“Please don’t cry one tear for me
I’m not afraid of what I have to say
This is my one and only voice
So listen close it’s only for today”
~ Shinedown – Second Chance
wearing:
hair: TRUTH VIP Joy
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [theSkinnery] Paola
Wicca’s Wardrobe – Nemesis Arms ( @ We<3RP)
*Vanilla Bae* Eve Dress
pose by Del May
for details about the scene, please refer to my previous post: I Surrender
wearing:
hair: .Shi Hair : Medusozoa (*new* @ Uber)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [theSkinnery] Paola
::Axix:: Aristocracy Collar
Wicca’s Wardrobe – Nemesis Arms (*new* @ We ❤ Role-Play)
_CandyDoll_ Kassie Jumpsuit (*new* @ FaMESHed)
[BREATHE]-Hiromi Heels (*new* @ FaMESHed)
pose by BauHaus Movement
scene:
[BH9] – The Venue (*new* @ Equal10)
[Kres] Sinful Signs – Sex Kitten RARE
[Dollmart]Empress Chair
Fapple– Cute Slave Bed
CODEX_THE KINKY CATS (*new* @ Kinky)
wearing:
hair: /Wasabi Pills/ Olivia Mesh Hair
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [theSkinnery] Paola
Wicca’s Wardrobe – Aki Mask (*new* @ We<3RP)
.::Nanika::.Star Collar
Zaara : Raksha arm-chains
**RE** Zaria Bracelets
Zaara : Raksha thigh-chain
Legal Insanity – Alice sheer dress
pose by Del May Poses
E.V.E Chained Red Orchid {Gold}
***If you are reading this on any site that suggests this post was originally published anywhere but SadyStyle by anyone other than Sadystika Sabretooth, you are reading a stolen post.
I could not have chosen a better song or written better words to go with this photo. I also doubt that many of my readers have heard it. So, please enjoy. ♥
Neo Noir & Krigare’ – On the Hunt
As the stars at night are falling
Like the torches in the dark
Marching with conviction
On the move and on the mark
Hear the howls in the distance
Chased the wolves they tried to run
Ooooh on the hunt
Finger on the trigger
Taste the fear that’s in the air
Silence breeds the tension
Haunted unaware
Chasing down the demons
Hear the beating of a drum
Ooooh on the hunt
Ooooh on the hunt
The past is left in ruins
Feel the pain and see the scars
The path of burning bridges
Feel the stone of a broken heart
Insatiable desire and it’s only just begun
Ooooh on the hunt
Ooooh on the hunt
wearing:
hair: Tableau Vivant // Abbie hair (*new* @ C88)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
eyes: LOTUS. Balance Eyes 17 (Catwa) RARE (*new* @ Vanity Event)
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [PUMEC] – Alexa – / May \ – SKIN (*new* @ Vanity Event)
-:zk:- Squaw Gacha (*new* @ Vanity Event)
–:zk:- #1 Squaw Belt Lara
–:zk:- #1 Squaw Hair Jewel
–:zk:- #1 Squaw Lance HAND L
–:zk:- #1 Squaw Necklace LARA
–:zk:- #6 Squaw Top Lara Black
–:zk:- #14 Squaw Skirt Lara Black
–:zk:- #22 Squaw Sleeve Lara Left Black
–:zk:- #22 Squaw Sleeve Lara Right Black
–:zk:- #30 Squaw Legs Lara Black
–:zk:- #38 Squaw Shoes Lara Black
E.V.E {B-Team} Tears Suit [MAI] (*new* @ We ❤ Role-Play)
::GB::Black Panther B (*new* @ Arcade)
pose: GingerFish Poses – One Shot
If I’m not allowed to give up on my life, because of how bad things are, then I cannot give up on my country either. Many times over the years, I’ve thought to myself that I no longer love America, because there is so much hate. However, the song/video I’m sharing with this post really made me think. I can’t speak for other countries, but just maybe you can find some pride for your own within this song/video. I don’t think most of us are all that different. So, with Independence Day just around the corner, I’ve decided to stand by the U.S.A. and never give up the hope that we will overcome these adverse times. We are not a perfect country, we never will be, and while I don’t think its all that great right now…it has been and will be again someday. It’s up to us whether we allow adversity and diversity to make us come together or stand apart. I choose to stand proudly amidst all the diversity and proudly claim myself an American.
Thirty Seconds to Mars-Walk on Water
I was expecting some silly questions when I did the post, “Dangerous Proposition.” I figured a few of my close friends would ask me something insane. I did not expect Josh to ask, “The squirrels that distract you – are they red or grey – or even both?” *laughs*
Well, the squirrels actually represent my trains of thought. They run in all directions, then freeze for no reason. Just imagine a park full of squirrels running in every direction. That’s kinda how my mind works. So, Josh, the answer is…they’re invisible.
wearing:
hair: Wasabi // Foxy Mesh Hair (*new* @ FaMESHed)
antlers: [NANI] Lovely.Forest ~ Deer.Antlers_(unrig) RARE
head: CATWA HEAD Lilly
eyes: –SU!– Ekrabetha Eyes Fatpack
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: DeeTaleZ *Appliers* CATWA Head “Merrylu” Nordic (*new* @ Uber)
tattoo: [White~Widow] Charade – Henna – RARE
The Annex – Aria Dress (*new* @ We ❤ Role-Play)
JIAN Fallow Deer Fawn (*new* @ Tannenbaum)
pose: Foxcity Sweet Tooth set (edited with AnyPose)
location: Hazardous
The words “The world is mine” are written on my arm as part of the tattoo. So, between that and the look of the photo, I couldn’t help but share the song this makes me think of and naturally, I’ll give you the lyrics, too. *smiles*
David Guetta – The World is Mine
wearing:
hair: .:EMO-tions.. *STARS*
head: CATWA HEAD Tala
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
eye shadow: –SU!- Laney Eyeshadow
^^Swallow^^ Darkness Ears
Razor /// Surgical Nurse Mask
The Annex – Aeon Dress – Green (*new* @ We ❤ Role-Play)
Yeah, I know, I usually write a lot more, but I’m still dealing with the aftershock of all that tequila on my birthday…so you get a song, but the lyrics are in the video, so I’m just gonna give you the link and put the chorus under the pic. Its my birthday weekend still and its my blog so I can do what I want! *giggles*
wearing:
hair: [RA] Cindy Hair (*new* @ We ❤ Role-Play)
head: CATWA HEAD Tala
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
_CandyDoll_ Jacinda Dress (*new* @ FaMESHed)
_CandyDoll_ Carolina Heels (*new* @ Shoetopia)
pose: FOXCITY. Bento Sits VOL2 Pose Set
scene:
uk – La confiserie Set
-uK – La confiserie Shop RARE
-uK – La confiserie With Love Board
-uK – La confiserie Happiness Board
-uK – La confiserie Life is Board
-uK – La confiserie Display Case Pink
-uK – La confiserie Donut Plate Sprinkles
-uK – La confiserie Choco Tower Cake RARE
-uK – La confiserie CandyApples Gold
-uK – La confiserie Lollipop Cake
-uK – La confiserie Donut Display w/Goodies RARE
-uK – La confiserie Shelf 2 Blue
-uK – La confiserie Trio Box w/ Goodies
-uK – La confiserie Donut Stand Sprinkles
-uK – La confiserie Cupcake Chocolate
Saturday night to the shock of many of my friends, I went to see the movie IT! Before we go further, let me explain in the quickest way possible. I hate clowns and its not just some phobia that I don’t understand. I was attacked by a man in a clown suit, oddly enough, 27yrs ago this month. It was right before my 21st birthday and no, I had not seen the movie. I didn’t think of the math until I came home from the movies Saturday night and realized, “OMG! How weird is that? The whole 27yr thing!” I had seen the 1st one on VHS in 1997 after the attack at the insistence of my so called friends. There were tons of drugs involved and I don’t remember anything about it. Anyway, so you can imagine why I hate clowns.
So, yeah, saw the movie and it was quite frightening, which says a lot because I can’t remember the last time a horror movie actually scared me. I was quite shaken afterwards and really thought, “That was a mistake!” I had nightmares all night Saturday night, waking myself up by screaming, “NO! NO! NOOOO!” at least four times. The last one I remember, I woke myself up screaming, “STOP IT! JUST STOP IT!” I woke up feeling exhausted and shaken to the core. I haven’t had that many clown dreams in one night for many many years. As the day progressed, I realized that none of my nightmares had been about my attack. Instead, all the nightmares were about Pennywise and by the time I got to that fifth one, he had become more of an annoyance than an actual monster. Now, I can honestly say that I’m glad I saw it and I feel like I have possibly beaten my severe fear of clowns. I doubt I’ll ever like them, but they certainly won’t be dictating my life anymore.
I realize the title and picture don’t quite go with the theme of the movie IT, but its really about more than that. Its about dreams in general and how they truly can reveal so much about our lives. I also feel like I’ve emerged from a very dark place with my history of coulrophobia. I’m certainly looking forward to brighter things AND dreams ahead.
wearing:
hair: pr!tty – Marianna – :rigged: :Long: (*new* @ Chapter Four)
head: CATWA HEAD Tala
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
*LODE* Head Accessory – Gladiolus Wreath [black] (*new* @ Chapter Four)
The Annex – Yasmina Gown – Black (*new* @ We ❤ Role-Play)
The Annex – Yasmina Panties – Black (*new* @ We ❤ Role-Play)
Pose: FOXCITY. GSits Vol1
scene:
{anc} ripple. oil .for light space
Ariskea[Blush] Magnolia Leaf
[DDD] Twinkling Ivy – Patch
{anc} NO LIMITS // flock of flying doves.
uK – Victorian Dreamscape Miss Moon Gold
uK – Victorian Dreamscape Cloudsies Gold
“Welcome to my darkness, I been here a while
Clouding up the sunlight, hurting for a smile
Or something, but something always turns into nothing….
….Acting like I’m heartless, I do it all the time
That don’t mean I’m scarless, that don’t mean I’m fine
But you’ll see, when someone else makes you this way”
Bishop Briggs – Dark Side
Its no secret that I have a dark side, I make jokes about my dark side being the side of me that likes pink, girly things like unicorns and cupcakes. I’m actually not a huge fan of those things, but its hard to hate things that bring so much joy to others. The truth is that my dark side is probably my truest side. Few people in my life have seen the darkest parts of my soul and I doubt anyone else ever will. I work really hard to keep it in check, because it can frighten people. It makes life harder than it already is.
Even the mild hints at my dark side tend to frighten people. My fascination with black clothes had my mother convinced I was a devil worshiper when I was only 19 and at one point I had black hair with blonde roots, as I am naturally blond. I was obsessed with Robert Smith of The Cure and did my make up a lot like his. Goth wasn’t a thing then, not like now. At my last job, all my co-workers had scriptures and crosses…family photos decorating their cubicles. I had skulls and dragons. When I told them I’m not a Christian, they assumed I was a devil worshiper, too. I had to explain that atheists don’t believe in the devil either. *laughs*
As, I’ve grown older, I have found more of a balance between the dark and the light. It’s helped me quite a bit and opened my world in ways I never imagined possible, but I will always embrace the dark as much if not more than the light. Its just who I am. Just like I will probably always go to sleep with the TV on…the only shows being those about crime, naturally….preferably serial killers. *grins*
I’ve recently made some changes to the way I’m blogging. I’ve been writing short stories or scenarios to go along with the photo. This is just a way to bring that balance into my creativity. I love writing, but I will admit that I’ve enjoyed writing the scenes much more than opening myself up and sharing such intimate parts of myself. I can’t promise that I will always write a story or scenario for each post, but I do think I’ll be doing it a lot more in the future. I hope that you, my readers, enjoy them as much as I do. If not, there’s always the option to just scroll on down to the details. ♥
wearing:
hair: (r)M Hair, No.53’17 (*new* @ Hair Fair 2017)
head: CATWA HEAD Kathy
skin: Glam Affair – Kibi – Catwa Mesh Head Applier – America (*new* @ Crystal Heart)
eyes: :Conviction: Viscous Eyes [HUD]
eyeshadow: –SU!– Smokey Eyeshadow
lipstick: –SU!– The Matte Lip Poison
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
*katat0nik* (dark) Cloud Dragon
The Annex – Mei Cheongsam (*new* @ We<3Role-Play)
pose by Bauhaus Movement
location: Sky Willow Asian Escape
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