Posted in Catwa, Cynful, Events, Fashion, Foxcity, Lybra, Maitreya, Pale Girl Productions, Scandalize, Second Life, shopping, Uber SL

Devil Inside

I can’t speak for anyone other than myself, but when I say that there’s a dark side to me that most people will never really see or know, I mean it. Certain truths have a way of making their way into the light and sometimes it is those very facts that trigger a rage so pure. This rage is what most people would consider evil or even the work of the devil. Ah, but I don’t believe in evil or the devil. I believe we are all quite capable of being monsters when pushed far enough. No one knows what another person might actually do until they’ve done it. Think the awful things you see on the news can’t or won’t happen to you? You are wrong. Terrible, horrendous things happen to wonderful and innocent people every day. What makes you so special? To lower your chances, I suggest you treat people with care, because you never know when you’ll trigger the “devil inside.”


hair1: DOUX – Demon hairstyle
hair2: DOUX – Snob hairstyle
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: Glam Affair – Mindy
tattoo: [White~Widow] Elektra – Black

**RE** LUX Lolita Necklace
(Yummy) True Rebel Ring Set (*new* @ Uber)
[Cynful] Stripper Body Dust (*new*)

outfit: Scandalize. Bia (*new* @ Kinky)
LYBRA . BRIDE STOCKINGS (*new* @ Trunk Show)

pose by Bauhaus Movement
lighting: FOXCITY. SkinFX – Volume I (*new*)

Posted in CandyDoll, Events, Fashion, N21, Second Life, shoes, shopping

Men Are Like Shoes

I just really wanted to show of these shoes and I stumbled across a song by Shania Twain that’s really cute and compares men to shoes. Not going to paste the lyrics, but you can click here and they’ll pop up. The video is at the bottom and by clicking on the photo below you can go straight to flickr for a better view.

CD Shoes
Men are like shoes
A bit too confused
Yeah, there’s so many of ’em
I don’t know which ones to choose

shoes: _CandyDoll_ Lacosty Heels (*new* @ N21)

MINIMAL – Illuminate Backdrop #8
[Merak] – Retro High Chair(used a pose from the chair)
Foxes – LuxeBag Gift ❤

Posted in Catwa, Essenz, Events, Exploration, Fashion, Maitreya, N21, Second Life, Shiny Shabby, shoes, shopping

New Shoes

There’s just something about a new pair of shoes that will light up your day, provided they fit right and don’t hurt your feet. Luckily, in SL, that is never an issue. Matching them up with a new outfit is even better. Again, in SL, this is one of the simply joys you can’t always enjoy in the real world. There’s just a pep in your step that wasn’t there before.

someone else

hair:  #Besom~ Lex (*new* @ N21)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: Glam Affair – Mindy
ears: ^^Swallow^^ Shiny Ears
Dahlia – Jennifer – Sunglasses
necklace: amias – CHARO (*new* @ Shiny Shabby)
rings: (Yummy) Festival Ring Set (*new* @ N21)
.miss chelsea. Mira Top (*new* @ N21)
.miss chelsea. Mira Shorts (*new* @ N21)
Essenz  – Brunei (FaMESHed Go)

pose: . Infiniti . – Darling set
location: Pandora Resort

Posted in Avenge, Bloom, Catwa, Events, Fashion, Foxcity, Maitreya, Phoenix, Prism Events, Second Life, shoes, shopping, Uber SL, [BREATHE]

Exactly What I Need

This has been an absolutely insane week. Last weekend was bad enough, but it only led to a week full of disappointments. People never cease to amaze me. It almost seems as if the people I really want to believe in, people I once looked up to…are the ones that have let me down the most. I saw a meme earlier this week that read something like, “A this point, I’m more surprised by the people that stay than I am by the people that leave.” At least that was the general idea, might not be the exact words, but close enough. These days, I’m more surprised by the people that don’t try to stir up shit. Those are hard to find and its why I rarely leave my platform anymore.
I’ve got a few good friends, both male and female and that’s exactly what I need.

You look like therapy
Exactly what I need
You are the darkness for me to light, yeah
The perfect remedy
To heal what’s hurting me
Come be the therapy for me
And me for you, tonight

hair:  :::Phoenix::: Rebecca Hair (*new* @ Bloom)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: Glam Affair – Mindy
neve top – recycled biker (*new* @ Uber)
neve short – shameless plaid (*new* @ Uber)
[BREATHE]-Foxy Heels (*new* @ Uber)
FOXCITY. SkinFX – Volume I (*new* in mainstore)

pose: . Infiniti . – Darling set

[Avenge] Black/White backdrop (*new* @ Limit8)
NOMAD // Tufted Chair

Posted in Catwa, Events, Fashion, Foxcity, Maitreya, Scandalize, Second Life, Shiny Shabby, shoes, shopping

Anesthetize Me

“I said I was into you
You said you were into me…..

Looks like this love wasn’t meant to last…

You said you reap just what you sow
So tell me where does your garden grow”
~Funeral Suits – All Those Friendly People

So, the song is below the credits…and the bits of lyric quoted above really strike a chord with me. I don’t want to get into the details, but I think it’s fairly obvious what its all about. If not, well, maybe you should listen to the whole song, I dunno. I just know I’m tired of talking about my feelings. I’m actually kinda sick of the feelings themselves and talking about them. Well, it fuels my inner demons and I’m over that, too.

scandalize raven
Count back, anesthetize
Colors burnt into my eyes
Life for you is shades of grey
Help me, help me find my way

hair: TRUTH Lela (*new* mainstore)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: Glam Affair – Mindy
EF: Fortuna Bangles, Bracelets, Necklace
(Yummy) Delicate Ring Stacks
Scandalize. Raven (*new* @ Shiny Shabby)
Scandalize. Raven Heels (*new* @ Shiny Shabby)

pose: FOXCITY. What Gives Bento Pose Set

MINIMAL – Illuminate Backdrop #5

Posted in Catwa, Gingerfish Poses, Maitreya, Second Life, Shiny Shabby, shopping, Uber SL

Shit Happens, Just Don’t Forget To Flush

When I was a tiny little girl, dragging my dolls around by one arm, my mother would tell me to treat others the way I wanted to be treated. She used my dolls as an example and asked how I’d like to be dragged around like that. The naturally born smart ass that I am, I simply said, “I dunno, wets twy it!”
After rolling her eyes and sighing, she sat me down and went over the golden rule until I understood it. I lived my life that way all the way through middle school. Along the way, I learned that just because I did that, did not mean that people would treat me the way I wanted to be treated. At the same time, my father decided to teach me a different lesson. He told me to keep treating others the way I want to be treated, but to accept other’s behavior as if they were treating me the way they wanted to be treated. Therefore, if they treated me like crap, I should treat them like crap. Thus began many years of fighting and endless drama. Thanks, Dad.
Later on in life, I learned that when people me like crap. I SHOULD treat them like crap, too. But ya know what I do with crap? I flush it down the toilet and don’t think about it again. I don’t stand around examining it, wondering anything about it. I simply flush.

p.s. I wrote this as much for me as I did anyone else, because sometimes I forget to flush, too.

shit happens

hair: Lamb. Dollface (*new* @ Uber)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: Glam Affair – Mindy
CATWA Catya BubbleGum (unpacked)
ED. Queen Of Anarchy (*new* @ ShinyShabby)

pose: GingerFish Poses – Bad at Love
location: Midnight Glory

Posted in CandyDoll, Catwa, Collabor88, Essenz, Events, Fashion, Home Decor, Second Life, Shiny Shabby, shoes, shopping


The lyrics of this song pretty much say it all. So, I’m just gonna let Jacob Lee explain it his way, but I will give you the lyrics this time. *smiles* So, right below are the lyrics and the video is beneath the details of this incredible scene that CandyDoll has created for Epiphany. There are a few more pieces and I’ve added a few from other places, but the over all feel of this scene wouldn’t be possible without the major components from CandyDoll’s Dolly Room Gacha.

Jacob Lee – Cursed

They tell me, it’s all in my mind
They don’t know, they’re yet to try
My thoughts are safer inside
I pray it hurts less this time
They tell me, it’s all in my head
They don’t know they have to check
What lies within is a mess
This pill could fix it, I guess

Don’t say, it’s all in my brain
‘Cause I can’t help being this way
I feel the changes they’ve made
Now I don’t feel the same
Leave my secrets alone
They aren’t for you to know
I hear the knock at my door
As they take me far from my home
They say, “It’s better this way”
But the voices, they tell me I’m sane
They think they’re cleansing my veins
As they hook me up in this place

They say it starts in my skull
Makes its way down through my blood
It’s been with me since I was young
But they can’t explain what it’s from
I think that I’ve had enough
I don’t know who I can trust
Leave my secrets alone
They aren’t for you to know
I hear the knock at my door
As they take me far from my home
They say, “It’s better this way”
But the voices, they tell me I’m sane
They think they’re cleansing my veins
As they hook me up in this place
Leave my secrets alone
They aren’t for you to know
I hear the knock at my door
As they make me vacate my bones


hair:  little bones. Relay (*new* @ C88)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: Glam Affair – Mindy
_CandyDoll_ Dolly Sleep Mask (*new* @ Epiphany)
(AMD) Leafy Armbands (*new* @ N21)
(Yummy) Festival Ring Set (*new* @ N21)
_CD_ Dolly Rose Top (*new* @ Epiphany)
_CD_ Dolly Rose Panties (*new* @ Epiphany)
Essenz – Bari (*new* @ Shiny Shabby)

pose by Infiniti

_CandyDoll_ Dolly Room Gatcha – (*new* @ Epiphany)
-_CandyDoll_ RARE – Dolly Room
-_CandyDoll_ RARE – Dolly Queen Bed
-_CandyDoll_ Dolly Floor Pillow
-_CandyDoll_ Dolly Wall Frame
-_CandyDoll_ Dolly Suitcase
-_CandyDoll_ Dolly Lamp
-_CandyDoll_ Doll PC
-_CandyDoll_ Dolly Desk
-_CandyDoll_ Dolly Macaron Plate
-_CandyDoll_ Dolly Round Rose Rug

tb– Bon Voyage – Books
-tb- Bon Voyage – Vintage Camera
tres blah– Workspace – Tablet
-tres blah- Workspace – Pencil Holder
-tres blah- Pampered – Treat Yourself

+Half-Deer+ Fairy Curtain – Long

Posted in Blueberry, Catwa, Events, Fashion, Maitreya, Phedora, Second Life, shoes, shopping

Little Black Riding Hood

So, once upon a time people didn’t mess with fairy tales too much. Once upon a time, Little Red Riding Hood was just a little country girl, whose biggest fear was a wolf that ate her granny. Well, the days of that fairy tale are over. I bring you, Little Black Riding Hood.  Though she wears a hood, she also patrols the hood. She steps out of the darkness like a badass sexy ninja and defeats all the THOTs that circle her man’s place like sharks that have smelled blood. When she’s done destroying them she poses pretty for the paparazzi before returning home to call her grandmother. “Yes, Gma, I took care of those whores!” And this little badass lived happily ever….oh hell naw, here comes somebody else wanting to start some shit.

black riding hood

hair: #Foxy – Angel Hair
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: Glam Affair – Mindy
TABOU. the secret kink Mask (Black)
Blueberry – Liza – Corset Hoodie Dress
Phedora ~ Leticia boots ~ Maitreya RARE (*new* @ Epiphany)

pose: . Infiniti . – Darling
taikou / 2AM backdrop

Posted in Catwa, Events, Fashion, Foxcity, Kustom9, Maitreya, Prism Events, Scandalize, Second Life, shoes, shopping, unKindness

Your Greedy Eyes Upon Me

I’m just going to let this song do the talking for me today. My favorite line is captioned under the photo and the video awaits you beneath the credits. In the meantime, I get off on you…getting off on me…*grins*….yeah, I’m in a mood.

So much left unspoken
Between the two of us
It’s so much more exciting
To look when you can touch
You could say I am different
And maybe I’m a freak
But I know how to twist ya
To bring you to your knees

hair:  tram G1204 hair
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: Glam Affair – Mindy
tattoo: .Identity. Body Shop – Death Angel
.random.Matter. – Taeil Choker – Black
Scandalize.JOLENE-HEELS (*new* PocketGacha)

pose: FOXCITY. Show Time Bento Pose Set (*new* @ Limit8)

FOXCITY. Photo Booth – #DressingRoom Pink (*new* @ Kustom9)
Stockholm-Clothing rack (female) by BAZAR
tres blah– Hodgepodge – Tossed Clothes
uK – Spring Frame Lg Wildflower (*new* @ Bloom)
uK – Spring Frame Lg & (*new* @ Bloom)

Posted in breathe, Catwa, Chic Moda, Events, Fashion, Maitreya, N21, RunAway Hair, Second Life, Shiny Shabby, shoes, shopping

Pretty Promises

Pretty Promises
an original poem by Sadystika Sabretooth
He promised he’d never leave
Yet, now I’m alone
I sit in the dark with my memoies
When I was young, I was so wild and free
Now I’m locked in my head
Staring at you standing in the door
Telling me you don’t love me anymore
There’s only pieces of me left
Tucked away in a box
Like some antique photograph
Trinkets from what used to be
I can shine for a little while

Flashing my pretty little smile

Sometimes I stumble across myself
The me I was before you
The me worth loving
Before I’m smacked with the truth
That everybody leaves
Vows are pretty promises
Made to be broken
Like aged and brittle bones


hair:  [RA] April Hair  (*new* @ Shiny Shabby)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: Glam Affair – Mindy
ChicModa // Savannah (*new* @ N21)
[BREATHE]-Tomoko Heels (*new* @ Epiphany)

pose by Bauhaus Movement