Purple

“Such a beautiful color I wear upon my skin
And a perfect shade of purple on a flower permanent
And I’m constantly reminded of how I should have changed
And now I can’t stop thinking about the love that slipped away
It slipped away”
~ Pop Evil – Purple

Purple

wearing:
hair:  Tableau Vivant // Zandala
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [theSkinnery] Paola

Ascendant – Merry Bento Nails (*new* @ Tannenbaum)
{le fil casse} Aisha Bodysuit (*new* @ ROMP until Nov 24th)
Eudora3D Winter Socks (*new* for Go by FaMESHed)

pose made with AnyPose

***If you are reading this on any site that suggests this post was originally published anywhere but SadyStyle by anyone other than Sadystika Sabretooth, you are reading a stolen post.

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My Sabrina

For those of you that know the song, I hope you heard “My Sabrina” to the tune of “My Sharona” cuz that’s totally how I heard it in my head as I wrote it. *giggles* Once again, this post will only mean something to those that have at least heard of the Netflix show, The Chilling Adventures of Sabrina. Essentially, its a modern, more graphic, more dramatic version of Sabrina the Teenage Witch. Or is it? What I found out is that what most of think is the original Sabrina from television is NOT the original at all. In fact, the original Sabrina stems from an Archie comic book released in October 1962. This eventually led to her having her own comic series, Sabrina the Teenage Witch. And THAT was the inspiration for the first television show that was on ABC & WB. However, as Archie and the gang were brought forward through the comic book series, so was Sabrina. As the stories took a turn and started being published under Archie Horror (another branch of the brand, I guess)…the comics went darker and were called The Chilling Adventures of Sabrina. These newer, darker stories were the inspiration for Netflix’s new show. It makes perfect sense if you know about Riverdale which is about Archie and the gang already.
All of this brings us to the here and now. I was just making fun of the fact that our newest Sabrina looks exactly as she did on Mad Men. When I found the makings of this entire outfit at the latest round of FaMESHed. So, I present to you Sabrina the full grown witch that is still wearing that short hair and headband, but shorter skirts and bigger tits. You’re welcome. *giggles*

Sabrina

wearing:
hair:  Wasabi // Brina Mesh Hair (*new* @ FaMESHed)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [theSkinnery] Amber

[Cynful] Turtleneck Dress (*new* @ FaMESHed)
Eudora3D Jane Pumps & Socks (*new* @ FaMESHed)

pose: GingerFish Pose  – Nightbird
location: Arranmore

 

***If you are reading this on any site that suggests this post was originally published anywhere but SadyStyle by anyone other than Sadystika Sabretooth, you are reading a stolen post.

Cat Herder

“It checks you in and kicks you down,
And chews you up and spits you out.
It messes with your sanity by twisting all your thoughts around.
They say it’s blind they say it waits but every time it seals your fate.
And now it’s got you by the balls it won’t let go until you fall.
I was down and out, got up I said “Hey love I’ve had enough!”
I’ve felt pleasure without pain.
My soul you’ll never tame!
Love bites, but so do I.”
Halestorm – Love Bites (So Do I)
I think this is the longest I’ve ever been single in Second Life, aside from when I was married in RL. I’ve dated a bit here and there, but nothing has stuck for more than a week. God forbid I have a life aside from sitting around waiting for someone to complete me. The last two men I’ve dated felt that me not answering within a 30-120 second window was disrespectful. Well, I got news for ya, fellas. I have a life. I’m complete all by myself and while I am naturally submissive, I will NOT roll over and play dead just because you’re online. I’ve been in Second Life for 12 years. I’ve made a few friends. I’ve got a few jobs. I have a lot of interests AND I chase squirrels/shinies. Apparently, that’s too much for some people.
I do know that it can be annoying, but most people either get it and embrace it or they move on. I play Guild Wars 2 with one of my best friends and he has told me that he feels like he’s herding cats when he plays with me. *laughs* I’m always running off in the wrong direction to look at something new or chasing materials for crafting. See? He embraces my inner cat and so do my other close friends. I do know it can be aggravating, because believe it or not, one of my friends is worse than me. I won’t call any names today, but if she’s not paying attention I know she’s been captured Facebook.
So, despite being very lonely at times, especially with the holiday season quickly approaching…I’m just going to enjoy myself with whoever I want, whenever I want. Anyone that has an issue with that can file a report with my keeper. Oh, wait, that’s right, I don’t have one. *giggles* That’s right, I do what I want! Remember that.
I wish you a day filled with love & laughter. ♥

feeling catty

wearing:
hair:  Sintiklia – Hair Sheba
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [theSkinnery] Amber (*new* @ C88)

*Vanilla Bae* Annie Sweater (*new* @ Equal10)
{vincue} Mely+Undie
Eudora3D Domina Boots (*new* @ X by FaMESHed)

FOXCITY. Late Night Bento Pose Set

SAYO Sin – Crimson Dreams Backdrop
::GB::Black Panther D

***If you are reading this on any site that suggests this post was originally published anywhere but SadyStyle by anyone other than Sadystika Sabretooth, you are reading a stolen post.

Baked

“Its been a while since I started my day with a wake-n-bake, but after last six very hectic days…I can now say it. It feels goooood,” she whispered into thin air as she stared at it lying there. It had stopped her in her tracks and she was suddenly frozen in the spot. She couldn’t move an inch…she tried to look away, but her eyes returned as witness over and over again.
“Why does it look like that? How did it get here? Is that what I think it is? OMG, what the hell is wrong with me for even thinking that?”

xtc sassy pose fair_004
“WHAT IS IT!?!?!?!” screams Tracy from the other end of the call.

wearing:
hair:  Lamb. Garden (*new* @ FaMESHed)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [Glam Affair] Dee

KITJA – Karina Sweatshirt WHITE
UC_Morgan (*new* @ Kinky)
Eudora3D Riding Boots (*new* @ Salem)

pose: ~X.T.C PoSes~ Miss Sassy [Static Pack] (*new* @ Pose Fair)
location: Bardeco

Maybe this time…

“Maybe this time I can be strong
But since I know who I am
I’m probably wrong
Maybe this time I can go far
But thinking about where I’ve been
Ain’t helping me start”
Michael Kiwanuka – Cold Little Heart

Cold Little Heart

wearing:
hair:  Sintiklia – Hair Amara (*new* @ Hair Fair)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [Glam Affair] Dee

[Cynful] Fuzzy Cardigan
{le fil casse} Lauren Dress (*new* @ Uber)
Eudora3D Ada Heels&Socks (*new* @ Uber)

pose: [Black Tulip] Poses – The Darkness in Me (*new* @ Pose Fair)
location: Black Kite

Vanilla

When I first came into Second Life, back in 2006, I was officially introduced to the Master tag and the entire D/s world. Prior to that, I knew there were fetishes and that people were into bdsm. However, I thought those were just kinks and fetishes. I had no idea they were lifestyles. Over time, I learned the differences between all types of subs and Dom/mes. For the longest time, you really couldn’t go anywhere without seeing some dude wearing a Master tag and a black cape. Now the trend seems to be more focused on Daddy Doms and BabyGirls, or perhaps that’s just where my path has led. However, based on some of the things I see on Facebook, I’m prone to think that those that are not into the bdsm lifestyle are somehow seen as boring. In fact, the term used for those that are not into bdsm is Vanilla. As if to say that Vanilla is a boring flavor.
The truth is, that vanilla is a build block flavor that is in more recipes than most people would realize. The same can be said about sex. I think its funny that so many people in the bdsm community fuss at one another for kinky shaming, as there are some rather extreme kinks out there. Yet, no one really stands up and says, “Ya know what? It’s okay to be Vanilla! It’s ok not to like dirty talk or toys or whips & chains.” There is nothing wrong with Vanilla.
In fact, I’ll take a Vanilla latte over one of those silly pumpkin spice lattes any day! Plus, you can take vanilla ice cream and add stuff to that to make it spectacular. Okay, I’m getting off track and now I want ice cream. Go shopping! I’m going to the kitchen!

Vanilla

wearing:
hair:   MINA – Frankie  (*new* @ Hair Fair)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [Glam Affair] Dee

BONDI . The Elite Sunglasses (*new* @ Dubai)
BUENO-Sweater Dress (*new* @ Uber)
Eudora3D Haloke Boots&Socks (*new* @ Shiny Shabby)

pose: FOXCITY. Show Time Bento Pose Set

scene:
SHADES – Tufted Love Seat (*new* @ Blueprint)
SHADES – Tufted Chair

Kalopsia – Drawer Shelf – Brown
[DDD] Twinkling Ivy – Patch
RARE. DYNASTY – Calligraphy Corner – Backdrop
tb– Bon Voyage – Books
hive // macrame hanging plant . stone
Second Spaces – snow day books – messy stack

Apple Fall Wooden Trunk (Decor)
Apple Fall Althea Rug – Antique Light
Apple Fall Huge Fan Palm
Apple Fall Designer Hat Box
Apple Fall Silver Antiqued Rabbit
Apple Fall Bronze Leaf Apple Branches
Apple Fall Books – Arrangement 1
Apple Fall Tea Tins & Tea Books
Apple Fall Cotton Cluster
Apple Fall Handbag & Scarf
Apple Fall Books – Arrangement 4
Apple Fall Coffee & Muffin
Apple Fall Liberty Sketchbook
Apple Fall ‘iFall’ Notebook 2015
Apple Fall Roses Box (Champagne)
Apple Fall Pinecones & Hazelnuts (*new* for Go by FaMESHed)
Apple Fall Apples w/ Ornamental Stand – Copper (*new* for Go by FaMESHed)
Apple Fall Woodland Deer – Brass (*new* for Go by FaMESHed)
AF Ceramic Chubby Squirrel
Apple Fall Books – Arrangement 3
Apple Fall Grass Pot
Apple Fall Banana Tree

Retail Therapy

After doing some minimal research on the Googlenets, I discovered that the average cost of one therapy session can range between $75-$200. That’s one hour to tell my problems to a stranger that’s going to turn around and ask me how does that make me feel? Nah, I’ll take my $200 for some shopping, because nothing makes me feel better than some retail therapy. I’ll tell my problems to the beautician, the nail girl, or the bartender like a normal person. *giggles*

Time to Shop

wearing:
hair:  [RA] Audrey Hair (*new* @ FaMESHed)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [Glam Affair] Loly
tattoo: Mystic TaTToo Applier – Henna [CAROL G] (*new* @ Vanity Event)

**RE** Aurora Bracelets BG
#187# Summer Bag ~ Marine
_CandyDoll_ Bamzii Jump
Eudora3D Sierra Boots (*new* @ FaMESHed)

pose: Bauhaus Movement – Aesthetic Perfection set (*new* @ TLC)

scene:
.Florix. The color wall – Blue (*new* @ Blush)

crate Salvador Set (*new* @ TLC)
-crate Salvador Set ~ Rug
-crate Salvador Set ~ Chair PG
-crate Salvador Set ~ Plant
-crate Salvador Set ~ Side Table

22769 – Hermes Clock Painted Steel

Toro. Zombie Emergency Box

Frogstar – Salvaged Wood Welcome Sign

Finally Unplugged

The familiar chime of an incoming text message made her instantly look at her phone, as if trained like Pavlov’s dog. She sighed as she saw that it was him again. She chastised herself mentally, “I knew I should have left this damn phone in the room.”
She had taken a brief vacation to get away from the hustle and bustle of her daily life. She was pretending to be someone else, as she wanted a complete escape, yet here she was chained to reality by this electronic leash called a smart phone.
She lit a cigarette as she read his latest tirade. She was so sick of his shit. She had come on this trip to get away from him, but here he was nagging at her from a thousand miles away. She decided enough was enough. Texting her sister with the information for where she was staying in case of absolute emergency, she turned her phone off, finished her cigarette and went back into the quaint little beach side pub to finish her wine. She was finally unplugged…at least for a few more days.

haters flatter me

wearing:
hair: Tableau Vivant // Lordie hair (*new* @ Uber)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [Glam Affair] Loly (*new* @ K9)
tattoo: .:::G.ID:::. Muse Tattoo

[Avenge] Anellum earrings (*new* @ Limit8)
[Avenge] Anellum bracelets (*new* @ Limit8)
(Yummy) Curator Rings Set
Ascendant – Kozma Bento Nails (*new* @ Dubai Event)

{le fil casse} Carmela Dress (*new* @ ACCESS)
Eudora3D Silao Wedges (*new* @ Uber)

pose: FOXCITY. Night Owl Bento Set
location: Achill Island

Hello Darkness

“Hello darkness, my old friend
I’ve come to talk with you again
Because a vision softly creeping
Left its seeds while I was sleeping
And the vision that was planted in my brain
Still remains
Within the sound of silence”
~Paul Simon

I grew up listening to songs like this one, but for me…this particular song speaks to the creative part of me, the dreamer within me. It is late at night when the rest of the world is seemingly sleeping that my creative energy is at its best. I’ve written my best poems in the middle of the night and I can almost promise you that my best photos have been conceived of, or flowed along organically under the veil of night.
I remember living in Illinois when I was 21/22 and walking down to the river in the middle of the night, with my headset, pen and paper, and tissues. I almost always cried. No matter how hot or cold (and sometimes it was icy fucking cold) I could sit there on this private dock in a posh neighborhood that I had no business being in…and somehow feel like I was home. The river flowing past me, losing myself in either the music or the quiet flow of the water. It was a place that I could go to recapture my ideas and put them in order.I imagine now, the entire process would take place with a smart phone, but back then…depending on the moon for my light? I don’t know, there was something romantic about it. I suppose I’m rambling at this exact moment, as I feel myself getting lost in memories or yesteryear and I’ve got shopping to do in SL, because this creative mind of mine is alive and well at 12:30 am…there are ideas brewing!

Daydreaming

wearing:
hair: :::Phoenix::: Mishon Hair (*new* Go by FaMESHed)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [Glam Affair] Austine Applier [ Catwa ] Basic Line FLF

Blueberry – Helena – Coin Top
Blueberry – Helena – Front Tied Shorts
Eudora3D Basmah Heels (*new* @ FaMESHed)

pose: FOXCITY.Soulfood Bento Pose Set

scene:
anxiety %chicago build1
JIAN Golden Lab Pupper Basket
BUENO-Cat Phone -White
// SEUL \\ – Cocky Biscuits – Strawberry
tres blah– Coffee To Go

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