I’m living and I’m dreaming

Today went really well
I didn’t wake up in a panic spell
It was fine, even though I fell
Deeper and deeper in a manic hell
Whoa, I’m living and I’m dreaming
Trying to stay even, oh
Whoa, I’m training for no reason
Apologize, no feelings, oh
No, I don’t need your help
To make me sick, to make me ill
I don’t need anybody else
‘Cause I can break my heart myself
I don’t need your help
Getting off of this carousel
I don’t need anybody else
‘Cause I can break my heart myself

hair: DOUX – Miyeon hairstyle
head: LeLUTKA Avalon Head 3.0
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Perky Edition (1.4)
skin: [Glam Affair] Mia Skin [Lelutka EvoX] @ C88

Tentacio Fuck reality headpiece pink @ Kustom9
Tentacio Fuck reality tape pink @ Kustom9

(Yummy) Layered Rose Necklace @ Kustom9
(Yummy) Plumage Ring Set @ C88
EQUAL – Rose Nails French @ Access
MVT – Rich bitch wallet – Rose @ Equal10
purse: [DDL] Fearless @ Access
Just BECAUSE Kyrene Dress – TSS May 8, 2021

[Rezz Room] Siberian Husky Adult Animesh

pose: Lyrium. Elena Static & Breathing + Fingers Series @ Access

MINIMAL – La Venelle Scene

Serenity Style– Elisabeth spring bicycle [decor]
BUENO– Shining Scooter-Cream
[777] Motors MIA

Home Office

It’s getting unbelievably cold outside at night, but during the temperatures during day  fluctuate 10-20* from what they are at night. My poor desk is staying cleaner, but I’m getting farther and farther behind. So, today, I’m going to do everything I can to get caught up in SL…yes, this is how I shall spend my Saturday. Hell, I went to bed at 8pm last night with a handful of medication.
I’ve always dreamed of having a beautiful study much like this one. I see photos of other people’s desks on FB and I’m can’t help but wonder how the hell they keep them so clean. It’s definitely something I’m working on. In the meantime, if you’re like me and love office supplies and fun ways to decorate a home office or study area. Give some of the stores listed below a visit. They’ve all got super cute stuff and I’m lacking the words to be all touchy feely and wordy this morning. So, I wish you all a weekend filled with love & laughter & shopping♥

scene created in Myrrine Greenhouse white

uk – Celestial Nook Cabinet & Acces Set
-uK – Celestial Nook Shelf Left White
-uK – Celestial Nook Trunk White
-uK – Celestial Nook Book Set 2
-uK – Celestial Nook Book Set 3
-uK – Celestial Nook Crescent Moon Silver

ACORN Writing Desk Set
-ACORN White Wood Desk
-ACORN White Wood Chair
-ACORN Perfume Art -Pink
-ACORN Perfume Art -Blue
-ACORN Desk Lamp -White/Metal
-ACORN Pencil Case
-ACORN Pencil Stand
-ACORN Letter Holder
-ACORN Vase of Tulips -Apricot
-ACORN Stationary Organiser -Blush
-ACORN World Globe
-ACORN Rug -Ashton

ACORN Book 3 Stack -Turtle
ACORN Shadow Box Butterfly Green
ACORN & Dahlia Shelly -Suede Cerice

{what next} Wall Hanging Plant #3
{what next} House Plant – Eucalyptus (stand)
{what next} House Plant – Rubber Tree

BUENO– Laptop Blessed

KraftWork 2018 Calendar . Fameshed November Gift 2017

{moss&mink} Dazzle Pumpkin (Cluster)
{moss&mink} Love Hideaway – Art Print GIFT
{moss&mink} Unicorn Party – Hanging Stars 1 GIFT

***If you are reading this on any site that suggests this post was originally published anywhere but SadyStyle by anyone other than Sadystika Sabretooth, you are reading a stolen post.

Coffee House

“Wrap me in your arms
I can’t feel it but
Wrap me in your arms
I can’t feel it but…”
~Sylvan Esso – Coffee

I’ve always love quaint, comfy locally owned coffee shops. Long before Starbucks put itself in ever Target and strip mall they could fine, before Dunkin was better know for their coffee than their donuts, there were these amazing little coffee shops in my area. They made you feel at home. The coffee was great, the people were great, the atmosphere was great. Though each coffee house had its own energy and style, each one was equally welcoming. Sadly, when Starbucks and Dunkin popped up everywhere with their fancy little drive thru windows…and life got busier…and I pulled away from my friends…well, I don’t even remember the last time I was in one of those coffee houses.
I’m adding a little tagline/side note to end of each blog going forward, because my blog posts are being stolen for another site. ***So, please know if you are reading this on any site that suggests this post was originally published anywhere but SadyStyle by anyone other than Sadystika Sabretooth, you are reading a stolen post.

outside: BUENO-City Block-Regular

scene created in Room 143 – The [Den.]

uk – Autumn’s Hall Decorative Screen (GO by FaMESHed)
uk – Autumn’s Hall Console Table (GO by FaMESHed)
uk – Autumn’s Hall Table Lamp (GO by FaMESHed)
uk – Autumn’s Hall Deco Balls Bowl (GO by FaMESHed)
uk – Autumn’s Hall Hat Stand (GO by FaMESHed)

{what next} Colonna Hot Chocolate Station – Full Set
{what next} Colonna Hot Chocolate Bar Wall Decor (lit)

crate Repurposed Wall Cabinet ~ Cream (GO by FaMESHed)

SHADES – Tufted Sofa Adult (*new* @ ULTRA)
SHADES – Tufted Ottoman Adult (*new* @ Blueprint)
SHADES – Tufted Chair

JIAN Countryside Collies :: Family Rug

*PAN* Summer of Love Orb Curtain (Amber)

dust bunny . spotted begonia
dust bunny . pink medinilla plant
dust bunny . potted bromeliad
dust bunny . pilea peper plant
dust bunny . potted rubber tree

Apple Fall Althea Rug – Antique Dark
Apple Fall Coffee & Muffin
{af} Tied Books

*Second Spaces* 4across set
*Second Spaces* backgammon set

=EliBaily= Book Stack Decor

15.erratic / lsm – magazine & news
28.erratic / cwe – stack of books 1

{vespertine -used suitcase books}

–tres blah– Hodgepodge – Stacked Magazines

Get Her Head Right

She was really looking forward to a night out with the girls. It had been so long since they’d all hung out without boyfriends and being the only single one in the group…this was definitely a rare opportunity for her. She got herself dressed super cute, with one of her shortest off the shoulder dresses and her newest pair of thigh high boots. She was almost ready. She just needed to get her head right.
She found the small trinket box in the bottom drawer of her armoire and pulled out a blunt. She pulled it under her nose like a fancy gent would smell a proper Cuban cigar. She lit and took a deep hit. She closes her eyes as she let the THC wash over her and immediately take her mind on that nice little floating coaster that only begins to settle over her like a warm fog when she exhales slowly. Hmmmm, yes, this is some fine weed. He did good. 

wearing:
hair:  :::Phoenix::: Kelly Hair (*new* for Go by FaMESHed)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [theSkinnery] Amber (*new* @ C88)

**Dirty Princess** Cool Girl Princess Choker
:::ChicChica::: Precious Rose Platinum
{le fil casse} Kylie dress (*new* @ Seasons Story)
Eudora3D Eleanor Boots (*new* for Go by FaMESHed)

pose: FOXCITY. Autumn Bento Pose Set

scene:
Fancy Decor: Lee Collection *new* @ C88)
-Fancy Decor: Less Books & Candles
-Fancy Decor: Lee Leaning Art
-Fancy Decor: Lee Armoire
-Fancy Decor: Lee Accent Chair (grey)

Fancy Decor: Eagan Rug (*new* @ FaMESHed)

Dahlia – Enatomology Wall Art – Moth – Cream Gold (*new* @ Go by FaMESHed)
Dahlia – Entomology Wall Art – Centipede – Blush Gold (*new* @ Go by FaMESHed)
Dahlia – Entomology Wall Art – Beetle – Cream Gold (*new* @ Go by FaMESHed)

Dahlia – Baby Robert – Antique Lamp – Gold

Dahlia – Takashi – Sakura – Tall Vase
Dahlia – Takashi – Sakura – Short Vase
Dahlia – Takashi – Sake Glasses – Pink

DYNASTY – Legacy Cabinet – Dark

BUENO-Journals Clutter-Pinky

18.erratic / lsm – clothing clutter – woman

+Half-Deer+ Carefree Bikini Clutter – ALL – Floor Thong
+Half-Deer+ Carefree Bikini Clutter – ALL – Hanging Bra
+Half-Deer+ Favorite Sweater Clutter – ALL – Draped Over

Garbaggio // Shoe Clutter White
20. Garbaggio // Shoe Clutter – Andrea
23. Garbaggio // Shoe Clutter – Kylie Studded

Peaches ‘N Cream – ‘Emotional Baggage’ Handbag Clutter

Play Time

I see videos all the time of people recording their pets when no one is home. Their animals get into all sorts of things. However, mine seem to save their high jinks for an audience. We don’t come home to broken things or accidents. Nope, my animals do it all while we’re home. The most absent we can be is when we’re sleeping.
Now with my dog, Zoey, I know she’s being polite by not waking us up if she needs to go out. She’ll go in the kitchen where she knows it’s easy to clean up, rather than having an accident on a rug. She’s a good girl and smart, too.
My cat, Mr. Mayhem, on the other hand, is the epitome of an asshole cat. He seems to think that if he gets in enough trouble, we’ll throw him outside. Unfortunately for him, I know the story of Brer Rabbit. Mostly, I just yell at him as I chase him under furniture screaming, “You better learn to use the phone and dial the ASPCA, cuz I’m about to whoop your ass!”

 

scene created in: Room 144 – The [Den.] Residential

crate Otto Bed (*new* @ Go by FaMESHed)
crate Otto Bed Footlocker

uK  – Masculine Chic Set (*new* @ TMD)
-uK – Masculine Chic Console-Black
-uK – Bachelor Hall Wine Planter
-uK – Masculine Chic LED Lamp
-uK -Masculine Chic Art 1
-uK -Masculine Chic Art 2

uK – DJ Dead Chair Grey
uK – Chic Wall Clock (Metal)

JIAN ‘dorable Danes
JIAN Forest Cat

BUENO– Rug -Block

Fapple– BDSM Tool Box
Fapple- Kama Sutra Gacha 03

+Half-Deer+ Favorite Sweater Clutter – ALL – Floor A

I’m the Only One Here

“And I’m the only one here
And I don’t think anyone cares about these eyes
And I’m the only one here
And I don’t think anyone out there hears my cries”
~Rei Brown ~ I Can’t See You in the Dark

wearing:
hair:  DOUX – Cintia hairstyle (*new* @ TresChic)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [Glam Affair] Dee

[Cynful] Ana’s Dress (*new* @ C88)
BUENO-Fall Boot (*new* @ Uber)

pose: an lar [poses] The Altered Series

Vanilla

When I first came into Second Life, back in 2006, I was officially introduced to the Master tag and the entire D/s world. Prior to that, I knew there were fetishes and that people were into bdsm. However, I thought those were just kinks and fetishes. I had no idea they were lifestyles. Over time, I learned the differences between all types of subs and Dom/mes. For the longest time, you really couldn’t go anywhere without seeing some dude wearing a Master tag and a black cape. Now the trend seems to be more focused on Daddy Doms and BabyGirls, or perhaps that’s just where my path has led. However, based on some of the things I see on Facebook, I’m prone to think that those that are not into the bdsm lifestyle are somehow seen as boring. In fact, the term used for those that are not into bdsm is Vanilla. As if to say that Vanilla is a boring flavor.
The truth is, that vanilla is a build block flavor that is in more recipes than most people would realize. The same can be said about sex. I think its funny that so many people in the bdsm community fuss at one another for kinky shaming, as there are some rather extreme kinks out there. Yet, no one really stands up and says, “Ya know what? It’s okay to be Vanilla! It’s ok not to like dirty talk or toys or whips & chains.” There is nothing wrong with Vanilla.
In fact, I’ll take a Vanilla latte over one of those silly pumpkin spice lattes any day! Plus, you can take vanilla ice cream and add stuff to that to make it spectacular. Okay, I’m getting off track and now I want ice cream. Go shopping! I’m going to the kitchen!

wearing:
hair:   MINA – Frankie  (*new* @ Hair Fair)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [Glam Affair] Dee

BONDI . The Elite Sunglasses (*new* @ Dubai)
BUENO-Sweater Dress (*new* @ Uber)
Eudora3D Haloke Boots&Socks (*new* @ Shiny Shabby)

pose: FOXCITY. Show Time Bento Pose Set

scene:
SHADES – Tufted Love Seat (*new* @ Blueprint)
SHADES – Tufted Chair

Kalopsia – Drawer Shelf – Brown
[DDD] Twinkling Ivy – Patch
RARE. DYNASTY – Calligraphy Corner – Backdrop
–tb– Bon Voyage – Books
hive // macrame hanging plant . stone
Second Spaces – snow day books – messy stack

Apple Fall Wooden Trunk (Decor)
Apple Fall Althea Rug – Antique Light
Apple Fall Huge Fan Palm
Apple Fall Designer Hat Box
Apple Fall Silver Antiqued Rabbit
Apple Fall Bronze Leaf Apple Branches
Apple Fall Books – Arrangement 1
Apple Fall Tea Tins & Tea Books
Apple Fall Cotton Cluster
Apple Fall Handbag & Scarf
Apple Fall Books – Arrangement 4
Apple Fall Coffee & Muffin
Apple Fall Liberty Sketchbook
Apple Fall ‘iFall’ Notebook 2015
Apple Fall Roses Box (Champagne)
Apple Fall Pinecones & Hazelnuts (*new* for Go by FaMESHed)
Apple Fall Apples w/ Ornamental Stand – Copper (*new* for Go by FaMESHed)
Apple Fall Woodland Deer – Brass (*new* for Go by FaMESHed)
AF Ceramic Chubby Squirrel
Apple Fall Books – Arrangement 3
Apple Fall Grass Pot
Apple Fall Banana Tree

Let the Stories Unfold

“A room should never allow the eye to settle in one place. It should smile at you and create fantasy,” – Juan Montoya.

In honor of the quote and all the designers that have pieces in this setting, I leave you to explore, as there are many stories to be told, if you simply open your mind and let the stories unfold.

Fancy Decor: Faline set (*new* @ C88)
-Fancy Decor: Faline Sofa – Tapestry
-Fancy Decor: Faline Wall Panel (gold)
-Fancy Decor: Faline End Table (gold & white)
-Fancy Decor: Faline Handled Bowl
-Fancy Decor: Faline Coffee Table (gold & white)
-Fancy Decor: Faline Candlestick
-Fancy Decor: Faline Armchair – Tapestry

Fancy Decor: Bonham Rug

16 Fancy Decor: Van Gogh Sketch

Quasi – Lovers 3D Art Piece

uK – Gothic Mannequin (B) (*neew* @ TFC)

Mutresse-Shortie Cats (*new* @ Arcade)

Dahlia – Joanna’s – Macaroon Box (*new* @ AuLovely)
Dahlia – Joanna’s – Macaroons – Set 2 D
Dahlia – Joanna’s – Metal Serving Tray – Gold

Dahlia – Concetta – RoseTea Tin – White (*new* @ TLC)
Dahlia – Concetta – Closed – Tea Tin – Gold

Dahlia – Piper’s Handbag – RARE .01
Dahlia – Piper’s Handbag Gacha – Sunglasses & Candy .04
Dahlia – Piper’s Handbag Gacha – Lipstick, mascara & Cream .05
Dahlia – Piper’s Handbag Gacha – Perfume & Lipgloss .06
Dahlia – Piper’s Handbag Gacha – Compacts & Foundation .07

Dahlia – Curious – Sparkle Bottle – Blue
Dahlia – Curious – Sparkle Bottle – Teal
Dahlia – Curious – Sparkle Bottle – Red

Dahlia – Mayza – Clutch

REIGN.- PLANNER- GIRL BOSS (DECOR)- #17

Can’t Even — Golden Vase with Twigs

–tres blah– Jolie – Golden Hand
-tb- Bon Voyage – Books
-tres blah- Pampered – Bouquet
-tres blah- Jolie – Train Case

Apt B // Hello Billy – Hatboxes

[ zerkalo ] Hidden Gems – Square Box

Scarlet Creative The Arcade Sep 15 – Greenwich Telephone

8f8 – Mange Destin 06 – Rich chocolate truffles

BUENO-Wallet-Cream

DIGS – Hand-Rolled Smoking Decor

*YS&YS* Holborn Hanging Ivy

[Schultz Bros.] 13. Chandelier

hive // macrame hanging plant . white

15.erratic / coc – dragonfly jar

PILOT – Hanging Planter [White]

striped mocha – hanging lotuses – gold

Way Down We Go

“Father tell me, we get what we deserve
Oh we get what we deserve
And way down we go
Way down we go
Say way down we go
Way down we go
You let your feet run wild
Time has come as we all oh, go down
Yeah but for the fall oh, my
Do you dare to look him right in the eyes?”
~Kaleo – Way Down We Go

How many of us truly belong in karma or some sort of divine justice? We’ve all heard people say, “there’s a special place in hell for people like that.” Some of us have even thought it or said it ourselves. So, while we sit in judgement of others, regardless of their offense, how many of us want the karma or divine justice we deserve? How many of us have taken a friend or lover down with us?
I think that its far too easy and convenient to point the fingers at others. I think that most of us revel in the crimes of the obscene, for it relieves us of some of the guilt we carry within our hearts. However, what if there’s a special place in hell for people like us? Does karma just skip the little stuff? Just food for thought.

wearing:
hair: [monso] My Hair – Nako (*new* Go! by FaMESHed)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [Glam Affair] Loly (*new* @ K9)
tattoo: [White~Widow] Soorma

Pseudo- Trucker Jacket Black (*new* @ K9)
{le fil casse} Trinity Bustier Top (*new*  @ ULTRA)
BUENO-Happy Skirt (*new* @ K9)

**pose is in a hud that comes with the jacket

anxiety %chicago build1

Hello Darkness

“Hello darkness, my old friend
I’ve come to talk with you again
Because a vision softly creeping
Left its seeds while I was sleeping
And the vision that was planted in my brain
Still remains
Within the sound of silence”
~Paul Simon

I grew up listening to songs like this one, but for me…this particular song speaks to the creative part of me, the dreamer within me. It is late at night when the rest of the world is seemingly sleeping that my creative energy is at its best. I’ve written my best poems in the middle of the night and I can almost promise you that my best photos have been conceived of, or flowed along organically under the veil of night.
I remember living in Illinois when I was 21/22 and walking down to the river in the middle of the night, with my headset, pen and paper, and tissues. I almost always cried. No matter how hot or cold (and sometimes it was icy fucking cold) I could sit there on this private dock in a posh neighborhood that I had no business being in…and somehow feel like I was home. The river flowing past me, losing myself in either the music or the quiet flow of the water. It was a place that I could go to recapture my ideas and put them in order.I imagine now, the entire process would take place with a smart phone, but back then…depending on the moon for my light? I don’t know, there was something romantic about it. I suppose I’m rambling at this exact moment, as I feel myself getting lost in memories or yesteryear and I’ve got shopping to do in SL, because this creative mind of mine is alive and well at 12:30 am…there are ideas brewing!

wearing:
hair: :::Phoenix::: Mishon Hair (*new* Go by FaMESHed)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [Glam Affair] Austine Applier [ Catwa ] Basic Line FLF

Blueberry – Helena – Coin Top
Blueberry – Helena – Front Tied Shorts
Eudora3D Basmah Heels (*new* @ FaMESHed)

pose: FOXCITY.Soulfood Bento Pose Set

scene:
anxiety %chicago build1
JIAN Golden Lab Pupper Basket
BUENO-Cat Phone -White
// SEUL \\ – Cocky Biscuits – Strawberry
–tres blah– Coffee To Go