Learn To Let Go

Kesha – Learn To Let Go

Been a prisoner of the past
Had a bitterness when I looked back
Was telling everyone it’s not that bad
‘Til all my shit hit the fan
I know I’m always like
Telling everybody, “You don’t gotta be a victim
Life ain’t always fair, but hell is living in resentment
Choose redemption, your happy ending’s up to you”
I think it’s time to practice what I preach
Exorcise the demons inside me
Whoa, gotta learn to let it go
The past can’t haunt me if I don’t let it
Live and learn and never forget it
Whoa, gotta learn to let it go
Had a boogeyman under my bed
Putting crazy thoughts inside my head
Always whispering, “It’s all your fault”
He was telling me, “No, you’re not that strong”
I know I’m always like
Telling everybody, “You don’t gotta be a victim
Life ain’t always fair, but hell is living in resentment
Choose redemption, your happy ending’s up to you”
So I think it’s time to practice what I preach
Exorcise the demons inside me
Whoa, gotta learn to let it go
The past can’t haunt me if I don’t let it
Live and learn and never forget it
Whoa, gotta learn to let it go
Hey-eh-eh-eh, yeah
Hey-eh-eh-eh, yeah
Learn to let go, learn to let go
Hey-eh-eh-eh, yeah
Hey-eh-eh-eh, yeah
Learn to let go, learn to let go
I’m done reliving my bad decisions
I see now maybe there’s a reason
Why, I, I, I, I, I, I been through hell and back
Yeah, honestly, it’s what made me who I am
Holding on to wasted time
Gotta learn to let go in life
So I think it’s time to practice what I preach
Exorcise the demons inside me
Whoa, gotta learn to let it go
The past can’t haunt me if I don’t let it
Live and learn and never forget it
Whoa, gotta learn to let it go
Hey-eh-eh-eh, yeah
Hey-eh-eh-eh, yeah
Learn to let go, learn to let go
Hey-eh-eh-eh, yeah
Hey-eh-eh-eh, yeah
Learn to let go, learn to let go

moods of the moon

wearing:
hair: #Foxy – Morgana Hair
head: CATWA HEAD Lilly
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
[MANDALA]MILKY WAY CHOKER/polly white
LYBRA . XL STILETTO NAILS
**RE** Luxy Rings
Scandalize. Milena.  (*new* @ WinterTrend)
N-core BIANCA (*new* @ WinterTrend)
JIAN Santa’s Samoyeds 1. Adult Companion RARE (*new*@ Arcade)

pose: Foxcity Sweet Tooth set

scene:
FOXCITY. KPOP STAR – RARE1 – White Wolf
E.V.E {Chained to You} LOVE Ice & Light [RARE]

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Spend My Days Locked in a Haze

Tove Lo – Habits (Stay High)

I gotta stay high all the time
To keep you off my mind
Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh
High all the time
To keep you off my mind
Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh
Spend my days locked in a haze
Trying to forget you babe
I fall back down
Gotta stay high all my life
To forget I’m missing you
Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh
Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh
Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh
I gotta stay
Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh
I gotta stay
I gotta stay
I gotta stay high all the time
To keep you off my mind
Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh
High all the time
To keep you off my mind
Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh
Spend my days locked in a haze
Trying to forget you babe
I fall back down
Gotta stay high all my life
To forget I’m missing you
I gotta stay
Staying in my play pretend
Where the fun ain’t got no end
Ooh
Can’t go home alone again
Need someone to numb the pain
Ooh
Staying in my play pretend
Where the fun ain’t got no end
Ooh
Can’t go home alone again
Need someone to numb the pain
You’re gone and I gotta stay
High all the time
To keep you off my mind
Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh
High all the time
To keep you off my mind
Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh
Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh
Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh
Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh
I gotta stay, I gotta stay

wasted

wearing:
hair:  [RA] Skadi Hair (*new* @ Winter Trend)
head: CATWA HEAD Lilly
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: DeeTaleZ *Appliers* CATWA Head “Merrylu” Nordic (*new* @ Uber)
!CD Mia Collar Black
Scandalize. Kelsie. (*new* @ FaMESHed)
[Gos] Boutique – Kendall Boots (*new* @ FaMESHed)

pose: Imitation. – Kendra v2 set (included bottle)
[ isuka ] yokocho backdrop

Hurts Like Hell

Fleurie – Hurts Like Hell

How can I say this without breaking
How can I say this without taking over
How can I put it down into words
When it’s almost too much for my soul alone

I loved and I loved and I lost you
I loved and I loved and I lost you
I loved and I loved and I lost you
And it hurts like hell
Yeah it hurts like hell

I don’t want them to know the secrets
I don’t want them to know the way I loved you
I don’t think they’d understand it, no
I don’t think they would accept me, no

I loved and I loved and I lost you
I loved and I loved and I lost you
I loved and I loved and I lost you
And it hurts like hell
Yeah it hurts like hell

Dreams fight with machines
Inside my head like adversaries
Come wrestle me free
Clean from the war
Your heart fits like a key
Into the lock on the wall
I turn it over, I turn it over
But I can’t escape
I turn it over, I turn it over

I loved and I loved and I lost you
I loved and I loved and I lost you
I loved and I loved and I lost you
And it hurts like hell

Hurts Like Hell

wearing:
Izzie’s – Mesh Earmuffs
hair:  :::Phoenix::: Madeline Hair (*new* @ Hairology)
head: CATWA HEAD Lilly
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
UC_X_winter_top (*new* @ Winter Trend)
Blueberry – Poppy Leggings
N-core BIANCA (*new* @ Winter Trend)

pose: Foxcity Solitude Set
location: de*cid*u*ous

 

Boxes

There’s a lot of mystery and subscription boxes out there, but my new favorite has got to be Bound Box. Afterall, look at these shoes!!! They came with a crazy amount of colors that allow you to customize them more ways than I can count. For more information on this month’s box click this link-> (Dec Bound Box)

boxes

wearing:
hair:  :::Phoenix::: Jillian Hair (*new* in mainstore)
head: CATWA HEAD Lilly
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: DeeTaleZ *Appliers* CATWA Head “Merrylu” Nordic (*new* @ Uber)
(Yummy) Stella Rings (*new* @ C88)
{le fil casse} Marlena Collection Ruffle Top Maitreya RARE (*new* @ Arcade)
{le fil casse} Noelle Skirt (*new* @ Tannenbaum)
[MODA] NIKITA RUFFLE PLATFORMS (Dec Bound Box)

pose: GingerFish Poses – Hot Stepper (*new* @ eBento)
.gypsy heart. – Festive Backdrops – Present Tower (*new* @ Tannenbaum)
Astralia – Unicorns Christmas (Red gift boxes) (*new* @ Arcade)

Mary, Did You Know?

Mary, Did You Know? – Pentatonix

Mary did you know that your baby boy will one day walk on water?
Mary did you know that your baby boy will save our sons and daughters?
Did you know that your baby boy has come to make you new?
This child that you’ve delivered, will soon deliver you
Mary did you know that your baby boy will give sight to a blind man?
Mary did you know that your baby boy will calm a storm with his hand?
Did you know that your baby boy has walked where angels trod?
And when you kiss your little baby, you have kissed the face of God
Mary did you know, Mary did you know, Mary did you know
The blind will see, the deaf will hear and the dead will live again
The lame will leap, the dumb will speak, the praises of the lamb
Mary did you know that your baby boy is Lord of all creation?
Mary did you know that your baby boy will one day rule the nations?
Did you know that your baby boy is heaven’s perfect Lamb?
This sleeping child you’re holding is the great I am
Mary did you know, Mary did you know, Mary did you know

tis the season

wearing:
hair:  +Spellbound+ Silent Night (*new* @ Tannenbaum)
head: CATWA HEAD Tala
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
*The Mystic*lolita X`mas Dress (*new* @ Tannenbaum)
(AMD) Holiday Boots (*new* @ Tannenbaum)

pose by an lar

scene:
:: N : Noelle Petit Manoir (Builder’s Box / Christmas Village)
RO – Home for the Holidays – Tundra RARE

Naughty Girl

I tried to avoid this topic, because Kess Crystal is a cunt! *laughs* When I wrote the blog, “Dangerous Proposition,” I knew that I was taking a big risk by promising to make a post about every topic or question posted on the blog, FB, or sent to me inworld. My darling, bestie Kess went dark and dirty on me. *shakes her head & laughs* Soooo, Kess said, “I would like you to talk about the 3 worst things you have done on Tequila!” I could write a post for each of them if I were to give a lot of details, but I’m not going to do that. I’m going to keep it short-ish.

  1. I was 19 and drank an entire bottle of tequila at a bonfire. I was there with a date, but it was a massive party and I left with some friends to go to another party. At the 2nd party, I apparently had a very long conversation with a tree. We finally make it back to the bonfire party. Everyone has left except my date and some of his friends. I was so drunk I couldn’t walk. I should probably mention that he had gotten a brand new car earlier that day. Yeah, I made a huge mess of his brand new car….inside and out. *hangs her head*
  2. Last year I was drinking tequila on skype with Kess and I’m pretty sure this is why she asked this damn question. I had turned on my camera to show HER my new black bra, but as I did her RL walked by…so he got a great shot of my tits in my new black bra. I’ve been told I was showing other people my bra later that night. I do not remember doing that.
  3. The last time I drank tequila, I was on skype with a handful of people. At one point I got very sick. I didn’t want them to hear me throwing up, but I didn’t have time to mute. I threw my cordless headset in the sink and in between hurling I would yell, “I’m ok!” and “I’m soo sorry.”

So, there ya have it. Tequila makes Sady a very naughty girl. Of course, I can get plenty naughty without alcohol, too. *winks at Josh*

playtime

Josh is wearing:
hair: Barber Shop / David
head: CATWA HEAD Daniel
body: [SIGNATURE] Gianni – Mesh Body
::GB:: Black three-pieces / Stripe Vr.02
::GB::Bai color WT / Black

Josh sitting in Dutchie maledom chair 2.0

Sady is wearing:
hair:  MINA – Eden (*new* @ Kinky)
head: CATWA HEAD Lilly
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: DeeTaleZ *Appliers* CATWA Head “Merrylu” Nordic (*new* @ Uber)
tattoo: Oz Design : MoonWolf Tattoo
UC_I_dare_outfit (*new* @ Kinky)
Phedora ~Elvin the unicorn (*new* @ Kinky)

*~M`n B~* Handcuffs
[Fetch] Spanking Paddle – Cunt

Sady’s pose: Foxcity Balance Set

scene:
Paparazzi BACKDROP – The Room With A View (with raindrops)
Quasi – Playtime – Neon Sign (Red)
Quasi – Kink Toy Shelf
Qausi – Pleasure Box
David Heather-Kneel Table/Wood2
Plethora – Kink Tray (For Her)

Eavesdropping

“There’s nothing like eavesdropping to show you that the world outside your head is different from the world inside your head.” – Thornton Wilder

the weight of secrets
While listening at the door, she couldn’t believe what she heard!

wearing:
hair:  pr!tty – Mary  (*new* @ TCF)
head: CATWA HEAD Lilly
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
Scandalize. Akima (*new* @ Cosmopolitan)
erratic / eva – knee socks plain
[VALE KOER] GUMBALL BOOTS (*new* @ N21)

pose: Foxcity Steamy Set
[ isuka ] back alley blue backdrop

Deva’s Question

I have to admit I was a bit nervous when I did the post, “Dangerous Proposition.” For one thing, I wasn’t sure if anyone would even read the post, much less comment with a suggestion. While there hasn’t been a great deal of responses, I did get enough to keep me writing a bit longer. Today, I’m going to attempt to answer Deva Westland. She said, “You know… one thing I would ask you, blog wise… is kind of that “What would you say to your younger self” thing. I know you gave excellent advice to new bloggers the other month, but is there anything you have learned about yourself, or SL/ your SL through blogging which has been interesting?”
Leave it to Deva to ask me such a loaded question. The problem with talking to myself in the past is that the younger me wouldn’t listen. She never did. I still don’t. I try to, I promise I do, but I’m a student of Hard Knocks. The most valuable lessons in my life have been learned the hardest way possible. I’ve learned a lot more about photography and a good bit about promoting my blog. I’ve learned to become a blog manager and that I actually love being a blog manager as if not more than blogging itself. I just love seeing how creative people can be and I’m blown away by some of the talent. It really does show when a blogger loves what they do vs a blogger that clearly does blogging for free stuff and attention. That’s about as clear of an answer as I can give, Devalicious. I’m not sure if I did your question justice, but I tried. ♥

blue xmas

wearing:
hair:  .Olive. the Merry Hair (*new* @ Tannenbaum)
head: CATWA HEAD Lilly
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
LYBRA . Soft Coat Blue  (*new* @ Tannenbaum)
Blueberry – Cake Leggings
N-core ABBY (*new* @ District 20)
JIAN Portable Purritos 4. Grey (*new* @ Arcade)

pose: Foxcity Me Time Set

scene:
.gypsy heart. Festive Backdrops – Snowy Cliff (*new* @ Tannenbaum)
:CP: Vetur Twinkling Stars (*new* @ Uber)
Trompe Loeil – Hammered Silver Sleigh (*new* @ FaMESHed)
Fancy Decor: Wire Tree (silver)  (*new* @ Tannenbaum)
Fancy Decor: Tree Decorations 2 (*new* @ Tannenbaum)

Mood swings and Strawberry Jam!

If you’re a regular reader of my blog, you can imagine the title of this blog is a result of the Dangerous Proposition blog that I did last week. I have been trying to do the suggestions in the order that they came in, but with all the pink in this photo…well, I thought it sorta fit the topic.  Grace things she’s going to stump me with this little mix of terms, but oddly enough this instantly made me think of a comfort food. As women, we all know that comfort foods are very important during PMS which produces more mood swings than a 90 yr old bi-polar senile homeless woman. So, I’m going to share a the simplest little recipe for one of the most delicious comfort foods and most of us have these ingredients in our kitchens at any given time. All you need is Ritz crackers, cream cheese, and strawberry jam/preserves/jelly. Three simple ingredients that will change your life! You just put a smidge of cream cheese on the cracker, top it off with a small dollop of jam. Pop that in your mouth and you’ll think you’ve just had a cheesecake bite! I’m telling you, it is amazing. I suggest you just make a little plate of about 5 or 6 of these, because it is way too easy to get carried away eating these right there in the kitchen as you make them.
So, there you have it…mood swings and strawberry jam are actually quite compatible. Feel free to challenge me with more topics. I still have a few more from the original posts, but I have to admit I am loving the challenge…so bring it on!!!

something sweet

wearing:
hair:  {Limerence} Mary hair (*new* @ Tannenbaum)
head: CATWA HEAD Lilly
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
!Rebel Hope – Zaza Mesh Lingerie Top (*new* @ FaMESHed)
!Rebel Hope – Jayda Mesh Linegerie Pants (*new* @ FaMESHed)
Essenz – Serbia (*new* @ FaMESHed)

pose: Foxcity Slow Motion Set

scene:
.gypsy heart. Festive Backdrops – Christmas Lights A (*new* @ Tannenbaum)
+Half-Deer+ Hot Chocolate Bar Cart (*new* @ Tannenbaum)
JIAN Santa’s Samoyeds 2. Adult Wanderer RARE (*new* @ Arcade)
BUENO– Unicorn Charger- Rainbow (*new* @ Arcade)
BUENO -Chill Chair -Peach and Gold (*new* @ Arcade)
JIAN Santa’s Samoyeds 11. White Pup Wanderer (*new* @ Arcade)
BUENO-Sitter-Pillows – Love (*new* @ Arcade)
BUENO-Hanging Stars-Pink (*new* @ Arcade)
BUENO– Chandelier – Pink (*new* @ Arcade)
BUENO-Hanging Stars- White (*new* @ Arcade)

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