Cats, Naps, & Snacks

I know that Bueno didn’t make this shirt specifically for me. However, he might as well have made it for me, cuz these are three of my favorite things. In fact, just yesterday afternoon, I laid down for an 8 hour nap with my cat, Mr. Mayhem. I know, I know, 8 hrs is a full night’s sleep. It was only supposed to be a nap! Well, I’m fully rested now, I can tell you that! As for Mr. Mayhem, he’s a little upset that its pouring down rain and he can’t go out for his morning romp around the building. As for the snack, well, I had a rather pleasant bowl of steamed broccoli and rice around 2am. It was quite nice and not too heavy, considering the hour. As it IS pouring down outside, I imagine, the cat and I will probably enjoy another nap soon….perhaps we’ll even share a snack. Though, his treats kinda taste like ass…so I’m not sure we’ll share a snack. It’s the weekend, so maybe you’ll be able to enjoy a nap yourself. In the meantime, happy shopping!♥

cats naps snacks

wearing:
hair:  Stealthic – Desire (*new* @ Salon 52)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [theSkinnery] Emmy (*new* @ C88)
BUENO-Kad Shirt (*new* @ Kustom9)

pose: FOXCITY. Stay In Bed Bento Pose Set

scene:
BUENO-Night Bed
-tres blah- Eclectic Collection – Cat Face Pillow
ionic – where is my Take away Chinese vegan food?

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I Don’t Exist

I know I said I’d try not to do the lyrics thing and I’ve done well not to, but I’m dealing with some stuff in the real world right now that I’m not sure I even want to write about or share with the general public…so, the lyrics will speak for me today.

Olivia O’Brien – I Don’t Exist

I’ve been doomed from the start
Everything around me falls apart
So quickly always end up with a broken heart
Even Tylenol can’t fix me
Unless it’s mixed with whiskey

I ain’t even sad, I’m just bored
Nothing can excite me anymore like you used to
Hollywood has lost all its allure
Used to be so pretty
Now it’s just a city

All of these people and all of their friends
Look so good together and I don’t fit in
‘Cause they’re picture perfect
And I’m on the end
Crop me out the photo so they can pretend
Like I don’t exist
Like I don’t exist
Don’t exist
Like I don’t exist (no)
Like I don’t exist
No

When I feel good it never lasts
That’s why you can find me living in a past if you need me
Everybody says this shit will pass
I say it won’t, they don’t believe me
Just tell me to deep breathe

Falling apart
Don’t know what to do, what to do
Looking for someone to save me, I don’t know who
I don’t know who

All of these people and all of their friends
Look so good together and I don’t fit in
‘Cause they’re picture perfect
And I’m on the end
Crop me out the photo so they can pretend
Like I don’t exist
Like I don’t exist
Don’t exist
Like I don’t exist (no)
Like I don’t exist
No

Am I even real?
Am I even real?
Am I even real?
Am I even real?
Am I even real?
Am I even real?
It’s hard to tell when I can’t feel a fucking thing

All of these people and all of their friends
Look so good together and I don’t fit in
‘Cause they’re picture perfect
And I’m on the end
Crop me out the photo so they can pretend
Like I don’t exist (no)
Like I don’t exist
Don’t exist
Like I don’t exist (no)
Like I don’t exist
No

Am I even real?

I don't exist

wearing:
hair: Stealthic – Ivy (*new* @ Kustom9)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [theSkinnery] Amber

^^Swallow^^ Princess Ears
^^Swallow^^ Princess Bento Rings
SU!– Basic Scarf
!APHORISM! Thyme Winter Sweater (*new* @ FaMESHed)
[Cynful] Groovy Tweed Pants (*new* @ C88)

pose: FOXCITY. Power Bento Pose Set
[Bad Unicorn] Budget Bachelor Backdrop – The Arcade Gacha Prize

 

***If you are reading this on any site that suggests this post was originally published anywhere but SadyStyle by anyone other than Sadystika Sabretooth, you are reading a stolen post.

Find Me

“If you’re ready, heart is open
I’ll be waiting, come and find me
If you’re searching for forever
I’ll be waiting, come and find me
I see you, you’re in the darkness
Blinding light right where your heart is
If you’re ready, heart is open
I’ll be waiting, come and find me”
~ Sigma – Find Me

candydoll & stealthic

wearing:
hair:  Stealthic – Fleeting (*new* @ Kustom9)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [Glam Affair] Dee

_CandyDoll_ Natasha (*new* @ Tres Chic)
=Zenith=Buckle Gloves
[BREATHE]-Mikka Heels

pose: .:Z&E Poses:. PF15 (*new* @ PoseFair)
location: KEKELAND – BARDECO

 

Blueberry

This isn’t really something I do very often, but for this post I’m going to talk about two stores. Well, mostly one, but I’m going to touch on another. I’m actually thinking that I might even do this more often. We’ll see. If you’re a regular reader, you know that the only norm to my blog is the lack of one. So, let’s just dive right in.

First store, I want to touch on is Stealthic. I love not needing a hair base when I wear Stealthic hair. If anything, I need to remove my hairbase. To top it off, he has recently taken on curls and they look absolutely amazing, especially in photographs. So, if you’ve never tried it (and if not, what rock have you been under) go grab some demos and check it out for yourself.

The main store that I want to talk about is, of course, Blueberry. Here’s the thing, I’m just going to get real with you here. I’ve heard people say, “Oh I don’t buy Blueberry anymore, because whenever she releases something new, everyone on the grid is wearing it.” Okay, but have you seen how many colors she has? Have you seen how you can mix and match her pieces from one outfit to another? The picture below is a prime example. This top came with a wrap around jacket and was released along side some adorable new leggings. However, I couldn’t resist mixing this top with the bikini bottoms from her previous release. You’ll see me mixing the bikini top with the bottoms next and there was another top with the bikini….a fringed top. That one is perfect with these bottoms or jeans….or even just panties. There’s no linden law that says you must wear Blueberry the way it was released. AND the more pieces you own? The more outfits you can make…and the thing is, they’re going to match, cuz its all from her color palette. Alright, I’ll hush now so you can go shopping….and take notice of how perfectly my Eurdora sandals are matching. *winks*

blueberry

wearing:
hair:  Stealthic – Haven (*new* @ C88)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
eyeshadow: Veechi – Tropical Paradise Shadow FLF
ears: ^^Swallow^^ Shiny Ears
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: [Glam Affair] Austine Applier [ Catwa ] Basic Line FLF
piercings: –SU!– Piercing Set 07 Septum & Nose Studs
EF: Juno Necklace (*new* @ C88)
Ascendant – Holographic Bento Nails (*new* @ Vanity Event)
Blueberry – Alena – Off Shoulder Top
Blueberry – Jenna – Bikini Bottom
Eudora3D Charro Flats (*new* @ TLC)
pose is in the bed, I did use AnyPose to adjust the head and feet
.Florix. Montessorian Bed- Fresh (*new* @ Chapter Four)

Scared Sh*tless

I was talking to a friend of mine recently about life and some of my issues. It was during this conversation that I discovered that I am more than capable of loving someone, because I do. I love a lot of people very much…each in their own way. What I’ve been afraid of…what I seem incapable of…is BEING loved. I can accept that my friends love me, but I can’t imagine that I don’t get on their nerves regularly. I do try very hard to maintain a positive attitude, even when I really want to die more than anything, because I don’t want to bring anyone down. I try to enjoy where I am in the moment and not think too much about what I don’t have or do have that I don’t want, etc.
I have stepped off the curb and into the street. I am taking that giant leap into another relationship and I am scared shitless…no seriously, I’m constipated…*laughs*…TMI? C’mon, are you new here? (Tracy’s favorite thing to say to people about me.)

no more words

Kronic is wearing:
hair: Stealthic Hysteria
head: CATWA  Daniel
ear: ^^Swallow^^ Gauged Ear
body: Signature Gianni
skin by L’etre

tattoo:  .Identity. Body Shop – Dead Eyes
jeans:  Legal Insanity – Gary rolled jeans

Sady is wearing:
hair:  Stealthic – Fatal
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body

SEUL – Ari Off-set Jacket – Onyx
[Cynful] Riana’s Denim Skirt (*new* @ C88)

pose: <K&S> Opposition. Bento pose
FOXCITY. Photo Booth – 6 – Black Speechless

Balancing Act

I am so honored to blog for so many amazing creators and events. I am blessed with several SL jobs that I absolutely love. I’m so blessed that I often forget my own limits and it completely destroys me to leave a designer or give up a job, but as time goes by I am forced to recognize that there needs to be a balance between work and fun. Though I really don’t think of my jobs or blogging as work, because I enjoy it all so much. I’ve finally gotten myself to a crossroads in my SL where I have to be true to myself and not settle for less than I want or deserve. That includes making time for myself in ways that does not revolve around other people. I don’t mean that in a nasty way either, but I’ve settled and pushed myself too far in the past. This almost always blows up in my face.
With that said, I’m approaching some changes and well, the older I get the less I like change. It just feels stressful, but I’ve got some big decisions to make and time is running out. Thank goodness I have an amazing support system in place for when I fall apart or quite possibly fall on my face, but life is a balancing act after all and right now, things are a bit off balance. Time to fix that.

balancing act

Kronic is wearing:
hair: Stealthic Hysteria
head: Catwa Daniel
ear: ^^Swallow^^ Gauged Ear
body: Signature Gianni
skin by L’etre
tattoo: [Isuka pimal] seven sins *rare*

etham – Julius Muscle Tank w/Hoodie
::GB:: Cotton pants
[Deadwool] Chase sneakers – white

Sady is wearing:
hair: MINA – Lianne (*new* @ Good Vibes Fair)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: Glam Affair – Lily – Catwa Mesh Head Applier – Jamaica (*new* @ Kustom9)
tattoo: **RE** Surya Tattoo – Common – Gold
.:E.A.Studio:. BOX Collar Oculus Cross

BUENO-ANA Top (*new* @ Kustom9)
{le fil casse} Regina Shorts (*new* @ FaMESHed)
[BREATHE]-Setsumi Heels (*new* @ FaMESHed)

pose: PURPLE POSES – COUPLE 468
anxiety %rule#1

Beggin For Thread

You all know me, I’m not even about to write about this…so here’s a song that is close to my heart. Kronic and I both agreed that this song fits…so, here ya go!

Banks – Begging For Thread

So I got edges that scratch
And sometimes I don’t got a filter
But I’m so tired of eating
All of my misspoken words
I know my disposition gets confusing
My disproportionate reactions fuse with my eager state
That’s why you wanna come out and play with me, yeah
Why?
Stooped down and out, you got me beggin’ for thread
To sew this hole up that you ripped in my head
Stupidly think you had it under control
Strapped down to something that you don’t understand
Don’t know what you were getting yourself into
You should have known, secretly I think you knew
I got some dirt on my shoes
My words can come out as a pistol
I’m no good at aiming
But I can aim it at you
I know my actions, they may get confusing
But my unstable ways is my solution
To even space
That’s why you wanna come out and play with me, yeah
Stooped down and out, you got me beggin’ for thread
To sew this hole up that you ripped in my head
Stupidly think you had it under control
Strapped down to something that you don’t understand
Don’t know what you were getting yourself into
You should have known, secretly I think you knew
(Secretly I think you knew)
Hold it out, whoa
Try to hide it out, but my tracks are better
Hold it out, whoa
Try to hide it out, but my tracks are better
Hold it out, whoa
Try to hide it out, but my tracks are better
Hold it out, whoa
Try to hide it out, but my tracks are better
Stooped down and out, you got me beggin’ for thread
To sew this hole up that you ripped in my head
Stupidly think you had it under control
Strapped down to something that you don’t understand
Don’t know what you were getting yourself into
You should have known, secretly I think you knew
(Secretly I think you knew)

beggin for thread

Sady is wearing:
hair: :::Phoenix::: Sunny Hair (*new* @ Go by FaMESHed)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: Glam Affair – Lily – Catwa Mesh Head Applier – Jamaica (*new* @ Kustom9)
tattoo: IDTTY Body Shop – Feline Gaze (*new* @ ULTRA)
LYBRA . SUNDAY *(*new* MarketPlace Release)

Kronic is wearing:
hair: Stealthic Hysteria
head: Catwa Daniel
ear: ^^Swallow^^ Gauged Ear
body: Signature Gianni
skin by L’etre
tattoo: [Isuka pimal] seven sins *rare*

::GB:: Cat’s tail whip
Legal Insanity – Gary rolled jeans

pose: The Owl. I need only you (*new* @ ULTRA)
MINIMAL – The Vault -full- (*new* @ Kustom9)

Oh Lord

Now y’all know I’m not about to write anything for this picture…so I’ll let ITM do the talking for me…or rather the singing…*grins*…besides…as you can see, I’m busy.

In This Moment – In This Moment

Oh Lord won’t you save me
Save me from myself
Oh Lord won’t you forgive me
For I have lost control
Oh Lord won’t you tell me
Am I the righteous or the damned?
Oh Lord won’t you please hear me
Do I obey or do I command?
Oh oh (Exorcise the demon)
Oh oh (Exorcise the demon)
Oh oh (Exorcise the demon)
Oh oh (Save my soul)
Oh Lord can’t you save me from my twisted little mind
Oh Lord won’t you please show me how to turn the water to wine
Oh Lord won’t show me
Am I the sinner or the saint
Oh Lord won’t you please tell me was all my suffering in vain
Oh oh (catch the devil, why)
Oh oh (catch the devil, why)
Oh oh (catch the devil, why)
Oh oh (catch the devil, why)
Oh God have mercy on me
Oh God have mercy on me
Hold me down under holy water
I fear I been laying with the devil
I been laying with the devil
I been laying with the devil
I been laying with the devil
Oh Lord please forgive me for what I’m about to do
Oh Lord won’t you believe me I burn in hell for you
Oh Lord won’t you teach me
Teach me how to see
Oh Lord tell me you love me
Am I Lillith or am I Eve
Oh God have mercy on me
Oh God have mercy on me
Hold me down under holy water
I fear I been laying with the devil
I been laying with the devil (save my soul)
Oh oh
Oh oh
Oh oh
Oh oh God have mercy on me
Oh God have mercy on me
Hold me down under holy water
I fear I been laying with the devil
I been laying with the devil
Hold me down under holy water
I fear I been laying with the devil

Oh Lord

wearing:
hair: Stealthic – Avela (*new* @ C88)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: Glam Affair –  Rayna (*new* @ C88)
Essenz – Spain (*new* @ Vanity)

Disorder did not share the details of his look.

pose: The Owl. Power (*new* @ Cosmopolitan)

Silence. – Delia Platform Bed (*new* @ The Liaison Collaborative)

Selfish Love

Once again, I’m going to let the music speak for me, because as many ideas that I have for what to write…well…*grins*…I’m not telling you. Thanks again to my dear friend, Aaron for modeling with me. ❤

Jessie Ware – Selfish Love

Baby let’s be honest about this
There’s only room for one in your heart
So tell me darlin’, why are we like this?
I must admit that I kind of like it

Oh, you’re acting sweet
I know what that means
All these games we play
Always end the same

Selfish love, why do I do these things?
I break you down, just to get my way
Selfish love, darlin’ you do it too
You tell me lies and I bend the truth
And I, I know
That I can’t get enough
Selfish love

Baby now it feels like we’re dancing
Dodging bullets, now ain’t that romantic?
Take what I want, but you want me to take it
I only give love when I want to make it

Oh, you’re acting sweet
I know what that means
All these games we play
Always end the same

Selfish love, why do I do these things?
I break you down, just to get my way
Selfish love, darlin’ you do it too
You tell me lies and I bend the truth
And I, I know
That I can’t get enough
Selfish love
Selfish love
Selfish love

Oh, you’re acting sweet
And I know what that means
Selfish love
Oh, you’re acting sweet
And I know what means

Selfish love

choke me

Aaron is wearing:
Hair: Stealthic – Haunting
Head: CATWA HEAD Daniel
Ears: Stretched ears-Omimi- [MANDALA]
Body: [Signature] Gianni Body – Body

[Deadwool] Broberry jeans
GizzA – Sports Shoes

Sady is wearing:
hair: MINA – Yelena (*new* @ C88)
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: [theSkinnery] Katy (Catwa Applier) toffee (*new* @ C88)
brows: –SU!- Blair Eyebrows +CATWA APPLIER
S&P lingerie Elle (*new* Bound Box May)
Mosquito’s Way – Rohnda boots  (*new* Bound Box May)

pose: PURPLE POSES – Couple 784 (*new* @ C88)
posters: Quasi – Downtown Gacha 20 (*new* @ 6Republic)

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