Leave With Me

“There’s a foul combination
Just like fever a celebration
I’ll hate it if i’m losing
I will love you if i’m choosing all right

You’re the smoke babe, the confusion
You’re my favourite new illusion
Keep your secrets, keep your danger
Love me baby like a stranger tonight

My credentials you can change it
My whole mindset rearrange it
Only so much to believe in
It’s about time that you’re leaving
With me
That you’re leaving
With me”

~ Warhous – Leave With Me

Basics:
head: CATWA HEAD Catya
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [Glam Affair] Dee Applier

tram I0618 hair / HUD-B @ Uber
(Yummy) Free Spirit Rings
Ascendant – Old Love Nails
[The Forge] Zoey @ Uber

FOXCITY. Bebe Bento Pose Set

#Cranked# Backdrop Light Room

To burn with desire

“To burn with desire and keep quiet about it is the greatest punishment we can bring on ourselves.”
― Federico García Lorca, Blood Wedding and Yerma

 

Basics:
head: CATWA HEAD Catya
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [Glam Affair] Dee Applier

hair: Exile – Mia
Kibitz – Mosita’s earrings
(Yummy) Grace Ring Set @ Uber
Ascendant – Call me Boss Nails
AsteroidBox. Thallo Lingerie @ FrouFrou

FOXCITY. Cozy Bento Pose Set
OKUMA – TITANIUM – backdrop

As I move forward

Sometimes doing what’s right for myself seems to hurt those around me, because they don’t understand my choices. Their path is not my own and I don’t expect them to fully understand. Unfortunately, there are times that I cannot find a way to explain my choices without hurting their feelings. It’s not about them, though, and I have to trust that if they truly love me and care for me, they will trust that my decisions are about me…not them. I suppose this is the sort of line in the sand that some will never understand. I hate losing friends, but at the end of the day this is my life and I must do right by me. I’ve spent the majority of my life people pleasing and it has led me to some pretty dark places. There’s a sense of freedom that comes with shedding that people pleasing skin and really being true to myself for the first time in many years. I’m sorry that I hurt people along the way, that was never my intention. I can only hope to be more careful and mindful as I move forward.

Basics:
head: CATWA HEAD Catya
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [Glam Affair] Dee Applier

hair: pr!tty – Lemonade
(Yummy) Free Spirit Rings
Ascendant – Old Love Nails

Dead Dollz – Mali Beach Robe @ Uber

[InDiGo] Female Portrait Bento Poses Pack

location: Scarlett Isle

Dear Facebook Fishermen

Using words like worms on a fish hook disguised in a seemingly innocent instant message is a sad pathetic way to lure women into your proverbial boat. You will be the one that is eventually caught in the net you’ve cast. You see, we fish communicate with one another and through our vast sea of communication, your worded hook will be seen for what it truly is and then you will be left alone with your fishing pole. It will not matter what you use for bait, because you’ll never be more than a fisherman and no quality fish will go near you. You’ll be left with the carp, discarded shoes, and sickly fish so tired of their miserable lives that they long for the death that awaits them on your slimy hook.

Basics:
head: CATWA HEAD Catya
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [Glam Affair] Dee Applier

hair: (SL16B Gift) Lamb. Angel
Cynful Mackenzey Top

pose: [..::CuCa Designs::..] Cuppa Jane – Bento Pose Set

location: private residence

You make me sad

People make me sad. One of my dear friends was persecuted on that dreadful website that everyone claims to loathe, yet they all seem to read…me included. *sighs* Honestly, the website mostly amuses me, because more often than not its silly stuff like “John is a cheater!” and “Becky is a whore.” There’s usually a club or designer under attack, which honestly seems to serve as more of an advertisement than slander. There’s always someone being accused of being a pedophile, which always makes me curious. I mean, honestly, if I suspected someone of genuine age play in Second Life AND had proof enough to make a public accusation, that website would not be where I put my energy. I would focus more on making sure that the Lindens were aware and I’d be collecting as much proof as possible to assist Linden Labs of ridding the grid of such monsters. Then there are the posts by bitter, petty exes…jealous lovers…envious competitors, etc. This is the area into which my friend has fallen.
Here’s the thing…the attack was VERY bitter, completely hate filled, and like most of those posts…full of inaccuracies. Tons of people came to the defense of my friend and for this I am extremely grateful. Seeing his friends and even a few ex lovers jump in and defend him made my heart smile so much. I am in no way advocating that anyone participate in that site, but those that defended him? I love you and to the one that attacked him…if you are someone in MY life, I’d kindly ask that you remove yourself. You are NOT someone I wish to associate with on any level. Whatever you need to do…this is me, asking you to have the decency to remove yourself from my life. I don’t care how you do it and I don’t care if you attack me on that site. Just gtfo. I don’t want you or anyone of your caliber in my life. You make me sad.

Basics:
head: CATWA HEAD Catya
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [Glam Affair] Dee Applier

Tableau Vivant // Megan hair @ Uber
VINYL – Candy Beach Tee @ Uber
Vinyl – Dua Tankini Panties

pose: FOXCITY. Power Bento Pose Set

Surfin’ USA

“We’ll all be planning that route
We’re gonna take real soon
We’re waxing down our surfboards
We can’t wait for June
We’ll all be gone for the summer
We’re on surfari to stay
Tell the teacher we’re surfin’
Surfin’ U. S. A.”
~ The Beach Boys – Surfin’ USA

dust bunny . beach day . towel tote @ Summerfest

dust bunny . storybook living . old backpack
dust bunny . sunday newspaper
dust bunny . kawaii lunch . wrapped bento . blue

+Half-Deer+ Carefree Bikini Clutter – ALL – Floor Bra
+Half-Deer+ Carefree Bikini Clutter – ALL – Floor Thong

JIAN Beach Party Pointers 11. Suit Wander Pup
JIAN Beach Party Pointers 12. Trunks Wander Pup

THOR Surfer’s Delight Set @ Summerfest 
..::THOR::.. Dirty Cloth
..::THOR::.. Glue
..::THOR::.. Surf Fin
..::THOR::.. Surf Wax
..::THOR::.. Little Wood Planer
..::THOR::.. Surf Maintenance
..::THOR::.. Fresh Beer in the Bowl – Giver
..::THOR::.. Pallet Surf Rack
..::THOR::.. Old Metal Toolbox

.peaches. The Queen’s Peace – Free Gift for SL’s 16th Bday
.peaches. The Queen’s Peace – Incense
.peaches. The Queen’s Peace – Blanket

.peaches. Puakai Surfboard Shower @ Summerfest
.peaches. Puakai Surfboard Shower – Small Stall
.peaches. Puakai Surfboard Shower (Dolph)

This Feeling

“I just kept hoping, I just kept hoping
The way would become clear
I spent all this time tryna play now
I found my way here

See, I’ve been having me a real hard time
But it feels so nice to know I’m gonna be alright

So I just kept dreaming, yeah, I just kept dreaming
It wasn’t very hard
I spent all this time tryna figure out why
Nobody on my side

See, I’ve been having me a real good time
But it feels so nice to know I’m gonna be alright

So please don’t take my feelings
I have found a name
So please don’t take my feelings
I have found a name
Yeah, if I wanted to, I’d be alright

So I just kept going, I just kept going
And hoping I’m growing in
Well this good I’ve found, I spent all this time
Tryna find my way here

And I’ve been having me a real fun time
But it feels so nice to know I’m gonna be alright

Please don’t take this feeling
I have found a name
Please don’t take my feelings
I have found a name
If I wanted to, I’d be alright
Yeah, if I wanted to, I’d be alright”

~ Alabama Shakes – This Feeling

 

 

  Basics:
head: CATWA HEAD Catya
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [Glam Affair] Dee Applier [ Catwa ]

hair: (SL16B Gift) Lamb. Angel
VINYL – King Poppy Panties

pose: FOXCITY. Loner Bento Pose Set

I’ve got my own boat

“Even if the whole world knows
I don’t give a damn about what they think
I don’t have to stand up to your gun
I don’t have to sit down when you say
Tell me I’m overboard
The truth is you just want to see me sink
If there’s any room left on that ship
You don’t have to save any room for me
‘Cause I’ve got my own boat
I’m doing my own thing
And I will stay afloat, even when it rains
‘Cause I’ve got my own boat
Row, row your boat
Row, row your boat
Row your boat”
~ Yelawolf – Row Your Boat

Basics:
head: CATWA HEAD Catya
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [Glam Affair] Iris Applier [ Catwa ] @ Anthem

Foxy – Ina Hair GROUP GIFT
Blueberry – SL16B Gift – Pride – Tops Smash
Blueberry – SL16B Gift – Pride – Shorts

hive // the trawler boat

Holiday In My Head

“Every day is a getaway when all of it goes unsaid
I got a holiday a paid holiday
I got a holiday in my head

And what you want, what you really need
Are two different things wouldn’t you say
The line is thin between fun and sin
And we’re all clocking in for the day
And our only care is what to wear”

~ Smash Mouth – Holiday In My Head

Basics:
head: CATWA HEAD Catya
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [Glam Affair] Iris Applier [ Catwa ] @ Anthem

Tableau Vivant // Zephyr hair @ Summerfest
BONDI . The Surfer Sunglasses. @ Summerfest
Vibing — Lola Necklace

Dead Dollz – Maritza Top @ Summerfest
Dead Dollz – Maritza Thong @ Summerfest
Dead Dollz – Maritza Skirt @ Summerfest

Fashiowl – Windsurf set (w/prop) @ TLC

Wolfpack

“I got a question for you
Expect me to behave
And then you try to art of war me with your mind games
Got your fake invitation into Pandora’s box
You’re mean because you’re scared
That there ain’t room for both of us
I got a message for you
I came with honesty
Next time you’re whispering my name
Like you don’t see me
Keep acting like you made it
Too scared I’ll come and take it
You feed your enemies and still you don’t, you don’t succeed

Girl, I know this game it can be a bit drained
But we still got each other (and I got your back)
All I’m saying it’s nice to have you in my corner
You’re my tribe, that’s why girl
You are my wolfpack”
~ Tala & Banks – Wolfpack

basics:
head: CATWA HEAD Denice
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: #PUMEC – Sophia

hair: Tableau Vivant // Vento hair
*LODE* Head Accessory – Fuchsia [white]
[Cynful] Stripper Body Dust

#6 Blueberry – Lillith – Wings – RARE – White
Blueberry – Cori – Lace Dress
Blueberry – Cori – Thigh High Shoes

pose: FOXCITY. Late Night Bento Pose Set

JIAN :: Wolf

{anc} NO LIMITS // flock of flying doves. [soda-blue]

Persefona Floating Feathers Classic (white)