Secrets

No one likes to be lied to or betrayed. However, there are those that thrive on doing just that to other people. And then there are those that are just careless. The problem isn’t really intent as much as it is actions. We’re all guilty of telling something we shouldn’t have or for accidentally letting something slip. It really sucks when we’re betrayed like that, but so goes life. We can stay mad about it or we can learn from it. Yes, it sucks to realize that you can’t trust someone with a secret anymore, but that’s no reason to throw a friendship away. It just means we need to watch what we say more carefully. Odds are, if it was that big of a secret…we probably shouldn’t have been talking about it in the first place. Afterall, two can keep a secret if one of us is dead.

head: Catwa Catya
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [Glam Affair] Maria

Wasabi // Venere Mesh Hair @ Hair Fair
BONDI . The Autumn Sunglasses @ Whimsical
_CandyDoll_ Darby Lingerie @ Belle

pose made with AnyPose

Literally triggered

Let’s talk about triggers! This seems to be the word of the year. It seems to be as overused as literally. Its overuse has caused it to be the very thing it describes. A few years back everyone was slinging the word narcissistic around and literally has been overused for the last five or six years, at least. I just wonder what creates these word trends. More often than actual words, slang terms gain this power with particular generations and eventually burn out. I understand those a bit more, but these words that literally trigger a cringed response? (You see what I did there?) I’m just not so sure, but to make sure I offer up at least one more cringe worthy word…when did moist become so taboo? When I hear that word, all I think of is cake.

head: GENUS Project – Baby Face
–SU!– Piercing Set 01
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [Glam Affair] Kleo @ Access

THIS IS WRONG Reaver Materials Shine @ Eclipse

Foxy – Reina Hair @ Kustom9
^^Swallow^^ Crusties Ears
tongue: [CX] STFU Trap
collar: [CX] Hell’s Harbinger
gloves: [CX] Soul Grips
_CandyDoll_ Bonita Jumper @ Collabor88
_CandyDoll_ Bonita Socks/Panties @ Collabor88
_CandyDoll_ Bonita Heels @ Collabor88

FOXCITY. Late Night Bento Pose Set
location: fae forest

This Is It

Parallel love
Innocently vacant
On the edge of breaking
Shouldn’t keep me waiting
Yesterday’s drugs
should never be taken
I fell into rotation
Surrender mistaken

This is it
This is it, love

~ Lo Moon – This Is It

head: GENUS Project – Baby Face
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [Glam Affair] Kleo @ Access

TRUTH Vanish
_CandyDoll_ Carina Outfit @ FaMESHed
_CandyDoll_ Carina Heels @ FaMESHed

[ Focus Poses ] 50’s Tbird

Coffee is Life

They say breakfast is the most important meal of the day. I actually know why they say this. It has to do with getting your motor running…your metabolism, actually. The longer you go without food, the slower your metabolism gets. Blah blah blah. You wanna know what’s the most important thing for me in the mornings? COFFEE! That little cup of delicious caffeine is what stands between me and prison. Don’t be surprised if you see more of these coffee drinking poses from Diversion in my posts, because coffee is life!

head: GENUS Project – Baby Face
–SU!– Piercing Set 01
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [Glam Affair] Abby @ Belle

Lamb. Miami @ Collabor88
Tattoo “Hokusai Dream(Anastasis)”_by GoK
Ascendant – Spiked Nails
_CandyDoll_ Kasey Top @ LeveL
_CandyDoll_ Kasey Pants @ LeveL

Diversion – Dreamer Poses @ Belle

Dots – Dahlia Bottle @ Belle

DISORDERLY. / Cherry Sweet / Cherry Crisp @ Belle
DISORDERLY. / Cherry Sweet / Cherry Parfait @ Belle

Nutmeg. Midsummer Brunch Bread Basket @ Belle
Nutmeg. Midsummer Brunch Cherry Box @ Belle
Nutmeg. Midsummer Brunch Eggs & Milk v2 @ Belle

dust bunny . coffee machine . color change

Spicy Disaster

Yeah, so I’m writing again and I’m guessing some people wish I’d kept my damn mouth shut. Then again, its all about perspective, isn’t it? I dunno why anyone would want to read the ramblings of my mental mind, but some of you for some weird ass reason. By the way, I’m glad you do…*smiles*

So, today, I’m just gonna touch on perspectives because CandyDoll did this awesome little tee shirt dress for Uber and the graphics options are epic! This one just screamed Sady, so naturally I had to blog it…and not just with a photo…with my wonderous words, too. You’re welcome. *laughs* If you can’t make it out, it says, “I’m not a hot mess. I’m a spicy disaster.” I swear I’m so close to changing my display name to Spicy Mf’n Disaster, its not even funny…well…it IS funny and that’s why I’d do it. Anyway, this rambling mess is just an example of what a disaster I am. However, through someone else’s eyes, I’m perfect. And looking through these very masculine legs, I’m pretty damn cute!

head: GENUS Project – Baby Face
–SU!– Piercing Set 01
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: ItGirls – Luccia @ Uber
tattoo: WR – Call Of The Wild Tattoo

Beusy: Vendetta Hairstyle
^^Swallow^^ Crusties Ears 2.0
_CandyDoll_ Alegai Dress @ Uber

pose by Ana Poses

No Manners

Sometimes people simply bewilder me. We all get approached by some pretty odd people in Second Life. Ask anyone, we all have stories. I can’t help but tilt my head to the side like a confused puppy and look at my screen sometimes. Just the other day, I had someone send me a message offering their arm as a snack, because once upon a time my profile suggested that I bite. Naturally, I had no idea what he was talking about and it all went downhill from there.

Did he actually accuse me of having no manners after he called me a name? I have no manners because I did not respond they way he hoped. I have no manners, because my sexy photos are clearly an invitation for men to say whatever they want to me. I have no manners, because I don’t jump at the opportunity to talk to some strange man on the internet. I have no manners, because I doubt the sincerity of someone that couldn’t start his first conversation with me like an adult.

I think he needs a dictionary, because if he knew what manners were and had any himself…well, he wouldn’t have approached me as he did. Nor would he have thrown a tantrum when he didn’t get his way. I’m curious if his ridiculous approach works on other women and who taught him this crap?

head: GENUS Project – Baby Face
–SU!– Piercing Set 01
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: ItGirls – Luccia @ Uber

DOUX – Mineko hairstyle @ Level
BONDI . The Hunter Glasses @ Cosmopolitan
Prada Beauty – Nudes Cremosinho Lipstick  @ Level
Ascendant – Seductress Nails and Dermal Gems @ Kinky
AsteroidBox. Selene Shirt @ Anthem
Blueberry – Taylor Set – Shorts & Belts
_CandyDoll_ Alegai Heels @ Uber

pose: FOXCITY. Show Time Bento Pose Set

trees & rock from HPMD

Wonderful World

“We live in a wonderful world that is full of beauty, charm and adventure. There is no end to the adventures we can have if only we seek them with our eyes open.”
– Jawaharial Nehru

Basics:
head: CATWA HEAD Catya
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [Glam Affair] Dee Applier

ELIKATIRA Genevieve @ The Liaison Collaborative
[ rD ] – Alight Set
-[ rD ] Alight Necklace
-[ rD ] Alight Earrings
_CandyDoll_ Stacey Jacket  @ FaMESHed
_CandyDoll_ Stacey Bodysuit @ FaMESHed
_CandyDoll_ Stacey Jeans @ FaMESHed
Remezzo Yanel Heels

Le Poppycock *La Parisienne* Nonchalence (w/cigarette & railing) @ The Liaison Collaborative
location: FMD

My Choice

“I can do anything I want.
Be with anyone I want.
And it’ll be my choice.”
― Tahereh Mafi, Ignite Me

Basics:
head: CATWA HEAD Catya
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [Glam Affair] Dee Applier

Foxy – Kitsune Hair @ Crystal Heart
_CandyDoll_ Trina Lingerie @ Kinky

pose: FOXCITY. Late Night Bento Pose Set
MINIMAL – Santorini Backdrop

Shut Your Mouth

“I hear you say it
Play it smart girl
Win the game love
Give ’em what they want
What they want to see and you could be a big star
You could go far
Make a landmark
What have you been reading you smart girl?
Win the game love
Give ’em what they want
What they want to see and you could be a big star
You could go far
Make a landmark
Make a shit load.

And the world spins by
With everybody moaning
Pissing, bitching and everyone is shitting
On their friends
On their love
On their oaths
On their honour
On their graves
Out their mouths
And their words say nothing

I waited to say something
Oh shut your mouth
I wanted to say something
Oh shut your mouth
I wanted to be something
Oh shut your mouth”

~ Garbage – Shut Your Mouth

Basics:
head: CATWA HEAD Denice
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: #PUMEC – Sophia

Foxy – Ellie Hair @ Kustom9
[CX] Heavily Nailed (Group Gift)
[CX] STFU Trap (Bleeding)
MINIMAL – Alianza Necklace
_CandyDoll_ Star Jumpsuit – Collabor88

pose by Del May
Serenity Style– Julia Spring Backdrop – Leaves falling

Your Heart is as Black as Night

“Your eyes may be whole
But the story I’m told
Is that your heart is as black as night
Your lips may be sweet
Such that I can’t compete
But your heart is as black as night

I don’t know why you came along
At such a perfect time
But if I let you hang around
I’m bound to lose my mind
‘Cause your hands may be strong
But the feeling’s all wrong
Your heart is as black a night

Your heart is as black
Oh, your heart is as black as night
Ah-ah ooo”

~ Beth Hart & Joe Bonarmassa – Your Heart is as Black as Night

wearing:
hair:  :::Phoenix::: Cherry Hair
head: CATWA HEAD Denice
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: #PUMEC – Sophia
_CandyDoll_ Nikki Lingerie @ Kinky

pose: GingerFish Pose Sea Jewel @ Flourish

Trompe Loeil – Roanna Bed Velvet
08. Lagom – PinkKink [PlugShelf]
11. Lagom – PinkKink [Rope]
12. Lagom – PinkKink [Paddle]