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Once you replace negative thoughts with positive ones, you’ll start having positive results. ~Willie Nelson

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I first became aware of the power of positive thinking in high school. I had changed schools mid year in the eleventh grade. It was the first time I had ever changed schools mid year. My parents had always been very careful about that and despite that high school being the eighth school for me, it was still a first. To be honest, it was something I had always wanted to do and finally my parents divorce was allowing me this privilege. A few months after that another girl was transferred to my final public school and we were instant friends. She called it PMA, Positive Mental Attitude. I had never heard of it and it began to change my life.
Like most teenagers, I was convinced that my life was the most tragic of them all. Little did I know how truly sheltered my life had been. The amount abuse inflicted upon me by my father was merely a foundation for the damage I would do to myself later in life. It was nothing compared to what others would do to me later. Yet, in moment of lucidity, I would draw upon that PMA that learned about in high school and it ALWAYS brought change…positive change.
It’s not always easy to maintain that positive mental attitude, but its a lot easier than allowing yourself to be sucked into an undertow of negativity and toxicity. I write a lot about walking away from toxic people and taking control of your life to keep those negative people out. However, I know that I am my own worst critic and I believe that most of us are like that. There are boundless articles online about maintaining a positive attitude and the power of positive thinking. I won’t bother writing all of that out. I merely encourage you all to seek out at least one article about it and try it for yourself.
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Now about these photos! I saw this hair on Flickr and had to hunt it down. Its such a fun style and so versatile. I femmed it up a bit, but imagine all the ways you could enhance a role play outfit. Which is what I started off doing by pairing it with this Feral dress by Cellar Door, but then my own style kicked in and before you know it…tadaaa…I had paired it with these adorable stockings and retro heels and yeah…here I am!
If you’re like me, you love to explore the grid and part of exploring is finding great places to take pictures. My friends Kobie and Kess had told me about Whole Wheat a while back and I even managed to get over there to take a photo about a week or two ago. However, they just moved and they’re in the process of setting up new scenes. I found a few that were extremely tempting, but tis the season for all things pumpkin so I jumped right into this lovely little fall scene. There are already several amazing scenes, so when you’re done reading that article, cuz I know you’re gonna…go check it out for yourself! ♥

wearing:
*~*Damselfly*~*Ivey
CATWA HEAD Dyana
L’Etre – Hestia Mesh Ears
.:E.A.Studio:. Box Piercing Bare Code
.5 [ kunst ] – Spike Labret
.4 [ kunst ] – Septum Keeper
Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
Prodigy Ink–7P-Paradise Tattoo
!Cellar Door Feral
SPELL :  PENTAGRAM RING
fri.day – Lovey.Stockings
:::insanya::: Sabrina Heels (*new* @ Retro Rewind)

pose in featured image by Kirin
other poses by Di’s Opera Poses
location: Whole Wheat

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TaKe Heart ♥

This time last year, little did I know I was about to experience one of the worst days of my real life, followed by some of the hardest and most challenging months. Those closest to me know the gory details and I’d rather not relive them here, but here I am a year later in a place I could never have imagined. This place is beyond special. It is magical. This place is not a place at all, but a state of mind wrapped in hope and love by some of the most beautiful people on the planet.  I am fortunate enough to call them my friends. Only God knows why they put up with me, but I sure am glad that they do.
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So I want to start off by saying thank you to all of my wonderful friends. Some of you have sat up with me at all hours of the night listening to me cry, curse, scream, vent..whatever I needed to do in order to process. Some of you encouraged rotten behavior that got me in all sorts of trouble, but was beyond fun. Some of you provided me with a safe place where I could just be. Some of you gave me space, knowing that’s what I needed from you. You were all exactly the type of friends I needed with a few exceptions that are no longer in the circle. Bye Felicias and Felipes!
Now, I want to talk about where I’ve landed almost a year later. In my World Peace post, I mentioned that I had landscaped a sim for some friends of mine, Kess Crystal and Spazz Tackett. It was such an amazing experience and I am honored to have been part of the process. Kess has finished decorating…maybe and that sim is now open, so please give it a look. As you can see, TaKe Heart is a sim designed with love and whimsy, with a twist of Sady aka dark twisted stuff. I’ve taken these photos by the lake which just so happens to be shaped like a heart…thank you very much! The reason this is so pivotal to me is because both Kess and I had a rough time of it this time last year. There were daily Skype calls, complete with tears, cursing, and plenty of laughter, too. I don’t know how I would have survived last fall without her. She has inspired me, pushed me, pulled me, poked me a few times, threatened to kill me once or twice, and put up with the worst of me.
So, here we both are a year later, we’ve both made great changes in our lives and come through some intense situations. She’s opened this sim with one of her absolute best friends AND…(totally heard her say that) I now have a new gig, sorta. As a result of my work on TaKe Heart, I’ve already been hired to landscape some private property and I’m pretty happy with how it turned out. I don’t know if I’ll ever be asked to do it again and that’s okay, but this time last year I wouldn’t have believed this is where I’d be.
Photography. Blogging. Landscaping. Amazing friends and SL family. I’m happy. Pretty much all around. Life will never be perfect, but my goodness I sure didn’t expect it to be this good a year later and mostly because of Second Life.
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Now about the stuff, because this “stuff” is AMAZING! First of all, I cannot get enough of this dress from Reverie. There are solids and aztec prints available, plus if that wasn’t enough there’s an adorable vest available in four textures. This is one of those dresses that going to be a sure classic and I have a sneaky feeling you’ll be seeing it again and again. For now, grab your favorite(s) at Uber. AND (totally hear Kess again) while you’re at Uber, you’ve got to check out the animated hair from Little Bones. This hair is gorgeous and magically fits my Catwa head perfectly! I had too much fun, flipping my hair back and forth, around from side to side. I didn’t tell Sino what I was doing, he just started noticing and was like WHOA! Yeah, WHOA is right! Between this dress and this hair, I’m ready for the next year! Bring it on!! ♥

wearing:
little bones.
Buffy – The Blend (*new* @ Uber)
CATWA HEAD Dyana
:Diamante: Disengaged Plugs Piercing
Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
{Reverie} ‘Ciara’ Dress (*new* @ Uber)
*AvaWay* Nikki_Bracelet, necklace, rings, and earrings (all sold separately)
#EMPIRE – Freesia

poses by Del May

location TaKe Heart

What if…Purge

This is your emergency broadcast system announcing the commencement of the annual Purge. All crime, including murder,will be legal for 12 hours. All emergency services will be suspended. Your government thanks you for your participation. ~ Emergency broadcast system announcing the commencement of The Purge.

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If you’ve never seen these movies and happen to live under a rock, thus having absolutely no idea what these movies are about…well, read up or scroll on down to the blog credits, because this is my “What ifs…” about the films. This is not a review, although, I do recommend these movies, I don’t think they have earned any significant place in our cinematic history.  But that’s not what this post is about either. I’ve recently seen all three movies, the last one for the first time. Plus there was a post on FB about using the purge message as a ring tone and well…The Purge has been all up in my head. So, this is another round of…What if, because why not?
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What if the Purge became a real thing and much like they show in the 3rd movie, Purging has become trendy, as well as controversial. So, instead of the heroin junkie looking models….well, we’ll see girls in party dresses with weapons and combat boots! Lingerie models wearing nothing but a gun belt, wings, and a machine gun…in the infamous words of Paris Hilton, “That’s hot!” What if the most popular kids in high school were the ones that had the most kills, thus taking bullying to a whole new level? Imagine all the lines of stain removal products, guaranteed to remove blood. Stain resistant clothing, made especially for Purge Night. Prom themes planned to emulate The Purge with sacrifices instead of Prom King & Queen.
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Well, you know how my mind works. I’m curious as to what sort of “What if..” moments you all might have. I’d love to hear them. In the meantime, go shopping and purge yourself of some lindens. Its call retail therapy and who doesn’t need a little therapy?

***A quick mention about the location. I’m not big into role play, but this sim is really quite something and worth checking out, just please if you’re not going to participate or get involved with the role play, grab and observer tag and make sure you’re not standing in the middle of someone’s scene. *winks*

wearing:
Beusy: Trouble Mesh Hair
CATWA HEAD Dyana
:Diamante: Disengaged Plugs Piercing
Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
erratic / koi tattoo (maitreya)
4. :BAMSE: Personal Cannon – Classic Black
15. :BAMSE: Trench Knife – Silver
LRD Lianna Dress Silk (*new* @ Lost & Found)
*katat0nik* (black) D-Ring Boots RARE ( The Arcade September)

poses: Le Poppycock *Neon Lights* (*new* @ U L T R A)

location: Darkness Prevails: Shattered Masquerade Roleplay Sim

World Peace

“If we have no peace, it is because we have forgotten that we belong to each other.” Mother Teresa

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Yes, I’m doing it again…mixing my genres…*hangs her head*
Today was International World Peace Day. While I doubt seriously that the world was peaceful, it was a nice thought, but because there’s been so much horror and wretchedness in the news lately, I found myself thinking that we’re closer to a world of Ultra Violence than one of peace. I’m not generally a negative person, but I most definitely have a dark and twisted view of things. I’m the person that makes the bad jokes too soon or laughs too hard at the jokes in my head that I dare not speak outloud. So, the minute I started thinking about ultra violence, I remembered this awesome jumpsuit from Addams and the boots from HXNOR. I knew I had to create my own Droog look and if you’ve never seen Clockwork Orange, none of this is making much sense to you. And if you’re never seen it, I urge you to check it out. It is definitely one of my favorite movies.
Normally I would link you some poses info and location information, but today I can’t do that. The reason is because the poses are in the bat and in the box I’m sitting on. The box and my avi are at a new sim called TaKe Heart that will be open to the public on September 23rd. Its owned by two absolutely wonderful friends, Kess Crystal and Spazz Tackett and I had the honor of landscaping the sim! This has been a very busy two weeks, but it has been the most amazing experience and I’m super excited to see how everyone likes it. I’ll be sure to post all about it once it is officially open.
Until then…Remember you don’t have to BE tough to dress tough…*winks*
Happy Shopping and try to keep the peace, because like Mother Teresa said, “We belong to each other.” ♥
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[PL] – Full Perm – Bowler Hat
[DUE] Tomonaga – Vitamin
CATWA HEAD Dyana
:Diamante: Disengaged Plugs Piercing
**RE** Miriam Ears Piercings (*new* @ Shiny Shabby)
**RE** Envy Tags (*new* @ U L T R A)
Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
=Zenith=Leather Belt Gloves
[Since1975] – Bat’sGacha – Wheel ULTRA RARE
Addams // Stefani Military Suit // White (*new* @ Collabor88)
HX: Black Civilian Laced-Up Boots (*new* @ U L T R A)

Look Forward

“Don’t waste your time looking back, you’re not going that way.” ~Ragnar Lothbrok Vikings

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Its kinda funny that I’m using a Vikings quote with Gothic photos to write about moving forward, but if you’ve ever met me or read my blog before, my shenanigans should not be new to you. The truth is I take photos of things I love and trust me when I say, I do not blog for anyone I do not like or respect. I do not apply to be a blogger to every store/event with apps open. I need to believe in what I’m showing you and I need to feel a connection to it. With that said, I also believe everything is connected, particularly when dealing with Second Life.
We all came here to experience another life. Perhaps an extension of the one we have, perhaps a fantasy life or the essence of who we really are displayed how we see it and feel it in our hearts. I know for one this skinny girl I show you in my blog is deep within me somewhere. I’m pretty sure she was covered in chocolate and served with a juicy steak, but she’s in there somewhere. Cannibals FTW! Okay, I’m silly, I know. My point is, we come here to be free of whatever cages and labels that society and/or our families, even ourselves, have created for us. Why then do so many of us continue to fall into the same traps? Allowing others to define us, to manipulate and abuse us?
It’s been a while now since I was in an abusive relationship and I’m so glad I’ve put that distance between the past and my present. I did that by looking forward. Over the past two years, I’ve watched some of the most incredible women overcome such enormous hurdles with their love lives. With them, I’ve cried and crumbled. Together we kept looking forward and slowly over time with each passing day we were able to let go of the past. Some days we ran from it, some days we would cling to it as if our lives depended on it. So, it truly torments my soul to watch other friends go through it. Fighting themselves to let go, to hold on, to move forward, to look back, to wallow, to pick themselves up…to move at all.
So, please let this post serve as a beacon of hope…a light house of silliness if you will. I assure you, that if you continue to look forward…force yourself to let go of the things that are holding you back and holding you down…trust in a brighter future…you will stop hurting so much and you will laugh again soon. Then you’ll be able to look back and shrug, because like Ragnar Lothbrok, you’ll know you’re not going that way.

And if you’re not going to follow me into some blissful state of future euphoria painted by a crazy person, then at least follow my lead and look hella cute while you drown in your on emotional typhoon…cuz this stuff you see is listed below and its all pretty damn awesome! go forth…shop…explore…have fun, ffs! ♥

wearing:
hair: .LeLutka.A-NV-0001.FIT
CATWA HEAD Dyana
**RE** Miriam Ears Piercings (*new* @ Shiny Shabby)
**RE** Bad-Kitty Necklace – Common – Black
**RE** Envy Tags (*new* @ U L T R A)
Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
[White~Widow] Charade – Black– RARE
::TI:: Dark Angel WINGS _ Black
Apple May Designs – Color me Leather
#EMPIRE – Cosmos

poses: Le Poppycock *Neon Lights* (*new* @ U L T R A)

location: Deadman’s Island Haunted Sim

 

Nonsense

“If I had a world of my own, everything would be nonsense. Nothing would be what it is, because everything would be what it isn’t. And contrary wise, what is, it wouldn’t be. And what it wouldn’t be, it would. You see?”
Lewis Carroll, Alice’s Adventures in Wonderland & Through the Looking-Glass

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I think I’ve established the fact that my mind is a bit warped on more than one occasion. My dreams are no different. I have the craziest dreams and the crazier things are in my life, the crazier my dreams become. Sometimes things simply do not make sense. So, the pictures above come straight from one of my dreams…partly because I often dream about Second Life, partly because I’m clearly crazy, partly because…well….just because!
I got these awesome poses from shi.s.poses at the You.Gatcha Event, right? Wouldn’t you know I’ve been thinking about them a good bit…and used one the other day. Lo & behold they made their way into one of my crazy dreams…now it wasn’t exactly like the pictures, but for me to try to explain why I was in a locker room changing clothes while inspecting a restaurant’s kitchen area and discovering a hidden cooler full of meatballs….I figured I’d skip ahead to the part where I took a princess dog for a walk in the clouds and how various bits of ideas and concepts floating around in my head floated pass me much like the items in these photos.
Yeah, that’s the kind of sleep I get when I get it…there…you see just a teensy bit more of why I’m such a weirdo! I admit it…but damn it if ChicModa and Blueberry can’t make my avi look exceptionally cute while I’m doing it! Why yes, this post is complete nonsense! Why yes I have had way too much coffee! Did you expect anything less after reading that quote? Perhaps you thought it wouldn’t be nonsense at all, but something very sensical instead. Yes, I did make up another word….you’re welcome. Go shopping and create your own nonsensical world! Its fun, I swear! ♥

wearing:
hair: (r)M Hair, No.39’16 (Blondes)
CATWA HEAD Dyana
Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
~ChicModa~ Dara Top (*NEW* in mainstore)
Blueberry / Luxe Box September / Jeans
SPELL : Pentagram Ring {silver} (*new* @ The Forest)
David Heather-Frange Bag/Blood
{Livalle} Ganymede -Slingback Wedges

scene & poses:
shi.s.poses dreamy clouds #2 & #3 complete w/background & balloon attachment (*new* @ You.Gatcha Event )
Birdy – Royal Pets – Chihuahua – Cream (*new* @ The Arcade)
Toro. Insomnia Cookies Neon Sign
TARDIS (creator: jay prospero)
*Shai* Skelly Dinner Guest – Headache

 

Gacha, Gatcha, Gotcha!

I have no idea who originated the quote or if I even have it right…or even close, but I’ve said it for years never believing for one second that I was being original, “Opinions are like assholes. Everyone has one, but everyone doesn’t want to hear yours.”
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I’ve been on the grid for almost ten years now and I’ve witnessed a great deal of change. Not just from base prims to flexi to sculpts to mesh, but photography and marketing, too. I’m not claiming to be an expert on all things Second Life. I’m far too easily distracted by occurrences in my own small world. However, I have had the pleasure of once upon a time owning a store, a club, and various jobs along the way. From customer service to management, I’ve tried my hand at quite a few things. This isn’t even my first attempt at blogging. One of the biggest changes I’ve seen is the approach to marketing.
Hunts don’t seem to be as big of a deal as they once were, as a lot of designers just didn’t put as much effort into the hunt prizes and fewer people wanted to participate for that reason.
I remember when Gachas first showed up and I thought they were such a cute novel idea. They quickly became an addiction and even a way of life for some. It took me a while, but I think I’ve finally gotten my personal relationship with these vexing little machines under control. The irony is in the name…although I’m not even sure what is the correct spelling anymore.
A few years ago, I took a year long break from the grid and upon my return Events were all the rage. I’m not sure when they started exactly or which ones were even first, but they’ve certainly become the most common method of shopping now. More focus is placed on events these days than actual brands and some designers don’t even seem to have an actual store, but can be found in all the big events.
Now the newest trend seems to be the monthly boxes containing exclusive content. You pay L$XXXX each month and receive a box of merchandise that will surpass the value, containing exclusive items.
Another trend, that I first noticed happening with Gacha projects, is the colloboration efforts between designers.

Now, these are all amazing and fantastic ideas and I love all watching the innovation. I love all the excitement over new and shiny things being delivered in new and shiny ways! I know a lot of people out there aren’t happy about the monthly boxes. There are people out there that are even anti-gacha…I know, can you imagine? Well, here’s the good news!  No one is forcing anyone to participate in ANY of these events. Period.  No one forces anyone to participate in  Second Life and no one is forcing anyone to shop. So, unless a designer is being unethical, I just don’t believe we should be lashing out at them on social media, which seems to be a trend of its own these days. Plus, it kinda just makes you look childish, mean, and bitter…so put on your big boy/girl panties and try to be enough of an adult to warrant having a social media page in the first place, will ya?
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I will continue to enjoy my Luxe Box, my gachas, and anything else on the grid that I see fit…judge me if you want, but you have to admit…I look FABULOUS! ♥

wearing:
hair: Tableau Vivant \\ My Day @ Gym (*new* @ The Arcade)
CATWA HEAD Dyana
**RE** Simone Heart Collar
Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
#2 MC.Night Essentials.Top 2pack.Black (*new* @ The Arcade)
#3 Mc.Night Essentials.Shorts.Black (*new* @ The Arcade)

scene:
STATEMENT [pixel perfect – wall art]
DRD gg rug round 60sflowers (DRD VIP-September Group Gift)
Soy. Shitamachi Alley Garden – Shabby Stands  (*new* @ The Arcade)
16 Fancy Decor: Decorative Orb (*new* @ The Arcade)
little bones. Plasma Ball (*new* @ The Arcade)
[LJ] Slumber Party – Slumbervision – Horror – RARE (*new* @ The Arcade)
[LJ] Slumber Party – Slumbervision Videos –  Horror RARE (*new* @ The Arcade)
[LJ] Slumber Party – Slumbervision VHS – Horror – RARE (*new* @ The Arcade)
Intrigue Co. – Plushie Pals: Beth the Bride (*new* @ The Arcade)
:CurelessAmore: /Surrealisme/ Reservoir Balloon (*new* @ The Arcade)
R(S)W & YKFK Ladybug Top (*new* @ The Arcade)
MadPea Little Shop of Nightmares – Flesh Eater Junior (*new* @ The Arcade)
MadPea Little Shop of Nightmares – Flesh Eater Junior(the box was cool, so I used it, too)
-tres blah- Golden Cage – Coffee Run (*new* @ The Arcade)
Fancy Decor: Inlaid Box (Group Gift)
Sway’s [Peacock] Table Lamp . cobalt (*new* @ The Arcade)
[LJ] Slumber Party – Sleeping Bag – Prints (*new* @ The Arcade)
* SORGO – Pain Killers (*new* @ The Arcade)
[LJ] Chipsters – Chippers – Salt & Vinegar (rez) (*new* @ The Arcade)
+Half-Deer+ Cutie Clutter – Hair Accessories (Pastel) (*new* @ The Arcade)
+Half-Deer+ Cutie Clutter – Spilled Black Coffee (*new* @ The Arcade)
JIAN Lively Labs :: Family Bed (*new* @ The Arcade)
Kalopsia – Cecilia’s Cage Pics (White) (FLF-Sept 16)

The Beholder is You

People often say that ‘beauty is in the eye of the beholder,’ and I say that the most liberating thing about beauty is realizing that you are the beholder. This empowers us to find beauty in places where others have not dared to look, including inside ourselves. Salma Hayek

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I was scrolling through Flickr this morning and noticing all the different types of avatars. Yes, there are tons of clones, particularly certain mesh heads that are so distinguishable that you honestly cannot tell one avatar from another. I admit there are times that I look at other people’s avis and scrunch my nose, questioning their sanity, their eyesight, and sometimes its just a big WTF look on my face, but at the end of the day I can honestly appreciate all of the avatars out there…ok, most of them. No, I have no desire to parade MY avatar around with a huge ass, huge boobs, tiny waist and ankles. No, I have no desire to saunter to and fro with a stick figure avatar that makes the likes of Kate Moss look obese. Nor do I prefer my avatar to be too tall, too thick, too short, too skinny…wait…those are all opposing things. YES!
My avatar is the way I want it to look. Yours should be the way YOU want it to look. This is something I really came to terms with about a month and a half ago. I noticed that over the last year and a half my avatar literally gained weight. Not only did she gain weight, but she got taller! How did that happen? Well, I’ll tell you.
I let other people get in my head and convince me that their idea of beauty should be mine, too. I know that part of that stems from admiring the people who made these suggestions. The other part came from a lack of self esteem. So, a little weight here, a little nudge to my height there, plump up the tits a bit here, fatten that ass a bit there…and before I knew it…Sady wasn’t Sady at all. She was the compilation of suggestions and unsolicited advice.
With the help of another friend who knew me when my avatar was smaller and appreciated the look, I was able to tweak myself a lot closer to my roots. I’m really happy with the way my avatar looks now…although I have been considering a new head…*hangs her current one in shame.* In the meantime, I believe in myself and my avatar. I am the beholder of my beauty and I’m not changing for anyone other than myself ever again. So, the next time someone tells you they’re tired of seeing your face on every avatar across the grid? Tell them to sign off and go read a book, no one is forcing them to look at you. If someone tries to tell you that your toon is too fat, too skinny, too short, or too tall? Suggest that they go start a shape store, but to kindly leave your avatar alone. Unless you’re asking for advice with your avatar’s appearance I say tell them to all shut up…no one has the right to tell any of us what is beautiful and what isn’t, because we all know that one goofy looking dog that is soooo ugly its adorable. Now how do you think that happened?
Its your avatar, express yourself the way you want and BEHOLD YOUR OWN BEAUTY!
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wearing:
hair:Blues. Storm
CATWA HEAD Dyana
Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
{Reverie} ‘Micha’ Outfit (*new* @ Kustom9)
Fucking Lovely Leg Corset Piercing
Astralia – Sara ankle boots (*new* @ Kustom9)

poses by Kirin Riri Pose Pack (*new* @ Kustom9)

location: Whole Wheat (Thanks, Kobie!)

Head in the Clouds

Head in the clouds
Got no weight on my shoulders
I should be wiser
And realize that I’ve got
One less problem without ya!
Ariana Grande Problems

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How often do we resolve to let go of someone or something, only to keep grabbing it at, to keep talking about it…even a year, sometimes even years, after the fact? We know life is better, yet we keep diving into that memory bank forcing ourselves to relive or romanticize the past.  I’m not pointing fingers at anyone, trust me that I don’t know a single person that doesn’t do this to some degree. We all have at least one ex that did a real number on us and permanently altered our outlook on life. I’m not talking about that feeling of falling backwards through some musical portal because of an unexpected song. I’m talking about still making decisions hoping that someone is still watching. With all the social media at our fingertips its easier than ever to keep tabs on ex friends and lovers. Easier for us to be stalked, too.

William Shakespeare said, “All the world’s a stage, and all the men and women merely players: they have their exits and their entrances; and one man in his time plays many parts, his acts being seven ages.”

I can only imagine what he would think of said stage with all of the ways we put on a show these days. One look at YouTube will prove that anyone can be on film these days. So, back to what I was saying…why? Why do we insist on parading our lives about like peacocks displaying our plumage? I can tell you that peacocks are showing off in the hopes of getting laid…so what’s our excuse? Most of us would immediately jump to the defense and deny that we’re trying to seduce an ex. So why are we seeking their attention? What are we hoping to gain? Oh look what you lost. If our value was recognized, it wasn’t for the photos or actions done after the break. Not to mention that what we’re doing is pretty damn obvious to everyone around us. I can only come up with one answer: We didn’t honestly let go…we’re simply swinging in and out of the past. When we’re truly ready to let go we’ll soar high and leap from that swing and move on to another area of our proverbial playground without looking back. Gawd, my brain hurts sometimes…*facepalms*
In the meantime, may we all get the attention we seek and get even closer to leaping off the swings, running across the playground and sliding into our future. Nothing wrong with having our head in the clouds, so long as we keep our feet on the ground. I’ll see you at the playground! *winks*

wearing:
hair: pr!tty – Kyla (*new* @ The Forest)
CATWA HEAD Dyana
Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
L’Etre – Hestia Mesh Ears
^^Swallow^^ Ear Cuff Cross
*MUKA* Collar Love
*MUKA* Cuff Love
[HoR] Tease Bodysuit for Her  (*new* @ SWANK)
{le fil casse} spring leg cage
[BREATHE]-Tango Heels (*new* @ The Forest)

scene:
pose in featured image: shi.s.poses dreamy clouds #4 complete w/background & attachments (*new* @ You.Gatcha Event )
{anc} cirque de reverie .15/ blanc / balloon stands

close up pose by Del May

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