Talking Body

“Now if we’re talking body
Put it on me
If you love me right
We fuck for life
On and on and on
Now if we’re talking body
You got a perfect one
So put it on me
Swear it won’t take you long
If you love me right
We fuck for life
On and on and on”
~ Tove Lo – Talking Body

moonelixir&eudora salem ra fam

hair:  [RA] Debbie Hair (*new* @ FaMESHed)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [Glam Affair] Dee

Moon Elixir – Sabrina – Lara – Sweater (*new* @ Salem)
Moon Elixir – Sabrina – Lara – Thong (*new* @ Salem)
Eudora3D Lilith Heels&Stockings (*new* @ Salem)

*pose created live using AnyPose

FOXCITY. Photo Booth – Escape
SAYO – Vizcaya Garden Party Set – Floor Pillow


Dark Desire

As he passed her in the club, her gripped her wrist, pulling her in for a quick whisper, “Wait for me in the restroom.”
His voice was so deep and he smelled amazing. There was a fierceness in his eyes that was intimidating, but something about him drove her to follow his instructions. She did as she was told and waited, craving the mystery man and the darkness he would bring.

darkness calls

hair:  Tableau Vivant \\ Elly hair
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: DeeTaleZ *Appliers* CATWA Head “Myra”
AsteroidBox. Tiresias Wraps – Black
Moon Elixir – Coven – 6 – Maitreya – Arm Wraps – Charcoal
: CULT : Dark Side Rings (F) Silver (*new* for Go by FaMESHed)
#4~Nerido~ Margarita String (Maitreya)-Black (*new* @ Epiphany)
29 Kaithleen’s Beach Gacha Dress – Maitreya Black Fishnet RARE (*new* @ Epiphany)
pose: an lar [poses] The Altered Series
KraftWork Wick’s Bathroom (*new* @ Vanity Event)

Ready or Not

So, it’s been a few years since I started a year single and I have to say that its definitely been interesting. I’ve had a variety of people approach me. I’ve gotten to the point where I just ask them some basic questions so I know where to file these people. Let’s face it, first impressions are a bitch. It’s actually really strange, because I’m quickly figuring out that I don’t have time for a relationship. I’ve met guys that can’t carry a conversation to save their lives. I’ve met guys that are far far far too young for me. I’m sorry, but age is more than a number and I know that to be true from my own experiences. I’ve met guys that tell me straight out, they want a fuck buddy or booty call. *laughs* While I appreciate them cutting to the chase with me, it tends to make me giggle. I have two mottos:

1. I do what I want.
2. So goes life.

So, ready or not, I’m hitting the grid with no agendas. I love talking to new people, but I don’t necessarily mesh with everyone. You just might run into bouncing around the grid from time to time, don’t be afraid to say hi….I only murder innocent people. And no, I’m not gonna fuck you just cuz you got cute pixels, but I might take your picture. *winks*


Ready or not, here I come, you can’t hide
Gonna find you and take it slowly
You can’t run away
From these styles I got, oh baby, hey baby
Cause I got a lot, oh yeah
And anywhere you go
My whole crew’s gonna know baby, hey baby

hair:  pr!tty – Demy
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
OLQINU : visual mask <thug>  (Feb PocketGacha)
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: [theSkinnery] Saska
Moon Elixir – Coven – 6 – Maitreya – Arm Wraps – Charcoal
.:E.A.Studio:.Obsess Claw Maitreya
[Cynful] Dream Babe Bodysuit (*new* Mainstore)

pose: FOXCITY. Breather VOL1 Animated Pose Set (*new* @ N21)
FOXCITY. Photo Booth – Urban Jungle (*new* @ N21)

Sleeping Beauty

Alright, so do we even want to get into the whole evil step mother thing again? What’s with these fairy tale dads marrying these psychotic women, anyway. Let’s face it. These days, this girl hooked up with some asshole from the internet, got roofied and stashed in a room. Men came by, paid the abductor to have sex with the sleeping beauty.  However, as much as I like to sleep. I’d be down with sleeping until my perfect man came along waking me up with a kiss. Then again, do I really want to wake up to some stranger kissing me? Can you just imagine the morning breathe on someone that’s been asleep that long? Exactly how long was she sleeping? Cuz I’m thinking she’d require some feeding tubes, diapers, etc. This does not paint a pretty picture.
Supposedly, she pricks her finger on a needle, right? C’mon, you know that bitch OD’d on heroin. Her prince charming was probably another junkie trying to find her kit, see if she had any drugs on her that he could steal. She wakes up, high as hell, in her haze, she decides he’s cute….its fate. These morons fall in love and live happily high on heroin until they OD at 28. You know these fairy tale characters all die young, right? Cuz happily ever after is only going to last a few years. That’s my version of the story and I’m sticking to it. *laughs*

I see you

hair:  DOUX – Britney hairstyle
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: Glam Affair –  Catwa Applier – Clara – America 02
[Atomic] Kitten Collar
Moon Elixir – Rich Girl – Coat – Snow
Vinyl – Moko Club Dress Pak – White
[Gos ] Rihanna Perforated Boots (*new* @ Uber)

pose:  FOXCITY. Milk Bath VOL2 Bento Pose Set

anxiety  %lunacy
:CP: Vetur Chaise

Winter is Here

Winter is here and its time to find creative way to get warm. In RL, I have the perfect blanket. I actually love wrapping up in it completely naked, because its the softest furry blanket I’ve ever owned. It’s a king sized as well, so I can slip down into it and be completely immersed in its warmth. In SL, this isn’t really much of a concern, so we can LOOK hot rather than worrying about actual temperatures. There’s no shortage of fur coats and jackets this season, even fur bikinis like this one. And if the holidays have you feeling down, there’s plenty of retail therapy on grid. I promise it works!!

snow white

hair: ::Bold & Beauty:: Hair :: Winx.
head: CATWA HEAD Lilly
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
SU!– Oksana Eyeshadow
SU!– Agatha Lipstick Nudes (*new* @ Shiny Shabby)
skin: DeeTaleZ  “Merrylu” Mixedtype
Kibitz – Bitch necklace
Schadenfreude Tear Dermal Piercing,la passionnee
SU!– Bento Piercing Set 03 Nose Rings
Moon Elixir – Rich Girl – Coat – Snow (*new* @ District20)
Moon Elixir – Rich Girl – Bikini – Snow (*new* @ District20)

pose: Foxcity Fixated Set
FOXCITY. Lucid Dreaming – Black/Red

What’s Your Poison (part 4)

“Mr Skytower, would you like a reading while you wait?”

He opened his eyes to see Sady standing beside a table in yet another change of clothes, only this time she seemed different. Less playful than before, definitely more serious. He wondered what he was waiting for exactly and had he fallen asleep? He’d only meant to rest his eyes.

“You’re quite strange. You have been asleep for over an hour and you’re waiting for your friend to retrieve you. How have you forgotten a call you made only an hour ago?” She tilted her head and looked at him as though he were the odd one in the conversation.

I’m strange? He looks around at the bottles of potions and ingrediants, candles, oija boards, tarot cards, and crystal balls. He chuckles to himself and stands up.

“Yes, you ARE strange, quite strange. Now would you like a reading? Perhaps I can tell you something useful about your future. Please, have a seat, ” she motioned to the table once more.
He shrugged, “Why not, Sady? Its obvious you can read my mind, so don’t bother telling me about my past.” He amused himself as he sat down in the chair, he crossed his arms and slumped back. He had never believed in any of this nonsense in the past and he wasn’t about to start now.

Sady pulled a medium sized crystal ball from a cabinet and sat opposite of him. Reaching across the table, she place her palm on his arm for a brief moment. He felt a slight electrical charge when she did and he pulled away. She gave him a discerning look then ran her hand over the crystal ball.

Her eyes grew wide as she peered into the glass. She looked up and opened her mouth to speak….a very loud horn began to blare into his ears. Closing his eyes tight, he covered his ears with his hands, “MAKE IT STOP!! MAKE IT STOP!!” His head was pounding and he felt an intense pressure against his chest. Realizing he was leaning forward, he sat up straight and the noise stopped.

He slowly took his hands from his ears and heard nothing but wind in the trees and crickets. He slowly opened his eyes, but everything was so dark. He rubbed his eyes. What the hell? Where am I? He looked around and realized he was sitting in his car. How the…? What the…? As his eyes adjusted to the darkness, it dawned on him that he had fallen asleep at the wheel. Thank God, I didn’t hit a tree! He chuckled nervously at himself, “That was quite a dream!”


or was it?

little bones.  Xia
Glam Affair – Kelly Applier ( Catwa  ) America (*new* @ Salem)
Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
[The Forge] Braided Hex Harness
~ChicModa~ Ana Top (*new* @You.Gacha)
Moon Elixir – Serpentis Masquerade – 2 – Lara – RARE Corset  (*new* @ Memento.Mori)
~ChicModa~ Ana Leather Skirt (*new* @You.Gacha)
**RE** Aeternum Female Bracelet – Serina.Boots (*new* @ Salem)

NOMAD // Gothic Candelabra
DRD MS – Mega Spell Center (*new* @ Memento.Mori)
BUENO– Marcos Muertos- Gentleman
floorplan. antique telephone gacha / black
NOMAD // Small Gothic Table
{anc} Looking-glass. {oval mirrors}  (*new* @ Salem Gacha Gallows)
DRD MS – Fortune Telling Table  (*new* @ Memento.Mori)
Maxi Gossamer – H&G – Curtains (*new* @ FaMESHed)



You tell me that you’re ready but you just don’t know
My eyes are getting heavy and it’s starting to show
Never seen it coming, never seen a thing
Maybe I’ll get through what’s ever coming to me
~Kodaline’s “Ready

Sometimes we just have to walk up the line we thought we’d never cross and just step forward. Whether that line is the edge of something new or walking away from something that’s holding us back. Scariest of all, is that the line might just be one of the biggest gambles of our life. We have to follow our hearts and let ourselves step up to that edge.

I’m staring at such an edge right now and wondering whether or not I’m truly ready. Is it worth the gamble? Is it really a gamble at all? I’m risking the unknown if I cross that line. I’m asking myself over and over am I ready for the absolute worst consequences. What’s coming my way if I go…right over that line? I can’t know unless I’m willing to cross it.


One thing I know for sure? I’m ready for a change. I’ve let other people determine too many limits in my life and I just can’t keep letting that continue. Its time for me to take charge of my life and do what I believe is right for me…even if that means it might hurt someone I love. *sighs*

ready (back view)
=DeLa*= Mesh Hair “Barbie” (*new* @Crossroads)
MG – Necklace – Alysia Choker Strand Pearls – Back
Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
tattoo: Roses Skull Back [CAROL G]
*MUKA* Arm Strap
**RE** Zaria Bracelets
Moon Elixir – Crystal Heart – RARE 1 – Maitreya – Bra (*new* @Crystal Heart)
Moon Elixir – Crystal Heart – 14 – Maitreya – Onyx Skirt (*new* @Crystal Heart)
Moon Elixir – Crystal Heart – 18 – Maitreya – Onyx Panties (*new* @Crystal Heart)
*MUKA* Leg Strap
#EMPIRE – Cosmos (*new* @Crystal Heart)

poses: an lar [poses] The Still Series (*new* @Crossroads)
chair[ zerkalo ] Handcuff Chair – Leather

The Edge

The Edge… there is no honest way to explain it because the only people who really know where it is are the ones who have gone over. Hunter S. Thompson
on the edg4
enVOGUE HAIR – Gisselle
**{FORMANAILS}**Accessoires – MAITREYA – Rings-2
.4 [ kunst ] – Septum Keeper
:BAMSE: Skull Cane – Darkness (*NEW* at Cosmopolitan)
[NikotiN]    Rainbow_Black  RARE
Moon Elixir – Coven – 6 – Maitreya – Arm Wraps – Charcoal (*NEW* at The Fantasy Gacha Carnival)
Moon Elixir – Coven – 15 – Maitreya – Shirt – White (*NEW* at The Fantasy Gacha Carnival)
Moon Elixir – Coven – 12 – Maitreya – Shorts – Charcoal (*NEW* at The Fantasy Gacha Carnival)
_CandyDoll_ Maya Shoes – Maitreya Lara – RARE
on the edge1

on the edge2

on the edge3

pose: DelMay – Avalanche
photos taken at Ironwood Hills

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