Time to Liberate

“Four walls like a prison
Feels like another victim
Something’s wrong
Something’s missing
You scream when it hurts but there’s nobody listenin’
Gettin’ sick of going psycho
Burnin’ quick, a downward spiral
Not a slave or an animal
Someone break me out this cage
It’s time to liberate
From everyone who loves to hate
From everything that’s makin’ you live the lie
Don’t you think it’s time to twist your fate
Liberate”
~ James Durbin – Liberate

Basics:
head: CATWA HEAD Catya
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [Glam Affair] Carla @ Collabor88

[LF] Native Paint
–SU!– Nosebleed
tattoo: .Identity. Body Shop – Free Yourself

no.match_ ~ NO_RING @ Salon 52
–SU!– Safety Pin Earrings (group gift)
.::Nanika::. Leah Necklace
Meva Sora Gloves Box
VINYL – Smash Ripped Top
RKKN. Avalon LoosePants

K&S – // adventurous gal // Bento poses (includes bat)

location: Small Town Green

Had Enough

“Take a deep breath and count to three
And then I’ll be behavin’
I feel like people just don’t get me
Maybe I’m crazy

Think I’ve blown a fuse
There’s blood on my knuckles
The smile on my face is fake
And the vein on my head suggests you get running

I’ve had enough, had enough
Had enough, had enough yeah
Cause I’ve had enough
I think I’m reaching the limit
You should keep your distance
Cause I’ve had enough”
~ Diamante – Had Enough

wearing:
hair: Lamb. Vex @ C88
head: CATWA HEAD Denice
–SU!– Xenira Eyes
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: #PUMEC – Sophia

:::ChicChica::: Deren headband @ Salon52
Ascendant – Glitter Rain Nails
RIOT / Gia Top & Skirt Set @ Belle

pose: GingerFish Poses – Coquette set

Collected the Pieces

“I’ve tasted blood and it is sweet
I’ve had the rug pulled beneath my feet
I’ve trusted lies and trusted men
Broke down and put myself back together again
Stared in the mirror and punched it to shatters
Collected the pieces and picked out a dagger
I’ve pinched my skin in between my two fingers
And wished I could cut some parts off with some scissors”
~ Halsey – Nightmare

wearing:
hair: =DeLa*= Mesh Hair “Malin”  @ Salon52
head: CATWA HEAD Denice
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: #PUMEC – Sophia

Wicca’s Originals @ Cyber Punk Fair
-Wicca’s Originals – Specter Eyepatch
-Wicca’s Originals – Nyx (Arms)
-Wicca’s Originals – Nyx (Hands)
-Wicca’s Originals – Nyx (Bodysuit)
-Wicca’s Originals – Nyx (Boots)

pose: Diversion – On The Edge Poses
location: Insilico – Blue Ant

This is Real

Here’s a snippet of one of the best songs ever, performed by some of the greatest rock musicians of my time. It’s amazing talent like this that for a few minutes, even on the worst day, can make me glad to be alive. I love to listen to this on full volume and sing as loud as I want and dare anyone to try and stop me. If you’re not familiar, then check it out, the youtube link is below….this is real fucking music!!!

“Under the water,
It’s cold and it’s grey.
My torrid autumn,
Another season decays.
Open up the Hollow,
And my walls come down.
I tell you it’s a problem,
Just when no one’s around.
But then,

I know what’s wrong,
God, you complicated everything.
I know you’re gone, gone, gone,
This is where I will draw a line.

I will draw my line.

Burning my cathedrals’,
Cause I don’t pray anymore.
Look at all of these people, Tragic little people,
They smile and then they don’t know what for.
But then,

I know what’s wrong,
God, you complicated everything.
I know you’re gone, gone, gone,
This is where I will blur my line.”
~ From Can To Can’t
(Corey Taylor with Dave Grohl, Rick Nielsen, Scott Reeder)
(from “Sound City” soundtrack)

wearing:
hair: .:EMO-tions.. *CHRISTINE* @ Salon52
head: CATWA HEAD Denice
Schadenfreude Tear Dermal Piercing
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: #PUMEC – Sophia

BONDI . The Rockstar Headphones . @ FaMESHed
Swan Nara Choker – gold – heart – black ribbon @ Belle
**RE** Quinn Rings Set
Ascendant – Smoothie Nails @ Shiny Shabby

amias – KAMALA top @ Belle
[HU] Cassy Dungarees @ Belle

pose: Ebano Poses Hat set @ Unik
[ VERSOV ]_SEVILLA ANDALUCIA_FULLSCENE @ FaMESHed

Balance

We all need balance in our lives, an exchange that allows time for our jobs, leisure, socializing, and other activities. Making room for each area can improve our daily lives, as well provide outlets to pursue new interests.
Remember playing teeter totter or seesaw as a kid, trying to balance with a friend, suspended in the air, without moving up or down? But let one of you hop off, someone was falling on their ass HARD. The same can be true about a life that’s too imbalanced. Too much focus in one area leaves other areas neglected and eventually we fall on our ass.
Of course, its going to be damn near impossible to achieve that perfect balance in all areas of our lives, but if we can space some time from those activities that demand the most from us and redistribute some of that energy…well, we’ll be a lot closer to obtaining that balance that is so badly needed to enrich the quality of our lives.

wearing:
hair: ICONIC.LETOYA (*new* @ Salon52)
head: CATWA HEAD Denice
eyes: –SU!– Osanna Eyes
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: #PUMEC – Sophia

Dead Dollz – Get Fit Set
-Dead Dollz – GetFit Bra
-Dead Dollz – GetFit Hoodie
-Dead Dollz – GetFit Leggings
[VALE KOER] HERMES KICKS

pose: FOXCITY. Balance Bento Pose Set
***includes weights

MINIMAL – Illuminate Backdrop #8
Kalopsia – Kali’s Yoga Ball

Ghost

“Ghost, I see you standing there
Don’t turn away, I want you to stay
Ghost, what’s your name?
Why so surprised? I’m interested
You’re just a soul that blends into the crowd
I hear you so loud no one else hears a sound
You reach out your hand no one else feels a thing
And I’m just a stranger who could be a friend”
~ Jacob Lee – Ghost

wearing:
hair:  theMARS – Hair Rita  (*new* @ Salon52)
head: CATWA HEAD Denice
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: #PUMEC – Sophia
Juna: Lali tattoo (*new* @ Unik)
Ascendant – Glitter Rain Nails (*new* @ Skin Fair)

Muy Bueno

Now, don’t go getting confused. I do not speak Spanish, but I’ll proudly admit that I love the language and I love the food. Well, to be fair, I’m not sure I love authentic Spanish or Mexican food, but I do love tacos and whatever texmex they used to sever at my all time favorite Mexican restaurant, El Palacio. They closed in 2017 and I literally cried. It’s funny to think that we get so attached to places, but I know it was more than a place. It held memories from various times in my life. The food was amazing, the atmosphere was festive, and the times I spent there will never be forgotten.

wearing:
hair: KMH Hair U101 (*new* @ Salon52)
head: CATWA HEAD Denice
IDTTY Faces – Spicy Lipstick (*new* @ TLC)
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: #PUMEC – Sophia

: CULT : His Princess Rings/Gold
Ascendant – My Garden Nails  (*new* @ Vanity)

BUENO-Wknd Top-Lara-Tacos (*new* @ C88)
BUENO-Wknd Pants-Lara-Gray (*new* @ C88)

pose: Salacity Poses – Vargas Girls 1

scene:
Lop backdrop window to the moon (*new* @ Unik)
**includes cats

*AF* Picnic 1 – Blanket and Pillows RARE

BUENO-T Bunny-Held (*new* @ Arcade)

BUENO– Taco Bag Deco
BUENO -Soft Taco Plate
BUENO-Olde B 100 Deco

dust bunny . hanging plants . ivy planter

 

I’ll Be Ok

“We live in the rain, a sea of change
You can’t keep anything you take
Lovely face of lives we chase
Is but dust for wind to take
When all is gone, the only loss
To not have loved at every cost
When you can say, and I can say
We loved with every step we take, I’ll be okay

How do you love when your heart is broken?
How do you speak when you feel outspoken?
I can forgive and be forgiven
By learning to heal with a heart wide open”

~ Nothing More – I’ll Be Ok

wearing:
hair: no.match_ ~ NO_WATER (*new* @ Salon52)
head: CATWA HEAD Denice
IDTTY Faces – Spicy Lipstick (*new* @ TLC)
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: #PUMEC – Sophia

SpookShow – Abyss Hoops (*new* @ Eclipse)
DRD – Chunky Rings (*new* @ Eclipse)
Ascendant – Shattered Glass Nails (*new* @ Access)

Dead Dollz – Jolie Sweater (*new* @ Belle)
RKKN. Avalon LoosePants Camo3

pose: FOXCITY. Milk Bath Bento Pose Set
[Schultz Bros.] Alleyway + Garage Skybox

Yesterday

“Here’s to my future
Here’s to my yesterday
Here’s to change
Oh, here’s to my yesterday
No tomorrow without a yesterday
Here’s to my future
Goodbye to yesterday
Yesterday”
~ Imagine Dragons – Yesterday

wearing:
hair:  no.match_ ~ NO HIDE (*new* @ Salon 52)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: #20 [PUMEC] – MIA – JUNE (*new* @ Epiphany)

:::ChicChica::: Magic 8 ball
.:villena:. – Rose Bud Fur Jacket
{le fil casse} Ellie Dress (*new* @ Kustom9)
!:Lybra:! Liza Leggings
[Enchante‘] – Virginie boots

pose: GingerFish Poses – Diamonds set

Maybe I Will Learn

“How many fires must a girl walk through
Before it finally rains?
Will she wake up on the other side
Once the water drains?”
~ Rhys – Maybe I Will Learn

wearing:
hair:  MINA – Tiffany (*new* @ Salon 52)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: #20 [PUMEC] – MIA – JUNE

LYBRA . 002 (*new* @ Season’s Story)
[Gos] Haute Chic Stilettos

pose: FOXCITY.  Rain Bento Pose Set
(Milk Motion) that night – house (*new* @ Epiphany)