Scariest Things

Okay, so this photo is not scary, but I just happened to be thinking about how at Christmas time we often talk of our favorite things. Since its Halloween Season, (yes, it is a damn season!) that I would talk about a few of the scariest things. They’re scary to me at least. Now, if you are easily offended, please stop reading right now, because this long ass post is my list. It is not aimed at YOU personally, it is just my feelings about things I don’t like and dread the very idea of having to suffer through.
First off, weddings, I hate them. They bore me to tears and fear things make me more uncomfortable than receiving an invitation to watch two people essentially show off how much money they’ve wasted to show off that their boring ceremony. I’d like to say I’m sorry, but I can’t, cuz I’m not. That’s how I feel and I’m not going to apologize for it. No offense, if you love weddings, but I don’t.
Family reunions are another one, at least with my family. I don’t care for most of the people in my family and if I wanted to talk to them or spend time around them, I would. I don’t talk to them for a reason. The idea of being forced to endure them for an entire day, much less a weekend makes me wanna puke and I hate puking!
Children, babies actually, scare the crap out of me. They are so tiny and fragile…and that god awful crying. Ugh. I’d rather face a bear. I know, I’m not supposed to feel that way as a woman, but I do. However, I will say that I love kids that are between 2-5…they are hilarious and brutally honest. So, the fact that I love them during their terrible twos and terrorist threes, should balance out how I feel about babies.
Showers! Not the bathing kind, but the baby showers and wedding showers are the worst. First of all, I never had kids and its damn sure too late for that now. So, they’ve always been a source of sorrow and resentment for me. Shopping for baby showers is impossible and wedding showers? No. Just no. Let’s have a bachelorette party….sure, but a shower? C’mon! Just stop already….you want gifts and a party before you get married and then again at the reception? Gimme a damn break!
Church, yes, I said it. Do remember that I’m an atheist and the idea of sitting on some hard ass bench for over an hour listening to some boring ass person go on and on about something I don’t even believe in…and don’t get me started on the people that catch the spirit/holy ghost…whatever…and speaking in tongues? *growls* PUHLEASE!
Clowns. That’s a story for another time. Its very personal and I assure you its not a phobia. It’s a trigger and I am not discussing in this post. Let’s just say they will always freak me out to some degree.
I also don’t like things that fly, though I wish I could. Birds and bugs…nope. Gotta go!
Kess Crystal, when this woman gets mad…she is HARSH AF! So, do yourself a favor and stay on her good side. Not to mention if you piss her off, you’ll be dealing with the wrath of the Cunt Cult, as well. So, be nice to this woman, because not only does she deserve the best life has to offer…she will slice and dice you with her words in ways you never dreamed possible.
RubyStarlight Writer, because she’s too much like me and I worry constantly that one day we’re going to butt heads so badly that the entire world might explode. She’s another one that you don’t want to piss off, cuz this woman is smart af and will make you feel like the dumbest mf’r to ever walk the earth.
Now, I’m mostly kidding about my friends, Kess and Ruby. I’m mostly suggesting that YOU should be afraid of them. I love them and all my friends to pieces…*hides her knife*

scariest things

wearing:
hair:  :::Phoenix::: Ruby Hair
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [theSkinnery] Amber (*new* @ C88)

**RE** Arwen Gloves & Arm Bracelets
ChicModa // Farrah Jumpsuit (*new* @ FaMESHed)
[Gos] Kristen Lace Platforms  (*new* @ FaMESHed)

pose: an lar [poses] The Nadydia Series (*new* @ C88)
location: Achill Island

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So Many Miles…

“Time has come to go
Pack your bags, hit the open road
Our hearts just won’t die
It’s the trip, keeps us alive
So many miles
So many miles
So many miles
Away
They’re following some dance of light
Tearing into the night
Watching you fall asleep
The sweetest dove in a dream
So many miles
So many miles
So many miles
Away”
~Still Corners – The Trip

phoenix cynful candydoll

wearing:
hair:  :::Phoenix::: Milana Hair (*new* @ HairFair)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [Glam Affair] Dee

[Cynful] Cropped Bomberjacket (*new* @ Uber)
_CandyDoll_ Demona Boots (*new* @ Kinky)

pose: entangled poses – Calliope Set (*new* @ PoseFair)
crate Galvanized Chair ~ Black

Shut Up & Drive

This is just the mood I was in when I did this picture and the song is so much fun, I had to use it. Enjoy and go shop!♥

Rihanna – Shut Up and Drive

I’ve been looking for a driver who is qualified
So if you think that you’re the one step into my ride
I’m a fine-tuned supersonic speed machine
Got a sunroof top and a gangster lead
So if you feel it, let me know, know, know
Come on now, what you waiting for, for, for
My engine’s ready to explode, explode, explode
So start me up and watch me go, go, go, go
Get you where you wanna go, if you know what I mean
Got a ride that’s smoother than a limousine
Can you handle the curves, can you run all the lights
If you can, baby boy, then we can go all night
‘Cause it’s 0 to 60 in 3.5
Baby, you got the keys
Now shut up and drive, drive, drive
Shut up and drive, drive, drive
I got class like a ’57 Cadillac
And overdrive with a whole lot of boom in the back
You look like you can handle what’s under my hood
You keep saying that you will, boy, I wish you would
So if you feel it, let me know, know, know
Come on now, what you waiting for, for, for
My engine’s ready to explode, explode, explode
So start me up and watch me go, go, go, go
Get you where you wanna go, if you know what I mean
Got a ride that’s smoother than a limousine
Can you handle the curves, can you run all the lights
If you can, baby boy, then we can go all night
‘Cause it’s 0 to 60 in 3.5
Baby, you got the keys
Now shut up and drive, drive, drive
Shut up and drive, drive, drive
‘Cause your Maybach ain’t got what I got
Get it, get it, don’t stop, it’s a sure shot
Ain’t a Ferrari, huh, boy, I’m sorry
I ain’t even worried, so step inside
And ride, ride, ride
So if you feel me, let me know, know, know
Come on now, what you waiting for, for, for?
My engine’s ready to explode, explode, explode
So start me up and watch me go, go, go, go
Get you where you wanna go, if you know what I mean
Got a ride that’s smoother than a limousine
Can you handle the curves, can you run all the lights
If you can, baby boy, then we can go all night
‘Cause it’s 0 to 60 in 3.5
Baby, you got the keys
Now shut up and drive, drive, drive
Shut up and drive, drive, drive
Shut up and drive, drive, drive
Shut up and drive, drive, drive
Shut Up & Drive
wearing:
hair:  :::Phoenix::: Christel Hair  (*new* @ Hair Fair)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [Glam Affair] Dee
*AvaWay* GWEN Ribbon Corset CHOKER
Dahlia – Kahlida – Cuff
^^Swallow^^ Princess Bento Rings
Ascendant – Nude Bento Nails
{le fil casse} Danity Dress (*new* @ AuLovely)
Eudora3D Ash Heels (*new* @ SOS)
pose: FOXCITY. Spot On Bento Pose Set
BUENO– 4×4 – RARE

What You Eat

Okay, so we’ve all heard the phrase, “you are what you eat.” It’s been a while since I did a “what if” article, but I can’t help but wonder, “What if  you literally became what you eat for like an hour after you swallow it?” Yes, I’m going there, but only for a moment. *laughs* So, am I a sperm? Am I piece of fried chicken? What if we really did magically transform into whatever we ate for 10 mins to an hour? Would we watch what we ate more carefully? Would we all be lining up to eat supermodels? *giggles* And what about the people doing the hunger strikes? They eat nothing….does this mean they are nothing?

I do know that its a metaphorical saying, of course, but you ought to know me by now and know that my mind goes to some strange places late at night.

feeling blue

wearing:
hair:  :::Phoenix::: Layla Hair (*new* @ Hair Fair)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [Glam Affair] Dee

Ascendant  – Cotton Candy Lipstick

^^Swallow^^ Princess Ears
(Yummy) Bohemia Ring Set
Ascendant  – Holographic Bento Nails 10

_CandyDoll_ Mayza Top (*new* @ C88)
_CandyDoll_ Mayza Jeans (*new* @ C88)

pose:  Foxcity. Selfie VOL3 Bento Pose Set
location: Missing Melody

full length
full length shot of the pants….these are just to die for♥

 

Hello Darkness

“Hello darkness, my old friend
I’ve come to talk with you again
Because a vision softly creeping
Left its seeds while I was sleeping
And the vision that was planted in my brain
Still remains
Within the sound of silence”
~Paul Simon

I grew up listening to songs like this one, but for me…this particular song speaks to the creative part of me, the dreamer within me. It is late at night when the rest of the world is seemingly sleeping that my creative energy is at its best. I’ve written my best poems in the middle of the night and I can almost promise you that my best photos have been conceived of, or flowed along organically under the veil of night.
I remember living in Illinois when I was 21/22 and walking down to the river in the middle of the night, with my headset, pen and paper, and tissues. I almost always cried. No matter how hot or cold (and sometimes it was icy fucking cold) I could sit there on this private dock in a posh neighborhood that I had no business being in…and somehow feel like I was home. The river flowing past me, losing myself in either the music or the quiet flow of the water. It was a place that I could go to recapture my ideas and put them in order.I imagine now, the entire process would take place with a smart phone, but back then…depending on the moon for my light? I don’t know, there was something romantic about it. I suppose I’m rambling at this exact moment, as I feel myself getting lost in memories or yesteryear and I’ve got shopping to do in SL, because this creative mind of mine is alive and well at 12:30 am…there are ideas brewing!

Daydreaming

wearing:
hair: :::Phoenix::: Mishon Hair (*new* Go by FaMESHed)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [Glam Affair] Austine Applier [ Catwa ] Basic Line FLF

Blueberry – Helena – Coin Top
Blueberry – Helena – Front Tied Shorts
Eudora3D Basmah Heels (*new* @ FaMESHed)

pose: FOXCITY.Soulfood Bento Pose Set

scene:
anxiety %chicago build1
JIAN Golden Lab Pupper Basket
BUENO-Cat Phone -White
// SEUL \\ – Cocky Biscuits – Strawberry
tres blah– Coffee To Go

Do Over

As a blog manager there are times that I have to reject some absolutely amazing photographs simply because they just didn’t showcase the item properly. As a blogger, I occasionally have photos rejected. Most of the time, I almost anticipate it, but I’ll cross my fingers and hope for the best. If it gets rejected, I take my licks like a big girl and I do it over and resubmit with a new post. I’ve never argued with a blog manager or quit a brand over it, either. Though I have seen quite a few bloggers do this in the past.
Wouldn’t it be nice if we could have more do overs in our lives? What I wouldn’t give to go back in time with a handful of do overs!

do over

wearing:
hair:  :::Phoenix::: Mishon Hair (*new* Go by FaMESHed)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: [Glam Affair] Austine Applier [ Catwa ] Basic Line FLF
piercings: –SU!– Piercing Set 07 Septum & Nose Studs
: CULT : His Princess Rings/Silver (*new* @ Kinky)
LYBRA . XL STILETTO NAILS
_CandyDoll_ Mily Dress (*new* @ Kinky)

Promise Me This

 

Ben Howard – Promise

And meet me there, bundles of flowers
We wait through the hours of cold
Winter shall howl at the walls
Tearing down doors of time
Shelter as we go
And promise me this
You’ll wait for me only
Scared of the lonely arms
Surface, far below these burn
And maybe, just maybe I’ll come home
Who am I, darling to you?
Who am I?
Going to tell you stories of mine
Who am I?
Who am I, darling for you?
Who am I?
Could be a burden in time, lonely
Who am I, to you?
Who am I, darling for you?
Who am I?
Going to be a burden
Who am I, darling to you?
Who am I?
I come alone here
I come alone here
promise
wearing:
hair:  :::Phoenix::: Tisha (*new* for Go! by FaMESHed)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: DeeTaleZ *Appliers* CATWA Head “Myra” Eastern (*new*)
.random.Matter. – Moonbul Glasses (*new* @ Kustom9)
:::ChicChica::: Precious Rose Platinum
BUENO-Wrap Blouse (*new* @ Kustom9)
BUENO-Half Shorts (*new* @ FaMESHed)
Eudora3D Reverie Wedges
pose: GingerFish Poses – Retrograde Set (*new* @ ebento)
MINIMAL – Redfield Backdrop (*new* @ Kustom9)

Baby Did A Bad, Bad Thing

Amy Lee cover of Baby Did A Bad, Bad Thing

You ever love someone so much you thought your little heart was gonna break in two?
I didn’t think so.
You ever tried with all your heart and soul to get you lover back to you?
I wanna hope so.
You ever pray with all your heart and soul just to watch him walk away?
Baby did a bad bad thing, baby did a bad bad thing.
Baby did a bad bad thing, baby did a bad bad thing.
Baby did a bad bad thing, baby did a bad bad thing.
I feel like crying, feel like crying!
You ever toss and turn your lying awake and thinking about the one you love?
I don’t think so.
You ever close your eyes your making believe your holding the one your dreaming of?
Well if you say so.
I hurts so bad when you finally know just how low, low, low, low, low, he’ll go.
Baby did a bad bad thing, baby did a bad bad thing.
Baby did a bad bad thing, baby did a bad bad thing.
Baby did a bad bad thing, baby did a bad bad thing.
And I feel like crying, I feel like crying!
Baby did a bad bad thing, baby did a bad bad thing.
Baby did a bad bad thing, baby did a bad bad thing.
Baby did a bad bad thing.
And I feel like crying, I feel like crying!

Baby Did A Bad, Bad Thing

wearing:
hair:  :::Phoenix::: Maisie Hair (*new*)
head: CATWA HEAD Catya
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: [Glam Affair] Raquel Applier [ Catwa ] 007 (*new* @ C88)

Dahlia – Blair – Sunglasses
Narcisse– Insouciant Collar
[Cynful] Coax Bellychain
[Cynful] Loquita’s Sequin Bikini (*new* @ FaMESHed)
[BREATHE]-Saori Heels (*new* @ C88)

pose: FOXCITY. Beach Bunny Bento Set

scene:
Trompe Loeil – Corazon Patio Bar (*new* @ FaMESHed)
tres blah– Eclectic Collection – Charmed Books
REIGN.- SLUSHIE POUCH (*new* @ C88)
[Bad Unicorn] Coke Tray ‘Sheen Set’ (*new*)
[Bad Unicorn] Rolled Bill ‘Sheen Set’ (*new*)

Being a Weirdo

I’m not sure what normal is anymore. I suppose its whatever your local society reflects as the norm. For instance, people that live near the beach probably wear swimsuits under the clothes during the summer quite regularly, assuming they like the beach. I just think it wouldn’t be abnormal to see people in swimwear at Dunkin Donuts when you’re grabbing your morning coffee. Yet, that would be kinda weird where I live, as there are no beaches here. Though, the Tennessee River is rather close, I imagine you might see swimwear near the marinas. My point is that normal is just a reflection of the majority of society, right?
In Boston, for instance, you can throw a rock from just about anywhere and hit a Dunkin Donuts. In Seattle, its a coffee house or Starbucks. Where I live, its a church. There are more churches here than convenient stores. So, being an atheist here is considered quite abnormal. I swear, I’m gonna start charging people $20 for every time they try to “save me” from eternal damnation.
The same can be true about the way people judge one another’s homes. For instance, I know a woman who most people would find completely and utterly tacky simply for the way she has decorated her home. She had essentially collaged anything she could with pictures of 80’s hair bands. She obsessed with KISS and her entire bedroom makes that very clear. So, when I saw these Prrrandas from Culprit, I could not help but to remember hanging out with her. She would get so excited every time she was able to add something new to her collection.
I’ve always admired her, because she has never given a thought to how others perceive her. She wanted a few simple things from her life and she got them. She’s happy, too. She’s not rich, but she owns a house and her favorite car, a Ford Mustang. Her house is filled with things SHE loves and that have special meanings to her. She has raised a very cool teenage boy on her own. She’s a 911 dispatcher (or was) and she is just wicked cool. I pride myself on being weird and I like to think she does, too. We should all stop trying to please the world and be true to ourselves for a change. If we all did that, what other people say and think about us, wouldn’t hold much power at all, would it?

Being a Weirdo

wearing:
hair:  :::Phoenix::: Brooke
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
ears: .:[PUMEC] :. – / Mesh Ears\ – 4 -POINT INDUSTRIAL
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: Glam Affair – Willow – Jamaica (*new* @ Uber)
**RE** Dragon Rings, Bracelets & Claws BG (*new* @ FaMESHed)

Legal Insanity – MILF shirt #1 RARE
Legal Insanity – MILF panties #2 Fatpack RARE
Legal Insanity – MILF boots #3 Fatpack (Maitreya Lara) RARE

pose: GingerFish Pose – Midnight set (*new* @ Pose Fair)

scene:
Culprit PRRRANDAS
-Culprit Prrranda Eric
-Culprit Prrranda Gene
-Culprit Prrranda Paul
-Culprit Prrranda Norman
-Culprit Prrranda Tommy

.peaches. Bae’s Journal – Lover

FD & Commoner: Slater Collection (*new* @ Uber)
-FD & Commoner: Slater Rug
-FD & Commoner: Slater Surfboard
-FD & Commoner: Slater Chaise – plain
-FD & Commoner: Slater Wall Art
-FD & Commoner: Slater Magazines
-FD & Commoner: Slater Pendant Light
-FD & Commoner: Slater Tray
-FD & Commoner: Slater Candle
-FD & Commoner: Slater Incense
-FD & Commoner: Slater Accent Tables

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