“Sometimes I feel that I am what I deserve
A hundred crimes, no way to pay them off
So when quiet fills the night and you hurt
Know I am sorry for all that you lost
I, I had to learn you
All from the inside
My deepest regret
Right, right when I burned you
I made the last cry
I’m all that is left
What if that tornado didn’t take Dorothy and Toto to Oz, but instead took her to little Havana? Oh how differently THAT story would have unfolded. Yes, this is what happens when I’m left alone with my imagination and a dog in a bag! Well, what would your story be with this adorable pup? Well, you can find out by going to the Arcade. Or you could grab this adorable hair and outfit at FaMESHed and come up with a completely new story of your own design. Let your imagination and inner fashionista take you away like a tornado and see where YOU land.
Coffee, cakes, and pies….OH MY!! Yeah, that’s all I got. I blame Harlow for creating this place and making my mind wander. I’m going to the kitchen to see if we got something to make a cake with….*stomps off to the kitchen cursing Harlow*
wearing:
hair: [RA] Sady Hair (Recolor)
head: CATWA HEAD Denice
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: #PUMEC – Sophia
I’ve wanted to do a photo like this for quite some time. To combine a beautiful, classy dress with a mask or something dark. I wanted it to be sexy, but not overtly sexy. I didn’t want to look like some sort of succubus, but something that might confuse the viewer a bit. So, this DeadDollz dress was perfect with the sheer lace option, the elegant lace gloves, and then I added the Conjuration claws and rings from CerberusXing, but I couldn’t stop there. When I saw the Iron Desk mask from Contraption, I knew I had to wear it with the dress! Things just evolved from there and I’ve finally created my Wicked Woman!
wearing:
hair: [RA] Liah Hair @ FaMESHed
head: CATWA HEAD Denice
.:E.A.Studio:.Horns Syrax
duckie . m o o d eyes @ Eclipse
–SU!– Smokey Eyeshadow
^^Swallow^^ Ears Elf HD
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: #PUMEC – Sophia
“I hang on everything that you say
You know I can see all the things that imply you secretly are in love
And finally when I let myself fall hard for you I
See you trying to pretend like I’m making it up
This is what it feels like”
~ Banks – This is What it Feels Like
wearing:
hair: [RA] Miranda Hair – @ A+Event
head: CATWA HEAD Denice
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: #PUMEC – Sophia
Eudora3D Jezebel Set @ Fantasy Faire
-Eudora3D BlindFold Black&Silver
-Eudora3D Earrings Black&Silver
-Eudora3D Necklace Black&Silver
-Eudora3D ArmBands Black&Silver
-Eudora3D Wristbands Silver
LYBRA_GOS . ROXY @ The Epiphany
-LYBRA ~ Roxy Bra [maitreya] Black RARE
-LYBRA ~ Roxy Panties [maitreya] RARE
-[Gos] Roxy Boots ~ Black [maitreya]
April Fool’s Day has come and gone. It’s the one day of the year that we’re expected to relax and expect bad to epic pranks. I’ve seen all sorts of prank wars on YouTube between couples that are far more tolerant than I would ever be. I’ve seen women smashing Xboxes….those things are freaking expensive! Let someone bash in my PC as a joke! I don’t care if they had a backup or a brand new better PC….that’s cash money, yo! For years, I’ve pranked my mother by claiming to see a spider somewhere near her. Hell, I even did that shit over the phone and she still feel for it. Yeah, she cusses me out every year, but that’s how I know I got her.
There are certain pranks that are just classics, especially now with most people locked into social media. People will announce they’re getting married, divorced, a new job, pregnant, car crash, etc. Now, rarely does anyone fake a death or some deadly disease, but when they do its usually someone famous and they can get away with it. Now, most of these jokes are so common that I hardly even find them amusing, unless presented in a very unique way. What I have not witnessed until this year (doesn’t mean it didn’t happen) was someone getting so bent out of shape over a public prank on social media that they took it upon themselves to rant about said joke and how it offended them. Naturally, there were people ready and willing to jump on the offended bandwagon. To be fair, there were also a handful of people defending the offensive joke.
Here’s the the filtered tea. The joke was a pregnancy announcement. Several people fell for it and that made it funny to me. The person offended apparently couldn’t have kids or had recently lost a child during pregnancy. I honestly can’t remember the details, because the comments on both threads had my head spinning. Eventually, the joker, being a truly wonderful person, resended her joke and apologized to all of FB. Thus, the offended, also a wonderful person, took down her rant.
Ok, so here’s why it bothered me. I honestly don’t get why this was so offensive. I can’t have kids. I had two miscarriages, but swore I’d never try again. I couldn’t deal with the idea of getting my hopes up and losing another one. I absolutely hate the very idea of baby showers and I refuse to go them, because they upset me so badly. Just receiving an invitation can make me cry sometimes. However, I would NEVER lash out, publicly OR privately, over being invited. I wouldn’t dream of making it about me. I simply accept it as part of life and decline the invite with one excuse or another. I don’t even tell them that real reason I can’t go is that I’m not mentally stable enough to sit through someone else’s joyous occasion because it triggers so much personal pain. Hell, I’ve had to endure work baby showers that sent me to the bathroom to calm down. So, to rain all over social media because an innocent joke triggered you? Well, here’s the thing…once that shit is out there, people have seen it. I guarantee someone has a screen shot of it and friends were lost over this stupid joke. Now the whole world knows how sensitive you are and how easily you’re triggered….and quite frankly, it made a mountain out of mole hill. We as humans have got to stop being so easily offended. We can’t take everything so personally. I personally find it exhausting and I understand that sometimes stuff bothers us deeply, but not everything is meant for social media. It simply creates a rift between people that wasn’t necessary. So, please, if you’re truly offended by someone’s behavior….perhaps you should approach the person offending you, but take sometime to think it over. Is this something that offends you personally? Was the offensive thing aimed at you specifically? I mean, just think about it. Most of us are adults, let’s start acting like it. Because quite frankly, I’m offended by every Tom, Dick, and Sally walking around with chips on their shoulders just waiting to be offended so they can rant all over social media about it. So, there…your overt sensitivity offends me. How you like them apples? (and ffs, don’t take this as a direct assault…it fits a gazillion scenarios….I think both women are beautiful and amazing, it was just one of those things, ya know?)
I’ll be on the roof smoking, let me know when its over.
wearing:
hair: [RA] Tashie Hair (*new* @ FaMESHed)
head: CATWA HEAD Denice
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: #PUMEC – Sophia
tattoo: IDTTY Body Shop – Feline Gaze
[NikotiN] Rainbow_Black RARE
[ kunst ] – Alexandra collar amias – NADIA gloves RARE Ascendant – Pride Week Nails
:::insanya::: TubeTop – Solid Blueberry – Group Gift – Joggers
[Gos] Marie Ankle Boots (*new* @ Uber)
pose: FOXCITY. Thoughts Bento Pose Set (*new* @ Uber)
“I feel worthless,
Maybe I should open the drawer,
Burn the pages,
Write poems with the ash on the floor,
Pour the ink, into the sink,
& Watch it drain from the shore…
I don’t want love no more,
Though it’s the one thing I’ve been
searching for,
Though it’s the one thing that I miss the most,
Now I’m afraid to be alone…
I learnt to grow old when I was younger,
Scared of staying young,
Afraid of the thoughts that I had conjured,
That sat atop my tongue,
Knowing I’d change the worlds opinion,
If they would just, listen up…
But they won’t, now…”
“When it all comes crashing down
And it’s winter all year round
And the sky is firing
And the world is
Just a shelter underground
When there’s nothing left to lose
And the lost cannot be found
I’ll find you”
~ Kerli – I’ll Find You
She knew the moment she saw him walk into the bar that she wanted him. He looked wild and untamed. He was an outlaw, it was written in the rugged lines carved into his tanned skin. His tattoos was old and some of them were clearly done behind bars. This was not love at first sight. No, this was a raw savage lust. She’d never known such a need to feel someone else’s skin pressed to hers before. She knew his type and she knew he’d want something simple like whiskey or whatever beer was on tap. She place both in front of him and smiled, “First round is on the house.”
By the end of the night, he was ready to follow her home and she was ready to let him. That was weeks ago, now they had a routine. He would call her whenever he rolled into town to see if she was busy. If she wasn’t busy, he would drop in for the night. Their passion was raw and unbridled. Their affair only lasted the summer, but the urgency with which they made love would be forever etched into her memory.
Whenever he called, she anxiously waited on the balcony until she saw him ride up on his bike.
How many red flags do we ignore, because we THINK we’re in love? For whatever reason, we’ve set out sights on that person. Suddenly, all the signs that will be so crystal clear to us in the future are excusable.
There were so many signs when I first met my ex husband. He lied. Repeatedly. He lied about his job and I decided that he was just embarrassed by his actual position. He thought it would be more impressive if he had the same job as his friend that brought him into Second Life. I thought it was cute that he was worried about what I’d think. *rolls her eyes at herself* He lied about his living situation. He lived at home with his mother, but he told me he lived with a roommate. Again, I excused it as cute that he was worried about what I thought. That’s two lies before we even met in person. *sighs* He lied about sending me a package in the mail. Turns out, there never was a package. *hangs her head* I racked that up as a stupid lie, but no biggie. Just one of those lies should have been enough to turn my ass around and go the other direction.
He lied about several other things and yet…my dumbass still married him. Look where that got me! Now I’m not even sure he ever loved me. I think I was just an escape from a life he hated. *shrugs* It is what it is, but you can be damn sure I won’t be falling for that trap again!
Sady Style 