One of the most tragic things I know about human nature is that all of us tend to put off living. We are all dreaming of some magical rose garden over the horizon instead of enjoying the roses that are blooming outside our windows today. ~Dale Carnegie
foundation hair: tram K0825 hair @ C88 head: LeLUTKA Avalon head skin: [Glam Affair] Meryl Skin [Lelutka EvoX] @ C88 body: [LEGACY] Meshbody Perky body skin: VELOUR: The “Ipanema Body” for Legacy (Chantilly)
It’s been seven hours and fifteen days
Since you took your love away
I go out every night and sleep all day
Since you took your love away
Since you’ve been gone I can do whatever I want
I can see whomever I choose
I can eat my dinner in a fancy restaurant
But nothing
I said nothing can take away these blues
Will the faithful be rewarded
When we come to the end
Will I miss the final warning
From the lie that I have lived
Is there anybody calling
I can see the soul within
And I am not worthy
I am not worthy of this
Are you with me after all
Why can’t I hear you
Are you with me through it all
Then why can’t I feel you
Stay with me, don’t let me go
Because there’s nothing left at all
Stay with me, don’t let me go
Until the Ashes of Eden fall
~ Breaking Benjamin – Ashes of Eden
Wish I could’ve found the words to say Wish I could’ve given what you gave ‘Cause we could’ve loved, we could’ve been something But not if I’m brokenAnd I know that you love me but I don’t think I’m ready Found me in a bottle Oh, I thought I needed someone I could run to Oh, run to, oh But I need healing I need healing ~ Arlissa – Healing
She’s just a girl, and she’s on fire Hotter than a fantasy, longer like a highway She’s living in a world, and it’s on fire Feeling the catastrophe, but she knows she can fly away Oh, she got both feet on the ground And she’s burning it down Oh, she got her head in the clouds And she’s not backing down This girl is on fire ~ Alicia Keys – Girl on Fire
This world keeps spinning faster Into a new disaster so I run to you I run to you baby And when it all starts coming undone Baby you’re the only one I run to I run to you We run on fumes Your life and mine Like the sands of time Slippin’ right on through And our love’s the only truth That’s why I run to you ~ Lady Antebellum – I Run to You
Sady is wearing: hair:DOUX – Eden hairstyle @ Dubai head:LeLUTKA Erin Head body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2) skin: [Glam Affair] Beatriz Skin [Lelutka] @ C88
I’m in an ungodly amount of pain that is shooting through my hip, down my right leg and up my back. I have no idea what it is, but I suspect I need a hip replacement or I have a broken pelvis. Surprisingly, this is one of those things that I’d walk around with not knowing how bad it is until a doctor tells me. That’s how it was with my knees. I knew they hurt like hell, but I had no idea how bad they were until a doctor told me. He was actually surprised that I was still walking. However, the pain I’m experiencing now usually happens while I’m sleeping and it wakes me up in an awful state. I involuntarily scream out in pain, which stirs the animals, and has twice woken up my mother. On top of that, I seem to be stuck in this bizarre nightmare repeat. It’s like having a movie on repeat. I keep trying to change the outcome, but I only alter the path to the ending which segues perfectly back to the beginning. To make matters worse, the dream has Jason Momoa in it, but he’s absolutely terrifying! What kind of hell am I in?
This is my sister from another mister and has quickly become one of my best friends. After hanging out almost daily for well over 6 months now, we made it official. I now have two sisters in Second Life. We’ve already been though some ups & downs and I’m happy to report that we worked it out like adults! The secret to a great friendship is communication and the willingness to confront uncomfortable situations head on. Ok, I’ll admit…we might need to walk away for a minute or a day, then regroup. The point is, we always come back with open arms, open hearts, and tons of laughter.
Sady is wearing: hair:DOUX – Eden hairstyle @ Dubai head:LeLUTKA Erin Head body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2) skin: [Glam Affair] Beatriz Skin [Lelutka] @ C88
lashes: [POUT!] Kelly – Eye lash collection @ Belle eyes: [Heaux] Poppy Eyes – Essentials #5 ears: ^^Swallow^^ Charm Ears
I don’t need diamonds, no sparkly things
‘Cause you can’t buy this a-feeling
Nothing lights my fire or wraps me up, baby, like you do
Just want a cozy, a cozy little Christmas here with you
~ Katy Perry – Cozy Little Christmas
With any luck, this will be the last picture edited without the use of Photoshop. I’m taking that break I mentioned before and I’m working on learning some new techniques. I’m using Black Dragon to take the photos and I’m using Photoshop to edit. This is going to be a huge change for me, so it might even seem like my photos are getting worse before they get better. I certainly hope they don’t get worse and obviously, that isn’t the goal, but that’s how it goes sometimes, isn’t it? Take time away from any of my blogging obligations is going to be difficult enough as it is…I don’t know how NOT to blog anymore. So, yes, you will still see some stuff from me, but probably not two or three posts a day. *laughs* I just don’t have the time that I once had, not to mention that I want to make this about quality, instead of quantity. Wish me luck and feel free to contact me privately with any feedback you might have. I can handle constructive criticism. I promise.♥
hair: MINA – Enora @ Arcade
head: GENUS Project – Genus Head – Baby Face
body: Legacy
skin: [Glam Affair] Hanna Applier [ Genus ] @ Uber