Born To Die

“Lost but now I am found
I can see but once I was blind
I was so confused as a little child
Tried to take what I could get
Scared that I couldn’t find
All the answers, honey
Don’t make me sad, don’t make me cry
Sometimes love is not enough and the road gets tough, I don’t know why
Keep making me laugh
Let’s go get high
The road is long, we carry on
Try to have fun in the meantime
Come take a walk on the wild side
Come kiss me hard in the pouring rain
You like your girls insane
So, choose your last words, this is the last time
‘Cause you and I, we were born to die
We were born to die
We were born to die”

Born to Die

wearing:
hair:  #Foxy – Darling Hair (*new* @ K9)
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
tattoo: IDTTY Body Shop – Feline Gaze
//MONUMENT// Viper Dress (*new* @ Eclipse Event)

pose: FOXCITY. Lucid Bento Pose Set
SAYO Sin – Manic Reverie – Born to Die COMMON

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Swiping

It’s no secret that I’m going through a tacky, drawn out divorce in real life. Sometimes I think about dating again. I used to love dating in real life. Oh but things were different then. Now its all about dating apps. Swipe left, swipe right. As I thought about this, it occurred to me how funny it is that we’re supposed to “swipe” anything. I mean the definitions of swipe are hit or try to hit with a swinging blow, steal, a sweeping blow, and now…an act or instance of moving one’s finger across a touchscreen to activate a function. So, are literally trying hit that now? Don’t get me started on a swinging or sweeping blow…THAT’s now how you blow….ooh, they mean the other kind of blow. Even still! Well, I refuse. Surely the elderly are getting too arthritic to be swiping all that much. Plus most of those apps are all about the hook up, right? I don’t think too many elderly people are going to be DTF. I guess that’s what senior centers are for, huh? Well, I won’t be going there when I got older either. Guess, I’ll be the crazy old cat lady. #LifeGoals

single af

wearing:
hair:  #Foxy – Darling Hair (*new* @ K9)
head: CATWA HEAD Denice
#Besom Lashes~ BB Lash
SU!– Osanna Eyes (new @ LEVEL)
#ADORED – prizmo shadows – permafrost edition (*new* @ Sultry)
:Lg: – :Mesh Ears: – Uthark (*new* @ Unik)
SU!– Piercing Set 07 Septum & Nose Studs
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: #PUMEC – Sophia

(Yummy) Art Deco Rings (*new* @ C88)
alme. MS Gold Triangle Tip (*new* @ Belle)
[Cynful] Zaidee’s Casual Silky Set (*new* @ FaMESHed)

pose: FOXCITY. City Life Bento Pose Set
FOXCITY. Photo Booth – City Life

She Don’t Want the World

“The open wound she hides
She just keeps it bundled up and never lets it show
She can’t take much more of this but she can’t let it go
That’s okay, she don’t want the world
And all the things she says
He’s just lying there without someone to hear her cry
She slips off into a dream about a place to hide
That’s okay, she don’t want the world”

the moon and the stars

wearing:
hair:  [monso] My Hair – Joy
head: CATWA HEAD Denice
SU!– Osanna Eyes (new @ LEVEL)
SU!– Piercing Set 07 Septum & Nose Studs
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: #PUMEC – Sophia

lashes: #Besom Lashes~ BB Lash
eyeshadow: Veechi  – Romy Shadow
lipstick: -SU!- Leandra Lipstick 01

Dahlia  – Gamma – Earrings (*new* @ Access)
Dahlia – Gamma – Necklace (*new* @ Access)

pose: GingerFish Poses – Groove Baby set

background:
Serenity Style– Starry Night (*new* @ Unik)
Serenity Style- Starry Lights (*new* @ Unik)

Lady Licorice

The moment I saw this corset, I knew it was a must have simply for the shape and details. Then I got the hud and was able to play with the details even more. As I played with the color options, I came up with this color combination and immediately thought of these Good & Plenty candies that I always wanted as a kid. Problem was, I only wanted them cuz they looked so pretty. You see, they were actually licorice and I hate licorice! So, I’d get them, put one in my mouth, then spit and spew like a little maniac. Don’t worry, Tracy, the candy didn’t go to waste. My father loved licorice. *laughs* Oddly enough, I kinda feel like that candy in Second Life. The occasional man will approach me, but when they find out that I’m not just going to spread my legs for them…they keep on truckin. Which is fine. I’m clearly an acquired taste, just like Lady Licorice here. *winks*

Lady Licorice

wearing:
hair: MINA – Kayla (*new* @ Sultry)
head: CATWA HEAD Denice
ears: .:[PUMEC] :. – / Mesh Ears\ – Worm
SU!– Piercing Set 07 Septum & Nose Studs
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: #PUMEC – Sophia

(Yummy) Art Deco Rings (*new* @ C88)
Wicca’s Originals – Dita Corset (*new* @ FrouFrou)

pose: FOXCITY. Lolita Bento Pose Set**
****includes Hearty Spanker prop
FOXCITY. Photo Booth – Blank Minds

Paint it Black

“I see people turn their heads and quickly look away
Like a new born baby it just happens ev’ry day
I look inside myself and see my heart is black
I see my red door I must have it painted black
Maybe then I’ll fade away and not have to face the facts
It’s not easy facin’ up, when your whole world is black”

city nights

 

wearing:
hair: Wasabi // Pancake Mesh Hair (*new* @ Belle)
head: CATWA HEAD Denice
ears: .:[PUMEC] :. – / Mesh Ears\ – Winter Flower
SU!– Piercing Set 07 Septum & Nose Studs
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: #PUMEC – Sophia

*AvaWay* NAUGHTY KITTEN Necklace
[ kunst ] – Diva Cigarette Holder
(Yummy) Art Deco Rings (*new* @ C88)

TETRA – Cara Fur Jacket (*new* @ C88)
TETRA – Cara Lace Skirt (*new* @ C88)

pose: FOXCITY. Lolita Bento Pose Set
FOXCITY. Photo Booth – City Life

People DO Change

I really hate the phrase, “A leopard never changes its spots.” I disagree with the meaning behind it, completely. If meant literally, then its just a fact. However, it is rarely said with literal intent. It refers to people not being able to change their true character. I just do not believe that’s true. I believe that people can and do change, especially with age. Now, I understand that the phrase is actually refers to people’s innate traits, but again, I know that people DO change. I know they do, because I have…several times. The older I get, the more I evolve and change. I think that’s true about most people. No matter how old you, think back to who you were 7-10 yrs ago. I certainly hope you changed. We learn and we grow, to suggest otherwise is simply ridiculous to me. To suggest that someone cannot or will not change is really quite an insult. It’s like suggesting there’s no hope or reason to continue living and learning.

the garden
Then again, what do I know, I’m just another sexy avatar in a gorgeous leopard print bodysuit. *winks*

wearing:
hair: Navy+Copper – Ivy (*new* @ Belle)
head: CATWA HEAD Denice
ears: .:[PUMEC] :. – / Mesh Ears\ – Winter Flower
SU!– Piercing Set 07 Septum & Nose Studs
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: #PUMEC – Sophia

{le fil casse} Payton Bodysuit (*new* @ ROMP)

pose: GingerFish Pose Lush set (*new* @ eBENTO)

#selfie_RAMA – Festival Flower Wall RARE

Love IS Blind

How many red flags do we ignore, because we THINK we’re in love? For whatever reason, we’ve set out sights on that person. Suddenly, all the signs that will be so crystal clear to us in the future are excusable.
There were so many signs when I first met my ex husband. He lied. Repeatedly. He lied about his job and I decided that he was just embarrassed by his actual position. He thought it would be more impressive if he had the same job as his friend that brought him into Second Life. I thought it was cute that he was worried about what I’d think. *rolls her eyes at herself* He lied about his living situation. He lived at home with his mother, but he told me he lived with a roommate. Again, I excused it as cute that he was worried about what I thought. That’s two lies before we even met in person. *sighs* He lied about sending me a package in the mail. Turns out, there never was a package. *hangs her head* I racked that up as a stupid lie, but no biggie. Just one of those lies should have been enough to turn my ass around and go the other direction.
He lied about several other things and yet…my dumbass still married him. Look where that got me! Now I’m not even sure he ever loved me. I think I was just an escape from a life he hated. *shrugs* It is what it is, but you can be damn sure I won’t be falling for that trap again!

love IS blind

wearing:
hair: [RA] Ary Hair – Fatpack (*new* @ C88)
head: CATWA HEAD Denice
ears: .:[PUMEC] :. – / Mesh Ears\ – Winter Flower
SU!– Piercing Set 07 Septum & Nose Studs
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: #PUMEC – Sophia (*new* @ Cupid Inc)

Wicca’s Wardrobe – Elowen Necklace [Silver]
(Yummy) Art Deco Rings (*new* @ C88)

_CandyDoll_ Misty Dress (*new* @ C88)
Eudora3D Aerendyll (Enchantment)

pose by Bauhaus Movement combined with the pose in the hair hud
Helix – This is Sick Backdrops – The Bearded Guy (*new* @ Unik)

Fade Into You

“I want to hold the hand inside you
I want to take the breath that’s true
I look to you and I see nothing
I look to you to see the truth
You live your life, you go in shadows
You’ll come apart and you’ll go black
Some kind of night into your darkness
Colors your eyes with what’s not there
Fade into you
Strange you never knew
Fade into you
I think it’s strange you never knew
A stranger’s light comes on slowly
A stranger’s heart without a home
You put your hands into your head
And then smiles cover your heart
Fade into you
Strange you never knew
Fade into you
I think it’s strange you never knew”
~ Mazzy Star – Fade Into You

sweet home alabama

she is wearing:
hair: –FABIA– Mesh Hair < Silvia> (*new* @ Unik)
head: CATWA HEAD Denice
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: #PUMEC – Sophia (*new* @ Cupid Inc)
nails: alme. MS Gold Triangle Tip (*new* @ Belle)

(Yummy) Art Deco Rings (*new* @ C88)
[Aleutia] Betty Top & Panties (*new* @ ROMP)

pose: PURPLE POSES – Couple 692

**his hair: Dura-889 (*new* @ TMD)

for information regarding the background see previous post: Nothing Lasts

Don’t Worry

“Let advance worrying become advance thinking and planning.” ~Winston Churchill

Do you find yourself beginning your thoughts with ‘what if?’ What if the store is out of my favorite brand of wine? What if I don’t get that job? What if rains tomorrow? Worrying about things that haven’t’ even happened puts you in a state of stress, where you waste so much energy worrying about things you have no control over.  Well, here’s a suggestion. Rather than focusing on all those ‘what ifs,’ that are on your mind, create a solutions list. If the store is out of your favorite wine, think about an adequate substitute. Afterall, that’s not the end of the world. Keep sending out your resume and take those interview appointments. What else are you going to do if you don’t get THAT job, right? Pick an outfit that won’t be destroyed by the rain, have an umbrella ready, and a hairstyle that won’t take on a mind of its own. Now if it rains, it doesn’t matter so much, because you are fully prepared and you’re going to look great!
By going from worrying to planning mode, you can have a variety of solutions on hand regardless of the outcome. Besides worrying doesn’t change anything, but planning sure can.

loveless

wearing:
hair: Moon. Hair // Unwritten (*new* @ Belle)
head: CATWA HEAD Denice
amara beauty – Reflective Eyes (*new* @ Unik)
SU!– Piercing Set 07 Septum & Nose Studs
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: #PUMEC – Sophia (*new* @ Cupid Inc)

Dahlia – Jacqueline – Headband  (*new* @ FaMESHed)
Dahlia – Jacqueline – Earrings  (*new* @ FaMESHed)
Dahlia – Jacqueline – Necklace  (*new* @ FaMESHed)
(Yummy) Curator Rings Set
Ascendant – Flirt Nails (*new* @ Cupid Inc)
Narcisse– Jamie Sweater Dress ( (*new* @ FaMESHed)

pose: FOXCITY. Numb Bento Pose Set

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