“C’mere, I want to tell you something,” she said as she crawled across the bed towards him. She curled her finger to motion him closer. As he moved closer, thinking he was about to get a kiss, she whispered, “I don’t give a fuck.”
He stood up, a look of shock washed over his face, “What the…”
She laughed, stood up and grabbed her purse and phone.
He was thoroughly confused as she walked out the door, until he walked around to the side of the bed she’d been standing on and saw two condom wrappers on the floor.

Come Hither

hair: pr!tty – Sury (*new* @ TCF)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: [theSkinnery]  Saska (Catwa Applier) honey
LYBRA . JULY (*new* @ BLUSH)
Phedora ~ Porchia heels ~ Maitreya RARE (*new* @ Arcade)

pose: GingerFish Poses – Dirty Pretty Set (*new* @ Whore Couture)

tarte. stargazer floor bed (night)

BUENO-After Hours Loft Building -Decay (*new* @ FaMESHed)
BUENO-Mulder Loft Building-Decay


Stand By Me

So, recently, my friend Alvie posted a broad question to Facebook asking if other people got transported to a memory instantaneously by a certain song. Of course, I think that must be true for almost everyone, right? Well, some songs bring good memories, some sad, and some traumatic. For me, “Stand By Me” has always been a trigger to a traumatic memory. Its hard to be so turned off by such a popular song, however, I have finally found the cover of it that not only do I love the cover, but I can actually enjoy the song for the first time in 30yrs. I’ve tossed the link at the bottom of the page. I hope you enjoy it as much as I do now. ♥

electronic love
Whenever you’re in trouble won’t you stand by me

Sady is wearing:
hair:  pr!tty – Tory – short (Feb PocketGacha)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: [theSkinnery]  Saska (Catwa Applier) honey
Scandalize. NAGIA (*new* @ TresChic)

Mr X (he’s remaining anonymous) is wearing:
hair:  { Speakeasy } Jordyn Hair
head: CATWA HEAD Daniel
ears: ^^Swallow^^ Gauged Ears
body: [Signature] Gianni
skin: L’Etre
Tattoo: TAOX
[MANDALA]SINRA Rings Season3
AITUI – Rolled Blazer
Pathos Dark Blue Jeans (owned by louine Dover)

pose: FOXCITY. Usie (Group Gift)
FOXCITY. Photo Booth – Rose Bathroom (*new* @ Blush)


Ready or Not

So, it’s been a few years since I started a year single and I have to say that its definitely been interesting. I’ve had a variety of people approach me. I’ve gotten to the point where I just ask them some basic questions so I know where to file these people. Let’s face it, first impressions are a bitch. It’s actually really strange, because I’m quickly figuring out that I don’t have time for a relationship. I’ve met guys that can’t carry a conversation to save their lives. I’ve met guys that are far far far too young for me. I’m sorry, but age is more than a number and I know that to be true from my own experiences. I’ve met guys that tell me straight out, they want a fuck buddy or booty call. *laughs* While I appreciate them cutting to the chase with me, it tends to make me giggle. I have two mottos:

1. I do what I want.
2. So goes life.

So, ready or not, I’m hitting the grid with no agendas. I love talking to new people, but I don’t necessarily mesh with everyone. You just might run into bouncing around the grid from time to time, don’t be afraid to say hi….I only murder innocent people. And no, I’m not gonna fuck you just cuz you got cute pixels, but I might take your picture. *winks*


Ready or not, here I come, you can’t hide
Gonna find you and take it slowly
You can’t run away
From these styles I got, oh baby, hey baby
Cause I got a lot, oh yeah
And anywhere you go
My whole crew’s gonna know baby, hey baby

hair:  pr!tty – Demy
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
OLQINU : visual mask <thug>  (Feb PocketGacha)
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: [theSkinnery] Saska
Moon Elixir – Coven – 6 – Maitreya – Arm Wraps – Charcoal
.:E.A.Studio:.Obsess Claw Maitreya
[Cynful] Dream Babe Bodysuit (*new* Mainstore)

pose: FOXCITY. Breather VOL1 Animated Pose Set (*new* @ N21)
FOXCITY. Photo Booth – Urban Jungle (*new* @ N21)



I hate riding bicycles. Who decided that seat was a good idea? That thing presses against my snatch and pushes my panties up my ass. It sucks and I refuse to do it. However, I can’t help but hear this one song whenever I see a bicycle. *giggles* I just put the link at the bottom of the page.


hair:  pr!tty – SaRang  (February PocketGacha)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: [theSkinnery]  Saska (Catwa Applier) honey
(Kunglers) Miele necklace
_CandyDoll_ Nina Top (*new* Mainstore)
_CandyDoll_ Nina Pants (*new* Mainstore)
_CandyDoll_Lucy Wedges

pose: FOXCITY. Bike Ride Bento Pose Set (comes with bike)


Therapy Session

So, I don’t write about everything I’m going through, but I do write about a fair bit. Some things are too personal…yes, even I have boundaries. *laughs* I draw my inspiration for words, photos, layouts….from a variety of places. Often it is just a violent mixture of the madness swirling about in my mind, but when my fingers meet the keys and I’m staring at this blank page…somehow I usually find a way to let something out. You see, blogging isn’t a JOB for me. Its a way of life. I’m honored that you’re interested enough to read any of it ever, but I really don’t write for YOU….I write for ME….and I am very well known for having full on arguments out loud with myself.
If all of my sponsors pulled away from me and I was suddenly dismissed from all of my blog manager jobs….none of that would stop me. Actually, my photos would probably take a seriously artistic turn around the corner. I was recently told that I need to be more professional in Second Life. Fuck that. I’m not here to be fake. This is the one place I can be completely free to be me….on every level. I don’t care for your judgement.  I was told not to be friends with my bloggers. I’ve been told I’m too mean. I’m too picky. I’m too soft. I’m too nice. I try too hard. I don’t try hard enough. Here’s the thing though…I’m not here to please anyone but me. Call it selfish, fuck you….what are YOU here for? You here to help humanity? No, you’re not. You might do some good while you’re here, but lets face it…we all found our way to broken toys and those of us that actually live here? We know.
So, if you don’t like me, that’s ok…I don’t always like me either. You think I got issues? No, Baby, I got motherfucking subscriptions and my father owns the publication. *gasps* Yeah, I said it….this is MY therapy session and if you don’t like it….uhm….part of me wants to apologize, but how can I be sorry for being me. I got enough people that love me to know, I’m not that bad…but hey, s’ok…I don’t gotta make you happy. That’s your job, isn’t it? I’ll be over here taking care of mine…maybe our worlds will collide…maybe they’ll mingle and make music. For now, this is the end of this therapy session.

rain brings truth
I mean, I think sometimes people they confuse what I’m doing
I write about life, I write about things that I’m actually dealing with
Something that I’m actually experiencing, this is real for me
Like this is something that personally helps me as well

hair: pr!tty – Bellena (*new* @ Enchantment)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: Glam Affair –- MaryJane – Catwa Mesh Head Applier
[Z O O M] Clymena Glasses (*new* @ FaMESHed)
(Yummy) Bohemia Ring Set
[Cynful] Lioness 2in1 Top (*new* @ FaMESHed)
Legal Insanity  – Myra flared black pants

pose: FOXCITY. Breather VOL2 Animated Pose Set (*new* @ Kustom9)


Clear The Haze

I don’t even remember taking this picture or editing it. I know I took it last week…day one of being sick, I believe. As, today is Day 7 of the flu, I have to say this is the best I’ve felt in a week. I’m still not back to myself yet, I’m certainly glad to be on the mend.  What I can tell you about the last seven days is that they’ve been a complete blur. I remember talking on skype to a friend of mine and trying to explain that each day had many days inside it. That made complete sense to me at the time and sadly, I am still sick enough to get exactly what I was trying to say. Well, yes, I have been heavily medicated and you’d think that would have made it a bit more enjoyable, but no. The best part was being asleep. I got lots of sleep and the waking moments were often surreal. This morning has been a complete whirlwind already…wish this lil kitten luck as I clear the haze of this past week and get caught up.♥

smoke &amp; magic

hair:  pr!tty – Demy – :rigged: (*new* @ Coven)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: Glam Affair –- MaryJane – Catwa Mesh Head Applier – Jamaica

[ kunst ] – Cigarette & holder #1 (mouth)
=Zenith=Cosy long Gloves – Maitreya

ChicModa // Ara Dress // Lara
Pure Poison – Love Pumps(*new* @ FaMESHed)

pose:  Bauhaus Movement – Hearts Burst Into Fire Poses (*new* @ TLC)
uK – Kitten- Black Bed (*new* @ Kinky)


Cupid Threw Up

OMG! Cupid threw up all over the grid! Fuck it, he threw up all over the damn world. You can hardly go anywhere in SL or RL without being flooded in various shades of pink and red, not to mention all the hearts. Second Life will be no exception, especially considering how many people get married and partnered every other week. I’m not judging…I swear. >.>
I happen to love hearts. Just the shape of them and I have a huge heart with lots of love to share. However, I’m not an especially romantic person. I always knew there were different types of love, but it was only a recent discussion with a friend that taught me that these different types of loves have names. So, off I went seeking some knowledge on the four types of love: Eros, Agape, Phileo, and Storge. I actually found a really great blog on the subject that is aptly titled: Four Kinds of Love; Eros, Agape, Phileo, & Storge. So, if you’re like me and looking for a different way to celebrate a holiday with history as interesting as the different types of love, try some light reading on both subjects. I know I plan to do some more reading and who knows, I might even end up writing more about it.
If you are looking to decorate & celebrate, there’s no shortage of lovely Valentine themed items to be found. You can start at FaMESHed where you’ll find this lovely bedroom suit that offers both gray and pink versions of several items, as well as a lovely free gift to those in the FaMESHed Update group. Plus, Vinyl made the cutest little babydoll top with shorts and named it after me….I was so surprised and honored, as I have been a long time fan of the store. So, make sure you check that out…just think you can wear me! Sorta…lol.


hair:  pr!tty – Tory (*new* @ Gacha Garden)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: Glam Affair –- MaryJane – Catwa Mesh Head Applier – Jamaica (*new* @ Kinky)
Vinyl – Sugar Sady Babydoll (*new* @ FaMESHed)

pose: FOXCITY. Me Time Bento Pose Set

uk – That’s Amore Bedroom Set (*new* @ FaMESHed)
-uK – That’s Amore Adult Bed
-uK – That’s Amore Grey Storage Ottoman
-uK – That’s Amore Nightstand
-uK – That’s Amore Dresser
-uK – That’s Amore Flower Basin
-uK – That’s Amore Ruffled Rug Pink

!gO! Be mine – Berti (*new* @ Shiny Shabby)
!gO! Be mine – Liv & Lou RARE (*new* @ Shiny Shabby)

Silence. – Flower Heart
Silence. – Heart with Arrow

{what next} Hearts Alarm Clock (ivory)

dust bunny . olive branch heart

Kalopsia – Dark Heart Lantern



The Pearl Necklace

Once upon a time, a pearl necklace was truly something special. Stop smirking, you pervs, we’ll get to THAT in a minute…sheesh. You guys are so immature. *looks all angelic* Now, where was I….oh yes, back in the day, it was tradition to give a girl a string of pearls on her 16th birthday. As the years went by and fashions changed, girls didn’t value the pearls the way they used to. I love pearls, I think they are one of the most miraculous beautiful things one can possess. Imagine something so beautiful occurring from just one grain of sand or a speck of food. It’s quite fascinating to me.
These days, of course, unless you’ve been living under a proverbial rock of some sort you know that a pearl necklace has a very different meaning. While your pervs might be giggling, I’m pretty sure you know whether or not you like to receive them….or give them, provided you’re a man. Still pretty fascinating, because even THAT pearl necklace has some benefits to your skin, but we’re not going to talk about that. You can google it for yourselves.

pearl necklace

Sady is wearing:
hair:   pr!tty – Emma – (January Pocket Gacha)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: Glam Affair –  Catwa Applier – Clara – America 02
tattoo: .Identity. Body Shop – Rise Again
Narcisse– Cora Pearls

pose: FOXCITY. Bento Sits VOL2 Pose Set
FOXCITY. Photo Booth – Limitless LTD EDT (*new* @ Limit8)
N4RS Club Sofa



“No, I don’t have to tell a soul about this, I promised myself. When you are a kid, you don’t know yet that a secret, like an animal, can evolve. Like an animal, a secret can develop a self-preserving intelligence. Shaglike, mute and thick, a knowledge with a fur: your secret.”
― Karen RussellSwamplandia!

That’s just a really deep quote from one of my favorite books. It stands all on its own and makes beautiful, perfect sense to me. In the book, the context is quite complex. I’ve not met anyone else that’s ever read it though. I chose the quote for personal reasons, but the book it comes from kinda fits the picture…so, yeah, that’s about it. *laughs*


hair: pr!tty – Emma (*new* @ Pocket Gacha)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: Glam Affair – Imani Applier ( Catwa ) America
(Yummy) Bohemia Ring Set (*new* @ C88)
BUENO-Crochet Top (*New* @ K9)
BUENO-Crochet Skirt (*New* @ K9)
_CandyDoll_ Alyona Boots  (*New* @ K9)

pose: FOXCITY. Carefree Bento Pose Set (*new* @Tres Chic)

Modulus – Abandoned Kiosk
7 – Do Not Feed Alligators
7 – 25 Cent Shots



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