I’ve never understood why someone’s past matters to someone that wasn’t even part of it. If you didn’t kill someone or molest a child or torture animals, I just don’t think it should matter. Who cares how many people someone dated or fucked or almost married? Why should any of that matter to someone that’s not been part of your life until now? I’ve heard so many people, especially men, just lose their shit over the amount of lovers someone’s had in their past. What I don’t understand is why? A woman can push a baby from her vagina and still remain tight. So, there’s no stretching of the vagina that comes from having multiple dicks up in it. We bathe. We move forward. We hopefully recover from trauma, both mental and physical. So, why is it some ridiculous bother? I don’t care how many lovers someone I’m with has had in the past. I prefer the “don’t ask” rule, but if you do ask, be prepared for the worst answer you can imagine. If you’re not prepared for that, then don’t ask. No one in the past matters. If they did, they wouldn’t be in the past.
foundation hair: tram K1108 hair @ C88 head: LeLUTKA Lake Head 3.1 head skin: [Glam Affair] Alice Skin [Lelutka EvoX] @ C88 body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.4) body skin: VELOUR: The “Ipanema Body” for Legacy
fashion Orsini Jewelry RACHEL Ring Bento dust bunny . maple market bouquet Just BECAUSE Reagan Dress @ FaMESHed
(please put me to bed and turn down the light) fold down your hands give me a sigh put down your lies lay down next to me don’t listen when I scream bury your doubts and fall asleep find out I was just a bad dream let the bed sheet soak up my tears and watch the only way out disappear don’t tell me why kiss me goodbye for neither ever nor never goodbye neither ever nor never goodbye
foundation hair: tram I0710 hair head: LeLUTKA Erin Head 3.1 head skin: [Glam Affair] Gaia Skin [Lelutka EvoX] @ K9 body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.4) body skin: VELOUR: The “Ipanema Body” for Legacy
I want to say right up front that I am not an official Lelutka Blogger, so all the heads I have purchased myself, with the exception of two that were bought for me, by my beautiful sisters, Kess and Sassy. However, like many people on the grid I will use whatever resources I can to acquire things as quickly as possible. Thus, I acquired the new Gaia head and played with it straight away. To my immediate surprise, I discovered that this head came with THREE sets of ears. There’s the basic human ears that are already attached to the head. There are the standard elf ears that have become a fixture with the new Evo X line. However, the big surprise was that there was fox ears, too!!! WHAT?!?!? Now, I love me some cats and I am quite feline in nature. However, I rarely go full out neko anymore. These ears are quite tempting, but at my age…well, I just feel like they are a bit costumey for me. Yes, I made up a word. With that said, I have seen soooo many girls wearing these and they are sooo damn cute!! I’m not even sure that this head’s base features work for my personal look and preferences, but this head is definitely a game changer. If you are looking for a new look, something that isn’t quite like everyone else…I recommend that you at least demo this adorable new head. Play with it and experiment with different skins, cuz we all know that a skin can change everything. For instance, I’m wearing the new Sora skin from Glam Affair in this photo, but when I tried on some other skins it was a completely new look from this one. This also inspired me to go have a look at the Lelutka store for which heads I don’t own. What I discovered (yes, I’m slow) is that they have updated quite a few of their previous heads to Evo X. So, the next time you see me, I’ll be wearing Erin Evo X and it will look a lot more like Sady than this one. The moral of the story is…if this isn’t the head for you, try looking at some of the updated heads. You just don’t know what you might find until you try it out. This is the cheapest plastic surgery on the planet, so why not play with it and have some fun!?!?
foundation hair: DOUX – Blush hairstyle @ Equal10 head: LeLUTKA Gaia Head @ E10 eyes: AG. Gaia Eyes – Neko Pack @ Equal10 head skin: [Glam Affair] Sora Skin [Lelutka EvoX] @ C88 body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.4) body skin: VELOUR: The “Ipanema Body” for Legacy Izzie’s – Eye Scar
Fall, leaves, fall; die, flowers, away; Lengthen night and shorten day; Every leaf speaks bliss to me Fluttering from the autumn tree. I shall smile when wreaths of snow Blossom where the rose should grow; I shall sing when night’s decay Ushers in a drearier day. ~ Emily Brontë
foundation hair: DOUX – Ava hairstyle head: LeLUTKA Avalon head skin: [Glam Affair] Rayne Skin [Lelutka EvoX] @ UBER body: [LEGACY] Meshbody Perky body skin: VELOUR: The “Ipanema Body” for Legacy
cosmetics -SU!- Aneira Eyebrows eyeshadow: IDTTY FACES – LELUTKA LOVE LETTER COLLECTION #3 lipstick: IDTTY FACES – LELUTKA LOVE LETTER COLLECTION #7 .: Vegas :. Tattoo Applier Earthly
fashion hive // cold brew coffee to go v2.0 Just BECAUSE Odessa Top Blueberry – Authentic – Classic Jeans
I’m watching this show with this amazing witch in it. She makes all these crazy concoctions with hamster parts and tadpoles and God knows what else for these spells. Naturally, I’m grossed out. Later on, I’m eating some left overs of roast beef and mashed potatoes. It got me thinking about how cooking really is just some gross body parts of an animal, mixed with other ingredients, then served up to someone to devour. I have to wonder if that’s as gross to a lifelong vegetarian as the scene from the movie is to us. You see, years ago, I had this massive group of friends in real life and four of us lived in the same apartment building. Our doors were always open to our friends, most of them had their own keys. Anyway, it was Thanksgiving weekend and we had this huge feast at my house. Afterwards, the leftovers were placed in the fridge, including a partially eaten Turkey on a platter. My best friend was dating a vegan. Like he was hardcore vegan. She asked him to grab her a drink from the fridge. He opened the fridge and gasped, then quickly slammed the fridge door. His face was pale and he looked at her, “There’s a carcus in the fridge!” We all cracked up laughing, while he didn’t find it remotely funny and was literally sick to his stomach. So, here I am all these years later, eating my left over roast, still watching this show (there are 8 episodes) and I’m like, “Hmm, this isn’t so different from what she’s made.” I mean, we plopped this big piece of a cow into a (crock)pot, we sprinkled some herbs and onions on it, then a bit of water and left it to cook for eight hours. Then we ate it. Not so different, is it? Except we ate it without intent of anything other than substance and joy. We obtained joy from eating the flesh of what used to be part of a living, breathing creature. Are we monsters?
foundation hair: Exile – Simone head: LeLUTKA Fleur 3.1 head skin: [Glam Affair] Enni Layer [Lelutka EvoX] @ FLF Bday Bash body: [LEGACY] Meshbody Perky body skin: VELOUR: The “Ipanema Body” for Legacy (Sienna)
I’m speaking on a BVN panel later today. The panel is about Blog Management and I suppose I’m a bit of an authority on the topic since I’ve been doing it for years now. I absolutely love being a blog manager, so I’m both honored and humbled to be asked to join the panel. I’ve done the panel before as a blogger and a blog manager, but its been a very long time and for some reason I’m super nervous about today. I’m always afraid I’m going to say something stupid or worse, offend someone. Which is kinda funny, cuz I usually don’t care what people think and I’m known for being brutally honest. However, I’ve kinda softened a bit over the years. Okay, who am I kidding, I’ve just been working a lot harder on my filter, okay? Wish me luck!
foundation: hair: Ade – Melissa Hairstyle @ Access head: LeLUTKA Fleur 3.1 head skin: — PUMEC – MILKA FATPACK – LELU EVO – March X body: [LEGACY] Meshbody Perky body skin: VELOUR: The “Ipanema Body” for Legacy (Sienna)
Distant, everything is scattered When your mind is shattered and torn apart In an instant, I can be indifferent The blame is always shifted from the start Leafless treetops in the snow Views of death and bitter cold But the darker the weather, the better the man You can take all you want, but not who I am But the darker the weather, the better the man You can take all you want, but not who I am You can’t have my- Sun shines through an open window Close the curtains real slow to hide the light But in time, maybe I can change it We’ll find someone who feels the same as me You broke me down and stole my soul Left me vacant and all alone
Today went really well I didn’t wake up in a panic spell It was fine, even though I fell Deeper and deeper in a manic hell Whoa, I’m living and I’m dreaming Trying to stay even, oh Whoa, I’m training for no reason Apologize, no feelings, oh No, I don’t need your help To make me sick, to make me ill I don’t need anybody else ‘Cause I can break my heart myself I don’t need your help Getting off of this carousel I don’t need anybody else ‘Cause I can break my heart myself
(Yummy) Layered Rose Necklace @ Kustom9 (Yummy) Plumage Ring Set @ C88 EQUAL – Rose Nails French @ Access MVT – Rich bitch wallet – Rose @ Equal10 purse: [DDL] Fearless @ Access Just BECAUSE Kyrene Dress – TSS May 8, 2021
Don’t say that I should know better No shame, messed up, broken mirror Don’t know why I’m drawn to fear Hm
Walking downtown, smiling stranger Light up, burnt out, thought I knew ya I’ll pretend I don’t see through ya Hm
Off the safety, I shoot the gun and I, and I, and I go again Off the rails and I’m on the run and here, here, here we go again Flip the switch and I’m in the mode, but I’m in control Just so you know. And I, and I go again
Dark night, bright light, self-destruction Blow my phone up, your obsession I don’t need another lesson Hm
It won’t kill me Treading lightly Please don’t hate me Smarter than you think
Kibitz – Felicity’s necklace @ Equal10 (Yummy) Spring Butterfly Ring Collection @ C88 Tentacio I miss you bouquet @ Kustom9 Sweet Art – Cute Bag @ Equal10 Just BECAUSE Elizabeth Bralette Just BECAUSE Elizabeth Pants
pose: – Sweet Art – Rubi Bento Poses @ Equal10 **altered cuz of the things I’m holding**