Guarantees in Life

There are few guarantees in life, but one thing is for sure. You will get hurt. You will find yourself in some of the darkest places imaginable right in your own head. You will eventually die. And no matter who you are if you have tits bigger than a B cup and you sleep in a tank top, you will wake up with one tit out. It never fails.

waking the dead

wearing:
hair:  Lamb. Meow
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
eyes & shadow: [ Conviction ] Living Dead Doll
face & partial body applier: S.E CATWA + OMEGA RIDE OF THE DEAD MASK APPLY 01 (*new* @ Kustom9) ***includes Diamonds and black crown attachment-not shown

LYBRA . XL STILETTO NAILS
: CULT : Dark Side Rings

*Vanilla Bae* Holly Shirt & Cardi: (*new* @ FaMESHed)
[VALE KOER] WAIST PANTIES
**UTOPIA@Design** – “XILA” (*new* @ X by FaMESHed)

pose: FOXCITY. Bad Kitty Bento Pose Set

scene:
JIAN Spoiled Rotties 12. Skeleton Pup Companion (*new* @ Epiphany)

Quasi – Dripping with Sin – 3D Painting

crate Travelor’s Trolley (*new* @ Blueprint)

Rounded Bed (Adult) CHEZ MOI (*new* @ ULTRA)

[La Baguette] Voodoo doll (deco) (*new* @ Salem)
:::ChicaChica::: Holy blood Cocktail tray REZZ (*new* @ Salem)

drd phantom broken mirror

Fapple– Always Prepared- Side Table
Fapple– BDSM Tool Box

striped mocha – hanging lotuses – black

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Not So Haunted

It’s no secret that I’m an atheist. So, it should come as no surprise that I’m also a skeptic when it comes to most things that are considered supernatural, particularly ghosts, possessions, demons, and anything considered haunted. However, most people never question how I came to these conclusions. For one thing, I’ve spent multiple nights in a house that was supposedly haunted and I never saw a thing. Haunted houses are especially suspect to me, because they’re always old houses. It’s like apartments or houses built in the last 50 years are never haunted. Plenty of murders and bizarre deaths happen in homes like those, but for some reason they’re never reported to be haunted. I’ve never heard of an atheist being possessed. For that matter, it seems to be limited to Catholics.
What might really surprise people is that I do believe that there is life on other planets, but not in our solar system. I also believe in vampires, but not the blood drinking, murderous type. I believe in psyvamps, as they feed off of energy, and this is something I’m quite familiar with, because I’ve been doing that very thing since I was a child. Psyvamps get a very bad reputation, but that’s a topic for another day. I, also, believe in certain forms of…well, for the lack of a better word…magic. This is also something I’ve experienced and perhaps one day, I’ll write more about that. For now, I just wanted to touch on some basic supernatural ideas, because I’m currently watching The Haunting of Hill House on Netflix. *laughs*
I dunno, I’m just not big into believing in make believe monsters, when all the real monsters I’ve seen and met have been human. Perhaps that’s why crime shows intrigue me so much. That or I’m just a twisted weirdo. *shrugs & giggles*

gothic bedroom

scene put together in AF Paris Loft Skybox RARE

uK – The Unveiling Curtains White (*new* @ Salem)
uK – The Unveiling Violin Black Lace

uK – Gothic Mannequin (D)

Fancy Decor: Warden Set (*new* @ Arcade)
-01 Fancy Decor: Warden Bed – adult RARE
-02 Fancy Decor: Warden Chair
-03 Fancy Decor: Warden Bench
-04 Fancy Decor: Warden Dresser
-05 Fancy Decor: Warden Side Table
-07 Fancy Decor: Warden Candelabra
-08 Fancy Decor: Warden Neon Cross
-09 Fancy Decor: Warden Wine & Glasses
-10 Fancy Decor: Warden Vases
-12 Fancy Decor: Warden Art (a-z texture change)

Fancy Decor: Eagan Collection (*new* @ FaMESHed)
-Fancy Decor: Eagan Coffee Cup
-Fancy Decor: Eagan Rug
-Fancy Decor: Eagan Vase

Fancy Decor: Davis Sconce
Fancy Decor: Jacques Scented Candle
Fancy Decor: Skull Canister

Silence. – Dark Dining Gacha Set (*new* @ Salem)
-Silence. – Dark Dining Photo Collage
-Silence. – Dark Dining Bottle Vases
-Silence. – Dark Dining Spider Bowl
-Silence. – Dark Dining Webbed Square Bowl – White/Black
-Silence. – Dark Dining Book Stack
-Silence. – Silence. – Dark Dining Candle Bottles

Dahlia – Baby Robert – Antique Lamp – Silver

Dahlia – Surrey – Serving tray

Dahlia – Newport Collection (*new* @ FaMESHed)
-Dahlia – Newport – Suitcase Console Table – Black
-Dahlia – Newport – Vintage Monochromatic – Books – Black
-Dahlia – Newport – Distressed Trinket Box – Black

.random.Matter. – Paint It Black – Pillow [Skulls]

[ zerkalo ] Dark Elegance – Cloche w/Skull

tres blah– Jolie – Chic Perfume

Zaara [home] : 12 Attar perfume bottles

[Deadwool] 2. Fetus skull

[noctis] Book row with ravenskull bookend

N4RS Candle – natural

[ContraptioN] Decor: Odd Skull 2 *JAR*

{-Maru Kado-} Skull Plant Pot_RARE-A

Finally!

Finally, someone developed a hairstyle to conceal my horns! *giggles* These cubes from E.V.E remind me of one of those word search things I see on Facebook all the time. “Oh the first three words are what you can expect next year!” Well, the last one of those I did said love, marriage, and health. I laughed so hard.  Yes, I know love will always be part of my life, because I have a heart with which I love very deeply, too deeply. Marriage? NO, let’s pray a divorce is on the horizon though. Since the bastard left me essentially penniless to run off with a 20yr old skank. Yes, she is a skank, remind me to tell that story someday. It’s a doozy! And finally, the prediction was health? I’m going to assume they meant poor health, considering that at best there are treatments for my fybromyalgia and PKD, however, there are no known cures.
Let’s not ruin all the fun, let’s take a look at the cube. First word I see is battlefield and I’ll agree to that. I like violent films and shows, plus I play Guild Wars 2 with one of my best friends. So, yes, a battlefield is very likely. Next word…hate. Ohh, that’s a strong word. I don’t really have the energy to fuel hate. I’m more of a person that turns completely ambivalent. I just won’t acknowledge someone’s existence or care that they exist. In Second Life, its even better, because I can mute and derender people. That’s nice. Alright, third word I notice is Heaven. Well, I’m an atheist so I can only imagine that means, I’m going to be proven wrong and all of you do gooders are in for a big surprise when you show up OR (and this is more likely) someone is going to make me feel soo good that it will feel heavenly. These cubes are a group gift, so if you like them, you can grab a set for yourself, absolutely free.

sady devil
“So what would an angel say
The devil wants to know”
~ Fiona Apple – Criminal

wearing:
hair:  #Foxy – Fallen Hair (*new* @ Salem)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [theSkinnery] Amber (*new* @ C88)

Dead Dollz – Morrigan Set 2.0 (*new* @ FaMESHed)
_CandyDoll_ Demona Boots

pose: FOXCITY. Cozy Bento Pose Set (*new* @ Uber)

[Dollmart]Empress Chair
E.V.E {Team} Love is a Battlefield Cubes GROUP GIFT

Your Nightmares are my Lullabies

I go to sleep to crime shows…let me explain why. Well, I’m not completely sure why, but I do know some of the reasons. Ok, so part of it is that I’m a city girl and I’m used to hearing noises while I sleep. I cannot sleep to complete peace and quiet. Once I’m asleep, then quiet is good. Thank goodness for sleep timers. Whoever made that a feature on TVs sure deserves more recognition. Alright, so why crime shows vs music or something “happier?” Well, I like shows that I can imagine…that I can picture without looking at the screen. The crime shows on DiscoveryID (wicked channel in the U.S.) are perfect, because the ones I watch always catch the killer and they’re on Hulu or AmazonPrime without any loud, obnoxious commercials. Forensic Files is my absolute favorite, because the narrator has the greatest voice! It’s soothing and calm, yet crystal clear. I do sometimes go to sleep to sitcoms, but only those that don’t change the scenery a lot. So, now you know why your nightmares are my lullabies. Plus I’m twisted. *grins*

your nightmares are my lullabies

wearing:
hair:   Lamb. Boyish (*new* @ C88)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [theSkinnery] Amber (*new* @ C88)

Kibitz – Cash out rings – onyx (*new* @ Kinky)
:::ChicChica::: Holy blood cocktail (*new* @ Salem)
Blueberry – Maria – Bomber Jacket
Blueberry – Maria – Skirt
Blueberry – Maria – Boots – Flat Heels (comes w/high heel version, too!)

pose: .::Attitude::. Machete_Pose_Pack (*new* @ PoseFair)

I Call It Magic

“Call it magic, call it true
I call it magic when I’m with you
And I just got broken, broken into two
Still I call it magic, when I’m next to you”
~ Coldplay – Magic 

This photo is really special to me, because it brings some of my favorite people together in a way that only happens in SL The poses were made just for the dress and this dress is magnificent. It may not move like flexi did back in the day, but I promise you will want to spin on the stars when you put it on. Go to Salem before the end of the month. There’s genuinely something for everyone unless you’re a miserable….erhm…I mean…yeah, go shopping…more importantly? Live.

magical

wearing:
hair:   Tableau Vivant // Rosemary hair (*new* @ Salem)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [theSkinnery] Amber (*new* @ C88)
ChicModa // Gwen gown (*new* @ Salem)
[BREATHE]-Natsuna Heels

pose: GingerFish Poses – Nightbird set (*new* @ Salem)

E.V.E {M/C} Tornado Orion Nebula Slim [Day]
E.V.E {M/C} Tornado Orion Nebula Slim [Night]

 

Hunger Hurts

“Hunger hurts, and I want him so bad, oh it kills
Cause I know I’m a mess he don’t wanna clean up
I got to fold cause these hands are too shaky to hold
Hunger hurts, but starving works, when it costs too much to love”
~ Fiona Apple – Paper Bag

Bondi candydoll

wearing:
hair:  TRUTH VIP Batty
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [Glam Affair] Alice Applier

BONDI . VOODOO QUEEN CROWN (*new* @ Salem)
_CandyDoll_ Cara Dress (*new* @ Uber)

pose: FOXCITY. The Journey Bento Set
[Bad Unicorn] No Way Out Backdrop ‘Cute Meets Evil Set’ (*new* @ Arcade)

Fall Into Autumn

Oh get your dirty minds out of the gutter, I am not talking about some hot girl named Autumn. Yeah, I know my readers. *laughs* I’ve been working on this room for over a week. I kept adding to it, taking away, moving this, replacing that.  Finally, I got it the way I want it. I look at the room and wish I could sink down in that couch with a good book. It sorta dawned on me, that I have a beautiful living room with furniture that is less than a year old and superbly comfortable. It needs to cool off first, that room is almost all windows and its too bright…too hot in there. *hisses at the sun*

Fall Into Autumn

I used Fancy Decor: Faline Wall Panels (gold) to create the room.

[Ds] Chesterfield Wingback Daddy’s Adult Chair

Polar Bear. Cat Frame – Brown Wood

dust bunny . spotted begonia
dust bunny . potted palm

{what next} Autumn Picture Shelf 2

Fancy Decor: Prescott Collection (*new* @ Uber)
-Fancy Decor: Prescott Coffee Table
-Fancy Decor: Prescott Vase with Branches
-Fancy Decor: Prescott Shelf
-Fancy Decor: Prescott Accent Chair
-Fancy Decor: Prescott Decorative Box
-Fancy Decor: Prescott Vases
-Fancy Decor: Prescott Petite Vases
-Fancy Decor: Prescott Honey Jug
-Fancy Decor: Prescott Leaning Books with Urn
-Fancy Decor: Prescott Photo Frame
-Fancy Decor: Prescott Book Stack with Box
-Fancy Decor: Prescott Books with Bookends
-Fancy Decor: Prescott 19th Century Painting
-Fancy Decor: Prescott Rug
-Fancy Decor: Prescott Sofa – cream leather
-Fancy Decor: Prescott Side Table
-Fancy Decor: Prescott Decorative Bowl
-Fancy Decor: Prescott Book Stack
-Fancy Decor: Prescott Basket

Fancy Decor (*new* @ Salem)
-Fancy Decor: Putnam Console
-Fancy Decor: Pumpkin Spice Quote
-Fancy Decor: Pumpkin Spice Candle
-Fancy Decor: Potted Succulent
-Fancy Decor: Cactus Pumpkin Planter
-Fancy Decor: Succulent Pumpkin Planter

Fancy Decor in the Gacha Gallows @ Salem)
11 Fancy Deccor: Opulent Pumpkin (Emerlad – plain)
06 Fancy Deccor: Opulent Pumpkin (Onyx – jeweled)
05 Fancy Deccor: Opulent Pumpkin (Midnight – plain)
03 Fancy Decor: Opulent Pumpkin Stand (medium)
02 Fancy Decor: Opulent Pumpkin Stand (tall)
01 Fancy Decor: Opulent Pumpkin Stand (short)

09 Fancy Decor: Gold Dots Pillow
13 Fancy Decor: Nope Pillow

uK – The Journey Leafy Planter (*new* @ FaMESHed)

tres blah– Hodgepodge – Snail Mail
-tres blah- Eclectic Collection – Globe (Classic)
[Bad Unicorn x Birch] Mary Janes ‘Noel’s Cookies’
.peaches. Bae’s Journal – Floral
ISPACHI – The Arrival – Between Two Squirrels

Baked

“Its been a while since I started my day with a wake-n-bake, but after last six very hectic days…I can now say it. It feels goooood,” she whispered into thin air as she stared at it lying there. It had stopped her in her tracks and she was suddenly frozen in the spot. She couldn’t move an inch…she tried to look away, but her eyes returned as witness over and over again.
“Why does it look like that? How did it get here? Is that what I think it is? OMG, what the hell is wrong with me for even thinking that?”

xtc sassy pose fair_004
“WHAT IS IT!?!?!?!” screams Tracy from the other end of the call.

wearing:
hair:  Lamb. Garden (*new* @ FaMESHed)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [Glam Affair] Dee

KITJA – Karina Sweatshirt WHITE
UC_Morgan (*new* @ Kinky)
Eudora3D Riding Boots (*new* @ Salem)

pose: ~X.T.C PoSes~ Miss Sassy [Static Pack] (*new* @ Pose Fair)
location: Bardeco

Talking Body

“Now if we’re talking body
Put it on me
If you love me right
We fuck for life
On and on and on
Now if we’re talking body
You got a perfect one
So put it on me
Swear it won’t take you long
If you love me right
We fuck for life
On and on and on”
~ Tove Lo – Talking Body

moonelixir&eudora salem ra fam

wearing:
hair:  [RA] Debbie Hair (*new* @ FaMESHed)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [Glam Affair] Dee

Moon Elixir – Sabrina – Lara – Sweater (*new* @ Salem)
Moon Elixir – Sabrina – Lara – Thong (*new* @ Salem)
Eudora3D Lilith Heels&Stockings (*new* @ Salem)

*pose created live using AnyPose

FOXCITY. Photo Booth – Escape
SAYO – Vizcaya Garden Party Set – Floor Pillow

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