I Don’t Need Your Love

It seems as if I’ve spent the bulk of my life letting go of people, places, and things. I’ve got the grieving process down so well, I practically do it on auto-pilot. I learned at an early age not to count on anything to last forever. If there’s one person in this world that knows how truly temporary everything is…it’s me. I stumbled across the song and I swear I’m not high, but I felt myself being lifted up like a feather in the wind right before a rain storm. Drifting through the air with all the people, places, and things I’ve let go….until the rain comes down and washes them all away. I can look back and smile, because there are some mighty good memories there….it wasn’t all bad. I’ve got very few regrets.

Stealth – I Don’t Need Your Love

I don’t need your love, and I don’t want to waste your time
I don’t need your love, girl, you don’t need mine
My time is up
There’s no more lines to read
It’s too much
There’s no more room to breathe
I know it’s tough
But there’s no more lies to live
I’ve done enough
Now it’s time to leave

This has run its course
I don’t know you, and you don’t seem to first
Time we both let this fade to dust
I don’t need your love, and I don’t want to waste your time
I don’t need your love, girl, you don’t need mine
I don’t need your love, and I don’t want to waste your time
I don’t need your love, girl, you don’t need mine

I must to admit, I felt it before worse
So this is it, you must’ve foreseen the worst
We have tried our best, you don’t love me, and I my heart’s already left
It’s time we call the latest down to rest
I don’t need your love, and I don’t want to waste your time
I don’t need your love, girl, you don’t need mine
I don’t need your love, and I don’t want to waste your time
I don’t need your love, girl, you don’t need mine

It always hurt when the rain is bringing in to the summer
It’s kinda hard to watch the night’s bringing into the day
It always hurts when we’re moving from one to another
If you’re not moving here in the dark, you will stay
I don’t need your love, and I don’t want to waste your time
I don’t need your love, girl, you don’t need mine
I don’t need your love, and I don’t want to waste your time
I don’t need your love, girl, you don’t need mine

I don’t need your love, and I don’t want to waste your time
I don’t need your love, girl, you don’t need mine
I don’t need your love, and I don’t want to waste your time
I don’t need your love, girl, you don’t need mine

eternity

wearing:
hair:  TRUTH VIP January – Teanna
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: Glam Affair –- MaryJane – Catwa Mesh Head Applier – Artic (*new* @ Kinky)
Cae :: Infinity :: Necklace (*new* @ FaMESHed)
**RE** Exene Rings & Claws
Scandalize. Senuna (*new* @ Cosmopolitan)
Scandalize. SenunaHEELS (*new* @ Cosmopolitan)

Pose: FOXCITY. Bad Kitty VOL2 Bento Pose Set
FOXCITY. Photo Booth – Lipstick Lounge – Purple (*new* @ Cosmopolitan)

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Shut Your Mouth

This is one of those times that the lyrics can say so much more than I can.

Garbage – Shut Your Mouth

Welcome
We love you
We hate you
We love you
We want you
We need you
We wish we were like you
They say you’re a saint
You’re a whore
You’re a sinner
That he had you
He made you
He can’t live without you
Would you confess if we asked
That you nurture the urge
To declare that it’s time
To settle down
With a man of your own
You want a baby
A family
A piece of security

Shut your mouth
Try not to panic
Just shut your mouth
If you can do it
Shut your mouth
Try not to panic
Just shut your mouth
If you can do it
Just shut your mouth

What’s your opinion of the dire situation
In our land here
Our guest here
Of course you’ll be nice here
How do you feel about God and religion
Are you good people
Bad people
Guess it doesn’t matter people
Your place
My place
Make her bring that famous face
You got some
You want some
You wanna let me get you some
We know your music but of course we’d never buy it
It’s too fake man
Right man!
(We don’t give a fucking damn)

Shut your mouth
Try not to panic
Just shut your mouth
If you can do it
Shut your mouth
Try not to panic
Just shut your mouth
If you can do it

I hear you say it
Play it smart girl
Win the game love
Give’em what they want
What they want to see and you could be a big star
You could go far
Make a landmark
What have you been reading you smart girl?
Win the game love
Give’em what they want
What they want to see and you could be a big star
You could go far
Make a landmark
Make a shitload

And the world spins by
With everybody moaning
Pissing, bitching and everyone is shitting
On their friends
On their love
On their oaths
On their honor
On their graves
On their mouths
And their words say nothing

Shut your mouth
Try not to panic
Just shut your mouth
If you can do it
Shut your mouth
Try not to panic
Just shut your mouth
If you can do it
Just shut your mouth

I wanted to say something
Oh shut your mouth
I wanted to say something
Just shut your mouth
I wanted to say something
Oh shut your mouth
I wanted to be something
Just shut your mouth

Shut Your Mouth

wearing:
hair:  MINA – Nora (*new* @ Uber)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: Glam Affair –  Catwa Applier – Clara – America 02
*COCO*_WrapChoker
{le fil casse} Shauna Halter Top (*new* @ Uber)
{le fil casse} Shauna Skirt (*new* @ Uber)

FOXCITY. Spotlight Bento Set

Trompe Loeil – Ceres Decorative Shack

RED FLAG!!

Alright, let’s talk. Ladies, I’m talking to you and myself. We’ve got to stop taking shit off these fuckers! Pay attention to the red flags! Ya know what? No, I’m not talking just to the ladies….guys, you need to listen up, too! Those red flags? Each new person you meet in SL, use the notes page of their profile, only you can see what you write there. Make a list of those red flags….every single one. Don’t let yourself forget them. Why? Because red flags are a big ass sign telling you to be careful and the more there are…well, run, dumbass! Don’t think you are going to be the one to change them or fix them. You won’t. Especially not in SL. Let’s face it, this is the land of broken souls. Let me list a few like I did with the Go Fuck Thyself post. These things apply to friendships & romantic relationships. Let’s just avoid the toxicity right up front, shall we?
Does s/he disrespect you by making overt sexual comments during your first conversation? RED FLAG!
S/He start IMs with “I’m bored.” RED FLAG!
His profile is full of all his female friends with no shout outs to a single guy? RED FLAG!
Her profile is full of all her male friends with no shout outs to any girls? RED FLAG!
Blank profiles! RED FLAG!
Immediately starts telling you that you need to change anything…from your avatar to your personality. RED FLAG!
Constantly crashes whenever the conversation gets serious. RED FLAG!
Always telling you how perfect you are? No one is perfect. They need to love you AND your flaws. Perfection is impossible and pedestals weren’t designed for two. RED FLAG!
Constantly needing to touch you, hold you too close, know your every move? Clingy much? RED FLAG!
Trying to rush you into a relationship? RED FLAG!
Do they try to isolate you? Keep you from your friends or not interested in meeting your friends? RED FLAG!
Not trying to introduce you to their friends? Claim they don’t really have any? RED FLAG!
Describe ALL of their exes as crazy? Well, you’re crazy if you don’t see this…RED FLAG!
Moody as fuck? Mean as hell one day, charming the next, sullen a day later? RED FLAG!
Super secretive about little stuff? Imagine how they are with big things. RED FLAG!
Sending you on so many guilt trips that you’re acquiring frequent flyer miles? RED FLAG!
They make you feel stupid, insult your intelligence, point out what you don’t know, mock your ideas, convinced they can change your mind? Gaslight much? RED FLAG!
Wants to keep your relationship a secret? RED FLAG!

I’m sorry to break it to you, but if you choose to ignore these red flags…well, prepare for some heart ache. I mean, maybe you’re not that emotionally invested…maybe these red flags won’t apply to you. Perhaps you have some arrangement that works for you and a friend, like FWB. I’m just saying if you want something serious with someone…these are just a few things to watch out for. In the meantime, hang in there, cuz we can do bad all by ourselves.

holding on for all I'm worth

wearing:
hair:  TRUTH Lilo (*new* @ Uber)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: Glam Affair –  Catwa Applier – Clara – America 02
_CandyDoll_ Lily Shirt (*new* Mainstore)
_CandyDoll_ Lily Skirt (*new* Mainstore)
_CandyDoll_ Lily Heels (*new* @ N21)

pose: FOXCITY. Observe Bento Pose Set
MINIMAL – Illuminate Backdrop #4 (*new* @ Epiphany)

His Princess

She came home with all her shopping bags and collapsed on the bed. He walked in, sat in his chair flinging his leg over one arm, “Show me, Princess. Show me everything you bought today.”
She modeled one outfit after another. He smiled and nodded his approval with each one. As she removed the last outfit he called her closer, “I did a little shopping of my own.” He reached down and slid off the lid on a gift box. He presented her with a beautifully jeweled buttplug adorned with a delicate bow and dainty chain that held a personally monogrammed silver tag. It had the word “princess” engraved on it.
Her face lit up, she could not stop smiling, as he told her to turn around. He slid her panties over her hips, his palm on the small of her back, he bent her over and slid it into place, “Take off your panties and come sit in my lap, Princess.”
She did as she was told and the rest of this story will have to unfold in your imagination. *giggles* You’re welcome!

His Princess

Salt is wearing:
hair: DOUX – Hugo Hairstyle
head: CATWA HEAD Daniel
body: [SIGNATURE] Gianni – Mesh Body
skin: STRAY DOG – ROCCO – TONE 05 (*new* @ Uber)
Letis Tattoo :: Sapphire Wolf IIk
::GB:: Fingeless gloves (*new* @ Uber)
::GB::Strap sweat pants
::GB:: Double Belt Boots

pose: (relax) Dutchie maledom chair

Sady is wearing:
hair:  Tableau Vivant \\ Hairplay – Side Blow
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: Glam Affair –  Catwa Applier – Clara – America 02
tattoo: [ATI] Zyra…
**Dirty Princess*The Kinky Princess Mesh Butt Plug Open Collar
Caboodle – Amorous Panties – Black (*new* @ Epiphany)
Phedora / Chulia heels (*new* @ Kustom9)

pose: FOXCITY. Angels Bento Pose Set (*new* @ Cosmopolitan)

scene:
:CP: Dove Bed Set
-:CP: Dove Rug
-:CP: Dove Bedside Table
-:CP: Dove Lamp
-:CP: Dove Book & Tea
-:CP: Dove Bed
– :CP: Dove Curtains

PILOT – Adult Toy Box [Valentine]
+p.o.h+ Charging Massager (Decor) RARE
[Commoner] Break-Up Survival Kit / Personal Massager

Ole McF*ckit Had a Farm

Ole McFuckit had a farm…(sing along, you know you wanna)
Gracey, Tracy, and Rom
On that farm there was a cow…
Gracey, Grace, and Grace…*giggles*
With a moo moo here, and booze booze there
Here a moo, there’s some booze
Gracey, Grace, and Grace…*bursts into giggles*

Ole McFuckit had a farm…
Tracy, Tracy, Trace….
On that farm was a little pig…
Tracy, Tracy, Trace….*laughs*
With an oink oink here, and some candy there
Here’s an oink, there’s a boink
And Rom got him some….*cries from laughin so hard*

It had to be done….oh but wait, there’s one more verse to finish this off….

Ole McFuckit had a farm…
Kessie, Kesstie, Kess…
On that farm there was a barn…
Kessie, Kesstie, Kess…
With a squeaky door, and a rock DJ
Here’s a song, there’s some hay
And Exodus lived in a barn….*runs like hell*

Okay, so this post was mostly a series of private jokes, but I could not help myself. If you know these cunts, you’ll understand. Long live the McFuckits!!!♥

Ole McFuckit

JIAN Highland Cattle Shed (*new* @ Uber)
JIAN Highland Cattle Collection (*new* @ Uber)
JIAN Highland Farm Fences (*new* @ Uber)

JIAN Playtime Piglets 1. Hay Napper RARE

JIAN Countryside Collies :: Adult Wanderer RARE

JIAN Barnyard Buddies :: Water Trough

22769 – Hay Bale with blanket

O.M.E.N – Autumn Harvest Truck – Red

Botanical – Dirt Road Straight

HPMD* Garden Trees

*alirium* DwarfForest [OldGold]

City Lights

Sometimes a song just embodies a feeling, but combine it with just one picture and both come together to create something amazing. That’s really what I hoped to do here.

Palastic – City Lights

City lights, the urban landscape,
Stands before our eyes.
City lights, our lives are caught up,
In these neon lights

Oh, so very frightened the park will seem.
Yet, we do our best to cherish one another,
City lights, although I love you,
Sometimes hate with doubt.

Oh, so very frightened to be alone,
Yet we do our best to keep a civil distance
City lights, although I love you,
Sometimes hate with doubt.

I cannot solve the mystery
Of what is fake and what is real,
I cannot solve the mystery,
Of who we are and who we’ll be!

City lights, the urban landscape,

Stands before our eyes.
City lights, our lives are caught up,
In these neon lights

Oh, so very frightened the park will seem.
Yet, we do our best to cherish one another,
City lights, I’ll always hate you,
‘Till the end of time.

I’m pretending to,
Be surprised at you lying.
You pretend not to,
See the passion inside.

We are trying to,
Understand everything.
You’ve decided to,
Let the light of me in.

We are trying to,
Understand everything.
You’ve decided to,
Let the light of me in.

Hustle

Outside:
BUENO-Mulder Loft Building-Gray (*new* @ Uber)
DRD – Spiritualists Shoppe – Storefront

scene designed in: BUENO-Mulder Loft Building-Regular (*new* @ Uber)
BUENO-Deco Bag

Fancy Decor: Fulton Collection (*new* @ Uber)
-Fancy Decor: Capsule Book Stack
-Fancy Decor: Fulton Chandelier
-Fancy Decor: Merlot Wine Glass
-Fancy Decor: Buble Lamp (solid)
-Fancy Decor: Clipped Art
-Fancy Decor: Fulton Armchair
-Fancy Decor: Fulton Coffee Table
-Fancy Decor: Fulton Rug
-Fancy Decor: Fulton Side Table
-Fancy Decor: Fulton Sofa (white cotton)
-Fancy Decor: Merlot Wine Glass

Fancy Decor: Dover Collection
-01 Fancy Decor: Designer Computer RARE
-02 Fancy Decor: Dover Desk Chair RARE
-03 Fancy Decor: Dover Desk
-05 Fancy Decor: Dover Shelf
-14 Fancy Decor: Books and Trinkets

uK – Chic Wall Clock (Metal)
uK- Canvas Hope Footstool
Ariskea & Unkindness [Solace] Candle 4
Ariskea & Unkindness [Solace] Romarin Plant
Ariskea[Hustler] Babybreath Pot
Ariskea[Hustler] Gold Flower
Ariskea[Hustler] Hustle Word

tres blah– Eclectic Collection – Cat Face Pillow
-tres blah- Eclectic Collection – Hot Lips Phone (Pink)
-tres blah- Jolie – Golden Hand
-tres blah- Workspace – Tablet
-tres blah- Golden Cage – Coffee Run
-tres blah- Golden Cage – Tablet
-tres blah- Hodgepodge – Agenda RARE
-tres blah- Hodgepodge – Paper Pile
-tres blah- Pampered – Bouquet
-tres blah- Pampered – Treat Yourself
-tb- Bon Voyage – Vintage Camera
-tb- Bon Voyage – Books

dust bunny . areca palm plant
dust bunny . fiddle leaf tree
dust bunny . pilea peper plant
dust bunny . pink medinilla plant
dust bunny . potted bromeliad
dust bunny . potted cheese plant
dust bunny . potted palm
dust bunny . potted rubber tree
dust bunny . spotted begonia
dust bunny . sunday newspaper

JIAN ‘dorable Danes 3. Adult Wanderer RARE

[Black Bantam] Busy Westie On Fours Rez (*new* @ Kustom9)

(fd) Cat – 02 Sleeping Curled
(fd) Cat – 03 Sitting Lazy
(fd) Cat – 11 Sitting

Peaches ‘N Cream – ‘Emotional Baggage’ Handbag Clutter (*new* @ Epiphany)

!gO! Be mine – Liv & Lou RARE (*new* @ Shiny Shabby)

NOMAD // Sepia Peonies 01
NOMAD // Hookah // Fuschia

{Petite Maison} Work Pretty Royal Pencils: Turquoise

:HAIKEI: End of the day Gahca {3}

Sway’s Piggy Bank [Oink] white – C

=Zenith=Little Groot touch/dance only ( REZ)

The Loft – Lotus Holder
The Loft – Yoga Tray

DYNASTY – Antique Abacus – Dark
RARE. DYNASTY – Calligraphy Corner – Backdrop

{-MK-} My bottle_Close cat(wear/2Li)

*HEXtraordinary* Flying Monkey Incense Burner – Silver

Second Spaces – Cluttered House – charging station

[Bad Unicorn x Birch] Mary Janes ‘Ashtray’
[Bad Unicorn x Birch] Mary Janes ‘Noel’s Cookies’

.10 [ kunst ] – Magazines

Granola. Waverly’s Incense.

Apt B // Raw Materials Gacha – Plate Sculpture

tarte. flask (mustache) RARE

Pewpew! Balloon Hotdog – Black (Decor) (*new* @ Uber)

Apple Fall Plan Chest

Gravity

Yes, its another music post, because its easier for me to express myself this way sometimes. I get too real, too raw, too emotional for my own comfort sometimes.

A Perfect Circle – Gravity

Lost again
Broken and weary
Unable to find my way
Tail in hand
Dizzy and clearly unable to
Just let this go
I am surrendering to the gravity and the unknown
Catch me, heal me, lift me back up to the sun
I choose to live
I fell again
Like a baby unable to stand on my own
Tail in hand
Dizzy and clearly unable to just let this go
High and surrendering to the gravity and the unknown
Catch me, heal me, lift me back up to the sun
I choose to live, I choose to live, I choose to live
Catch me, heal me, lift me back up to the sun
Help me survive the bottom
Calm these hands before they
Snare another pill and
Drive another nail down another needy hole
Please release me
I am surrendering to the gravity and the unknown
Catch me, heal me, lift me back up to the sun
I choose to live,
I choose to live

gravity

wearing:
horns: DOUX – Demon hairstyle
hair: DOUX – Astra hairstyle
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: Glam Affair –  Catwa Applier – Clara – America 02
UC_Glory_gloves (*new* @ Uber)
UC_Glory_top (*new* @ Uber)
UC_Mimi_panties
UC_Mimi_boots

pose by Bauhaus Movement
MINIMAL – Illuminate Backdrop #7 (*new* @ Epiphany)

Sleeping Beauty

Alright, so do we even want to get into the whole evil step mother thing again? What’s with these fairy tale dads marrying these psychotic women, anyway. Let’s face it. These days, this girl hooked up with some asshole from the internet, got roofied and stashed in a room. Men came by, paid the abductor to have sex with the sleeping beauty.  However, as much as I like to sleep. I’d be down with sleeping until my perfect man came along waking me up with a kiss. Then again, do I really want to wake up to some stranger kissing me? Can you just imagine the morning breathe on someone that’s been asleep that long? Exactly how long was she sleeping? Cuz I’m thinking she’d require some feeding tubes, diapers, etc. This does not paint a pretty picture.
Supposedly, she pricks her finger on a needle, right? C’mon, you know that bitch OD’d on heroin. Her prince charming was probably another junkie trying to find her kit, see if she had any drugs on her that he could steal. She wakes up, high as hell, in her haze, she decides he’s cute….its fate. These morons fall in love and live happily high on heroin until they OD at 28. You know these fairy tale characters all die young, right? Cuz happily ever after is only going to last a few years. That’s my version of the story and I’m sticking to it. *laughs*

I see you

wearing:
hair:  DOUX – Britney hairstyle
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: Glam Affair –  Catwa Applier – Clara – America 02
[Atomic] Kitten Collar
Moon Elixir – Rich Girl – Coat – Snow
Vinyl – Moko Club Dress Pak – White
[Gos ] Rihanna Perforated Boots (*new* @ Uber)

pose:  FOXCITY. Milk Bath VOL2 Bento Pose Set

scene:
anxiety  %lunacy
:CP: Vetur Chaise

Sex Toy Story

So, I’m sure most everybody is familiar with the Toy Story movies. As most major movies have a porn version, or so I’ve heard. I can’t help but wonder what the Sex Toy Story would be like. Naturally, the owner of the toys would be an adult woman, because this would be much more fun. Now, would the training butt plugs get jealous of the new jeweled one? Would they all team up against the rechargeable vibrating one? Would a new dildo show up convinced that he’s real, because he has balls and is more flesh like? Would the silver bullets have races to see who has the fastest speed? The best of them would save the day by delivering the best orgasm, of course. Well, that’s how I imagine it would be, but let’s hope my toys don’t come to life when I’m not around or my dog and cat will destroy them without a doubt. *laughs*

sex kitten sex shop

wearing:
hair:  RAMA.SALON – Amber Hair (*new* @  Shiny Shabby)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: Glam Affair –  Catwa Applier – Clara – America 02
erratic / neva – top / black plaid
.::Dead Dollz::. Violet Jeans Pearls FLF
{Livalle} Greeble -Cyber Platform Wedges- Noir

pose: oOo Studio: Palais set

scene:
MINIMAL – Illuminate Backdrop #6 (*new* @ Epiphany)
[Kres] Sinful Signs – Sex Kitten RARE
7 – Dancer Neon
floorplan. neon why aren’t we having sex yet?

 

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