Learn To Let Go

Kesha – Learn To Let Go

Been a prisoner of the past
Had a bitterness when I looked back
Was telling everyone it’s not that bad
‘Til all my shit hit the fan
I know I’m always like
Telling everybody, “You don’t gotta be a victim
Life ain’t always fair, but hell is living in resentment
Choose redemption, your happy ending’s up to you”
I think it’s time to practice what I preach
Exorcise the demons inside me
Whoa, gotta learn to let it go
The past can’t haunt me if I don’t let it
Live and learn and never forget it
Whoa, gotta learn to let it go
Had a boogeyman under my bed
Putting crazy thoughts inside my head
Always whispering, “It’s all your fault”
He was telling me, “No, you’re not that strong”
I know I’m always like
Telling everybody, “You don’t gotta be a victim
Life ain’t always fair, but hell is living in resentment
Choose redemption, your happy ending’s up to you”
So I think it’s time to practice what I preach
Exorcise the demons inside me
Whoa, gotta learn to let it go
The past can’t haunt me if I don’t let it
Live and learn and never forget it
Whoa, gotta learn to let it go
Hey-eh-eh-eh, yeah
Hey-eh-eh-eh, yeah
Learn to let go, learn to let go
Hey-eh-eh-eh, yeah
Hey-eh-eh-eh, yeah
Learn to let go, learn to let go
I’m done reliving my bad decisions
I see now maybe there’s a reason
Why, I, I, I, I, I, I been through hell and back
Yeah, honestly, it’s what made me who I am
Holding on to wasted time
Gotta learn to let go in life
So I think it’s time to practice what I preach
Exorcise the demons inside me
Whoa, gotta learn to let it go
The past can’t haunt me if I don’t let it
Live and learn and never forget it
Whoa, gotta learn to let it go
Hey-eh-eh-eh, yeah
Hey-eh-eh-eh, yeah
Learn to let go, learn to let go
Hey-eh-eh-eh, yeah
Hey-eh-eh-eh, yeah
Learn to let go, learn to let go

moods of the moon

wearing:
hair: #Foxy – Morgana Hair
head: CATWA HEAD Lilly
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
[MANDALA]MILKY WAY CHOKER/polly white
LYBRA . XL STILETTO NAILS
**RE** Luxy Rings
Scandalize. Milena.  (*new* @ WinterTrend)
N-core BIANCA (*new* @ WinterTrend)
JIAN Santa’s Samoyeds 1. Adult Companion RARE (*new*@ Arcade)

pose: Foxcity Sweet Tooth set

scene:
FOXCITY. KPOP STAR – RARE1 – White Wolf
E.V.E {Chained to You} LOVE Ice & Light [RARE]

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This is the Time

I am hurting so much right now and I’m not ready to write about. I’m not sure I ever will, but until I can write my own words…I give you the words and music of those that I relate to. ♥ Blog credits are below the picture, as always. Thank you in advance for you patience and understanding.

Nothing More – This Is The Time

When did we become these sinking stones?
When did we build this broken home?
Holding each other like ransom notes
Dropping our hearts to grip our brother’s throat
You can’t see because you don’t know
You’re caught below, beneath your own shadow
Stuck inside, half alive
Do you ever stop to ask yourself why?
Close your mind, identify
Do you feel, do you feel?
Do you call this a life?
All you waited for
Drowning just to keep score
We always start with good intentions
But lose ourselves along the way
This is the time that we let it go
These are the words that will take us home
Singing the song that’s inside us all
If we don’t open our eyes we’re walking blind
Anchored in anger, we exile ourselves
Bitter blood builds our prison cell
Darker water now fills our lungs
The depths of our heart have blacked the sun
You can’t see because you don’t know
You’re caught below, beneath your own shadow
Stuck inside, half alive
Do you ever stop to ask yourself why?
Close your mind, identify
Do you feel, do you feel?
Do you call this a life?
All you waited for
Drowning just to keep score
We always start with good intentions
But lose ourselves along the way
This is the time that we let it go
These are the words that will take us home
Singing the song that’s inside us all
If we don’t open our eyes we’re walking blind
Naked we come, naked we leave
Fools we are, to hold tightly
We are the jail, we are the key
We are free, we are free
This is the time that we let it go
These are the words that will take us home
Singing the song that’s inside us all
If we just open our eyes
This is the time that we let it go
This is the pain we are forced to know
Singing the song that’s inside
Inside us all, inside us all
Walking Blind

dreaming of dragons

wearing:
hair:  Tableau Vivant \\ Cindy
horns: Decoy – Dragon Temptress Gacha: #14 Horns Polar
head: CATWA HEAD Lilly
eyebrows: Bossie. alice eyebrows [catwa]
eyes: –SU!- Ekrabetha Eyes Fatpack
tears: CURELESS [+] Dragon Tears (v.1)
nose jewelry: AZOURY – Ange Earring Nose White
ears: ^^Swallow^^ Ears Elf
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: DeeTaleZ *Appliers* CATWA Head “Merrylu” Nordic (*new* @ Uber)
=Zenith=Leather Belt Gloves
LYBRA . XL STILETTO NAILS
UC_Sicrets_outfit (*new* @ FaMESHed)
#1 Dragon Brothers + texture hud {egosumaii} RARE

pose created using AnyPose

location: Winter Moon

Heart of Glass

Tiger Lion – Heart Of Glass (cold cover)

Once I had a love and it was a gas
Soon turned out had a heart of glass
Seemed like the real thing, only to find
Mucho mistrust, love’s gone behind
Once I had a love and it was divine
Soon found out I was losing my mind
It seemed like the real thing but I was so blind
Mucho mistrust, love’s gone behind
In between
What I find is pleasing and I’m feeling fine
Love is so confusing there’s no peace of mind
If I fear I’m losing you it’s just no good
You teasing like you do
Once I had a love and it was a gas
Soon turned out had a heart of glass
Seemed like the real thing, only to find
Mucho mistrust, love’s gone behind
Lost inside
Adorable illusion and I cannot hide
I’m the one you’re using, please don’t push me aside
We coulda made it cruising, yeah
Yeah, riding high on love’s true bluish light
In between
What I find is pleasing and I’m feeling fine
Love is so confusing there’s no peace of mind
If I fear I’m losing you it’s just no good
You teasing like you do

frozen heart

wearing:
hair:  MINA – Alexa  (*new* @ FaMESHed)
crown: The Annex  – Moon Child Crown (*new* @ Tannenbaum)
head: CATWA HEAD Lilly
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: DeeTaleZ *Appliers* CATWA Head “Merrylu” Nordic (*new* @ Uber)
tattoo: [White~Widow] Caravage – White
Amala – The Kylie Choker – Thick
CURELESS [+] The Twelfth Night / Alpine Fur / PURE
LYBRA . Ara Babyblue  (*new* @ FaMESHed)
**RE** Luxy Rings Set
LYBRA . XL STILETTO NAILS
glass heart custom made

pose: GingerFish Poses – Yuletide (*new* @ Darkness Monthly)

scene created with:
Enchanted Woods V2 from Studio Skye
T-Spot Winter Tree w/ Lights – White
JIAN :: Arctic Fox Collection
Botanical – Complete Decorative Light Set
{anc} cracked glass (cloud)

Deva’s Question

I have to admit I was a bit nervous when I did the post, “Dangerous Proposition.” For one thing, I wasn’t sure if anyone would even read the post, much less comment with a suggestion. While there hasn’t been a great deal of responses, I did get enough to keep me writing a bit longer. Today, I’m going to attempt to answer Deva Westland. She said, “You know… one thing I would ask you, blog wise… is kind of that “What would you say to your younger self” thing. I know you gave excellent advice to new bloggers the other month, but is there anything you have learned about yourself, or SL/ your SL through blogging which has been interesting?”
Leave it to Deva to ask me such a loaded question. The problem with talking to myself in the past is that the younger me wouldn’t listen. She never did. I still don’t. I try to, I promise I do, but I’m a student of Hard Knocks. The most valuable lessons in my life have been learned the hardest way possible. I’ve learned a lot more about photography and a good bit about promoting my blog. I’ve learned to become a blog manager and that I actually love being a blog manager as if not more than blogging itself. I just love seeing how creative people can be and I’m blown away by some of the talent. It really does show when a blogger loves what they do vs a blogger that clearly does blogging for free stuff and attention. That’s about as clear of an answer as I can give, Devalicious. I’m not sure if I did your question justice, but I tried. ♥

blue xmas

wearing:
hair:  .Olive. the Merry Hair (*new* @ Tannenbaum)
head: CATWA HEAD Lilly
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
LYBRA . Soft Coat Blue  (*new* @ Tannenbaum)
Blueberry – Cake Leggings
N-core ABBY (*new* @ District 20)
JIAN Portable Purritos 4. Grey (*new* @ Arcade)

pose: Foxcity Me Time Set

scene:
.gypsy heart. Festive Backdrops – Snowy Cliff (*new* @ Tannenbaum)
:CP: Vetur Twinkling Stars (*new* @ Uber)
Trompe Loeil – Hammered Silver Sleigh (*new* @ FaMESHed)
Fancy Decor: Wire Tree (silver)  (*new* @ Tannenbaum)
Fancy Decor: Tree Decorations 2 (*new* @ Tannenbaum)

Tis the Season

Tis the season for all things Christmas, regardless of your religious beliefs or lack thereof. We are being bombarded with Christmas decor. However, now that Halloween and Thanksgiving have passed, I’m ready for it. I don’t really celebrate it in RL, but I do so love decorating and being festive in SL and there’s no better time than now to grab all the Christmas goodies. Tannenbaum is official open and there’s an abundance of gorgeous items for your home, your yard, and your lovely little mesh bodies. Here’s a sample and be sure to keep watching as there will be lots more posts filled with Tannenbaum goodies coming your way. ♥

in the spirit

wearing:
hair:  TRUTH Farryn (*new* @ Uber)
head: CATWA HEAD Tala
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
Astralia – Waiting for Holidays Headpiece (*new* @ Tannenbaum)
EF: Communique Necklace
**RE** Luxy Rings Set
LYBRA . HAZEL (*new* @ Sad November)
[Gos] Boutique – Bianca Pumps (*new* @ Uber)

pose: Foxcity Wild & Free Set

scene:
.gypsy heart. – Festive Backdrops – Ornaments (*new* @ Tannenbaum)
Botanical – Douglas Fir Christmas Tree for Tannenbaum
{Imeka} Kawaii Christmas Ornaments- 3 (*new* @ Tannenbaum)
{Imeka} Kawaii Christmas Ornaments- 7 (*new* @ Tannenbaum)
[Black Bantam] Puppies Under The Tree Gacha Set (*new* @ Tannenbaum)

Crazy Cat Lady

One of the many aspects of Second Life that I adore is that you can be an animal hoarder and not be judged. You can have as many cats, dogs, cows, horses, pigs, hamsters, birds, whatever as you want and your house doesn’t stink. They don’t make a mess and no one reports you to the authorities for running a puppy mill! See? It’s perfectly fine for me to be a crazy cat lady in SL and still be hot as hell!

crazy cat lady

wearing:
hair: =DeLa*= Mesh Hair “Adelia” (*new* @ Uber)
head: CATWA HEAD Tala
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
[White~Widow] Invictus II – Cat (*new* @ Uber)
LYBRA . COZY HEADPHONES (November PocketGacha)
UC_innocence_dress (*new* @ Uber)
LYBRA . COZYCATS TIGHTS (November PocketGacha)
LYBRA . COZYCATS HEELS  (November PocketGacha)

pose: Foxcity. Dance Set

scene:
FOXCITY. Lucid Dreaming – Black
+Half-Deer+ Catface Rug
LYBRA . Cozy Couch Black (November PocketGacha)
tres blah– Eclectic Collection – Cat Face Pillow
JIAN Kitten Collection :: *FaMESHED Bonus* Sitting Kitten
JIAN Curious Kitties :: Gacha Garden Birthday Present
JIAN Curious Kitties :: Snail Plant RARE
JIAN Kitten Scratching Post

PMS & Fluffy Ducks

Alright, so my best friend, Grace Sixpence, suggested a rather odd topic in response to my “Dangerous Proposition” post.  She requested “fluffy ducks and period pains, all in the one post please!” Then she laughed, because not only does she know I’ll do it, but she knows its going to be weird. It actually made me wonder about ducks and their periods. You see, a friend of mine offered up a very enlightening video a couple of years ago that taught me things about ducks that I’m not sure I ever wanted to know. However, here I am in the know….let me share the video with you: True Facts About The Duck
Go on, have a watch, then come back and we’ll discuss PMS & Fluffy Ducks.

Now, assuming you’ve watched the video, you know now all about the corkscrew “parts” and Grace brought up period pains. I cannot help but wonder if these fluffy little ducks have PMS or cramping. If they do, can you just imagine that pain spiraling along your insides like some sort of demonic roller-coaster? I know that when I’m cramping, if a so called fluffy duck were to cross my path, I’d probably ring its neck as I don’t particularly care for ducks to begin with.

There you have it, you’ve been educated and scarred for life. You can thank Grace for that. *nods & giggles*

PMS and fluffy ducks

wearing:
hair:  [RA] Sam Hair – (*new* @ FaMESHed)
head: CATWA HEAD Tala
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
[Cynful] Fuzzy Cardigan (*new* @ FaMESHed)
LYBRA . Farrah (*new* @ Uber)

pose: Foxcity Bad Kitty Vol 2 Set
Paparazzi – BACKDROP – Apartment Fire Escape – purple+pink

Dark Nights

I’m in a weird mood and the song below, not to mention the video, just kinda sums it up. So, enjoy the titties, the music, and have a great day…lol.

Dorothy – Dark Nights

Don’t send me no angel
This city’s too cold
‘Cause I need a man with a black heart of gold
Whoa-oh-oh-ooh
Don’t give me no lover
If he ain’t got the stones
‘Cause I need a man who will fight for his own
Whoa-oh-oh-ooh

I’ve seen dark nights
Whoa-oh dark nights
But only the darkest light can deliver my love
Whoa-oh-oh-oh
I’ve seen dark nights
Whoa-oh dark nights
But only the darkest light can deliver my soul
Whoa-oh-oh-oh
Whoa-oh-oh-oh

Can’t take the fire (can’t take the fire)
‘Til you’ve fallen from grace (whoa-oh-oh-ooh)
‘Cause I need a man, a man who’s got blood on his hands
And the truth on his face

I’ve seen dark nights
Whoa-oh dark nights
But only the darkest light can deliver my love
Whoa-oh-oh-oh
I’ve seen dark nights
Whoa-oh dark nights
But only the darkest light can deliver my soul
Whoa-oh-oh-oh
Whoa-oh-oh-oh
Dark nights
Dark nights

Well I’ve seen dark nights
Whoa-oh dark nights
But only the darkest light can deliver my soul
Whoa-oh-oh
Whoa-oh-oh-oh
Whoa-oh-oh
Whoa-oh-oh-oh

dark night

wearing:
hair:  MINA – Vivian (*new* @ Shiny Shabby)
head: CATWA HEAD Tala
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
..::ILLI::.. Bento Damaged Wings (*new* @ 4Mesh)
LYBRA . WRAP ME UP  (November ROMP)
JIAN :: Bat Collection

pose by Foxcity

Car Wash

Ugh, washing my car, that’s something I haven’t done in ages. It desparately needs to at least go through a good car wash. I don’t really have a place to wash it, as I live in a condo, and there’s no place to do that here. There’s a nice little car spa down the road, but that’s $30 plus a tip that I’d really rather spend elsewhere. I love my car, don’t get me wrong. That’s why I’ve kept it for so long. Poor Hodgey P, really deserves to better care. Don’t misunderstand, he’s not filthy, just normal not so shiny pretty. Plus, he’s almost 12yrs old. Yes, my car is a boy and he has a name. Don’t judge me! Ok, well, you can, but keep it to yourself. I already know I’m crazy, I don’t need you to tell me. *laughs* Maybe I’ll get him detailed in the spring. *nods*

Something old something new

wearing:
hair:  [RA] Nancy Hair (*new* @ Hairology)
head: CATWA HEAD Tala
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
[White~Widow] Altar – Black
(Yummy) Dark Magic Ring Set (*new* @ C88)
LYBRA . XL STILETTO NAILS
Scandalize. Anashara. (*new* @ FaMESHed)
[Gos] Boutique – Cassie Pumps (*new* @ FaMESHed)

pose Foxcity Show Off set
Astrallia – Pin up life backgrounds (Sexy car wash) (*new* @ REWIND)

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