Please, Do Not Disturb

There’s a certain irony involved with a do not disturb message. Oddly enough, isn’t that usually when we want to? Just for kicks? Oh, that’s just me? Oh, c’mon….well…this is what happens when I wake and bake. I slide down walls and wonder about strange shit. My life is seriously bizarre right now. I can’t even begin to explain some of the decisions I’m making. I’m not sure if I’m set to self-destruct or being adventurous. I guess time will tell.

please do not disturb

hair: :::Phoenix::: Alice *NEW*
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: [theSkinnery]  Iris (Catwa Applier) toffee (*new* @ C88)
[Cynful] Candela’s Necklace
[Cynful] Antheia Romper (*new* @ C88)
Phedora ~ Ancora Sandals

pose: FOXCITY. Leaning (Stand) VOL2 (*new* @ Kustom9)
FOXCITY. Photo Booth – Meet You There (*new* @ Kustom9)


Squeal Worthy

I don’t think guys do this, but I can’t be sure. I am pretty sure they wouldn’t admit it. However, almost all girls I’ve ever known has done this. Oh, I’m sorry, what is THIS? Well, its all about that message we received or perceived. However, I have been known to throw myself across a bed and flail my legs about as I squeal over whatever fortune has befallen me. Whether I was squealing about having completed my final exams with flying colors or the guy I’ve liked forever is finally looking my way. Oh it could be as simple a new pair of boots that I’ve wanted for a very long time and I don’t want to take them off. I just want to swoon over them for a while.
Either way, I’ve had a few rather rough days lately, nothing I really want to talk about. However, I’m hoping we all get some squeal worthy moments as we approach the weekend. I think we all deserve it, don’t you?

the message

hair:  [RA] Mikaela Hair  (*new* @ FaMESHed)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
SU!– Nude Lip Gloss Collection
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: [theSkinnery]  Saska (Catwa Applier) honey
::SG:: Sophia stileto BENTO MESH NAILS (*new* @ SKIN FAIR)
[Cynful] Micaela Dress (*new* @ FaMESHed)
_CandyDoll_ Mya Boots – (*new* @ Whore Couture)

pose: FOXCITY. Hella Cute Bento Pose Set (head position edited w/AnyPose)

BUENO -Minimal Living Gacha (*new* @ Arcade)
-BUENO- Minimal Living Apts Spring- RARE
-BUENO-Dreaming Bed- RARE
-BUENO-Journals Clutter-Pinky
-BUENO-Simple Chair-Floral
-BUENO-Happy Hour Neon -Pink
-BUENO-Cactus- White (comes soft linked to BUENO-Lamp-Pink)
-BUENO-Type Pad-Pink
-BUENO-Wall Organizer – Pink
-BUENO-Pencil Holder- Pink (comes soft linked to BUENO-Empty Cup-Dreams)
-BUENO-Bunny Speaker-Pink
-BUENO-Simple Chair-Marble

BUENO– Foxy Pal Sir Fox RARE (*new* @ Arcade)
BUENO- Foxy Pal Ballerina RARE (*new* @ Arcade)

[Bad Unicorn] Not So Welcome Mat (12 Texture Options)
[Bad Unicorn] ‘Pizza or Boobs?’ Heart Pizza

dust bunny . spotted begonia
:CP: Herman Planter White

Therapy Session

So, I don’t write about everything I’m going through, but I do write about a fair bit. Some things are too personal…yes, even I have boundaries. *laughs* I draw my inspiration for words, photos, layouts….from a variety of places. Often it is just a violent mixture of the madness swirling about in my mind, but when my fingers meet the keys and I’m staring at this blank page…somehow I usually find a way to let something out. You see, blogging isn’t a JOB for me. Its a way of life. I’m honored that you’re interested enough to read any of it ever, but I really don’t write for YOU….I write for ME….and I am very well known for having full on arguments out loud with myself.
If all of my sponsors pulled away from me and I was suddenly dismissed from all of my blog manager jobs….none of that would stop me. Actually, my photos would probably take a seriously artistic turn around the corner. I was recently told that I need to be more professional in Second Life. Fuck that. I’m not here to be fake. This is the one place I can be completely free to be me….on every level. I don’t care for your judgement.  I was told not to be friends with my bloggers. I’ve been told I’m too mean. I’m too picky. I’m too soft. I’m too nice. I try too hard. I don’t try hard enough. Here’s the thing though…I’m not here to please anyone but me. Call it selfish, fuck you….what are YOU here for? You here to help humanity? No, you’re not. You might do some good while you’re here, but lets face it…we all found our way to broken toys and those of us that actually live here? We know.
So, if you don’t like me, that’s ok…I don’t always like me either. You think I got issues? No, Baby, I got motherfucking subscriptions and my father owns the publication. *gasps* Yeah, I said it….this is MY therapy session and if you don’t like it….uhm….part of me wants to apologize, but how can I be sorry for being me. I got enough people that love me to know, I’m not that bad…but hey, s’ok…I don’t gotta make you happy. That’s your job, isn’t it? I’ll be over here taking care of mine…maybe our worlds will collide…maybe they’ll mingle and make music. For now, this is the end of this therapy session.

rain brings truth
I mean, I think sometimes people they confuse what I’m doing
I write about life, I write about things that I’m actually dealing with
Something that I’m actually experiencing, this is real for me
Like this is something that personally helps me as well

hair: pr!tty – Bellena (*new* @ Enchantment)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: Glam Affair –- MaryJane – Catwa Mesh Head Applier
[Z O O M] Clymena Glasses (*new* @ FaMESHed)
(Yummy) Bohemia Ring Set
[Cynful] Lioness 2in1 Top (*new* @ FaMESHed)
Legal Insanity  – Myra flared black pants

pose: FOXCITY. Breather VOL2 Animated Pose Set (*new* @ Kustom9)


Waking Up

I feel like I’m just waking up to a tornado of lists. I’ve been hard at work on this picture all day. I had it all done and edited. Inserted the photo, was listing the credits and realized that my painting over the fireplace was backwards. No wonder that picture didn’t make sense to me. *giggles* Luckily everything was still in place, including me. So, yeah, that’s all I’ve got to say about it, cuz my head is still swimming like crazy. I’ll be doubling down on blogging, so I can only guess what sort of madness is headed your way from me.

waking up


hair:  [RA]  Sady Hair (*new* @ C88) squeeeee!
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: Glam Affair –- MaryJane – Catwa Mesh Head Applier – Jamaica (*new* @ Kinky)
[Cynful]  Rainy Baby – Hoodie + Panty Set (*new* @ C88)

JIAN Beagle Pup (Nov Luxe Box)

pose:  Bauhaus Movement – Hearts Burst Into Fire Poses (*new* @ TLC)

Fancy Decor: Jansen Collection (*new* @ FaMESHed)
-Fancy Decor: Cube Table
-Fancy Decor: Velvet Swivel Chair (black)
-Fancy Decor: Jansen Candles
-Fancy Decor: Jansen Painting

Fancy Decor: Fulton Coffee Table
Fancy Decor: Fulton Rug
Fancy Decor: Triangle Candle (black)
Fancy Decor: Gray Vase
Fancy Decor: White Vase
Fancy Decor: Black Vase
Fancy Decor: Brush Art
Fancy Decor: Books & Bookends (black & gold)
Fancy Decor: Pillar Fireplace (white)

tres blah– Hodgepodge – Stacked Magazines

MudHoney Carter Entertainment Center Set (*new* @ FaMESHed)
-MudHoney Trophy Bowl
-MudHoney Basket Vase
-MudHoney Bent Candlesticks
-MudHoney Stone Pyramid

PILOT – Book and Tablet Stack
PILOT – Fido [Carbon]

Ariskea [Ophelia] Fake Plant (*new* @ FaMESHed)

Alouette – Antique TV Bookcase (#2)

Apple Fall Huge Fan Palm


My Cup

I have been on my death bed for…well, today is day 6 and I swear this has to end soon or I’m going insane for sure. I was gonna try to write about how blessed I am and how my cup runneth over, but I’m not feeling so blessed right now. At the moment, I’m feeling like fresh road kill that’s still twitching. So, the only thing in my cup right now is cold meds, juice, soup, more cold meds, tea…DEATH.
So, yeah, I don’t have a lot to say except, “KMN!”

my cup

hair:  [RA]  Shelby Hair (*new* @ C88)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: Glam Affair –- MaryJane
#17 Sintiklia  – Sweet berry – Choker white
(Yummy) Bohemia Ring Set
[Cynful] Lucid Dream – Bra + Panty set (*new* @ FrouFrou)

I can’t tell you what Leric was wearing, because he’s a butthead and won’t answer questions. I really appreciate his company and his help with this shot.

pose: FOXCITY.. You’re My Cuppa Tea (*new* @ Shop Your Heart Out By Linden Labs)


Guitar Man

As soon as I saw this pose from Foxcity, I knew immediately this would be a song post, because what else could it be, an idea born in Satomi’s head began one of those truly transcendent moments. Once again, music says it better than I ever could.  Being a lover or poetry, I often find myself falling in love with the lyrics of a song, sometimes more than the melody. This is one of those songs, that lifts me up and takes me on a little journey back in time….a montage of fading memories…joyous times…broken moments…and escape.

Bread – Guitar Man

Who draws the crowd and plays so loud, baby, it’s the guitar man
Who’s gonna steal the show, you know, baby, it’s the guitar man
He can make you love, he can make you cry
He will bring you down and he’ll get you high
Somethin’ keeps him goin’ miles and miles a day
To find another place to play

Night after night, who treats you right, baby, it’s the guitar man
Who’s on the radio, you go and listen to the guitar man
Then he comes to town and you see his face
And you think you might like to take his place
Somethin’ keeps him driftin’ miles and miles away
Searching for the songs to play

Then you listen to the music and you like to sing along
You want to get the meaning out of each and every song
Then you find yourself a message and some words to call your own and take ’em home

He can make you love, he can get you high
He will bring you down, then he’ll make, make you cry
Somethin’ keeps him movin’, but no one seems to know
What it is that makes him go

Then the lights begin to flicker and the sound is getting dim
The voice begins to falter and the crowds are getting thin
But he never seems to notice, he’s just got to find another place to play

Fade away
Got to play
Fade away
Got to play

write the song

Sady is wearing:
hair:  [RA]  Sady Hair (*new* @ C88) squeeeee!
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: Glam Affair –- MaryJane – Catwa Mesh Head Applier – Jamaica (*new* @ Kinky)
[Cynful]  Rainy Baby – Hoodie + Panty Set (*new* @ C88)
:CULT: SADY UGGS (*new* @ FaMESHed)

Salt is wearing:
hair: Stealthic – Rebellion
head: CATWA HEAD Daniel
body: [SIGNATURE] Gianni – Mesh Body
skin: STRAY DOG – ROCCO – TONE 05 (*new* @ Uber)
Letis Tattoo :: Sapphire Wolf IIk
Legal Insanity  – Owen skinny jeans (*new* @ FaMESHed)

pose: FOXCITY.Play Me (*new* @ Shop Your Heart Out By Linden Labs)

FOXCITY. Prop – Messy Mattress (*new* @ Shop Your Heart Out By Linden Labs)
15.erratic  / lsm – magazine & news
Siamese with Photo 2

+Half-Deer+ Fast Food Clutter
-+Half-Deer+ Fast Food Clutter – Spilled Fries Box (Red)
-+Half-Deer+ Fast Food Clutter – Only A Few Fries
-+Half-Deer+ Fast Food Clutter – Only A Few Fries

.Shi : My Journal [Black]

Fawny – My little puppy – 13

7mad;Ravens  Artists Do It Better


Stone Cold

I’ve talked about how I protect my heart by choosing the people I know will break my heart, because I know what to expect. Here’s the thing though. It almost sounds like I don’t love these people, but I do. I just have serious trust issues. I don’t even trust my own mother and I know that no one on this planet loves me more than she does. It’s better when they leave me in the end, because I know what a mess I am. I know that I’m impossible to completely love. I don’t say that for pity or for people to argue with me. I know its an automatic inclination for people to say, “Oh, Sady, that’s not true.” Here’s the thing. It IS true. None of you really know me. You only know bits and pieces. I think its not so hard for my friends to love me, because our time together is limited. Plus, I am pretty awesome, I’ll admit that. However, romantic love? I’m not so sure that’s really in the cards for me. I let myself believe it from time to time, but I know in the end they all leave….even the good ones. So, it is from experience that I protect my heart by keeping it stone cold. I’m truly happy when someone I love finds happiness, even when its not with me, as much as it hurts. Please don’t make that face of pity or sadness, I’ll be fine. This is my life and I know it well. I’m not an unhappy person. I accept my fate and I make the most of it.

stone cold
Stone cold, baby
God knows I tried to feel
Happy for you
Know that I am, even if I
Can’t understand, I’ll take the pain
Give me the truth, me and my heart
We’ll make it through
If happy is her, I’m happy for you

hair:  :::Phoenix::: Kathleen Hair (*new* @ FaMESHed)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: Glam Affair –- MaryJane – Catwa Mesh Head Applier – Jamaica (*new* @ Kinky)
[Cynful] Alvena’s Leather Strap Dress (*new* @ Fetish Fair)

pose: KlubWerK.poses – Madison set



When I was taking this picture the song Waterfalls by TLC got stuck in my head. So, off I went in search of a cover. I found quite a few, but none that I like quite as much as this one. This is one of those timeless songs that we’ll just never get tired of like Time After Time by Cyndi Lauper. Anyway, the link and lyrics are below. If you’re not familiar with what the song is really about, please read over those lyrics first. Absorb them, understand them. There’s truly a beautiful lesson there. ♥

Waterfalls by TLC (Cover by ortoPilot)

A lonely mother gazing out of her window
Staring at a son that she just can’t touch
If at any time he’s in a jam she’ll be by his side
But he doesn’t realize he hurts her so much
But all the praying just ain’t helping at all
‘Cause he can’t seem to keep his self out of trouble
So, he goes out and he makes his money the best way he know how
Another body laying cold in the gutter
Listen to me
Don’t go chasing waterfalls
Please stick to the rivers and the lakes that you’re used to
I know that you’re gonna have it your way or nothing at all
But I think you’re moving too fast
Little precious has a natural obsession for temptation
But he just can’t see
She give him loving that his body can’t handle
But all he can say is, “Baby, it’s good to me”
One day he goes and takes a glimpse in the mirror
But he doesn’t recognize his own face
His health is fading and he doesn’t know why
Three letters took him to his final resting place
Y’all don’t hear me
Don’t go chasing waterfalls
Please stick to the rivers and the lakes that you’re used to
I know that you’re gonna have it your way or nothing at all
But I think you’re moving too fast
I seen rainbow yesterday
But too many storms have come and gone
Leavin’ a trace of not on God-given ray
Is it because my life is ten shades of gray
I pray all ten fade away
Seldom praise Him for the sunny days
And like his promise is true
Only my faith can undo
The many chances I blew
To bring my life to anew
Clear blue and unconditional skies
Have dried the tears from my eyes
No more lonely cries
My only bleedin’ hope
Is for the folk who can’t cope
Wit such an endurin’ pain
That it keeps ’em in the pourin’ rain
Who’s to blame
For tootin’ caine in your own vein
What a shame
You shoot and aim for someone else’s brain
You claim the insane
And name this day in time
For fallin prey to crime
I say the system got you victim to your own mind
Dreams are hopeless aspirations
In hopes of comin’ true
Believe in yourself
The rest is up to me and you
Don’t go chasing waterfalls
Please stick to the rivers and the lakes that you’re used to
I know that you’re gonna have it your way or nothing at all
But I think you’re moving too fast
Don’t go chasing waterfalls
Please stick to the rivers and the lakes that you’re used to
I know that you’re gonna have it your way or nothing at all
But I think you’re moving too fast


Sady is wearing:
hair:  *ARGRACE* MAYU – Light Browns
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: Glam Affair –  Catwa Applier – Clara – America 02
[Cynful] Coax Necklace – Groupgift March 2017
UC_Angel_wedding_dress (*new* @ Sense)

pose: FOXCITY. Melancholy Bento Pose Set (*new* @ N21)
FOXCITY. Photo Booth – Desolation (*new* @ N21)


Howlin For You

The Black Keys – Howlin For You

I must admit
I can’t explain
Any of these thoughts racing
Through my brain
It’s true
Baby I’m howlin’ for you

There’s something wrong
With this plot
The actors here
Have not got
A clue
Baby I’m howlin’ for you

Can’t you see
Little girl’s
Got a hold on me
Like glue
Baby I’m howlin’ for you

Throw the ball
To the stick
Swing and miss and a
Catcher’s mitt
Strike two
Baby I’m howlin’ for you


hair: TRUTH Caralisa
head: CATWA HEAD Uma
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: DeeTaleZ  “Merrylu” Mixedtype
[Cynful] Wish Necklace Set
[Cynful] Delrica’s Cozy Sweater (*new* @ C88)

pose w/window included:  [ Focus Poses ]  Frosty Morning

on the window sill:
Apple Fall  Crumpled Newspaper
Apple Fall Liberty Sketchbook
Apple Fall Coffee & Muffin

Soy.. Snow Covered Woods Set
Soy.. Snow covered cliff and rock Set
JIAN Grey Wolf :: Static Howl


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