Abracadabra

I heat up, I can’t cool down
You got me spinning
‘Round and ’round
‘Round and ’round and ’round it goes
Where it stops nobody knows
Every time you call my name
I heat up like a burning flame
Burning flame full of desire
Kiss me baby, let the fire get higher
Abra abracadabra
I wanna reach out and grab ya
Abracadabra
Abracadabra

foundation
hair: Magika – Morticia @ C88
head: LeLUTKA Avalon
eyes: AG. Elegance Eyese
head skin: [Glam Affair] Sora Skin [Lelutka EvoX] @ C88
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.4)
body skin: VELOUR: The “Ipanema Body” for Legacy
tattoo: .: Vegas :. Tattoo Applier Earthly
WarPaint* Possession [LeL EvoX] – fresh scar @ Salem

fashion
.Tardfish. Undead Bird @ Salem
(Yummy) Demon Queen Ring Collection @ C88
Orb Censor FATPACK + {egosumaii}
nails: e.marie // Mix&Match Coffin – Dark Omens
Seniha. Ethne Hat @ Satan Inc
Seniha. Ethne Set @ Satan Inc
(choker, dress, & boots)

[Rezz Room] Box Cerberus Animesh @ Neo Japan

background
Pitaya – Ritual Circle – White @ Salem

{anc} dandelion fluff “daytime”
{anc} starry starry night (clear)
{anc} flower paper lantern

Make it our song

Fresh laid concrete
Melodies blowing
Don’t care where we’re going
But the day is wasting
Just keep moving
And take it all in
The rumble of voices
Are the bass to our song
The horns are just on the beat
Honkin’ along
Let’s be the harmony
But no note is wrong
And let’s take the city
And make it our song
Our song
Our song
Let’s take the city
And make it our song

LEFT:::
foundation
hair: DOUX – Olga hairstyle
head: LeLUTKA Ryn Head
head skin: Glam Affair – Lelutka Applier – Yuki
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara

shape: { wren’s nest } Ryddle Shape for LeLutka Ryn v3.1 @ TLC
lipstick: Unholy&JTM – River creme lipstick @ TLC
tattoo: Juna: Paris tattoo @ TLC

::GB::Slave chain necklace(Woman) / Black – Silver
VINYL – All Time Low Top Pak @ Uber
VINYL – Stupid Deep Skirt Pak @ N21

RIGHT:::
foundation
hair: DOUX – Stormy hairstyle @ Level
head: LeLUTKA Avalon
head skin: [Glam Affair] Rayne Skin [Lelutka EvoX] @ UBER
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody Perky
body skin: VELOUR: The “Ipanema Body” for Legacy

cosmetics
-SU!- Aneira Eyebrows
eyeshadow: Unholy&JTM – Annia eyeshadow Bom EvoX
lipstick: Unholy&JTM – Flower Lipgloss
.: Vegas :. Tattoo Applier Earthly

fashion
e.marie // Alina Earrings – Silvers
(Yummy) Layered Crystal Necklace
sixx – Jelly Bracelets @ TLC
Seniha. Nyobi Set @ Dubai
(top & pants)

poses: Amitie – Life the Roof @ Uber

background
Focus. The Mall Autumn Park backdrop @ Uber

I’m On a Boat

Don’t be mad, I couldn’t stop myself, ok? LOL If you don’t know the song, please give it a listen. The link is at the bottom.

I’m on a boat (I’m on a boat) I’m on a boat (I’m on a boat)
Everybody look at me
‘Cause I’m sailing on a boat (sailing on a boat)
I’m on a boat (I’m on a boat) I’m on a boat
Take a good hard look at the motherfucking boat (boat, yeah)
I’m on a boat motherfucker take a look at me
Straight floatin’ on a boat on the deep blue sea
Busting five knots, wind whipping out my coat
You can’t stop me motherfucker cause I’m on a boat
~Lonely Island – I’m On a Boat

foundation
hair: Tableau Vivant – Seraph hair @ C88
head: LeLUTKA Avalon
head skin: [Glam Affair] Meryl Skin [Lelutka EvoX] @ C88
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody Perky
body skin: VELOUR: The “Ipanema Body” for Legacy (Chantilly)
tattoo: .: CORAZON:. Tattoo FLEUR :.

fashion
(Yummy) Tuca Earrings
Seniha. Alicia Set @ Equal10
-Seniha. Alicia Polo Shirt
-Seniha. Alicia Sweater
-Seniha. Alicia Skirt

pose:
Focus. Welcome Aboard Poses

boat: Bandit 460AK

Memories within a dream

I have the craziest dreams sometimes and I know we all do, but I always find it so strange that I have memories within a dream of things that couldn’t have possibly happened. Like, did I dream about this story line before and just not remember the dream in wake time? Am I part of some parallel universe when I sleep? Its just so odd to me that I have all this familiarity in dreams with people I’ve never met. Like the time I dreamt about Jason Momoa….quite a naughty dream I admit, but I swear I rarely dream about famous people…ever. When a famous person is in my dreams, it is rarely sexual. I can only think of two famous people dreams that were sexual, Jason Momoa and Chris Hemsworth. *blushes* I blame Thor for the latter, as I had been to the theater that night.
Sex dreams aren’t really my favorite dreams though. I was speaking to a friend yesterday and he said that he had a dream where he felt like he was in an action movie. I’ve had those dreams, too, and while they are very exciting, I think my favorite dreams are the really strange ones that make absolutely zero sense upon waking. I used to try to interpret my dreams, as I know there’s a lot of symbolism in dreams, but I quit doing that. I have a tendency to overanalyze things when I do that and let’s face it, I have far more than enough anxiety in my life. I don’t need my dreams creating more.
I know, I’m a weirdo, but at least I thought of something to write about. Though, I’m not about to try and explain the dream I remember from last night. Although, I’m pretty sure it was influenced by Love Island, which none of my damn friends seem to watch. Why am I the only person I know that’s addicted to this show???? GOD! *stomps foot*

foundation
hair: barberyumyumB17 @ FLF Bday Bash
head: LeLUTKA Fleur 3.1
head skin: [Glam Affair] Enni Layer [Lelutka EvoX] @ FLF Bday Bash
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody Perky
body skin: VELOUR: The “Ipanema Body” for Legacy (Sienna)

cosmetics:
tattoo: .: CORAZON:. Tattoo FLEUR :. @ Jail
Unholy&JTM – Annia eyeshadow Bom EvoX @ TLC (opens Aug 18th)
Unholy&JTM – Annia Creme Lipstick @ TLC (opens Aug 18th)

accessories
Rainbow Sundae Penelope Earrings for Evolve
LOTUS. Colorist Nails @ Access
Orsini Jewelry ANDREA RING Bento
Orsini Jewelry COCO Ring Bento
Orsini Jewelry RACHEL Ring Bento

fashion
Capsule by DaD “Boho Outfit” @ C88
[BREATHE]-Koneko Heels @ FaMESHed

pose:
Lyrium. Riley Breathing Stand Set @ Access

background:
Serenity Style– Enchanting Music Box Backdrop @ TLC (opens Aug 18th)

Sunshine

“And so with the sunshine and the great bursts of leaves growing on the trees, just as things grow in fast movies, I had that familiar conviction that life was beginning over again with the summer.”
― F. Scott Fitzgerald, The Great Gatsby

hair: DOUX – Silent hairstyle @ Equal10
head: LeLUTKA Nova Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: PUMEC — NASTENA @ Arcade
tattoo: *Bolson / Tattoo – Antheia @ Anthem

TRIGGERED – Moon Craft Earrings
-SU!- Poison Sunglasses V.2
(Yummy) Aaliyah Ring Collection @ Uber
Seniha. Darsha Set @ FaMESHed
(Tunica, Belt, & Shorts)

[Rezz Room] Pug Adult Animesh

pose: Lyrium. Camera Ready Pose & Prop Set @ Equal10

Fancy Decor + KraftWork Voda Pool @ Arcade
-1. Fancy Decor + KraftWork Voda Pool RARE LI:6
-12. Fancy Decor + KraftWork Voda Pool Clutter LI:3
-13. Fancy Decor + KraftWork Voda Privacy Screen LI:3
-14. Fancy Decor + KraftWork Voda Sofa LI:7
-15 . Fancy Decor + KraftWork Voda Armchair LI:3
-16. Fancy Decor + KraftWork Voda CoffeeTable LI:1
-17. Fancy Decor + KraftWork Voda Side Table LI:1
-18. Fancy Decor + KraftWork Voda Orchid Arrangement LI:2
-4. Fancy Decor + KraftWork Voda Gazebo RARE LI:48
-6. Fancy Decor + KraftWork Voda Fireplace LI:13
-8. Fancy Decor + KraftWork Voda Hanging Lantern LI:3

Apple Fall Lemonade LI:1
Apple Fall Lemonade Pitcher LI:2

Ariskea[Mocorra] stone path LI:3

Dahlia – Flamingo Float LI:3

MINIMAL – Plant Collection Gacha @ Arcade
MINIMAL – Plant Collection Gacha #02 LI:1
MINIMAL – Plant Collection Gacha #04 LI:1
MINIMAL – Plant Collection Gacha #05 LI:1
MINIMAL – Plant Collection Gacha #10 LI:2
MINIMAL – Plant Collection Gacha #11 LI:8
MINIMAL – Plant Collection Gacha #12 LI:8

Pixel Mode – Anahata – Magazine Clutter LI:3 (no longer available)

Trying Something

Every once in a while I like to tap into my dark side. In now way does this begin to compare to some of the incredibly talented bloggers we have on the AsteroidBox team, but I still wanted to try a dark shot…so I did. I don’t have any deep or meaningful things to say today. I just wanted to try something different. Hopefully, people will like it. *bites her black nails*

hair: Magika – Midnight
head: LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.0
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: DeeTaleZ *SKINS* for LELUTKA HEADS (EVO.) – Flora
tattoo: THIS IS WRONG Mind Flyer Shine+tattoo

makeup: THIS IS WRONG Creep makeup
eyes: [Heaux] Grave Eyes
ears: ^^Swallow^^ Persia Ears @ Kustom9

toksik – Devil’s Manner Horns
*PKC* Danni Collar @ Kinky
Mug – Killer Nurse – #2 Test Subject RARE
AsteroidBox. Layla Bikini @ Equal10
**UTOPIA@Design** – “PRIYA” @ Uber

pose: Bauhaus Movement – Fade to Black

background: The Asylum Backdrop – The Bearded Guy

This is our world

See the tramp coming up the strip with the a hundred dollar smile
Sparks flying off her finger tips, driving a young cunt wild
Some nights, I’m wound so tight, like a storm about to break
Better stand in a doorway when everything starts to shake
You get restless, like a cat waking up at midnight
Hungry, never quite satisfied
This is our world, and these are our times
This is our world, and these are our times
Layer other like a street god, with a drop-dead attitude
Scenes looking like a shadow now, and I know I’m being fooled
Sometimes I’m wound so tight like a wave about crash
Hard times seem to multiply, but the joy runs out so fast
You get restless, like a kid crawling out of a bad dream
Hungry, never quite satisfied
This is our world, and these are our times
This is our world, and these are our times
This is our world, and these are our times
This is our world, and these are our times
Make way for the son of a rebel
He’s got two black eyes, and a bitter heart
And a bone hanging on a chain
These times, like dynamite
A head on history
Some fools gonna bed it all down
And don’t care about you and me
You get desperate, like a child in the eye of a nightmare
Hungry, never quite satisfied
This is our world, and these are our times
This is our world, and these are our times
This is our world, and these are our times
This is our world, and these are our times
Ooooover
Ouuur worrrld, ouuur tiiimes
Our world, our times
Our world, our times
Our world, our times
~ Alannah Myles – Our World, Our Times

left:
hair:  DOUX – Bloodline hairstyle
head: LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.0
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: [Glam Affair] Senja Skin [ Lelutka ] @ Kustom9
tattoo: + Apocalyptic + Becoming a dragon @ Belle

RichB. FlowerCross Earrings
*Just BECAUSE* Dannicka Sweater
VINYL – Peach Shorts

middle:
hair: Modulus – Hugo Hair
head: LeLUTKA.Head.Skyler.2.0
body: [BODY] Athletic Meshbody (Legacy)
skin: Clef de Peau – Erik
tattoo: Vegas – No Boundaries

[ kunst ] – Allegiant bracelet (L)
[ kunst ] – Harper bracelet #3 / Right (M)
RAWR! Damascus Bracelet
Legal Insanity – Adam bento rings

right:
hair:  DOUX – Cordelia hairstyle
head: GENUS Project – Genus Head – Classic Face W001 – Mocap
body:  Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara V4.1
skin: L’Etre – Lana Skin

VINYL – Lemon Romper @ N21

pose: [ west end ] Bento Poses – Unbreakable Bond @ Uber

please check out Damien’s blog for his view: The Crow’s Nest

Reflections in the waves

I’m sailing away, set an open course for the virgin sea
Cause I’ve got to be free, free to face the life that’s ahead of me
On board, I’m the captain, so climb aboard
We’ll search for tomorrow on every shore
And I’ll try, oh Lord, I’ll try to carry on

I look to the sea, reflections in the waves spark my memory
Some happy, some sad
I think of childhood friends and the dreams we had
We lived happily forever, so the story goes
But somehow we missed out on that pot of gold
But we’ll try best that we can to carry on

A gathering of angels appeared above my head
They sang to me this song of hope, and this is what they said
They said come sail away, come sail away
Come sail away with me now
Come sail away, come sail away
Come sail away with me
~ Styx – Come Sail Away

hair:  DOUX –  #1 DOUX – Summer Day Hairstyle [RARE]
head: GENUS Project – Genus Head – Classic Face W001 – Mocap
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin:  [Glam Affair] Josie Applier [ Genus ] @ Access

Apocalyptic Awakening the eye black tattoo
Apocalyptic Butterfly creeper tattoo black

Cynful Fashionista Bikini @ Equal10

pose: Focus. Welcome Aboard @ Access
Focus. Summer Boat @ Access

Here Comes the Sun

Here comes the sun, doo-doo-doo-doo, here comes the sun
And I say it’s all right

Little darling, it’s been a long cold lonely winter
Little darling, it feels like years since it’s been here

Here comes the sun, doo-doo-doo-doo, here comes the sun
And I say it’s all right

Little darling, the smiles returning to the faces
Little darling, it seems like years since it’s been here

Here comes the sun, doo-doo-doo-doo, here comes the sun
And I say it’s all right

Sun, sun, sun, here it comes
Sun, sun, sun, here it comes
Sun, sun, sun, here it comes
Sun, sun, sun, here it comes
Sun, sun, sun, here it comes

Little darling, I feel that ice is slowly melting
Little darling, it seems like years since it’s been clear

Here comes the sun, doo-doo-doo-doo, here comes the sun
And I say it’s all right

Here comes the sun, doo-doo-doo-doo, here comes the sun
It’s all right
It’s all right

~ The Beatles – Here Comes the Sun

left:
hair:  DOUX – Cordelia hairstyle
head: GENUS Project – Genus Head – Classic Face W001 – Mocap
body:  Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara V4.1
skin: L’Etre – Lana Skin

[ bubble ] Kitty Glasses
VINYL – Torte Bikini Pak

right:
hair:  Opale . Sony Hair @ Access
head: GENUS Project – Genus Head – Classic Face W001 – Mocap
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin:  [Glam Affair] Josie Applier [ Genus ] @ Access

Wednesday[+] ~ Idoru Eyelashes @ Kustom9
{S0NG} :: Jem Eyes @ Kustom9
LUXREBEL ”KOKO” Lipstick (GENUS) TAN @ Access

Kibitz – Tricia’s choker @ Kustom9
Kibitz – Tricia’s bracelet @ Kustom9
[ kunst ] – Aubree septum @ Kustom9
[ kunst ] – Aubree navel piercing (Legacy) @ Kustom9

Cynful Sun Kissed Bikini @ C88

poses: Amitie Poolside Chic @ Equal10

 

 

 

Not Anymore

I’m having quite a bit of anxiety this morning. My mother and I are supposed to go get our hair cut today, but I’m in a great deal of pain. Plus, I’m so scared of the lackadaisical attitude that so many people have about the virus. The numbers are soaring in our area right now. I honestly don’t feel that she or I would survive given our kidney disease and other health issues. Once upon a time, I would have rushed out into the world hoping to get it and die. Not anymore. I finally want to live and I’m damn sure not ready to die for a freaking hair cut. I don’t want to go and I don’t want her to go either. The only alternative is for me to cut her hair myself and…well, I can trim my own without messing it up too much. I’m just not ready for some stranger to be in my personal bubble. I don’t think I can do it.

hair:  DOUX – Dua hairstyle @ Equal10
head: GENUS Project – Genus Head – Classic Face W001 – Mocap
eyes: –SU!– [CATWA & OMEGA HUD] Astrid Eyes
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: [theSkinnery] Isla (Genus) toffee @ C88

upper tattoo: Apocalyptic – Awakening the eye black @ Belle
lower tattoo: Apocalyptic – Butterfly creeper

BONDI . The Performer Sunglasses
.random.Matter. – Kitten Collar – ‘Kitten’
–SU!– Almond Nails
RichB. Halo Cuffs
(Yummy) Bestie Ring Set

ChicModa // Sky Top @ FaMESHed
ChicModa // Haisley Skirt @ FaMESHed

pose: Lyrium. Leni Idle Stands Breathing Poses @ Equal10

.PALETO. Backdrop:. Duxbury @ Equal10