Rabbits and a Paper Fan

Another challenge was presented after my post: Challenge to Challenge. This one came from my adorable elven friend, Luca. I wonder what she was looking at to make her think of those two things. I should have asked her to clarify which kinds of rabbits, because she and I are like a couple of 12yr girls when we get together. We’ll giggle and make everything dirty. So, I can easily imagine this being about the sex toy kinda rabbits. However, since she didn’t clarify and the first thing that popped in my head was little white rabbits…that’s the direction I’m going.
I thought a bit about white rabbits and paper fans. I wondered why I automatically think of white rabbits and whether or not that makes me a racist in the bunny world. As for the paper fans, I thought of the type I use to make with accordion style folded paper when I was little girl sitting in a church that was so old, it didn’t have central air and the stained glass windows didn’t open. (Yes, I grew up going to church.) This led me on a rather long trail of thought regarding things I used to believe in, like Santa. I remember being about 4yrs old, living in Germany. I had this huge plate glass window in my bedroom and what I’m sure now was a falling star, I just knew I saw Santa flying across the sky.
It’s almost as if Luca knows me and how my mind works…jumping from one thought to another as memories unfold. It’s funny, the older I get the more often this happens. It makes me grateful to have some pretty cool memories to rely on.

Is that Santa
Do I see Santa?

wearing:
hair:  no.match_ ~CAROL MEETS SANTA ~ MERRY CHRISTMAS ❤ (group gift)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [theSkinnery] Paola

Ascendant – Merry Bento Nails (*new* @ Tannenbaum)
Dead Dollz – Noelle Outfit (*new* @ FaMESHed)

pose by Di’s Opera
location: The Four Villages

 

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Cause you are so very

“Pink it’s my new obsession
Yeah, pink it’s not even a question
Pink on the lips of your lover, cause
Pink is the love you discovah
Pink as the bing on your cherry
Pink cause you are so very
Pink it’s the color of passion
A-cause today it just goes with the fashion”
~ Aerosmith – Pink

Pink is making a come back

wearing:
hair:  DOUX – Water
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [theSkinnery] Paola

(Yummy) Havana Ring & Bangle Set (*new* @ N21)
Dead Dollz – Helga Outfit (*new* @ Uber)
Dead Dollz – Helga Socks (*new* @ Uber)
[BREATHE]-Suzie Heels

pose: FOXCITY. Show Time Bento Pose Set
MONS / 3D – TenteLeaf Photoshoot Decor (light)

Found another way to heal

“You know how to make me feel all alone
But when I’m underneath your teeth it feels just like home
You said we shouldn’t make love and just fucking
Found another way to heal
You know you drain me of myself till I can’t see straight
Been thinking ’bout your body in the worst way
Wish that I could remove you from my veins
Cause I’m sick of feeling so betrayed”
~ Echos – Guest Room

Found another way

wearing:
hair:  TRUTH VIP Ciara
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [theSkinnery] Amber

Dead Dollz – Madicken Outfit (*new* @ FaMESHed)

pose: FOXCITY. City Life Bento Pose Set (*new* @ Uber)

 

Finally!

Finally, someone developed a hairstyle to conceal my horns! *giggles* These cubes from E.V.E remind me of one of those word search things I see on Facebook all the time. “Oh the first three words are what you can expect next year!” Well, the last one of those I did said love, marriage, and health. I laughed so hard.  Yes, I know love will always be part of my life, because I have a heart with which I love very deeply, too deeply. Marriage? NO, let’s pray a divorce is on the horizon though. Since the bastard left me essentially penniless to run off with a 20yr old skank. Yes, she is a skank, remind me to tell that story someday. It’s a doozy! And finally, the prediction was health? I’m going to assume they meant poor health, considering that at best there are treatments for my fybromyalgia and PKD, however, there are no known cures.
Let’s not ruin all the fun, let’s take a look at the cube. First word I see is battlefield and I’ll agree to that. I like violent films and shows, plus I play Guild Wars 2 with one of my best friends. So, yes, a battlefield is very likely. Next word…hate. Ohh, that’s a strong word. I don’t really have the energy to fuel hate. I’m more of a person that turns completely ambivalent. I just won’t acknowledge someone’s existence or care that they exist. In Second Life, its even better, because I can mute and derender people. That’s nice. Alright, third word I notice is Heaven. Well, I’m an atheist so I can only imagine that means, I’m going to be proven wrong and all of you do gooders are in for a big surprise when you show up OR (and this is more likely) someone is going to make me feel soo good that it will feel heavenly. These cubes are a group gift, so if you like them, you can grab a set for yourself, absolutely free.

sady devil
“So what would an angel say
The devil wants to know”
~ Fiona Apple – Criminal

wearing:
hair:  #Foxy – Fallen Hair (*new* @ Salem)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [theSkinnery] Amber (*new* @ C88)

Dead Dollz – Morrigan Set 2.0 (*new* @ FaMESHed)
_CandyDoll_ Demona Boots

pose: FOXCITY. Cozy Bento Pose Set (*new* @ Uber)

[Dollmart]Empress Chair
E.V.E {Team} Love is a Battlefield Cubes GROUP GIFT

Winning!

Thank you, Kiddo Oh!♥

Most of us have seen the SL Facebook and Flickr contests promoting new items with the like, comment, and share to enter requirements. I will do them to help promote creators, but I don’t expect to win. There are people in this world that are lucky and win lots of stuff…I had an aunt like that once. I’m not one of those people. If it weren’t for bad luck, I’d have none at all. Until now! I won the Dead Dollz Arcade set from Facebook. Now when Kiddo Oh gave me my prize, she told me there was something special in the box for me. I couldn’t imagine what it was, but I figured maybe she threw in a gift card or maybe a special color. I never imagined it would be this! When you look at the photo below, you will see that she took my FB profile picture and created a wall texture that looks like a chalk rendering. I’m so over the moon with this entire set, but that wall made me squeal.I also wanted to show off the lingerie she put out for the latest round of FaMESHed. It just so happens that all this tied together perfectly with both the Clara office collection and the Clara closet collection from Silence. You can click on the photo below and it will take you to flickr where you can get a better look at everything. I can’t think of a single girl, especially bloggers, that wouldn’t be thrilled with this set. So…happy shopping and good luck…you never know…you actually might win after all!!♥

studio

wearing:
hair:  Wasabi // Lover Mesh Hair – Style 2 – Lunar Ombre RARE (*new* @ Arcade)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [PUMEC] – Alexa – / May \ – SKIN (*new* @ Vanity Event)

Dead Dollz – Amistad Lingerie (*new* @ FaMESHed)
[BREATHE]-Ayako Heels-Powder Blue-M.Lara

pose: GingerFish Poses Neon Burn (*new* @ TLC)

scene:
Dead Dollz – My Attic Sady Giveaway Prize (*new* @ Arcade)
-4. Dead Dollz – My Attic – Work Table
-11. Dead Dollz – My Attic – Fashion Sketches
-8. Dead Dollz – My Attic – Spools Thread Rack
-7. Dead Dollz – My Attic – iDoll Desk Computer
-2. Dead Dollz – My Attic – Mannequin (Dressed)

Silence. – Clara Anywhere Closet (*new* @ Blush)
-Silence. – Clara Curtains – Pink
-Silence. – Clara Clothing Rack
-Silence. – Clara Hat Boxes – Black
-Silence. – Clara Hat Boxes – Pink
-Silence. – Clara Rug – Black
-Silence. – Clara Floor Clothes – Black

Silence. – Clara Office (*new* @ Imaginarium)
-Silence. – Clara Credenza
-Silence. – Clara Office – Tape – Pink
-Silence. – Clara Floor Pottery – Black
-Silence. – Clara Desk
-Silence. – Clara Desk Organizer – Black
-Silence. – Clara Office – Book Stack – Pink
-Silence. – Clara Desk Chair – Pink

Silence. – Heart with Arrow pillow
Silence. – Flower Heart pillow
Silence. – All You Need Is Love

floorplan. lounge bed / grey

20. Garbaggio // Shoe Clutter – Andrea (*new* @ Arcade)
23. Garbaggio // Shoe Clutter – Kylie Studded (*new* @ Arcade)

Ariskea[Vintan] VIntage Mannequin
Ariskea[Vintan] Box of Sewing Material
Ariskea[Hustler] Babybreath Pot

Mutresse Shortie Cats (*new* @ Arcade)

hive // macrame hanging plant . charcoal

Bad At Love

I identify so much with this song, that it often gets stuck in my head for days. Definitely been hearing it quite a bit lately. So, gonna let the lyrics and melody do the work for me.

Halsey ~ Bad At Love

Got a boy back home in Michigan
And it tastes like Jack when I’m kissing him
So I told him that I never really liked his friends
Now he’s gone and he’s calling me a bitch again
There’s a guy that lives in a garden state
And he told me that we make it ’til we graduate
So I told him the music would be worth the wait
But he wants me in the kitchen with a dinner plate
I believe, I believe, I believe, I believe
That we’re meant to be
But jealousy, jealousy, jealousy, jealousy
Get the best of me
Look, I don’t mean to frustrate, but I
Always make the same mistakes, yeah I
Always make the same mistakes ’cause
I’m bad at love (ooh-ooh)
But you can’t blame me for tryin’
You know I’d be lyin’ sayin’
You were the one (ooh-ooh)
That could finally fix me
Lookin’ at my history
I’m bad at love
Got a girl with California eyes
And I thought that she could really be the one this time
But I never got the chance to make her mine
Because she fell in love with little thin white lines
London girl with an attitude
We never told no one but we look so cute
Both got way better things to do
But I always think about it when I’m riding through
I believe, I believe, I believe, I believe
That I’m in too deep
And jealousy, jealousy, jealousy, jealousy
Get the best in me
Look, I don’t mean to frustrate, but I
Always make the same mistakes, yeah I
Always make the same mistakes ’cause
I’m bad at love (ooh-ooh)
But you can’t blame me for tryin’
You know I’d be lyin’ sayin’
You were the one (ooh-ooh)
That could finally fix me
Lookin’ at my history
I’m bad at love (ooh-ooh)
Oh, you know, you know, you know (ooh-ooh)
I’m bad at love (ooh-ooh)
I’m bad at love (ooh-ooh)
I know that you’re afraid
I’m gonna walk away
Each time the feeling fades
Each time the feeling fades
I know that you’re afraid
I’m gonna walk away
Each time the feeling fades
You know I’m bad at love (ooh-ooh)
But you can’t blame me for tryin’
You know I’d be lyin’ sayin’
You were the one (ooh-ooh)
That could finally fix me
Lookin’ at my history
I’m bad at love (ooh-ooh)
Oh, you know, you know, you know (ooh-ooh)
I’m bad at love (ooh-ooh)
Oh, oh

tequila sunrise

wearing:
hair:   [RA] Jill Hair
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: Glam Affair – Willow – Jamaica (*new* @ Uber)

.::Dead Dollz::. Lisieux Lingerie (*new* @ FaMESHed)
[Gos] Boutique – Diana D’Orsay Pumps (*new* @ FaMESHed)

pose: [addme.] Pose#099 (Single-Lay) bx (*new* @ Pose Fair)

Accessories

I’m a girl that loves her accessories. Oddly enough, I rarely blog accessories. I’m not sure why. Perhaps its because I wasn’t comfortable taking close up shots. However, whenever I go out to an event, I will spend an hour putting the right accessories with it. So, I’ve decided I’m going to try to focus a bit more of my blogging photography on accessories. By the way, this dress from Dead Dollz is amazing, so hurry over to FaMESHed before it closes for the month to get yours. This dress is amazing, there are options to make it solid, semi-sheer, and quite sheer. I’m showing the semi-sheer below. This is truly a sexy dress that has some chains attached with options to change the colors of those. I’ve added the necklace and earrings from Avenge to give it a more unique look, that I’m quite happy with. I’m rambling, because I’m avoiding what’s really on my mind. So, I’ll shut up and just encourage you to go shopping and have creating you own looks.

key to my soul

wearing:
hair:  Wasabi // Oops Mesh Hair
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
ears: .:[PUMEC] :. – / Mesh Ears\ – 4 -POINT INDUSTRIAL
facial piercings: –SU!– Piercing Set 07 (*new* @ Access)
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: Glam Affair – Lily (*new* @ Kustom9)
tattoo: RedFish – Sexy flower Tattoo

*katat0nik* (silver) Anima Eyepatch & Psyche Hole
[Avenge] Fashion necklace (*new* @ Limit8)
[Avenge] Fashion earrings (*new* @ Limit8)
**RE** Julia Belly Chain
.::Dead Dollz::. Isla Outfit (*new* @ FaMESHed)

pose: FOXCITY. Breather VOL2 Animated Pose Set

Baggage

We all have some sort of emotional baggage. Some are lucky enough to travel light. Some of us have to rent out a storage room to keep up with everything that happens to us. The thing is we definitely need to put it somewhere, otherwise we’re dragging it all around with us all the time and it just weighs us down. We don’t need to carry it around displaying it with pride like, “Oh look at me, I was abused as a kid!” We must learn how to deal with it and once we do, we need to pack it neatly away so that when we revisit it, or these metaphorical boxes in our imaginary closets/storage rooms come crashing down, we can deal with it accordingly. Yes, occasionally it will happen that one or more of those boxes might fall open, but just like photographs in a shoe-box, we need to learn to sift through those memories and realize how far we’ve come. Then shove that crap right back in the box and possibly find a more secure place for it. Then lock it up and guard the key, only offering to open it up and share with people we’ve learned to trust. People we know won’t turn around and use the things they discover like weapons against us down the line.
Maybe I’m waxing too philosophical this morning. Maybe none of that made sense to anyone, but me. Then I again, my blog is my therapy…so what do you expect? *chuckles*

storage

wearing:
hair: Lamb. Luna (*new* @ FaMESHed)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: Glam Affair – Mindy

.::Dead Dollz::. Margot Romper (*new* @ FaMESHed)
Essenz – Detroit (*new* @ Uber)

pose: GingerFish Poses – Euphoria Set
Paparazzi – BACKDROP – Dead End Garage – jade

When It Rains

While I love anything and everything by the band, Garbage. This song has always meant something special to me. You see, I used to write a lot of poetry, almost daily. The problem was that I could never write about happy stuff. Poetry was my outlet for being sad and was there a more emo era than the 90s? I think not. All of my best poems have been based on sadness, pain, or anger. Very few of my poems are happy, loving, or about nature. When I first got married, I was at a loss. I couldn’t write anymore, but it seems that the past few years have been so rough and some of the options I’ve considered as of late…Well, let’s just say that when I confessed a few to friends they became quite worried. For now, I think I’ll throw myself back into writing in my journal, writing poetry, and short stories….and maybe I’ll even start back on a book I started years ago.

Rainy Day Tunes
You know I love it when the news is bad
Why it feels so good to feel so sad?
I’m only happy when it rains

wearing:
hair: RAMA.SALON – Emilia Hair (*new* @ Kinky)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: Glam Affair – Mindy

Tukinowaguma Headphone
**RE** LUX Lolita Necklace
**RE** Motor Gloves (*new* @ Uber)

BUENO– Gemma Jackets (*new* @ Uber)
.::Dead Dollz::. Hell’s Doll Biker Pants (*new* @ Uber)
[Gos] Liz Ankle Booties (*new* @ Uber)

JIAN Beagle Pup

pose: FOXCITY. Soulfood Bento Pose Set (*new* @ Blush)
FOXCITY. Photo Booth – Escape (*new* @ Blush)

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