Chillin With Nikole

So, Nik and I have been planning this picture for a while. I had the scene all set up, we were both going to wear this adorable outfit from Lapointe & Bastchild, different textures, of course. Naturally, if its Nikole and I together, there will be weed involved and she found us the perfect pose from Hello Gorgeous. So, she lands and I was wearing the same top. I quickly changed the texture on mine and Nik says, “That should say Spread Legs, Bitch!”
I laughed so hard. I promptly told her that she would be quoted. There ya have it, folks. That’s just a small sample of time with Nik & Sady. She thought I was going to tell you all about the time we met in RL and how she kept me so stoned the entire weekend, I could hardly remember my name. Nope…just about picture day. *giggles*

love to smoke

Sady is wearing:
hair: Magika – Feelings
headCATWA HEAD Kathy
bodyMaitreya Mesh Body – Lara
L&B Swear Sabrina T-shirt
L&B Swear High Waist Denim Shorts

Nikole is wearing:
hair: Doux Lucia
headCATWA HEAD Catya
bodyMaitreya Mesh Body – Lara
L&B Swear Sabrina T-shirt
L&B Swear High Waist Denim Shorts

pose: .HG. Kind Bud

scene:
[Con.] The Cuddle Camper – Royal
[Bad Unicorn] ‘Pizza or Boobs?’ Heart Pizza
[LJ] Chipsters – Chippers – Salt & Vinegar (rez)
[Bad Unicorn x Birch] Mary Janes ‘Noel’s Cookies’
[NikotiN] Grinder
[NikotiN] Pocket – Weed (full)

Wheels

She had been skating since she was in the first grade. She could skate before she even learned how to ride a bike. There was something so free about having wheels under her feet, almost as if she could fly. When she skated she felt free. As a kid she would lose herself in the music skating in circles at the skating rink, but as she got older she found the most joy in skating along in abandoned warehouses and parking garages, provided they had a smooth surface and if they didn’t well, she made a game of jumping cracks and rocks. Sure, she got some bruises and scratches from failed attempts, but that was all part of the fun. She had tried the inline skates, but they just didn’t feel right and she preferred the classic skates and always would.

practice

wearing:
hair
: MINA – Tina (*new* @ Kustom9)
headCATWA HEAD Kathy
bodyMaitreya Mesh Body – Lara
tattoo: .Identity. Body Shop – Rise Strong

Scandalize. Zenda top (*new* @ Tres Chic)
Scandalize. Zenda shorts (*new* @ Tres Chic)
fri. – Footless Socks
N-core SKATES

GingerFish Poses – Rollin (*new* @ eBento)
[Bad Unicorn] ‘B1’ Backdrop

Desire (NSFW)

This is my first post using two items from Bound Box. This is the first one, so they’ve been very generous by sharing photos and letting us blog it early so you can get a true taste of things to come. I thought about writing something really dirty and personal, but I chose to share one of the sexiest songs I know, that says it all. *grins* Enjoy the song and for the love of all things kinky…you really want to grab the Bound Box before the 12th, because this is the yummiest box to hit the grid. *purrs*

Meg Meyers Desire

Baby, I’ll learn to touch you
I wanna breathe into your well
See, I gotta to hunt you
I gotta to bring you to my hell
Baby, I wanna fuck you,
I WANNA FEEL YOU IN MY BONES
Boy, I’m gonna love YOU
I’M GONNA TEAR INTO YOUR SOUL

DESIRE, I’m hungry
I hope you feed me
how do you want me, how do you want me?
how do you want me, how do you want me?
how do you want me, how do you want me?
how do you want me, how do you want me?

Honey, I wanna break you
I wanna throw you to the hounds,
I gotta hurt you, I gotta hear from your mouth
Boy, I wanna taste you, I wanna skin you with my tongue
I’m gonna kill you,
I’M GONNA LAY YOU IN THE GROUND

DESIRE, I’m hungry
I hope you feed me
how do you want me, how do you want me?
how do you want me, how do you want me?
how do you want me, how do you want me?
how do you want me, how do you want me?

I wanna feel YOU, I want it ALL
I wanna feel YOU, I want it ALL

how do you want me, how do you want me?
how do you want me, how do you want me?
how do you want me, how do you want me?
how do you want me, how do you want me?

Bound box1

Sady is wearing:
hair
Tableau Vivant \\ Editorial \ Southern wind
headCATWA HEAD Kathy
bodyMaitreya Mesh Body – Lara
*MC* Depraved Harness Set (*new* Bound Box July)
Essenz – Memphis (*new* Bound Box July)

Josh is wearing:
hair*Dura*B77-DARK
hairbase: DURA Catwa Hairboase 02 (DARK)
head: CATWA HEAD Daniel
beardVYC – Neat Scruff Beard
ears: .:E.A.Studio:. Box Ears Falling Star
bodySlink Physique Male Mesh Body
hands: -VA-M-VISTA BENTO PROHAND SLINK MALE
tattooISUKA Dean

pose: oOo Studio Thrall Two c/m/nt
[Bad Unicorn] 02 Hype-Beast Backdrop

My Ride

“Oh, oh
I’m falling so I’m taking my time on my ride
Oh, I’m falling so I’m taking my time on my ride
Taking my time on my ride”
Twenty One Pilots-Ride

So, this song started on repeat in my head the minute I started taking this picture and at first I was like, ok, I’ll give them the lyrics and let it go. Then I listened a few more times. Then I read the lyrics without the music, because I love poetry and I recognized the true depth of the song. While its the chorus that usually sticks with us and plants some lovely ear worms, the meat of this song comes in the too quick to keep up in a sing along portion. Give it a read, think it over, then meet me after the row of stars.

 

“I’d die for you
That’s easy to say
We have a list of people that we would take
A bullet for them
A bullet for you
A bullet for everybody in this room
But I don’t see to see many bullets coming through
See many bullets coming through
Metaphorically I’m the man
But literally I don’t know what I’d do
I’d live for you
And that’s hard to do
Even harder to say
When you know it’s not true
Even harder to write
When you know that tonight
There are people back home which are talking to you
But then you ignore them still
All these questions they’re forming like
Who would you live for?
Who would you die for?
And would you ever kill?”

✪✪✪✪✪✪✪✪✪✪✪✪✪✪✪✪✪✪✪✪✪✪✪✪✪✪✪✪✪✪✪✪✪✪✪✪✪✪✪✪✪✪✪✪✪✪✪✪✪✪✪

I hope you have thought it over to yourself, before just skipping to this part. Either way, here’s what I’ve got to say about it…if you’re interested. It’s okay if you’re not, you can scroll on down to the credits. I’ll never know and even if you told me, I’m not going to get butthurt over it. Now that I’ve stalled you enough to make you think one way or the other…let’s jump on down that rabbit hole, shall we?

The whole “die for you” and “take a bullet for you” thing. I can’t know if you’ve ever said it, but I sure have. I can’t know if you have taken a bullet for someone or not, but I haven’t. I have, however, had a gun pulled on me and was more than willing to take that bullet. Being a female, I didn’t have to take the bullet afterall, I just had to take something else while the gun was held to my head. I can say without hesitation that I would be willing to take a bullet for a number of people, but that’s because I’m not afraid to die. I also know that a bullet does not always bring death. So, that answers the next question, as to who I’d die for, because I’d die for quite a number of people if it meant they could keep on living. It’s those same people that I live for, because truth be told if it were just up to me I would have been gone well over a year ago.  I didn’t choose to live for myself. I chose not to bring sorrow and suffering to those I love. Last question, would I ever kill? Yes. If I felt I had no other choice, most definitely. Oddly enough, all of these questions are things I’ve thought about in the past, but I never considered how deeply this song would make think about my past, my present, or my future. Ironically the song points out that the singer has been thinking too much. In turn, the song has caused me to think quite a lot.
After all that heavy thinking, I think I’ll just relax and enjoy what’s left of my ride. Here’s hoping that you can make the most of yours and enjoy it, because as many of us have realized this last week…the ride isn’t as long as we sometimes think it is…*lifts her coffee to the sky*…let’s try to enjoy the ride today as long as it last.

my ride

wearing:
hair
[RA] Marina Hair
headCATWA HEAD Kathy
bodyMaitreya Mesh Body – Lara

EF: Summersong Necklace (*new* @ FaMESHed)
*Just BECAUSE* Eva Dress
[VALE KOER] GARTER SOCKS
Phedora ~ Lupe Sneakers (*new* @ Vintage Fair)

pose: [ Focus Poses ] 50’s Tbird (*new* @ Vintage Fair)
backdrop: [Bad Unicorn] ‘The Docks’ Backdrop

 

 

Let’s Talk

Can you believe she said that? Did that? Can you? I can promise you that you can and you do. We all do. No, we didn’t see it. No, we weren’t part of it even the slightest bit of a friend of a friend way. Of course we won’t repeat it (I like to believe we are all a little better at keeping our mouths shut, but fb tells me otherwise.). I see all sorts of people meddling in other people’s affairs. Now, if you’re not practically family, I think you should probably stay out of it. Afterall, what’s your motive for getting involved? Don’t even try that whole, “If it was me, I’d wanna know” line, cuz lets face it…you’re not him/her and you don’t have a clue what they want and if you’re not 100% proof positive about what’s being said, you should probably take it with a grain of salt, perhaps check the motives of your storyteller and go on about your own business. *nods*
I love how people say they’re all about not getting sucked into drama, but will be the first to spread gossip…thus fueling the drama mills. We can’t avoid ALL drama, but there are some sure fire ways to diminish drama…IF that’s what you really want to do.
Let’s start with the first and most obvious thing. Keep what you hear…keep it all to yourself. C’mon, knowledge is power, so empower yourself and stop running your mouth. Plus, people are a lot more likely to confide in you when you’re not telling everyone’s business. You wanna be trustworthy, dontcha? Of course, you do! So…ZIP THE LIP!
Secondly, stay out of it as much as possible. If you don’t have a dog in the fight, you sure as hell don’t need to go blasting your opinion to everyone that listens. So, back to zipping the lip. Surround yourself with trustworthy people for your gossiping needs, your venting needs. Know that you can trust them with any awful thing you say and that they can trust you. Its simple to get it all out of your system, without getting directly involved and stirring up even more drama, right? Right!
Sooo, today we learned to…ZIP THE LIP!

Okay, I’ll end this here for now…but I retain the right to revisit this topic if you all don’t start spreading some love, damnit! *giggles & blows kisses*

redfish

wearing:
hair:   Tableau Vivant \\ Thea
head: CATWA HEAD Kathy
eyes: CATWA Mesh Eyes w/-SU!– [CATWA & OMEGA HUD] Xenira Eyes ALL COLORS
bodyMaitreya Mesh Body – Lara
tattoo: RedFish – Geomatic tattoo

.random.Matter. – Taeil Choker – Black
Vinyl– London Crop Top Group Gift Pak
[VALE KOER] WAIST PANTIES

pose by Bauhaus Movement slightly edited with AnyPose
background: [Bad Unicorn] 04 Hype-Beast Backdrop

One Year

“Five hundred twenty-five thousand
Six hundred minutes
Five hundred twenty-five thousand
Moments so dear
Five hundred twenty-five thousand
Six hundred minutes
How do you measure – measure a year?
In daylights – in sunsets
In midnights – in cups of coffee
In inches – in miles
In laughter – in strife”
Rent – Seasons of Love

Today marks one year since my first post to this blog and its been an amazing journey. It started off as me finding a creative outlet that I found therapeutic. I was encouraged and supported by three of the most amazing women I’ve ever known in my 10+ years on the grid. I can’t thank Kess, Tracy, and Grace enough for their continued support. I would not be the woman I am today without them. These are women I hope to never lose touch with and I’d love to think that someday the four of us could redefine the Golden Girls…someday…we’re not THAT old yet…*laughs*

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I don’t want to just thank them. I want to thank the readers and the designers who have taken me on a blogger. Not just the ones I currently blog for, but all the designers along the way that believed in me enough to provide me with blogger packs. I appreciate every single person that looks at my blog, whether they read my words or simply like my photos. I am always amazed that people actually want to look at my photos and/or read my words. Today, I am filled with gratitude for all the support and it is because of all this that I still love blogging. I’m growing as a writer and a photographer with each passing day. Thank YOU…yes, you…for reading this, for clicking my links, for supporting me…for liking what I do. I truly hope each and everyone of you has a week filled with love and laughter. ♥

wearing:
hair:  Moon. Hair. // Tessellate (March Luxe Box)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona (*new & exclusive* @ Skin Fair)
eyes: CATWA Mesh Eyes w/-SU!– [CATWA & OMEGA HUD] Xenira Eyes ALL COLORS
dimples: Izzie’s – Catwa Dimples Hud
lipstick: [PF] CATWA LIPSTICK Applier – Glossy Pout
bodyMaitreya Mesh Body – Lara
hands: -VA-VISTA BENTO

**RE** Simone Heart Collar
Foxes – LuxeBox- Teddy Bear Hoodie
[Cynful] Coax Bellychain
[VALE KOER] WAIST PANTIES
fri. – Dana.Flats (*new* @ Kustom9)

poses: Del May Poses
backdrop: [Bad Unicorn] ‘B1’ Backdrop

 

 

 

 

Just a Little Taste

So, Josh and I did a little thing with this pose. We both took a picture and mine is the main one of course, but the second one is by Josh Brian. I am so lucky to have found someone that shares my passion for photography. Not only does he support my endless hours of blogging, but he shoots pictures right along with me. Often times to my dismay, because as I’ve told Josh…I tend to create a scene with a particular view in my head. Then he comes along and shows the whole world how I’m not really even on the chair at all. *laughs* #busted!
So, here’s a little taste of our world together…his and her views. ♥

Just a Little Taste by Josh.png

I want to tell you a little bit about this pose, too, because the very talented (and equally crazy), Tracy Redangel happens to be one of my best friends.  And because she is such a close friend, I know how long and hard she worked on this pose set. Not only did she work on it for weeks (weeks? yes, because..well…SQUIRREL)…she provided three sets in the pack in an effort to cover all the bases. You see…there’s a huge height difference between Josh and I. He’s offered to go shorter for me, but I rather like him the way he is…plus…have you seen him? Talk about a fun tree to climb..*giggles*…anyway, Tracy’s pose store, Gingerfish Poses, is THE pose store to watch. She has years of pose making experience and well…she’s freaking awesome.

Josh is wearing:
hair: *Dura-Boy*70(Dark brown)
head: CATWA HEAD Daniel
ears: .:E.A.Studio:. Box Ears Falling Star
bodySlink Physique Male Mesh Body
tattoo: DAPPA – Pharaoh Tattoo.

[ kunst ] – Wire ring
**RE** ReVoX Aros Couple Bracelet

L&B Swear “Classic” T-Shirt Group Gift v2
L&B Swear Patrol Denim Jeans

Sady is wearing:
hair: Clawtooth: Cherry Bomb
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
dimples: Izzie’s – Catwa Dimples
lipstick: [PF] CATWA LIPSTICK Applier – Glossy Pout
bodyMaitreya Mesh Body – Lara
hands: -VA-VISTA BENTO

**RE** Simone Heart Collar
[ kunst ] – Wire ring

Tee*fy Emma Top (March Luxe Box)
Tres Blah – Juniper Mini Skirt (March Luxe Box)

pose: GingerFish Poses – Closer
backdrop: [Bad Unicorn] ‘The Warehouse’ Backdrop (TMD)