Turn Around

So yesterday RL definitely got the best of me and had me in bed very early doped up with pain pills and muscle relaxers. I’m still in a bit of a fog, so  we’re going to do another music post. To be far, this picture has put this song in my head every time I look at it.

Total Eclipse of the Heart – Bonnie Tyler

Turnaround, every now and then I get a little bit lonely
And you’re never coming round
Turnaround, every now and then I get a little bit tired
Of listening to the sound of my tears
Turnaround, every now and then I get a little bit nervous
That the best of all the years have gone by
Turnaround, every now and then I get a little bit terrified
And then I see the look in your eyes
Turnaround bright eyes, but every now and then I fall apart
Turnaround bright eyes, every now and then I fall apart
And I need you now tonight
And I need you more than ever
And if you only hold me tight
We’ll be holding on forever
And we’ll only be making it right
‘Cause we’ll never be wrong together
We can take it to the end of the line
Your love is like a shadow on me all of the time (all of the time)
I don’t know what to do and I’m always in the dark
We’re living in a powder keg and giving off sparks
I really need you tonight
Forever’s gonna start tonight
Forever’s gonna start tonight
Once upon a time I was falling in love
But now I’m only falling apart
And there’s nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart
Once upon a time there was light in my life
But now there’s only love in the dark
Nothing I can say
A total eclipse of the heart
Turnaround bright eyes, every now and then I fall apart
Turnaround bright eyes, every now and then I fall apart
And I need you now tonight (and I need you now)
And I need you more than ever
And if you only hold me tight (and if you only)
We’ll be holding on forever
And we’ll only be making it right (’cause we’ll never be wrong)
‘Cause we’ll never be wrong together
We can take it to the end of the line
Your love is like a shadow on me all of the time (all of the time)
I don’t know what to do and I’m always in the dark
We’re living in a powder keg and giving off sparks
I really need you tonight
Forever’s gonna start tonight
Forever’s gonna start tonight
Once upon a time I was falling in love
But now I’m only falling apart
And there’s nothing I can say
A total eclipse of the heart
A total eclipse of the heart
A total eclipse of the heart
Turn around bright eyes
don't look back
Turnaround, every now and then I get a little bit nervous
That the best of all the years have gone by

wearing:
hair: :::Phoenix::: Indira Hair (*new* @ Black Fair)
head: CATWA HEAD Tala
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
Opium`s Addiction Alexas (October Bound Box)

pose by Del May
anxiety %2200

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Sadystika, Mother of Ravens

Okay, so if you don’t watch Game of Thrones this won’t make any sense and it might even be somewhat of a spoiler. So, stop reading, grab the credits and get to shopping. Otherwise, I have amused myself and perhaps some of my GOT fan readers.

So, Daenerys on Game of Thrones has this big long fancy title, right? Daenerys of the House Targaryen, the First of Her Name, The Unburnt, Queen of the Andals, the Rhoynar and the First Men, Queen of Meereen, Khaleesi of the Great Grass Sea, Protector of the Realm, Lady Regnant of the Seven Kingdoms, Breaker of Chains and Mother of Dragons. 

When I was taking this picture I thought, “Ohhh, Sadystika Sabretooth, Mother of Ravens, Flirting Failure, Bratty Kitten of Josh, Manager of Blogs, Cunt of Cunts, Sady the Psycho, and Addict of Blogging. This got me to thinking about what some other people’s titles might be….*grins* I decided to go after Sassy, since I’m blogging her outfit. Here we go: Sassy Nitely, Creator of ChicModa, Singer of Songs, Master of Twerking, Tallest of Midgets, Mother of Magnificence and Caller of Bullshit! I think it fits. *giggles* What would yours be?

Ravens

wearing:
hair:  :::Phoenix::: Cassandra Hair (*new* @ Salem)
head: CATWA HEAD Tala
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
eyes: :Conviction: Viscous Eyes
ChicModa // Raven (*new* @ Black Fair)

Pose by Del May
JIAN Raven Collection :: Spooky Tree (*new* @ Salem)
JIAN Raven Collection :: Orbiters (*new* @ Salem)

Chickens Can’t Read, Right?

Her sister and her chickens. She couldn’t believe that her nephew couldn’t spell “chicken” or “for.” She sighed and leaned against the chicken coop. Her sister was going to owe her one helluva a favor for this. She felt like a dumb hick waiting to sell chickens or fresh eggs to people that just drive up. There wasn’t even a decent signal to amuse herself with her phone. She thought about the Angry Birds game and chuckled to herself as she wondered how far she could throw a chicken. It was just then she noticed that two of the chickens seemed to be looking at the sign as if they were reading it. She laughed to herself, “Chicken can’t read, right?”

Chickens Can't Read

wearing:
hair:  :::Phoenix::: Maya Hair (*new* @ Hairology)
head: CATWA HEAD Tala
body: Maitreya Mesh Body

ChicModa // Cyndi Top (*new* @ Cosmopolitan)
UC_Jeans_skirt (*new* @ 4Mesh)
-KC- BELIZE WEDGES (*new* @ 4Mesh)

pose by Del May

scene:
JIAN Chicken Coop (*new* @ FaMESHed)
JIAN Chicken Collection
DRD – GG – Junk Yard Signs – Chickuns (Aug Group Gift)
[we’re CLOSED] trees

REWIND

The whole point of the REWIND event is to take us back in time, let us have some fun with some looks of yesteryear. Well, they’ve done it quite successfully this round. Not only did the stores nail the theme, but the layout of this event made me want to go back before its over and take some pictures. I just hope I remember. *laughs*
By far one of my absolute favorite finds is the Vivienne Outfit from Dead Dollz. This is for several reasons. For one thing, the name reminds me of one of my favorite shows from the 80s, The Young Ones. I could not help but think of Vyvyan Basterd and how much I loved that show. There were only like 12 episodes, but I saw them all more than once and it never failed that my mother would walk in during one of the most disgusting scenes. Being a clean freak, she would shudder and wonder wtf was wrong with me!
Another reason I love this outfit is the bold yellow and navy option I chose…well, it has me feeling a bit like a punk super hero! I could crash lame parties and bring them to life with the likes of Sex Pistols, Dead Kennedys, Black Flag, and The Ramones! I could get down and show them some rocking moves as the party slid into a more chill feeling with some David Bowie! You’re feeling it, too, huh? Yeah, this event definitely brought me to life in some very fun ways!
Go get your REWIND on and see what you come up with, because there’s absolutely no shortage of plaid, black, skulls, and safety pins at this round.

serenade me

Sady is wearing:
hair: Moon. Hair. // Edge (*new* @ REWIND)
headCATWA HEAD Tala
bodyMaitreya Mesh Body – Lara
Sintiklia – Nancy Choker (*new* @ REWIND)
Astralia – Punk is not dead Bracelet (Bento Maitreya) (*new* @ REWIND)
.::Dead Dollz::. Vivienne Outfit (*new* @ REWIND)
#EMPIRE – Coreopsis

pose by Del May
MINIMAL – Retro Backdrops *3* (*new* @ REWIND)

Kindergarten Tired

She wasn’t sure how much more she could take or how long she could hang on. The weight of it all was simply too much sometimes. The day had simply consumed her and she was feeling kindergarten tired. You know, when you’re so tired, you’d just lie right down wherever you are and gladly take a nap? Yeah, she was feeling that way, but she had much to do and could only take the time to lace up her amazing new shoes. Naturally while she was bent down to do so she took a little rest on her knee. In the meantime, check out those shoes! *giggles*

too much

wearing:
hairSintiklia – Hair Zoella (*new* @ Fetish Fair)
headCATWA HEAD Kathy
bodyMaitreya Mesh Body – Lara
tattoo.Identity. Body Shop – Last War (*new* @ MBA Fair)

Scandalize. Aqua. (*new* @ Aqua)
_CandyDoll_ Adela Heels (*new* @ FaMESHed)

pose by Del May
scene: uK – Uptown Fountains Set

Be Still

Be Still

Detached sparks and raining blue beams,
Piercing my head again.
Boundless escapades, expressions and abbreviations,
Unable to escape it, I let it all in.

It’s too early, but my mind won’t be still,
Playing tricks on me.
It’s too late, but my heart won’t be still,
Playing tricks on me.

I’ve changed my mind, I don’t want to sleep,
Distract me with your beautiful mind.
Give me purpose, assign me a position
Let’s run from the hands of time.

Come find me when I hide,
Wake me when I play dead.
Push your way inside,
Shine a light in my head

It’s too late, I can’t think
It’s too early, I think

I’ve changed my mind, I need some sleep
Leave me alone with this war
With my battle, my current situation
That’s what the pills are for

written by Sadystika Sabretooth August 10, 2017

in my head

wearing:
-DRD- Wasteland Helmet – Metal Mohawk (*new* @ N21)
hair:  .Shi Hair : Hearken / Unisex . E-Nordic
headCATWA HEAD Kathy
bodyMaitreya Mesh Body – Lara
.:E.A.Studio:. BOX Moray Nails -Gloves-Ring Set  (*new* @ Fetish Fair)

pose by Del May

Walking With Koi♥

There legends about the Koi fish. Legends about them representing luck, strength, abundance, success, spirituality…even love and friendship. For me, they are just fascinating fish. Whether big or small, they fill ponds across the world, and their colors are so vibrant that it reminds me of watching a fire. I can just be mesmerized by watching them swim about for hours. So, when Jian released this Koi Pond Gazebo with a glass floor, I was immediately in love! I just love walking around in it and looking beneath my feet to watch the fish. Each one is only 3li, so you can rez as many as you like! I honestly don’t have a story to tell or some deep inspirational words to go with this post. I just suggest that you grab this pond set from FaMESHed so that you can have a peaceful, hypnotic place of your own. ♥

walking with Koi final

wearing:
hair(r)M Hair, No.48’17
bodyMaitreya Mesh Body – Lara
CURELESS[+] Yokai Chronicles / Hinnagami / RARE (*new* @ Epiphany)
.::Dead Dollz::. Koibito Geta

pose by Del May
JIAN Koi Pond Gazebo (*new* @ FaMESHed)

Should I Stay or Should I Go

She had a habit of being early for all of her appointments, which wasn’t usually a problem. No doctor or employer had ever complained that she was early. She hated being late, absolutely hated it. Naturally, she didn’t care too much for others being late either. However, as luck would have it…the majority of her friends were consistenly late.
They promised they would be on time for the grand opening of the new  art gallery style nightclub. They promised. She didn’t blame them when she showed up ten minutes early, but  twenty-five minutes later she had grown impatient! She decided to  generously allow them another ten minutes before she gave up and went home. She didn’t want to go in there alone!
As she stood outside eyeing her watch, she thought to herself, “Maybe for once in my life I should break my own norms and do something without my friends holding my hand.’ Afterall, she had gotten all dressed up for this.
Looking from her watch the wall, the neon sign outside the club says, “Let’s Get Weird.” She shrugged to herself and decided to give them another five minutes. While trying to decide what she would do if they didn’t show up a song getting stuck in her head as she contemplates her decision, “Should I Stay or Should I Go.”

You're Late

wearing:
hair:TRUTH Margarita (*new* @ Uber)
headCATWA HEAD Kathy
skin: DeeTaleZ *Appliers* CATWA Head “Face Miriam”
bodyMaitreya Mesh Body – Lara

**RE** LUX Kitty Watch
[Gos] Boutique – Bardot Body-Con Dress (*new* @ FaMESHed)

pose by Del May
scene:
background: anxiety %f25
7 – Lets Get Weird Neon
PILOT – Flyaway Bench [Black]

Facing Her Fear

The water was so cold! She slid her body in feet first….slowly lowering her legs into the frigid pool. She hadn’t been swimming since she was a child and almost drown, but she had to get over that. She had to face her fear. She loved the water, so being afraid of getting in beyond the depths of a bathtub was something she was determined to do. This was the year. After all, how was she going to host a pool party if she couldn’t even get in her own pool.
Yes, she had a pool that she had never swam in. She thought by getting the gorgeous pool with waterfalls and plants installed…well, she thought she would swim. Instead, her nieces used it every other weekend. No more, she was going to do this. She could and she would. She sat there, frozen and shivering with water to her upper thighs. Her arms shaking, “Just let go!” She repeated to herself over and over until her arms gave out and she was in the water. She flailed about for what seemed like an hour, but was honestly more like a minute. Grabbing at the edge of the pool, she got her head above the water and smiled to herself. “I didn’t drown,” she thought.
She inched her way around to the shallow end of the pool until she could stand up and waded about with the water chest high. She noticed that the parts of her that were under water, were warmer than those above and she went a little deeper…until the water was neck high. She remembered her swimming lessons as a kid and slowly lifted her feet, swinging her arms to and fro, “I’m treading water!”
Alright, she was going to be fine. Swimming, check, Overcoming her fear of water, check. Now…about those airplanes….

red mint and bueno

wearing:
hair=DeLa*= Mesh Hair “Sylvai” (*new* @ Uber)
headCATWA HEAD Kathy
skin: DeeTaleZ *Appliers* CATWA Head “Face Miriam”
bodyMaitreya Mesh Body – Lara
(r)M, AD(o.02) // Posture Collar
BUENO-Net Bikini (*new* @ Uber)

pose by Del May
Trompe Loeil – Zohra Oasis

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