This isn’t news

It’s safe to say that I’m a true crime junkie. I have been since I was a kid. I would buy those magazines that had true crime stories long before there were things like podcasts and internet. One thing that has always bewildered me are those people that have this mentality of “if I can have them, no one can.” Especially the ones that kill themselves after they kill the person they’re obsessing over. I mean, I get that they’re not in their right mind, cuz murder. But what sense does that make? If you really love someone, why would you want to end their life? Cuz they hurt you? Are you going to kill everyone that hurts you? I cannot wrap my mind around it! I guess it’s fairly obvious that this mindset is not about love at all. It’s self centered and selfish on a whole new level.
There’s a whole lot of things I don’t understand, but I am starting to understand that the more I learn about the human race, the less I like people. And trust? Nah, I don’t think I completely trust anyone, but this isn’t news. Anyone that knows me or thinks they know me, can tell you that while I seem pretty open…I’m actually pretty closed off. Go figure.

foundation
hair: Tableau Vivant – Becky hair @ C88
head: LeLUTKA Halle Head 3.1
head skin: [Glam Affair] Mea Layer [Lelutka EvoX] @ ACCESS
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.4)
body skin: VELOUR: The “Ipanema Body” for Legacy

fashion
ERSCH – Greenya Dress @ Access
Phedora ~ Banshee Unisex Boots @ Access

[Rezz Room] Box Royal Poodle Animesh @ Access

pose: FOXCITY. Stardust Bento Pose Set

background
Serenity Style– Old Newsstand @ Cosmopolitan

dust bunny . storybook living . bakers’ boy farthing

:FNY: Delivery – Vines on Cracks – Set Brown

LOVE – BLOWING AUTUMN LEAVES

Botanical – Fallen Leaves

This gun’s for hire

Messages keep getting clearer
Radio’s on and I’m moving ’round my place
I check my look in the mirror
I wanna change my clothes, my hair, my face
Man, I ain’t getting nowhere
I’m just living in a dump like this
There’s something happening somewhere
Baby, I just know that there is
You can’t start a fire
You can’t start a fire without a spark
This gun’s for hire
Even if we’re just dancing in the dark
Stay on the streets of this town
And they’ll be carving you up all right
They say you gotta stay hungry
Hey, baby, I’m just about starving tonight
I’m dying for some action
I’m sick of sitting ’round here trying to write this book
I need a love reaction
Come on now, baby, gimme just one look

foundation
hair: DOUX – Sophie hairstyle
head: LeLUTKA Erin Head 3.1
head skin: [Glam Affair] Gaia Skin [Lelutka EvoX] @ K9
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.4)
body skin: VELOUR: The “Ipanema Body” for Legacy

fashion
Cynful Fluffy Towel @ Equal10

[Rezz Room] Poodle Toy Adult Animesh @ Equal10
[Rezz Room] Bombay Cat Animesh @ Kustom9

pose: Ana Poses – Razor

neither ever nor never

(please put me to bed and turn down the light)
fold down your hands
give me a sigh
put down your lies
lay down next to me
don’t listen when I scream
bury your doubts and fall asleep
find out I was just a bad dream
let the bed sheet soak up my tears and watch
the only way out disappear
don’t tell me why
kiss me goodbye
for neither ever nor never
goodbye
neither ever nor never
goodbye

foundation
hair: tram I0710 hair
head: LeLUTKA Erin Head 3.1
head skin: [Glam Affair] Gaia Skin [Lelutka EvoX] @ K9
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.4)
body skin: VELOUR: The “Ipanema Body” for Legacy

cosmetics
eyebrows: -SU!- Aneira Eyebrows
eyeshadow: poema – Ines Eyeshadows @ TLC
lipstick: Moccino Beaute x LeLutka EvoX – Huntress Lipblood Collection @ Access

fashion
VENGE – ‘Luna’ Earrings @ TLC
LIVIA // Night Bento Rings @ TLC
Just BECAUSE Velma Sweater @ FaMESHed

[Rezz Room] Crow Animesh

pose: Secret Poses – Katherine @ TLC

Abracadabra

I heat up, I can’t cool down
You got me spinning
‘Round and ’round
‘Round and ’round and ’round it goes
Where it stops nobody knows
Every time you call my name
I heat up like a burning flame
Burning flame full of desire
Kiss me baby, let the fire get higher
Abra abracadabra
I wanna reach out and grab ya
Abracadabra
Abracadabra

foundation
hair: Magika – Morticia @ C88
head: LeLUTKA Avalon
eyes: AG. Elegance Eyese
head skin: [Glam Affair] Sora Skin [Lelutka EvoX] @ C88
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.4)
body skin: VELOUR: The “Ipanema Body” for Legacy
tattoo: .: Vegas :. Tattoo Applier Earthly
WarPaint* Possession [LeL EvoX] – fresh scar @ Salem

fashion
.Tardfish. Undead Bird @ Salem
(Yummy) Demon Queen Ring Collection @ C88
Orb Censor FATPACK + {egosumaii}
nails: e.marie // Mix&Match Coffin – Dark Omens
Seniha. Ethne Hat @ Satan Inc
Seniha. Ethne Set @ Satan Inc
(choker, dress, & boots)

[Rezz Room] Box Cerberus Animesh @ Neo Japan

background
Pitaya – Ritual Circle – White @ Salem

{anc} dandelion fluff “daytime”
{anc} starry starry night (clear)
{anc} flower paper lantern

Cozy Up For the Night

I’ve been soo crazy busy lately that I’m just now getting around to blogging this adorable set from Hideki that you can grab at TLC for a few more days. It closes on the 10th, after that you’ll have to check his mainstore. This set is so cute and even my photo doesn’t do it justice. However, I couldn’t help but want to make a man cave that the girl took over….so here it is with lots of pink pieces from one of Bamse’s new sets to be found at the October round of Arcade. What better way to enjoy this room than relaxing in a comfy shirt from Vinyl, paired with some super cute sweats? A girl can watch just about any scary movie with her trusted pup beside her, right? And thanks to some pieces from Kraftwork’s new set (also at the Arcade), I was able to set the tone of horror movie night. So, I’m all about horror films in October…and honestly, I’m so obsessed with this scene, I just wanna crawl directly into it and cozy up for the night.

foundation
hair: tram K0925 hair
head: LeLUTKA Avalon
head skin: [Glam Affair] Rayne Skin [Lelutka EvoX] @ UBER
body: eBODY – REBORN
body skin: VELOUR: The “Ipanema Body” for Legacy

fashion
VINYL – Nachos & Bao Sweater @ FaMESHed
Vanilla Bae Lameka Sweatpants @ Uber
[ VERSOV ] ARKANOV_SNEAKERS

background
MudHoney Classic Photo Room 2

[Rezz Room] Bull Terrier Adult Animesh @ TMD

KraftWork Horror Movie Night @ Arcade
KraftWork Horror Movie Night . Popcorn Tray
KraftWork Horror Movie Night . Poster 01
KraftWork Horror Movie Night . Poster 02
KraftWork Horror Movie Night . Poster 04
KraftWork Horror Movie Night . Poster 05

BAMSE : Zambie Slayer @ Arcade
BAMSE : Zambie Slayer – Binoculars
BAMSE : Zambie Slayer – Grenade
BAMSE : Zambie Slayer – Knife
BAMSE : Zambie Slayer – Medkit
BAMSE : Zambie Slayer – One Way
BAMSE : Zambie Slayer – Rope
BAMSE : Zambie Slayer – SMG RARE
BAMSE : Zambie Slayer – Suppressor
BAMSE : Zambie Slayer – TP
BAMSE : Zambie Slayer – The Birchslap RARE

HIDEKI – RETRO SET @ TLC
HIDEKI – OLD METALLIC BOX
HIDEKI – AUDIO SYSTEM
HIDEKI – BOX AND BOOKS
HIDEKI – LAMP WITH REFLECT
HIDEKI – LILLTE AMP
HIDEKI – OLD TV
HIDEKI – PLANE TOY
HIDEKI – RADIO CASETTES
HIDEKI – RETRO BAR TABLE
HIDEKI – RETRO RUG
HIDEKI – SOFA
HIDEKI – SPEAKER , COFFEE , ASHTRAY
HIDEKI – STOLL WITH PLANT
HIDEKI COMICS AND OLD CELL
HIDKEI – ACOUSTIC GUITAR

KraftWork Mini Wine Cooler (with dispenser) . Snow

[Bad Unicorn] Empty Food Container ‘Budget Bachelor Set’
[Bad Unicorn] GRRReen Hands

PAN Summer of Love Orb Curtains

My Favorite Time of the Year

It’s my favorite time of the year, not only is my birthday on the 6th, but my favorite holiday is on the 31st. I realize its not a worldwide holiday and it must seem absolutely bonkers to areas that do not celebrate Halloween or Hallows Eve. However, I absolutely love all the cutesy pumpkins and ghosties. I also love the ghoulish things and all the scary movies! So, I present to you my first cute Halloween decor post. Naturally, if you remove all the Halloween stuff, you still have a lovely sitting area, but we’re not going to do that just yet…we still have 26 days to go!! *squeals*

(Luc.) Dandelion’s Wish, Wall Art

..::THOR::.. Muted Colors Set @ Kustom9
..::THOR::.. Autumn Crafts – Bonus
..::THOR::.. Autumn Tray LI:5
..::THOR::.. Boho Ottoman – Ecru
..::THOR::.. Steel Lantern – Onyx
..::THOR::.. Tabouret Ecru

.spruce. salem pumpkins @ Salem
.spruce. salem pumpkins {black – small}
.spruce. salem pumpkins {orange – large}

ChicModa Decor // Boo Sign @ FaMESHed
ChicModa Decor // Spooky Books & Tea @ FaMESHed
ChicModa Decor // Pumpkin Candlesticks // BOO @ FaMESHed
ChicModa Decor // Pumpkin Candlesticks // EEK @ FaMESHed

ChicModa Decor // Pumpkin Lantern // BLACK
ChicModa Decor // Pumpkin Lantern // COPPER

DISORDERLY. / Gothic Drip @ Salem
DISORDERLY. / Gothic Drip / Cake / Black
DISORDERLY. / Gothic Drip / Plate / Black
DISORDERLY. / Gothic Drip / Stand / Black

Dahlia – Liona – Cat Planter

Fancy Decor: Kleine Rug

KraftWork . The Georgetown House

KraftWork Snack On-The-Go

KraftWork Spooky @ Second Life Hop&Shop Halloween Edition
KraftWork Spooky Candle . Light
KraftWork Spooky Eyes Dead Tree . Light

PANIQ – Mabon Candle Centerpiece @ TLC

[IK] Old Days Set @ TLC
[IK] Old Days Set – Console
[IK] Old Days Set – Dingy Mirrors
[IK] Old Days Set – Magnifying Glasses Set
[IK] Old Days Set – Mannequin LI:4
[IK] Old Days Set – Old Bingo Cage
[IK] Old Days Set – Printery Letters Message
[IK] Old Days Set – Rope Spools
[IK] Old Days Set – Vintage Bobbins

[IK] Pale Autumn Set @ Shiny Shabby
[IK] Pale Autumn Set – Aged Mantle
[IK] Pale Autumn Set – Armchair
[IK] Pale Autumn Set – Armchair w/blanket
[IK] Pale Autumn Set – Big Chest
[IK] Pale Autumn Set – Center Piece
[IK] Pale Autumn Set – Deco Set A
[IK] Pale Autumn Set – Deco Set B
[IK] Pale Autumn Set – Small Chest

[Rezz Room] Bull Terrier Adult Animesh @ TMD

tarte. hanging trailing jade plant

{vespertine} – fiddle leaf fig
{vespertine} – potted monstera
{vespertine} – trailing succulent.

Dragonflies

Ever since I was a little girl, dragonflies have brought me comfort. I remember my friends were terrified by them. Their name alone does seem a bit ominous. However, I was always fascinated by them. Their beautiful quad wings and the iridescent sheen of their bodies almost hypnotized me. Of course, I also thought they were related to fairies. *laughs* The thing is that no matter how bad things were in my life, the moment I saw a dragonfly I felt like God was telling me that everything was going to be alright. While I no longer believe in God, I do very much believe that everything is going to be alright whenever I’m surprised by a dragonfly…whether a real one or not. To this day, they continue to bring me comfort. It’s probably the only insect to ever bring me comfort…lol.

foundation
hair: DOUX – Sam hairstyle @ Kustom9
head: LeLUTKA Avalon
head skin: [Glam Affair] Rayne Skin [Lelutka EvoX] @ UBER
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody Perky
body skin: VELOUR: The “Ipanema Body” for Legacy

cosmetics
-SU!- Aneira Eyebrows
eyeshadow: IDTTY FACES – LELUTKA LOVE LETTER COLLECTION #3
lipstick: IDTTY FACES – LELUTKA LOVE LETTER COLLECTION #7
.: Vegas :. Tattoo Applier Earthly

fashion
(Yummy) Tuca Neckace & Earrings
^^Swallow^^ Indira Septum Ring
(Yummy) Daisy Ring Collection
LOTUS. Chrome Nails
Capsule by DaD “Zoe Dress” @ Uber
Capsule by DaD “Zoe Slouch Boots” @ Uber

::Static:: Dragonfly – 03

[Rezz Room] Golden Retriever Puppy @ Access

pose: – Sweet Art -Let’s Bloom

background
Fashiowl – Strawberry (Lavanda Field) – Scene

PLAAKA ShepherdRestRock

DISORDERLY. / Summer Berries / Loose Crate / EXTRA
DISORDERLY. / Summer Berries / Prep Board
DISORDERLY. / Summer Berries / Loose Strawberry / EXTRA

But then you read

“You think your pain and your heartbreak are unprecedented in the history of the world, but then you read. It was books that taught me that the things that tormented me most were the very things that connected me with all the people who were alive, who had ever been alive.” ― James Baldwin

foundation
hair: DOUX – Lynn hairstyle
head: LeLUTKA Avalon
head skin: [Glam Affair] Meryl Skin [Lelutka EvoX] @ C88 Sept
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody Perky
body skin: VELOUR: The “Ipanema Body” for Legacy (Chantilly)

fashion
[Cosmic Dust] – Stella Crop Sweater
Blueberry – Cake Leggings – TSS 9/10

background
[Rezz Room] European Cat Adult Animesh

HIDEKI – SOFA @ TLC

.spruce. moody mugs: dog & cat collection {kitties}
.spruce. boho dreams pillows {1}

Know When to Let Go

“Some people believe holding on and hanging in there are signs of great strength. However, there are times when it takes much more strength to know when to let go and then do it.”
― Ann Landers

foundation
hair: Stealthic – Realness @ Kustom9
head: LeLUTKA Avalon
head skin: [Glam Affair] Meryl Skin [Lelutka EvoX] @ C88
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody Perky
body skin: VELOUR: The “Ipanema Body” for Legacy (Chantilly)

fashion
e.marie // Kimara Earrings
LaGyo_Cloudine Earrings – Pale Pink @ Kustom9
DAMI-BLACKLABEL-LOOK001 @ Kustom9
(Jacket, Top, & Pants)

[Rezz Room] Golden Retriever Adult @ Access

background: Serenity Style– Le Garage backdrop

[777] MIA

Don’t we feed you enough?

Last night, I ordered Chinese Take Away for my mother’s birthday. She just turned 75, can you believe it? Yeah, Mama Sady is three quarters of a century and still going strong. Anyway, Mom was about to go pick it up (as my license is expired) and as she’s collecting her purse and keys, I hear her exclaim, “WHAT THE FUCK?” Followed by, “Come see what your cat has done!”
I go to see what all the commotion is about and I discover that Yara, one of my new cats, has ripped wrestled a trash bag to the ground and is now licking the upper edges of a dog food can. I quickly grabbed my camera and took a photo while laughing, “Yara! Don’t we feed you enough?” She’s a rescue and I’m not sure what her backstory is, but I suspect she spent some time going hungry and having to find her meals where she good. Thus she has a habit of sniffing out food anywhere she can find it. Let me assure you that she has plenty of food. We’re an open feeder kinda family, so she has bowl of cat food on my nightstand as well as my mother’s. Yet, here she is, going for scraps in the trash….and dog food at that! This inspired my photo today and I’ve even included the real life photo I took at the very bottom of the post, for those that are curious….as we cats tend to be. *winks*

foundation
hair: [monso] Sunmi Hair @ Kustom9
head: LeLUTKA Avalon
head skin: — PUMEC – #4 – LELU EVO X
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody Perky
body skin: VELOUR: The “Ipanema Body” for Legacy (Sienna)

fashion
(Yummy) Tuca Neckace & Earrings @ Kustom9
Seniha. Celia Top @ Uber
Seniha. Celia Jeans @ Uber

pose:
Secret Poses – Anais Poses @ TLC

background:
hive // modern farmhouse kitchen

00_{-Maru Kado-} Cat2_bite (4Li) RARE

Second Spaces – Life’s a Mess – Kitchen Trash

dust bunny . spring cleaning . broom . brown

MVT – Cleaning bucket – Black – DECOR

{LA} Trash