITY. On Point VOL2 Bento Pose Set
MINIMAL – VIBE Backdrop *4* (*new* @ Epiphany)
JIAN Broken Spider Pot

Coffee and Tunes

There’s just something about coffee and music that go together. Obviously, I’m not the only one that thinks so. Otherwise, live musicians would play at little local coffee shops around the world. Even Starbucks sells CDs these days. For me, the best coffee music are light tunes. Melodic music with nice relaxing feel. Mostly folk music if I’m honest, occasionally jazz. Its a great way to start the day or even restart a day that’s gone awry.

coffee and tunes

hair:  Nutmeg & Entwined. Camille (*new* @ Shiny Shabby)
head: CATWA HEAD Tala
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: DeeTalez
nose piercing: –SU!– Piercing Set 05 Bridge (Catwa Tala)
lip piercing: –SU!– Piercing Set 05 Snakebites (Catwa Tala)
LYBRA . XL STILETTO NAILS
.::Dead Dollz::. Cozy Ensemble (*New* @ Uber)
Phedora ~ Sorcha Flats (*New* @ Uber)

pose: GingerFish Poses – Cinema Verite
scene:
MINIMAL  – VIBE Backdrop RARE (*new* @ Epiphany)
uK  – Autumn Frames Mid
uK – Autumn Frames Sm

Bad Habits

“The only proper way to eliminate bad habits is to replace them with good ones.”
~Jerome Hines

You ever notice how bad habits go together like peanut butter and jelly? Think about a bar, before all the no smoking policies kicked in across the globe. Bars were always smokey, because anyone that smokes tends to smoke even more when drinking. How about when we snack while watching TV? I never snack when I’m reading a book, but the notorious boob tube makes me want to munch every time. These days just about any idle time puts a smart phone in our hands, our eyes glued to the screen. Sadly, that has led too many people to think that texting while driving was a good idea. Let’s not do that, okay?
That’s why I’ve recently started assigning one day a week to no electronic devices…okay, its more like no computer, because I’m not quite ready to give up TV and messaging with Josh. *grins* I never said I was perfect. I’ve put a book in my bathroom and I’m trying to leave my phone on my desk. As the cool weather sets in, I’m trying to smoke my cigarettes outside, taking the dog with me. I’m doing my best to replace bad habits with good ones, but its definitely baby steps. I’d love to hear from my readers about your bad habits and ways you’ve gone about breaking them. ♥

smoke & joke

hair: .Shi Hair : Tucked  (*new* @ Uber)
head: CATWA HEAD Tala
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: #PUMEC – XENA – Dead March – CATWA SKIN App.
nose piercing: –SU!– Piercing Set 05 Bridge (Catwa Tala)
lip piercing: –SU!– Piercing Set 05 Snakebites (Catwa Tala)
BUENO-Phone- Girl Gangsta (*new* @ Kustom9)
**RE** Luxy Rings Set
LYBRA . XL STILETTO NAILS
PM – JADE (*new* @ Uber)

pose & cigarette from Foxcity
Paparazzi – BACKDROP – The Brownstone Hotel Stoop

Be True to You

“You got to be true
True to yourself
Or you’ll be a fool
To somebody else”
-Yelawolf – “True to Yourself” ft. Bones Owens

I’m just quoting the song today. I’m not going to feed you all the lyrics, because this is not really a song post. Though I do love the newest from Yelawolf, I want to talk about being true to yourself. No matter how old you are, its important to be true to yourself and who you are…who you want to be…what you want from your life. It might be too late for some things, but its never too late for everything. The younger you are the fewer excuses you should have…look at people that move to another country with hardly any money to their names and make something of themselves without help from the government. If they can do, so can you! Seriously, no matter what your passion is, never stop. If you love to paint, then paint. If you can’t afford classes, its okay, paint anyway. Paint because you love it, not because you’re a professional. If you love to sing, but no one wants to hear you sing? That’s ok, sing in your car, your shower, sing your heart out. No one can stop you from that. If you can improve upon your passion, then do it. Be the best at whatever you love as you can. I urge those in their 20s to please listen and don’t let you life get away from you. You think there’s plenty of time, but I promise you that time will escape you and before you know it, you’ll be 40 and wondering what happened to your dreams. Be your own best friend and push yourself forward. Be true to you!

Be You

hair: Nutmeg & Entwined. Cameron (*new* @ Shiny Shabby)
head: CATWA HEAD Tala
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: #PUMEC – XENA – Dead March – CATWA SKIN App.
nose piercing: –SU!– Piercing Set 05 Bridge (Catwa Tala)
lip piercing: –SU!– Piercing Set 05 Snakebites (Catwa Tala)
BUENO-Phone-Sugar Love Potion (*new* @ Kustom9)
**RE** Luxy Rings Set
LYBRA . XL STILETTO NAILS
Scandalize. Alura. SWEATSHIRT. Maitreya (*new* @ Cosmopolitan)
Scandalize. Alura. PANT. Maitreya (*new* @ Cosmopolitan)
E-Clipse Hype Boots Black

pose by Bauhaus Movement
*PROMAGIC* Vivo BAckgrounds-5
*katat0nik* (green) Spray Paint Set – Street Artist
*katat0nik* (purple) Spray Paint Set – Street Artist

 

Tomayto, Tomahto

“Prosecuted, stabbed, tomayto, tomahto,” she laughed as she stood watching the bill collector run away after dropping off the bills. Her JIAN Chipmunk Collection :: Companion looking equally intimidating. She looked down to see that the tax man had dropped his 7 – Scientific Calculator. She stomped down on the machine with her Phedora ~ Spectra heels and waved to the men running in fear.
She smiled sweetly as Chip (the chipmunk, duh!) began chewing at the edges of the parcels, “Silly men, surely they saw my 7 – BillPosters sign! Now don’t eat that stuff, we have plenty of nuts inside, just chew it up and spit it out.”

tomayto tomahto

hair: /Wasabi Pills/ Hazel Mesh Hair
head: CATWA HEAD Tala
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: DeeTalez
nose piercing: –SU!– Piercing Set 05 Bridge (Catwa Tala)
lip piercing: –SU!– Piercing Set 05 Snakebites (Catwa Tala)
^^Swallow^^ Vampire Necklace (*new* @ Kustom9)
{le fil casse} Margeaux Sweater (*new*@Uber)
{le fil casse} Margeaux Skirt (*New* @ Uber)
Phedora ~ Spectra heels (Once Upon a Nightmare)
LYBRA . XL STILETTO NAILS
15. :BAMSE: Trench Knife – Silver
JIAN Chipmunk Collection :: Companion

pose by an lar

scene:
BUENO-Night Life- Street (*new* @ Kustom9)
7 – BillPosters
7 – Scientific Calculator
NOMAD // Scattered Leaves A // Yellowgreens
[ keke ] willow leaves for ground – mini
tres blah– Hodgepodge – Snail Mail

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