Devil in Me

“I don’t wanna wake it up
I don’t wanna wake it up
I don’t wanna wake it up
The devil in me”
Halsey- Devil in Me

Have you ever met someone that just brings out the worst in you? They might not have done anything to you, but for some reason there’s just this instant dislike of them? It happens to me from time to time and I’m hoping I’m not the only one. Maybe I’m just the only one willing to admit it. Surely not. When I do meet people like that, I try to be polite and just keep my distance. So, its not really a problem.
Then there’s those people that just run around doing all kinds of dirt to other people. They haven’t done anything to me, that I know of, but I’m not trying to get close to people like that either, but then they go and do something really nasty to someone you love. *sighs* Its really hard to keep my mouth shut in situations like that. I know I should trust the person who has been offended to take care of themselves and most of the time I do. However, in case I never mentioned it before…I happen to be human and with that comes some faults. I know, I know, you thought I was perfect. *laughs* Let me tell you now…there are times when its all I can do to keep myself in check. I’m not talking about threatening someone online. I’m talking about just reading a bitch like a book. Front to back, side to side, up and down…and I’ve been told on a few occasions my words can cut deeper than any knife. Having lost more than one friend in the past to my apparently razor sharp words I really don’t wanna wake up the devil in me.

releasing the demon

wearing: 
hair
.Shi x Messiah : Hair / Unisex . Common 2
headCATWA HEAD Kathy
eyes: CATWA Mesh Eyes Pack w/:Conviction: Viscous Eyes [HUD]
eyeshadow-SU!– Somber Eyeshadow +CATWA APPLIER+
lipstick: -SU!- The Matte Lip Essentials //Catwa BENTO//
skin: Glam Affair – Molly – Catwa Mesh Head Applier – Artic (*new* @ Arcade)
bodyMaitreya Mesh Body – Lara
tattoo.::Nanika::. Gaia tattoo Black (*new* @ Tres Chic)
piercing.:E.A.Eclipse:.  Nerfertiti Piercing Mouth

Phedora ~ Edwin body harness (*new* @ Somber)
S&P Like A Prayer – clamps black
[CX] Piton Pumps – Black ( Maitreya )

pose by Del May

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The Ugliest Thing I Could Find

So, the tie dye pattern on this Migle dress from United Colors reminded me of one of my favorite shirts when I was about 18. There’s actually a funny story about that shirt. My parents got divorced when I was 15, for the first year my mom cried almost every night. After that she went a little wild. She was going on trips quite regularly, but being the awesome mom that she was, she would always bring me a present. Being the mom with awful taste meant I wasn’t going to like it if it was clothing. Then lo and behold she returned from a trip with the most awesome looking black and white tie dyed shirt I had ever seen. It wasn’t even a tee shirt, it was like a wicked blouse! I was so shocked and happy. As I’m standing there hugging the shirt, then holding it up, then ripping off my current shirt to try it on, my mom is standing there laughing so hard she has tears running down her face. Naturally, I had to know what was so damn funny, right?
She wiped the tears from her face and asked if I really liked the shirt. I nodded profusely, “Yes! I love it, Momma! Thank you. I can’t believe you picked this out, though.”
She laughed again for a minute then said, “Well, you never like anything I pick out, so I just looked around the shop for the ugliest thing I could find. You’re welcome.”
Damn woman. We still have opposing taste in most things, but she’s gotten a lot better at picking out gifts over the years. *laughs* Even if she thinks they’re ugly.

shade

 

wearing: 
hair
Tableau Vivant \\ Caprice hair (*new* @ SL14)
headCATWA HEAD Kathy
bodyMaitreya Mesh Body – Lara
tattoo: .::Nanika::. Scarlet tattoo Black

UC_Migle_dress (*new* @ SouledOut)
fri. – Dora Sandals (*new* @ Uber)

pose by an lar [poses] The Betty Series (*new* @ Vintage Fair)

location…well, I can’t tell you that, it was at a friend’s beach…sorry, not sorry

Lost on the Dock

When I shot this photo my main objective was to show off some more of the amazing creations you’ll find at the Vintage Fair and various other events across the grid. Okay, done. Then I though about what to write and I spent over an hour on YouTube looking for the perfect song, but nothing quite resonated with the photo. So, I decided to just ramble. Yep, That’s right…I’m going to ramble on about absolutely nothing. How long will you read these words about me writing about nothing? *laughs* I can’t imagine you’ll last too long, unless you a glutton for meaningless words. My mind is just all over the place this morning and I can’t even settle on a topic. Its Friday and I have so much to do in both world that my my is just spinning with ideas, but none of them will land…so, that’s all. Yep, I’m all out of deep thoughts this morning. Hell, I can barely get a regular thought to sit still and there’s no time for a nap today. I wish you all a fantastic weekend though. ♥

dock of the bay

wearing: 
hair
[e] Mabel (*new* @ Vintage Fair)
headCATWA HEAD Kathy
bodyMaitreya Mesh Body – Lara
tattoo: .::Nanika::. Spring is coming White

MANIK QUEEN – Betty Babes Glasses – Plain (*new* @ Vintage Fair)
Cae :: Sydney :: Earrings (*new* @ FaMESHed)
Cae :: Sydney :: Bracelets (*new* @ FaMESHed)
#187# Summer Beach Bag – Marine
JIAN Countryside Collies :: Companion Pup Sable

Scandalize. Sandra. (*new* @ Vintage Fair)
fri. – Nellie Sandals (*new* @ Arcade)

BOAT: BBX – Mary

[pose was sort of a combination of the hold pose in the bag and my ao, just captured it at the right moment (after about 20 shots)…the location is a friend’s house, but the boat was on loan from another friend]

Most Girls

“You know some days you feel so good in your own skin
But it’s okay if you wanna change the body that you came in
‘Cause you look greatest when you feel like a damn queen
We’re all just playing a game in a way, trying to win at life”
Hailee Steinfeld – Most Girls

If you’re a girl, you’ve had to have heard it at least once in your life, “You’re not like most girls.” Of course, I’m not. We’re all different. There are some common factors though and I think that proves true in Second Life more than anywhere else, because in SL most girls want their avatar to be the epitome of beauty as they see it. Oh sure, there are lots of us looking around at other girls in SL thinking, “WTF?” Truth be told, they either love the way they look or they’re simply having fun with their avatar and probably change their avatars regularly. Even if we think an avatar is outdated with bling and/or flexi hair/clothes…a system body/head…perhaps those girls simply don’t like the look of mesh or maybe their computers can’t handle it. Its not for me to say and sure, I’m guilty of giggling with my friends about other avatars, but at the end of the day…who is to say they’re not giggling at us? I’m not trying to make anyone feel guilty for the giggles, so long as those giggles and remarks are kept among friends. I’m not even saying that I won’t do it anymore, because I know I will. What I am saying is that we all have something about our avatars that someone else doesn’t like, but so long as we’re happy with ourselves…our avatars…our representations in a virtual world…THAT is what matters the most, isn’t it? So, if you have a tall thin avatar that resembles an anorexic runway model in the real world, but you love it…good for you and don’t you let anyone change your mind about that. If you have the enormous boobs and butt with the itty bitty waist, but you love it…good. There’s enough body shaming in the real world. Don’t you dare let anyone tell you that your avatar isn’t right, if YOU love it. Now, if you don’t love it…might I suggest you peruse some blogs and create a look you will love? *grins* Oh, just go enjoy the song, do some shopping, and laugh…it is Friday after all…hell, have a drink or five. Live your life and stop worrying about what most girls and doing and be you. ♥

most girls

wearing:
hair
TRUTH / Rumor
headCATWA HEAD Kathy
bodyMaitreya Mesh Body – Lara
tattoo: .::Nanika::. Alexandra tattoo Black Maitreya
skirt{le fil casse} Lilith Skirt (*new* @ Somber)

pose by Foxcity (Cutiepie set)
BUENO-Onyx Hall (*new* @ Kustom9)

Dreams Are Strange

Dreams are indeed strange things. There have been endless studies done about them and yet, still they remain a mystery. There are so many theories surrounding their meanings, but no one has a factual answer. What bewilders me the most is how some will haunt you for days, weeks, months, or even years, especially the reoccurring ones. I still remember this one nightmare I used to have when I was between the ages of 10-12 yrs old. I remember a series of violent nightmares I had every night for two weeks a few years ago. Its not just nightmares, there are good dreams, too. I remember some of the strangest most fantastic dreams. While others escape me only moments after I wake up.

Then there are those times that you’re having one of those great dreams that you don’t want to end, but you wake up to go pee….you rush back to bed hoping to slip back into that dream to no avail. Yet, the nightmares….you wake up in a panic, overwhelmed with fear. You shake it off. You go back to sleep comforted by the idea of a new dream…or just maybe you won’t remember your dream, at all! But without fail, almost every time you find yourself right back in that same nightmare! Well, that’s what happens to me, at least.

Well, there’s nothing nightmarish about the Dreamer’s Sky set from unKindness at Gacha Garden. This is the stuff of good and fantastical dreams….and a great opportunity for some dreamtastic pictures! Yes, I made up that word, feel free to use it. *grins*

Dreams Are Strange

wearing:
hairMINA – Lara – (*new* @ Rewind)
head: CATWA HEAD Kathy
bodyMaitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skinGlam Affair – Felicity – Catwa Mesh Head Applier – Jamaica (*new* @ C88)
tattoo:  .::Nanika::. Alexandra tattoo Black (*new* @ ON9)

BUENO-Lingerie (*new* @ ROMP)
Phedora ~ Emily heels (*new* in Cutie Loot May)

pose by Bauhaus Movement

scene:
uK – Dreamer’s Sky Reverie Theater RARE (*new* @ Gacha Garden)
uK – Dreamer’s Sky Dreamy Fog (*new* @ Gacha Garden)
uK – Dreamer’s Sky Puddles Blue (*new* @ Gacha Garden)
uK – Dreamer’s Sky Slumber Circlet (*new* @ Gacha Garden)

Arguing With a Cat

There’s no trick and you won’t win. So, let’s get that out of the way right now. I’ve had cats my whole life, at every age. I’ve had cats from kittens until they died at 18yrs old. My cats are loved and always spoiled. Mr Mayhem is no exception. However, I’ve never had a cat quite like Mr Mayhem. He yells at me constantly. You see, he’s extremely vocal and the epitome of the cattitude. He comes in from outside early in the morning, he has to tell me all about his day. He wants me to ask questions and interact, all the while preparing his canned food. It almost feels like I’m having a conversation, but then he yells at me. His meows get so loud that I can’t hear myself think! If he wants to go back outside and no one has made a move for the door? Watch out…you know that gorgeous little bronze statue of The Thinker? Yeah, that got knocked right off the mantel and busted to shards. Why? Oh, because the humans decided that Mr Mayhem should stay inside that night. It was storming afterall. Ok, so the living room is off limits. I’ll close him up in the bedroom with me. He’ll eventually tire himself out and go to sleep, right? Well, yes, but just about an hour after I’ve fallen asleep he wakes up fully charged and ready to go! He’ll start small by climbing on shelves he knows he shouldn’t be on. He’ll knock a pen off the desk, maybe even the mouse. When that doesn’t work, he climbs the bookshelf that takes up an entire wall. Well, there are far too many fragile items on there and my favorite skulled coffee mug. It was huge and gorgeous and held all sorts of neat little things. But alas, that mug has met with Mr Mayhem and ultimately its doom Oh great, the little gangster cat is crying at the door right now. Oh that’s right, he’s so loud we can hear him in the house far from the front door….when he’s at that very door wanting to come in. *sighs* There is no arguing with this cat. I surrender. The human shall do his bidding. *goes off the let him in…and feed him…and discuss his adventures*

Meow!

wearing:
hair:   Lamb. Teenager (April Luxe Box)
head: CATWA HEAD Kathy
bodyMaitreya Mesh Body – Lara
tattoo:  .::Nanika::.Olga tattoo

.random.Matter. – Cermet Collar – Do Not Feed [Black] (*new* @ N21)
ChicModa // Kat T-Shirt Dress // BishBox April 2017

pose:  DelMay Ship shape-ly

backdrop: MINIMAL – Illusion II – *7* (*new* @ Epiphany)
Mutresse-Pissed off-Witty Cats

Make Up My Own

I miss having a vanity. I had them in every home for many years…then along came computers and I’ve rarely had room for both. So, the makeup found its way to the bathroom, crammed onto a shelf with all sorts of other things. Curling irons, blow dryers, hair brushes, and accessories found their way into a basket under the sink. While, I know this set from Fancy Decor was not necessarily intended to be a vanity, much like real life, I love creating something of my own with the creations of others. Even my desk in real life is actually a red wicked sided garden table. I love it so much and I found it at a thrift store for a steal of a price! So, that’s me…I make up my own things by using various items I find along the way as inspiration!

fixin to

wearing:
hairTRUTH HAIR AveryElena (April VIP gift)
head: CATWA HEAD Kathy
dimples: Izzie’s – Catwa Dimples Hud
lipstick: [PF] CATWA LIPSTICK Applier – Glossy Pout
bodyMaitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [IB-LAKSHMI]Rita-CATWA Mesh Head Applier Skin(*new* @ON9)
tattoo: .::Nanika::.Olga tattoo Black (*new* @ON9)

*AGATA* Angela tanktop (*new* @ON9)
*AGATA* Angela belt bra (*new* @ON9)
[Cynful] Bombshell Pants

pose: FOXCITY. Hair Days Bento Set (*new* @ON9)
scene:
Fancy Decor: Arrow Rug
!! Follow US !! Vintage beauty bucket
Fancy Decor: Lacquer Table (*new* @ Black Fair)
tres blah– Jolie – Makeup Organizer
Fancy Decor: Floor Lamp (glass & gold) (*new* @ Black Fair)
Fancy Decor: Circle Mirror (gold) (*new* @ Black Fair)
Fancy Decor: Luxe Console (black)
+Half-Deer+ Cutie Curling Iron – Silver
+Half-Deer+ Cutie Flat Iron – Silver
-tb- Vanity – Platter of Treasures
Fancy Decor: Wire Crystal Candle
-tres blah- Eclectic Collection – Makeup Bag
Quasi – Makeup Addict Clutter
-tb- Vanity – Brushes
-tres blah- Jolie – Vintage Bottle
Quasi – Opened Jewelry Box
NOMAD // Allergy Medicine (Rez)
Fancy Decor: Take Heart Frame
Fancy Decor: Leather Bench (gold) (*new* @ Black Fair)
:HAIKEI: where you’ve been /gacha {3}
AF Worn Luggage Bag
Garbaggio // Shoe Clutter White
Fancy Decor: Black and White Pillow
Fancy Decor: White and Black Pillow

Blue’s Angels

All three of us have been anxiously awaiting the final reveal of the newest and possibly the greatest creation from Blueberry yet….Breeanya! As the three of us stood there, posing while I sifted through windlights, we chatted about how much we loved the dress and several story ideas occurred to me, but alas I did not have the focus to full write one. However, I can’t help but share some of the ideas….mostly because of conversations we had.
There once was an angel named BooBooKittyFuck.  She thought she was better than all the other angels cuz in her words…she’s as “Angelic as fuck!”
Once upon a timie there were three angels that protected the gates to Heaven and it burned to the ground.
I love these two women and we had an absolute blast taking this picture. I certainly hope our humor hasn’t offended anyone and if it has….well, I apologize, but that’s who we are…we’re angels! I promise!!! *giggles and hides her crossed fingers behind her back*
Blue's Angels
left to right: Grace Sixpence, Sadystika Sabretooth, and Nikole “BooBooKittyFuck” Pizzaro

Grace:
hairLittle Bones – Elle
tattooBolson / Tattoo –  Bernard

Sady:
hairTRUTH HAIR Cheri  (*new* @ Uber)
tattoo.::Nanika::. India tattoo

Nik:
hair: Doux – Lorena
tattoo[White~Widow] Loving

We are all wearing:
Blueberry – Angelberry Halo, Wings, & Shoes
Blueberry – Breeanya

pose: oOo Chicks

It’s Oh So Quiet

“It’s oh so quiet
Shh shh
It’s oh so still
Shh shh
You’re all alone
Shh shh
And so peaceful until
You fall in love
Zing boom
The sky up above
Zing boom
Is caving in
Wow bam
You’ve never been so nuts about a guy
You want to laugh you want to cry
You cross your heart and hope to die”
Bjork It’s Oh So Quiet

secret3

It’s rather funny to me how relationship can really mark time in our lives…well for those of us that aren’t especially good at relationships anyway. I watch the people who fall in and out of love in SL, every other week and it makes me giggle. However, I kinda get it. For me it takes a little longer than a week or two to fall, much less get over it, but when it does hit me…its usually quite unexpected. I’ve never found love when I’m feeling lonely and go out “looking” to meet someone special. It has never happened that way for me at all. For one thing, I completely suck at flirting. The last time I tried to flirt with a guy I offered him a rape whistle as a joke. *facepalms*

secret2

The song talks about how quiet things are until you fall in love and how suddenly there’s noise and I think the same can be said about my attitude. I’m happier and lighter about things when I’m in love. I’m trouble either way, but who I torment with said trouble varies. Just ask my friends, they questioned the hell out of me when I started falling in love with Josh. “Who are you and what have you done with Sady?” Apparently, I’m all nice and stuff now. *laughs* They just dont’ realize I’m serving up all my trouble to Josh and he’s keeping a tally. Not sure why or what he plans to do with said “bill,” but he’s got quite a list. *snickers*

secret1

So, yeah, two days in a row you’ve seen me in pink. I totally blame Josh for making me all soft…I’ll be back with some hardcore stuff soon…I swear! Meanwhile, get out there and shop to your heart’s content, cuz there’s sooooo much good stuff just waiting to be on your avatar right now!!

wearing:
hair: Exile:: Morning Glory
head: CATWA HEAD Catya
eyes: CATWA Mesh Eyes w/-SU!– [CATWA & OMEGA HUD] Xenira Eyes ALL COLORS
eyeshadowIzzie’s – Catwa – Applier Dark Metallic Eyeshadow Hud
dimples: Izzie’s – Catwa Dimples Hud
lipstick: [PF] CATWA LIPSTICK Applier – Glossy Pout
bodyMaitreya Mesh Body – Lara
hands: -VA-VISTA BENTO
tatoo: ::Nanika::.Scarlet tattoo (*new* @ ON9)

**RE** Simone Heart Collar
**RE**
ReVoX Aros Couple Bracelet – Female
Noodles – Positivity Bangles : Pack Six
[FORMANAILS] BALLERINA -2
**RE** Luxy Rings Set (*new* @ Chapter Four)
[ kunst ] – Wire ring (left)

Elegance Boutique -Dress – Harness w/HUD ( Cosmopolitan)
Phedora ~ Teresa Boots pack (*new* @ VERSUS)

pose: Bauhaus Movement
backdrop: [Bad Unicorn] ‘Blanco’ Backdrop (*new* @TMD)

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