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It really is that simple

I will never understand how people can be so careless with the people they supposedly love. Or how callous they can be with other people’s emotions. Why would you allow someone to fall in love with you just so you can turn around and walk away? Would they let someone step off the ledge of a 100 ft drop? I mean, if you would, then you should avoid all human contact, because you are a monster. Yet, if you allow someone to fall in love with you knowing you don’t feel the same way, you might as well push them off the roof. The feeling is the same. Oh sure it sounds dramatic, but if you’ve ever truly had your heart broken, you know that there is nothing that will EVER heal those wounds. Those are permanent scars. They will never go away. Here’s something people don’t seem to understand about scar tissue. Scar tissue is numb on the surface. It no longer feels. You have to dig beneath that immediate surface to get to the nerves that will sense pain/pleasure. So, the most scarred a heart becomes, the more difficult it becomes to feel anything…ANYTHING.
It has taken me years to get to a place where I’ve allowed someone else into my heart and he’s all too aware of the walls he has yet to conquer. Honestly, I doubt he ever will conquer them. I’m not sure anyone can. I’m not sure there’s anything beyond those walls worth finding anyway.  Which is probably why things are working out with Derrek, to be fair. It’s not something either of us take lightly, but we are honest with each other about our feelings. We’ve known each other for years and I have accepted one another’s scars, guarded walls and all. This is the best I can hope for and I am so very blessed that he’s willing to love me despite the restrictions. Fortunately, he has a real life that will hopefully balance things out for him.
As for the rest of you out there, dating…falling in and out of love…be careful, please. Don’t be careless with one another, because you cannot begin to know how truly fragile another person can be. Just treat each other the way you’d want to be treated, it really is just THAT simple.

asteroid box addams

Wasabi // River Mesh Hair
GENUS Project – Genus Head – Baby Face
[Glam Affair] Lucy Applier [ Genus ] @ UBER
Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara V4.1
**Dirty Princess** Cool Girl Princess Choker
amias – NADIA gloves 3
AsteroidBox. Hera Top @ Anthem
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Get Her Head Right

She was really looking forward to a night out with the girls. It had been so long since they’d all hung out without boyfriends and being the only single one in the group…this was definitely a rare opportunity for her. She got herself dressed super cute, with one of her shortest off the shoulder dresses and her newest pair of thigh high boots. She was almost ready. She just needed to get her head right.
She found the small trinket box in the bottom drawer of her armoire and pulled out a blunt. She pulled it under her nose like a fancy gent would smell a proper Cuban cigar. She lit and took a deep hit. She closes her eyes as she let the THC wash over her and immediately take her mind on that nice little floating coaster that only begins to settle over her like a warm fog when she exhales slowly. Hmmmm, yes, this is some fine weed. He did good. 

get my head right

hair:  :::Phoenix::: Kelly Hair (*new* for Go by FaMESHed)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [theSkinnery] Amber (*new* @ C88)

**Dirty Princess** Cool Girl Princess Choker
:::ChicChica::: Precious Rose Platinum
{le fil casse} Kylie dress (*new* @ Seasons Story)
Eudora3D Eleanor Boots (*new* for Go by FaMESHed)

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Fancy Decor: Lee Collection *new* @ C88)
-Fancy Decor: Less Books & Candles
-Fancy Decor: Lee Leaning Art
-Fancy Decor: Lee Armoire
-Fancy Decor: Lee Accent Chair (grey)

Fancy Decor: Eagan Rug (*new* @ FaMESHed)

Dahlia – Enatomology Wall Art – Moth – Cream Gold (*new* @ Go by FaMESHed)
Dahlia – Entomology Wall Art – Centipede – Blush Gold (*new* @ Go by FaMESHed)
Dahlia – Entomology Wall Art – Beetle – Cream Gold (*new* @ Go by FaMESHed)

Dahlia – Baby Robert – Antique Lamp – Gold

Dahlia – Takashi – Sakura – Tall Vase
Dahlia – Takashi – Sakura – Short Vase
Dahlia – Takashi – Sake Glasses – Pink

DYNASTY – Legacy Cabinet – Dark

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Fake Friends

“Don’t worry about what people say behind your back, they are the people who are finding faults in your life instead fixing the faults in their own life.” ~Author Unknown

This quote or something along those lines has been told to me so many times over the years. It’s important to my sanity that I remember this, especially when “friends” begin acting shady around you. I think most of us are intuitive enough to realize when one of so called friends suddenly seems fake as hell. I’ll admit it hurts to think that someone you care about suddenly thinks very little of you. Even worse knowing that the real reason they have suddenly begun to think less of you, is actually a reflection of their feelings towards themselves. Sadly, instead of looking in the mirror, they’d rather project their failures and misgivings upon someone else. At this point, the question is, do you attempt to prove that person wrong or do you just go the other way. I know that for me personally, I cannot tip toe about broken glass that I can’t even see. They’ll just have to clean that up themselves, because I have far too much on my plate to worry about what others think of me. If only that was my biggest problem, I’d be far more blessed than I deserve.

the sea

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head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
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tattoo: IDTTY Body Shop (*new* @ ULTRA)
DIRTY PRINCESS– Hippie Chic Princess Sunglasses (*new* @ REWIND)
MICHAN – Heather Necklace (*new* @ REWIND)
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