Born To Die

“Lost but now I am found
I can see but once I was blind
I was so confused as a little child
Tried to take what I could get
Scared that I couldn’t find
All the answers, honey
Don’t make me sad, don’t make me cry
Sometimes love is not enough and the road gets tough, I don’t know why
Keep making me laugh
Let’s go get high
The road is long, we carry on
Try to have fun in the meantime
Come take a walk on the wild side
Come kiss me hard in the pouring rain
You like your girls insane
So, choose your last words, this is the last time
‘Cause you and I, we were born to die
We were born to die
We were born to die”

Born to Die

wearing:
hair:  #Foxy – Darling Hair (*new* @ K9)
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
tattoo: IDTTY Body Shop – Feline Gaze
//MONUMENT// Viper Dress (*new* @ Eclipse Event)

pose: FOXCITY. Lucid Bento Pose Set
SAYO Sin – Manic Reverie – Born to Die COMMON

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Swiping

It’s no secret that I’m going through a tacky, drawn out divorce in real life. Sometimes I think about dating again. I used to love dating in real life. Oh but things were different then. Now its all about dating apps. Swipe left, swipe right. As I thought about this, it occurred to me how funny it is that we’re supposed to “swipe” anything. I mean the definitions of swipe are hit or try to hit with a swinging blow, steal, a sweeping blow, and now…an act or instance of moving one’s finger across a touchscreen to activate a function. So, are literally trying hit that now? Don’t get me started on a swinging or sweeping blow…THAT’s now how you blow….ooh, they mean the other kind of blow. Even still! Well, I refuse. Surely the elderly are getting too arthritic to be swiping all that much. Plus most of those apps are all about the hook up, right? I don’t think too many elderly people are going to be DTF. I guess that’s what senior centers are for, huh? Well, I won’t be going there when I got older either. Guess, I’ll be the crazy old cat lady. #LifeGoals

single af

wearing:
hair:  #Foxy – Darling Hair (*new* @ K9)
head: CATWA HEAD Denice
#Besom Lashes~ BB Lash
SU!– Osanna Eyes (new @ LEVEL)
#ADORED – prizmo shadows – permafrost edition (*new* @ Sultry)
:Lg: – :Mesh Ears: – Uthark (*new* @ Unik)
SU!– Piercing Set 07 Septum & Nose Studs
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: #PUMEC – Sophia

(Yummy) Art Deco Rings (*new* @ C88)
alme. MS Gold Triangle Tip (*new* @ Belle)
[Cynful] Zaidee’s Casual Silky Set (*new* @ FaMESHed)

pose: FOXCITY. City Life Bento Pose Set
FOXCITY. Photo Booth – City Life

Lady Licorice

The moment I saw this corset, I knew it was a must have simply for the shape and details. Then I got the hud and was able to play with the details even more. As I played with the color options, I came up with this color combination and immediately thought of these Good & Plenty candies that I always wanted as a kid. Problem was, I only wanted them cuz they looked so pretty. You see, they were actually licorice and I hate licorice! So, I’d get them, put one in my mouth, then spit and spew like a little maniac. Don’t worry, Tracy, the candy didn’t go to waste. My father loved licorice. *laughs* Oddly enough, I kinda feel like that candy in Second Life. The occasional man will approach me, but when they find out that I’m not just going to spread my legs for them…they keep on truckin. Which is fine. I’m clearly an acquired taste, just like Lady Licorice here. *winks*

Lady Licorice

wearing:
hair: MINA – Kayla (*new* @ Sultry)
head: CATWA HEAD Denice
ears: .:[PUMEC] :. – / Mesh Ears\ – Worm
SU!– Piercing Set 07 Septum & Nose Studs
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: #PUMEC – Sophia

(Yummy) Art Deco Rings (*new* @ C88)
Wicca’s Originals – Dita Corset (*new* @ FrouFrou)

pose: FOXCITY. Lolita Bento Pose Set**
****includes Hearty Spanker prop
FOXCITY. Photo Booth – Blank Minds

Love IS Blind

How many red flags do we ignore, because we THINK we’re in love? For whatever reason, we’ve set out sights on that person. Suddenly, all the signs that will be so crystal clear to us in the future are excusable.
There were so many signs when I first met my ex husband. He lied. Repeatedly. He lied about his job and I decided that he was just embarrassed by his actual position. He thought it would be more impressive if he had the same job as his friend that brought him into Second Life. I thought it was cute that he was worried about what I’d think. *rolls her eyes at herself* He lied about his living situation. He lived at home with his mother, but he told me he lived with a roommate. Again, I excused it as cute that he was worried about what I thought. That’s two lies before we even met in person. *sighs* He lied about sending me a package in the mail. Turns out, there never was a package. *hangs her head* I racked that up as a stupid lie, but no biggie. Just one of those lies should have been enough to turn my ass around and go the other direction.
He lied about several other things and yet…my dumbass still married him. Look where that got me! Now I’m not even sure he ever loved me. I think I was just an escape from a life he hated. *shrugs* It is what it is, but you can be damn sure I won’t be falling for that trap again!

love IS blind

wearing:
hair: [RA] Ary Hair – Fatpack (*new* @ C88)
head: CATWA HEAD Denice
ears: .:[PUMEC] :. – / Mesh Ears\ – Winter Flower
SU!– Piercing Set 07 Septum & Nose Studs
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: #PUMEC – Sophia (*new* @ Cupid Inc)

Wicca’s Wardrobe – Elowen Necklace [Silver]
(Yummy) Art Deco Rings (*new* @ C88)

_CandyDoll_ Misty Dress (*new* @ C88)
Eudora3D Aerendyll (Enchantment)

pose by Bauhaus Movement combined with the pose in the hair hud
Helix – This is Sick Backdrops – The Bearded Guy (*new* @ Unik)

The Beauty of Art

A dear friend of mine showed me a photograph today and said it was an epic picture. It made me sad. An entire story unfolded in my head around this one photo about technology and change. I thought about how scary change becomes as we grow older. My friend thought the photo represented hope for the future along with lessons from the past. Then we both agreed that the photograph was a truly incredible work of art, because it stirred up such thoughts and emotions. We are both art lovers, but not in the uppity gallery snob kinda way. We love perusing the internet and discovering various forms of art to share, sometimes even discuss.
I found this topic quite fitting for this post, because the decor in this photo is primarily from Fancy Decor. The designer for Fancy Decor is Jake Vordun, who happens to be an avid art lover and has a soft spot for the classics. He’s not closed minded about modern art, though. He shares his finds and loves with anyone willing to explore The Vordun Museum,. There is not cost to explore the gorgeous museum and it is worth return visits as he switches out the exhibits quite regularly.
If art, particularly, various types of art is something you enjoy. I encourage you to do a quick search inworld and you’ll soon discover there is an endless array of art exhibits, as well as artists to discover in this amazing virtual world we call Second Life. That’s also why you’ll almost always find a piece of art accompanying his furniture collections.

fancy decor and more

..::THOR::.. Do What You Love – Skybox (*new* in Feb Builder’s Box)

Fancy Decor: Denes (*new* @ FaMESHed)
-Fancy Decor: Denes Rug
-Fancy Decor: Denes Drinks Table
-Fancy Decor: Denes Armchair – gray
-Fancy Decor: Denes Floor Lamp

Fancy Decor: Rene Fatpack (*new* @ TLC)
-Fancy Decor: Rene Canvas
-Fancy Decor: Rene Console (cream)
-Fancy Decor: Rene Bowl
-Fancy Decor: Rene Books & Feathers
-Fancy Decor: Rene Boxes

13 Fancy Decor: Nope Pillow
Fancy Decor: Glass Bottles

Junk Food – Slirnoff Bottle (*new* @ Unik)

Dahlia – Piper’s Handbag Gacha – Sunglasses & Candy .04
Dahlia – Piper’s Handbag – RARE .01

BUENO– Stack of Books-Deep Thoughts
BUENO- Stack of Books-Strange Idea

-tb- Bon Voyage – Vintage Camera
tres blah– Hodgepodge – Snail Mail
-tres blah- Eclectic Collection -Large Nesting Box

Ariskea[GoldFish] Nightstand Plant

Refuge – Spark Lamp Shimmer Silver

REIGN.- BOOKS AND HEELS- # 22

Foxwood ~ Delilah ~ Spaniel Resting

+Half-Deer+ Unicorn Story – Fauxidermy Duo

dust bunny . giant palm plant
dust bunny . elephant ear plant

Don’t Worry

“Let advance worrying become advance thinking and planning.” ~Winston Churchill

Do you find yourself beginning your thoughts with ‘what if?’ What if the store is out of my favorite brand of wine? What if I don’t get that job? What if rains tomorrow? Worrying about things that haven’t’ even happened puts you in a state of stress, where you waste so much energy worrying about things you have no control over.  Well, here’s a suggestion. Rather than focusing on all those ‘what ifs,’ that are on your mind, create a solutions list. If the store is out of your favorite wine, think about an adequate substitute. Afterall, that’s not the end of the world. Keep sending out your resume and take those interview appointments. What else are you going to do if you don’t get THAT job, right? Pick an outfit that won’t be destroyed by the rain, have an umbrella ready, and a hairstyle that won’t take on a mind of its own. Now if it rains, it doesn’t matter so much, because you are fully prepared and you’re going to look great!
By going from worrying to planning mode, you can have a variety of solutions on hand regardless of the outcome. Besides worrying doesn’t change anything, but planning sure can.

loveless

wearing:
hair: Moon. Hair // Unwritten (*new* @ Belle)
head: CATWA HEAD Denice
amara beauty – Reflective Eyes (*new* @ Unik)
SU!– Piercing Set 07 Septum & Nose Studs
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: #PUMEC – Sophia (*new* @ Cupid Inc)

Dahlia – Jacqueline – Headband  (*new* @ FaMESHed)
Dahlia – Jacqueline – Earrings  (*new* @ FaMESHed)
Dahlia – Jacqueline – Necklace  (*new* @ FaMESHed)
(Yummy) Curator Rings Set
Ascendant – Flirt Nails (*new* @ Cupid Inc)
Narcisse– Jamie Sweater Dress ( (*new* @ FaMESHed)

pose: FOXCITY. Numb Bento Pose Set

Best Part

I’m not a huge fan of Valentine’s Day, but I will say that the very best part is the day after Valentine’s day when all the candy goes on sale! Mmmm, discounted chocolate! This year is going to be extra special, not only will there be a sale on chocolate but there’s a documentary coming out on Amazon Prime titled: Lorena. I’ll just let that sit with you all…*grins*…I just know that this year, I’m looking forward to February 15th. I’ll be curled up in my bed with a box of chocolate, a bottle of wine, and the remote….I can hardly wait!

best part of valentine's

wearing:
hair: TRUTH VIP Kaijah
head: CATWA HEAD Denice
SU!– Osanna Eyes (new @ LEVEL)
SU!– Piercing Set 07 Septum & Nose Studs
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: #PUMEC – Sophia (*new* @ Cupid Inc)

JUMO Originals – Amanda Earrings (*new* @ Unik)
DISORDERLY. / Rose Au Chocolat / Petits Box

Blueberry – Demi – Fur Stole & Dress Set

pose: GingerFish Poses – Candy is Dandy Set (*new* @ Pose Fair)
*****includes piece of chocolate in left hand
*****also comes with a heart shape box of chocolates not shown here

scene:
FOXCITY. Photo Booth – XO
FOXCITY. Optional Prop – Heart Clusters

Memories fade

“There’s only need
I love your need
So much I’m losing me
I cannot see the reason for the Pain
With hungry joy
I’ll be your toy
Just hoping you will play
Without the hope my body starts to fail
Memories fade but the scars still linger
Goodbye my friend
Will I ever love again
Memories fade but the scars still linger
I cannot grow
I cannot move
I cannot feel my age
The vice like grip of tension holds me fast
Engulfed by you
What can I do
When history’s my cage
Look forward to a future in the past
Memories fade but the scars still linger
Goodbye my friend
Will I ever love again
Memories fade but the scars still linger
Goodbye my friend
Will I ever love again
The more I talk
The more I say
The less you seem to hear
I’m speechless in a most peculiar way
Your mind is weak
Your need is great
And nothing is too dear
For you to use to take the pain away
Memories fade
No don’t pretend you can justify the end
Memories fade but the scars still linger”

winterchills

wearing:
hair:  (NO) Pom Beanie Style (*new* @ Uber)
head: CATWA HEAD Denice
SU!– Astrid Eyes
SU!– Piercing Set 07 Septum & Nose Studs
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: #20 [PUMEC] – MIA – JUNE (*new* @ Epiphany)

Ascendant – Call me Boss Nails (*new* @ A+Event)
:::ChicChica::: Frappuccino

!APHORISM! Karen Winter Body Warmer (*new* @ FaMESHed)
*Just BECAUSE* Celine Slacks (*new* @ Uber)

pose: GingerFish Poses – Chill

Ain’t Gonna Drown

“Train’s coming but I’m stuck on this road
Moon’s rising and my blood is growing cold
Preacher man can’t save a soul like mine
Miracles are just too damn hard to find
Ain’t gonna drown in the water”

ain't gonna drown

wearing:
hair:  MINA Hair – Cienna (*new* @ Belle)
head: CATWA HEAD Denice
SU!– Osanna Eyes (new @ LEVEL)
SU!– Piercing Set 07 Septum & Nose Studs
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: #PUMEC – Sophia (*new* @ Cupid Inc)

Astralia – Kitty chain rings
Ascendant  – Flirt Nails (*new* @ Cupid Inc)
Mug – Aura Shirt (*new* @ Belle)
Pseudo- Teddy Panty (*new* @ Belle)

pose: FOXCITY. Back to Baesics Bento Pose Set

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