Exactly What I Need

This has been an absolutely insane week. Last weekend was bad enough, but it only led to a week full of disappointments. People never cease to amaze me. It almost seems as if the people I really want to believe in, people I once looked up to…are the ones that have let me down the most. I saw a meme earlier this week that read something like, “A this point, I’m more surprised by the people that stay than I am by the people that leave.” At least that was the general idea, might not be the exact words, but close enough. These days, I’m more surprised by the people that don’t try to stir up shit. Those are hard to find and its why I rarely leave my platform anymore.
I’ve got a few good friends, both male and female and that’s exactly what I need.

You look like therapy
Exactly what I need
You are the darkness for me to light, yeah
The perfect remedy
To heal what’s hurting me
Come be the therapy for me
And me for you, tonight

wearing:
hair:  :::Phoenix::: Rebecca Hair (*new* @ Bloom)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: Glam Affair – Mindy
neve top – recycled biker (*new* @ Uber)
neve short – shameless plaid (*new* @ Uber)
[BREATHE]-Foxy Heels (*new* @ Uber)
FOXCITY. SkinFX – Volume I (*new* in mainstore)

pose: . Infiniti . – Darling set

scene:
[Avenge] Black/White backdrop (*new* @ Limit8)
NOMAD // Tufted Chair

Your Greedy Eyes Upon Me

I’m just going to let this song do the talking for me today. My favorite line is captioned under the photo and the video awaits you beneath the credits. In the meantime, I get off on you…getting off on me…*grins*….yeah, I’m in a mood.

So much left unspoken
Between the two of us
It’s so much more exciting
To look when you can touch
You could say I am different
And maybe I’m a freak
But I know how to twist ya
To bring you to your knees

wearing:
hair:  tram G1204 hair
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: Glam Affair – Mindy
tattoo: .Identity. Body Shop – Death Angel
.random.Matter. – Taeil Choker – Black
[VALE KOER] DEADLY GRASP
Scandalize.Lesly
Scandalize.JOLENE-HEELS (*new* PocketGacha)

pose: FOXCITY. Show Time Bento Pose Set (*new* @ Limit8)

scene:
FOXCITY. Photo Booth – #DressingRoom Pink (*new* @ Kustom9)
Stockholm-Clothing rack (female) by BAZAR
–tres blah– Hodgepodge – Tossed Clothes
uK – Spring Frame Lg Wildflower (*new* @ Bloom)
uK – Spring Frame Lg & (*new* @ Bloom)

The Spotlight

I wasn’t naked, I was completely covered by a blue spotlight. ~Gypsy Rose Lee

wearing:
hair:  [^.^Ayashi^.^] Miyoko hair (*new* @ Bloom)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: Glam Affair – Mindy
–Narcisse– Marika Harness (*new* @ RedLightDistrict)
Essenz – Havana (*new* @ FaMESHed until the April 25th)

pose: FOXCITY. Spot On Bento Pose Set (*new* @ EQUAL10)
FOXCITY. Photo Booth – Show Time: Darks (*new* @ Limit8)

Wild Horses

“I have my freedom but I don’t have much time
Faith has been broken tears must be cried
Let’s do some living after we die”
~Rolling Stones “Wild Horses”

I was going to to talk about something super twisted, but this isn’t a donkey, its a precious pony. So, I went with one of my absolute favorite songs….cuz wild girl and precious pony. What??? Don’t look at me like that!

Wild horses couldn’t drag me away
Wild, wild horses couldn’t drag me away

wearing:
hair:  Navy+Copper – Frappe (*new* @ Bloom)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: Glam Affair – Mindy
LYBRA . APRIL (*new* @ FaMESHed)
Phedora ~ Margaret heels (*new* @ Kustom9)
JIAN Precious Ponies 11. Brown Companion (*new* @ Epiphany)

pose: FOXCITY. What Gives Bento Pose Set
FOXCITY. Photo Booth – Show Time Limited (*new* @ Limit8)

Believe in Happiness

“You have to believe in happiness,
Or happiness never comes …
Ah, that’s the reason a bird can sing –
On his darkest day he believes in Spring.”
~ Douglas Malloch ~

wearing:
hair: #Foxy – Lovestoned Hair (*new* @ Kustom9)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: Glam Affair – Mindy
Cae :: Mariposa :: Earrings (*new* @ Bloom)
Cae :: Mariposa :: Necklace (*new* @ Bloom)
e.marie // Unicorn Confetti Set
Vinyl – Alanis Romper (*new* @ Bloom)

pose: FOXCITY. Leaning (Stand) VOL2 Bento Pose Set
TLC Forever My Dove – full set (*new* @ Bloom)
TLC Eurasian collared dove – texture version B (*new* @ Bloom)

Earth, teach me…

Earth teach me to forget myself as melted snow forgets its life. Earth teach me resignation as the leaves which die in the fall. Earth teach me courage as the tree which stands all alone. Earth teach me regeneration as the seed which rises in the spring. ~William Alexander

wearing:
hair: {Limerence} Rosaly hair (*new* @ Bloom)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: Glam Affair – Mindy
.Swan. Blooming Loving Birds Necklace (*new* @ Bloom)
e.marie // Spring Mandala Set (*new* @ Kustom9)
.gypsy heart. Hanna Dress – Heat Pack – Berry (*new* @ Bloom)
Phedora ~ edith v2 platforms (*new* @ EQUAL10)

pose: Fashiowl Poses – Bloom set (*new* @ Bloom)
Serenity Style– Julia Spring Backdrop – The world is mine RARE  (*new* @ Bloom)

Soooo fluffy!!

I warned you that my dark side was pink and fluffy. Guess what else? I’m starting to like unicorns, too! I know…I know…stop it…I’m hoping this confession will help me rid myself of these evil thoughts. But look at my slippers!!! They’re so fluffy!!!! And my hair!!! I’m not sure I ever want to take it off. I know its kinda crazy looking, but I swear it grows on you and I’m just not sure I can take it off! You can all relax now…I’ll be back in my regular dark clothes soon enough. *laughs & shakes her awesome unicorn slippers at you*

wearing:
hair:  Beusy: Vida Hairstyle (*new* @ N21)
head: CATWA HEAD Kathy
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara

{le fil casse} Felicity Dress (*new* @ Bloom)
Phedora ~ Agnes Unicorn Slippers  RARE (*new* @ N21)

pose by Bauhaus Movement

DRD – BB – Bed and Breakfast – Lizette Bed – Powder
Traveler-Night stand by Bazar
{what next} ‘Emma’ Tulips Bouquet (pale pink)

Have Some Fun

Anyone that’s friends with me on Facebook could know what sort of hijinx I got into last night. To be honest, circumstances in RL are a bit peculiar for me at the moment. So, I most certainly did wake & bake. Its going to be a relaxed, fun day for me, because this afternoon I’ll be hosting two older ladies coming off of a roadtrip. You see, my mother and my uncle’s widow will be coming back from my Aunt’s funeral this afternoon. My mother hasn’t stopped crying since the day before Easter when he sister passed away. Awww, don’t be too sad. Don’t celebrate or anything, but…my aunt lived a very full life. She traveled the world…as recently as two years ago…she was in London. Apparently my uncle wanted fish n chips every day. She was the mother of three pretty impressive kids, even if the one in Africa is a waste of space. (story for another day)
She’s been a grandmother for more than 20 years. In fact, she was a great grandmother. She lived in the mountains, bears literally climbed around on her house, but never once hurt them nor did they find any mutilated deer, regardless of how many hung about her house waiting for food. Think of a religious, slightly backwoods Disney film…*nods*
So, see? She had a pretty decent life. All in all, I’d say it was pretty successful.
With all of that said, I am just wanting to have some fun before my elders arrive home-ish from their 9hr-one way, crappiest reason ever, roadtrip. I know I need to have some food ready, but that’s about 10hrs from now…so in the meantime….*eyes her magic cookie*…thank goodness, Eli didn’t find it!

wearing:
hair:  Moon. Hair. // Elusory (April Luxe Box)
head: CATWA HEAD Kathy
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara

Tres Blah – Kiki Dress (April Luxe Box)
fri. – Buffy Sandals (*new* @ Bloom)

pose by KlubWerK.poses

:Fanatik Architecture: LISBON Straight A
Delia’s Hopscotch chalk drawing

See, Tracy?

Once upon a time, my friend Tracy came to my house in Second Life. We sat on the couch and were playing with the poses (PG poses, you pervs!) and one of them made it look like I was petting her knee. Thus began a long standing joke about Tracy and her hairy knees. So, when I was looking for a pose to show off these gorgeous new wedges from Bueno, I ran across this one from Klubwerk. The first thought in my head was, “See, Tracy? This is what smooth legs look and feel like…is nice, yeah?” For some reason this was also said in a strange foreign accent like the one used for Brüno in that crazy movie.
So there you have it, a little peak into the bizarre mind of me! You also see what Tracy puts up with as my friend. Lucky for me, she’s a good sport and takes it all in stride…even if she has hairy knees.

wearing:
hair:  [^.^Ayashi^.^] Sakura hair (*new* @ Bloom)
head: CATWA HEAD Kathy
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara

.:E.A.Studio:.BOX Thetra Nails & Ring Set (*new* @ Tres Chic)
KITJA x :PARKER: – Tasha Top (*new* @ Kustom9)
KITJA x :PARKER: – Tasha Shorts (*new* @ Kustom9)
BUENO– Wedges (*new* @ Kustom9)

pose by KlubWerK.poses

scene set up in 22769 – Patio – RARE (*new* @ Bloom)
22769 – Patio Chair Sunset – COMMON (*new* @ Bloom)
22769 – Sheer Boho Drape – COMMON (*new* @ Bloom)

Walk in the Park

I don’t know about where you live, but where I live we have a few parks. There’s one that’s right next to my house, but its not really a nice park. I mean, it is, but only if you’re an athletic child or a parent of an athletic child. There are ball fields and a gym…a little playground area, but nothing really aimed at adults. There’s a really nice one downtown in the city, but you have to drive to it, then pay for parking…that’s after maneuvering your way through a maze of one way streets. I see pictures, videos and, of course, scenes in movies of people visiting amazing parks in bigger cities and I’m honestly a bit envious. I guess its just another reason to be grateful for Second Life. I can go to any number of amazing parks and sims with just a quick teleport. Then you’ve got amazing designers like unKindness, along with many others, that allow us to create our very own special park right on our own land.

There’s never been a better time to create such a park in SL as there is now, either. Bloom is in full effect until the end of the month and there are so many beautiful spring designs for both your avatar and your land. So, make sure you get over there before it ends and lets welcome summer with some spring in our step.

wearing:
hair:  :::Phoenix::: Vanessa Hair  (*new* @ Bloom)
head: CATWA HEAD Kathy
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
tattoo: RedFish – Cafouillis tattoo (*new* @ Thrift Shop)

**RE** Simone Heart Collar
Storybook – Taryn (*new* @ Bloom)
Phedora ~  Sandra heels (*new* @ Kustom9)

pose: GingerFish Poses-Slow Burn5-Petite Mirror (*new* @ Pose Fair)

scene:
22769 – Cubic Box Tree Pot – COMMON (*new* @ Bloom)
uK – Stone Garden Wall Full (*new* @ Bloom)
uK – Stone Garden End (*new* @ Bloom)
uK – Stone Garden Arch (*new* @ Bloom)
NOMAD // Carnivorous Specimen A // Pink (*new* @ Bloom)
NOMAD // Carnivorous Specimen A // Purple (*new* @ Bloom)
*HEXtraordinary* Maiden Goddess Fountain (*new* @ Bloom)
NOMAD // Carnivorous Specimen B // Bright Pink (*new* @ Bloom)
NOMAD // Carnivorous Specimen B // Dark Yellow (*new* @ Bloom)