Another Year Older

It’s my birthday and despite all the terrible things that have happened in my life in the month of October over the years, it remains my favorite month of the year and I still get excited about my birthday. I remember my mother when she was my age and how with each year she got…

Keep Shining

I’ve always wondered why it is that we remember the hurtful things that people have said about or to us more than the nice things. I understand why we remember the horrible things done to us, because it leaves scars. Yet, we’re told as early as preschool that stick and stones will break out bones,…

I Don’t Even Know

**clarification: I might have been medicated when I wrote this…so I don’t even know what I was thinking. LOL ** I know I share tidbits about my life here from time to time and that gives people a bit of insight into the person behind the avatar. I can’t help but believe it sounds a…

Do Not Be Afraid

“We can easily forgive a child who is afraid of the dark; the real tragedy of life is when men are afraid of the light.” ― Plato Wow, it has been quite a while since I started post with a quote. Of course, one is never quite sure what they will find when they go to…

Just Be

Yesterday was a bad day. Nothing in particular happened, it was just one of those days where I felt like I had no people skills. My mind was cloudy. I hard a really hard time just thinking about anything that wasn’t laid out in front of me in black and white. I wanted to stay…

REWIND

The whole point of the REWIND event is to take us back in time, let us have some fun with some looks of yesteryear. Well, they’ve done it quite successfully this round. Not only did the stores nail the theme, but the layout of this event made me want to go back before its over…

The Edge

Its a music blog. Why? Because the world makes me sad and the lyrics to this song have really been weighing heavy on my mind lately. So, I’ll provide you with the link and this time, just a few of the lyrics. You can look up the rest if you feel so inclined. I don’t…

Welcome To My Darkness

“Welcome to my darkness, I been here a while Clouding up the sunlight, hurting for a smile Or something, but something always turns into nothing…. ….Acting like I’m heartless, I do it all the time That don’t mean I’m scarless, that don’t mean I’m fine But you’ll see, when someone else makes you this way”…

Presentation is Everything

When I was growing up, my mom always made a thing about meals. The table had to be set just right. If food was being put on the table it had to be in just the right serving dishes with just the right serving spoons/forks. I was always fascinated by her dinner rituals. The table…

Waiting Game

Alright, so this is going to be another lyrics post and I’m going to add a little something at the end. Feel free to listen, read along, or skip to the details. *winks* You know I’ll never know. BANKS – Waiting Game I’m thinking it over The way you make me feel all sexy but…

Dark Side of the Moon

So, the Crystal Heart event started and Sailor Moon seems to be an ever present influence on this event. I’ll be honest, I don’t know a lot about this event and probably less about Sailor Moon. I admit it, okay? I’m not big into anime. Never was my thing. I’ve watched a few and I…

Lil Sady Peep

Soooo, I was going to try and write a little story about Lil Sady Peep counting her sheep, trying not to lose them and how each time she tried, she’d fall asleep, but I got drunk last night for the first time in ages. Yes, I know some of you find that rather shocking, but…